“ I was born only two years after you and you think at the age of two, your parents would be dumb enough to tell me about it, huh?.“ He made a valid point.
“Then, when did you hear about Hensley.““ome years ago, auntie mentioned it to me.““y mum mentioned it to you and you said that I was your true friend, I told you everything Mark.““ I told you the things you deserved to know.““The lies, I deserved to know the lies.“ Mark had started to talk but I put my hand up to stop him. I couldn't hear anything other thing that he had to say, I couldn't stand him.“No more, I don't want to hear any more from you Mark, leave my house."“It's fine, I'll leave, but, we have to do something about Hensley and we'll do it with or without you, have a nice day, Darwinson."" Have a nice day, too, Mark.“ I could hear the icy edge of my voice, it scared even me. I watched the colour leave his face and he turned around briskly, my cousin was walking out of the door and it was as if I was only seeing him for the first time in my entire life. All my life, I've always known Mark, at least, during the holidays we would play together and after we graduated he taught me the things I knew, we went almost everywhere together, he was my only true friend, the truest turned turned into a bat. I went to the kitchen and I shut the door, my knees couldn't hold me.What had my mum do with hitmen?. I thought I knew these people, I thought I knew Mark…Mark was calm and gentle and funny, Mark would never plan to hurt someone. I had skipped breakfast but I was too hungry to skip lunch, Godknows I would collapse if I didn't eat anything before evening came, although I didn't have an appetite, I still ate.It was 3:19 when my phone rang.“Hello." It was my mum.“Good afternoon."“Darwinson." She said and took a long pause, I wouldn't be the one to break the silence. “Baby, are you there?." She asked me." I can hear you.““I sent Mark earlier."“Okay."“He told me your response."“Okay."" Talk to me, you're giving me flat talks.“" What?, What exactly do you want to hear from me, mum, you want me to gatekeep for you?.“ as the word 'mum' passed my lips, it tasted salty." Darwin."“Mum, if you have better things to discuss with me, you can always call me back, I'm just one phonecall away, if not, don't ring me up, understood?.““Don't cut this call on me…” I cut the call before she could complete her statement. The house was quiet and still, I preferred to go outside. I entered into my car and I drove to El'jefe, it was a long drive but I liked it, it was better I kept my mind busy on the road, finally, I had gotten into the bar.I walked into the bar and Jhené Aiko's Brave was playing. Red lights lit up the place, the smell of alcohol mixed with smoke was still in the air.I walked to the bar and asked the bartender to pour me a drink.I drank two shots and I went into the private lounge, for a moment there, I thought I had seen Lisa but it wasn't her, but it seemed like her. In my mind, I saw Lisa, turning around for me, wearing a red brazier and matching genstring. It would be nice if I had Lisa, before my brother have her first.“Hi." I turned to look at the speaker, she was smallish, with brunette hair, she had red painted lips and deep set eyes, not my type at all, but her body, no, I could go for her body but I preferred to check out another girl.“Yeah." I said turning away from her, there could be better girls.“I've been watching you since you walked in here, you look like you could make me cum."“I'm sorry, what did you say?."“Did I say something wrong?, You look angry, I'm sorry if I said something wrong, I'm antoinette."“Get the fuck out of my face, I need to breathe."“Asshole." She purred as she left. I wasn't searching but my eyes caught a woman. She was walking towards a booth, she had nice long legs, sun kissed goldenlocks that was tied into a bun, she had a beautiful neck. Was she available?.“Hey." I said approaching her, forgetting the time I stood up in the first place.“Good evening." Her voice sounded like cinders.She didn't look like a stripper, she was wearing a slit back dress, it looked sexy, would a stripper look this dovey, I mean?…“Uhmm, I like your hair." I told her.“I like yours." She said looking up at my head and back to the booth and she sat down elegantly.“Do you work here?."“What do you mean?."“Are you available for service."“Oh, fuck no, I'm here to meet with someone."“I'm so sorry."“For what?."“Labelling you as a sex worker, you look too beautiful to be a sex worker."" I'm a sex worker, I just don't work here, thank you though.“She left me with no words in my mouth, I just turned away and went back to my booth, but, I couldn't take my eyes away from her, she was the prettiest woman I ever met. Few minutes later, her guy graced in, I watched him take her hand and kiss it, I watched her stand to hug him, I saw his hand rub up and down her open back, I saw her kiss his neck faintly. I turned away my eyes because it stung like gin on a wounded throat.I walked into my office and I sat down, the office was too neat, everything seemed too much, the smell of the lavender, the formerly gentle hum of the air-conditioner was now disturbing. For a long while, everything was quiet, too quiet, I could hear the sound of my breath, the sound the ruffles of paper made, I heard the sharp tink when I dropped the pen on the glass table. I loosened my tie and dropped it where I had dropped my pen, I stood in front of the big glass wall and I looked down to the world I once enjoyed watching, now all I saw was a myriad yellow cars and people, people that I didn't know. I didn't know people, but, they knew me, they always knew who I was. I looked to the sky and it was grey…sad empty clouds moved along it, where the fuck was the silver lining in the cloud, now?. “Good morning sir." I turned to see Lisa standing in the doorway, holding the door, open, for a few moments I stared at her, without finding anything to say to her.“I knocked a few
I was running from something, I was running but I didn't know what I was running from or who I was running from, but, I was running fast. I saw a door ahead of me, and it was lit, there was light behind the door, soft glowing light, and immediately a feeling of relief washed over me. If only I could get to the door and lock myself from the thing…but as I ran closer to the door, it seemed to stretch further, I tried running faster, I couldn't get to it, it was as if I was chasing the sky, then it dawned on me, no matter how much I chased the door, I wouldn't get to it, I couldn't…..I tore out of the dream and I sat up, cold sweat fell from my face down to my neck, I felt depersonalized. I wasn't scared, I was angry. For a long time, I sat on my bed, staring at nothing in particular, I didn't know what to do next. It was 4:28am when I looked to the clock.I went Into the bathroom and had a cold shower, then I went for a run outside, it kept my mind busy. The weather
“Good morning." She had said, I turned to her, she was already dressed and she was about to leave before I woke up." Were you planning on leaving before I woke up?.“I watched her laugh. She was really beautiful." Come here.“ I told her." I'm already dressed Dee, yes, I was about to leave but I wrote my number on the paper over there.“ She said pointing to the table." What did you call me?."“Dee?."“Yes, like it.““Ohh, that's good."“What if I didn't see the number, Melissa, how would I have reached you."“I dunno." She said laughing. “But, surely you would have seen it, I mean it's just there."“Do you know what I would have done if I woke up and found out that you left?."“No, what would you have done."“I would raid this hotel and find out who Adrian is and I'm going to steal you if I find you with him, if I don't find you with him, I would threaten him to give me your contact, then I would reach you." She laughed very hard at what I had said." What are the chances you wou
I packed my bag and I was ready to leave the hotel. I had stayed for a week, it was time to go home. I went into the elevator, there was a guy standing there, he moved aside for me when I entered. I heard his phone ring but I wasn't facing him, I was facing the door.“Yes, this is Adrian." He said and I turned to look at him, to take in his features.So he was the Adrian…“I'm coming down now." He said and then the elevator door opened. I walked out and then he did, but, we were walking to the same direction, towards the car park. I kept my distance from him, I felt like kicking him in the balls.I opened my car and before I got in, I heard him say.“That's a really cool car." I looked at him. “Thank you."“I'm Adrian and you are?." “Soniva." I cut out Darwin from my full name, In case he ever tries to mention me, Melissa doesn't know me as Sinova.“You look familiar, are you from around here?."“No."“Okay."“Yeah."“Nice car though."“Thanks." I drove away and I
Immediately they left, I stood up to leave.“Darwin." I heard my dad call me.I turned to him.“Yeah?."“You're just going to leave like that?."“Yes, when all your lawyers are done, call me, I might come and watch the nonsense, but right now, I'm just going to leave."“You can't just leave like that." He said.“Watch me." I told him and I left.When I got to the office on Monday's morning, I didn't see my assistant, Tracey, at the desk. So I decided to call her. She told me that she was sick and she wouldn't be available until a week later. Mark had come to my office in the afternoon.“Good day." He said when he entered.“Yeah?."“I came to inform you, that the next meeting would be on Thursday, this week."“Okay, thank you." “You still wouldn't talk to me, or take your mum's call or your dad's?." I stared at him for some time and I dropped my eyes back to my laptop.“It's fine, but, I'm hoping that you'll wake up and see that we tried to help you, please, remember to be t
I was happy that my company was starting to take light, I had seen the blueprints, it was beautiful, I could almost see it in real life, as if I had already built it. I thought that it would have been harder to build a company from scratch but it was as easy as breathing, all it needed was the right amount of money and the right connections. Ken had actually surprised me, I was proud of his work. Since I was young, I always wanted to have a tech company, instead of running my dad's company, the hard part was picking a name, I was bad at picking names.Thursday morning had come very fast. I hated Thursday. When I woke up, I woke up angry, but I was glad that I didn't have the silly nightmare of Hensley chasing me. I was going to see my family, formerly, I loved them, I loved them so much. I would get home sick if I didn't see them for a week, and there was a feeling when I was with them, the same feeling of fulfilment Karen gave me, it's surprising how things ch
I woke up by four am in the morning, my alarm hadn't even gone off yet, I had set it for 5:15am. I changed from my pyjamas and I went out for a run, when I got back, I took my bath. I went around my house for a short while to take in the scenery, I would miss the house, I was still taking in the scene when I remembered that I hadn't packed my bags yet and my flight was leaving in a few hours. I went to the closet and as fast as I could, I packed my bags, I took the things I really needed and I left the rest. It was about six am in the morning. The sun was still far east, the weather was cool, the sky was grey and dark and everything was quiet and still, I made coffee and I called my driver that would drive me to the airport. I was done with drinking my coffee when the driver came.“Good morning sir."“Good morning." I told him and I climbed the car while he took my bags from me to drop them in the back seat. I took a look at my house once again, it was the last ti
I had chosen a house that contrasted all the mansions I've been living in, all my life, I chose a house that would play with colours, the living room was painted with multiple shades of turquoise, red, and yellow, with Sharp Egyptian cotton curtains to highlight all the colours. This house wasn't a mansion, it was just a storey building and it wasn't white and grand, it didn't have bay windows and it wasn't whitestone, it didn't have a fountain or a patio, but it did have a pool, and it didn't have a garden, and it didn't have an oversized gym that gave me strong feeling of emptiness, it was completely different and I loved it. I dropped my bags somewhere in the living room and I took a tour round the house, the sun was setting, and golden streaks escaped from the windows through the curtains in soft bursts, for once in my life, I felt that I had accomplished something tangible, by myself, without my father's wealth or influence, I couldn't explain the way I felt, I felt so
It was morning. I woke up a little after dawn. I went out for a run and when I got back, everybody was already up. We were in my house in New York... All of us. My mum, my little brother, my elder brother Kai, my lovely Ará and me... All of us. “Good morning." I said to my mum.“Where's Ará?." I asked nobody in particular.“She's preparing breakfast." Kai said. I headed for the kitchen.I saw here there, handling some pots.“Good morning." I said to her walking into the kitchen.“Good morning." She said Smiling. “I woke up and I didn't see you, I figured you must have gone out for a run." " I did. “" Why don't you join me in making breakfast.“" Are you sure you don't want to have a cook or maybe just a house keeper and the house keeper can employ people to come and do some stuff. ““Remember what happened with Rosé..., Remember?." " I remember. ““ I don't want something like that to repeat itself and plus, I'm able to do these stuff on my own. We can just call peopl
It was late afternoon already.“You're my mother..." I whispered to myself, I figured that if I wanted anybody to hear me, I had to speak louder but I couldn't find my voice. “My mother's name was Bridgette, was it her you gave... Was I the baby?." I asked her..., My mother, my real mother. Looking at her I didn't know what to say, we all didn't know what to say. We all looked ashen and spooked. I wasn't the only heir after all, I was the child of a lovely affair. Something in me spurred, gave life to light. She was my mother... I felt as if I was another person entirely, I didn't feel like my name was Darwinson Charleston Andersons.... No, I didn't feel like I had a name but I felt that I had a past a, strong past and there was a strong love that brought be to the world... Not the strange type Bridgette and Anderson had, finally I could call them by their first names... I whispered it out “Bridgette Andersons and Anderson Cooper Andersons." It sounded good to my ears. Noa is
Once again I was making lunch while Kurtis spoke to Solo. To keep my mind away from what was happening, I decided to bury myself in poems, poems that nobody had heard.'I know but I don't want to believe, that there is no such thing as love, I know it's true that love dosent exist but If believing in it is being foolish, then I want to be foolish, if being foolish is being happy, then I want to be foolish it's not everytime in your life that you have to be wise, sometimes you know what happens next, so why not close your eyes and fall blindly into love even though it comes with heartbreak(s), at least you were once happy, at least you were once foolish. ''I have the mind of a ninety year old but the heart of a three year old, I love desperately and I care quietly, I miss calmly and I wait patiently, I want truly and I think fastly, I think deeply, I listen, I understand truly, I judge with reasons, I'm calm, my heart is stupid, my mind is mature, I won't compare myself to a lonely fl
I woke up the next morning to find the bed empty. I went to the sitting room. Solo was already dressed and he was drinking coffee.“Hey baby, why are you dressed so early?." I asked him." Mr Kurtis called. He's going to have a meeting with us today. He wants us to be there earlier today. “" Okay.... When will you be back?. “" In the afternoon. “" Good bye. “ I told him and he dropped his cup on the table." I love you sweetie, take care of Kai and yourself.“ He told me. I watched him leave.I went to the bathroom, I brushed my teeth and I had my bath. I was still dressing up when I heard the knock on the door. Did Solo leave anything in the house that he should have carried. I tied a towel around my chest. I went to the door, I undid the locks and then I turned the door open, standing there was Kurtis. He walked past me.“Jeez, Solo just left, what if you met him here."“I saw his car leave, I knew he just left, I was outside."“ For how long?." I asked him.“N
I woke up and made breakfast for Solo. While Solo was still asleep, the phone rang.“Hello." I said into the phone.“Hey baby." Kurtis's voice cut through the phone.“You called this early." I said above a whisper."I've been awake since dawn, I didn't know if would be so early, I'm sorry. ““You don't have to be, I was just worried that Solo might have picked the call." " How are you doing?. “ He asked me. “I just made breakfast... I'm good, how about you?."“I miss the hell out of you." He told me“I miss you too."“How about I come and pick you up today. My yacht is out in the ocean."“I don't know about today..." I started to say but he cut me off.“Solo is going to be done with his work soon, in two days time. I can't hold him here, surely he's going to get any contract, I can arrange that but I don't know how valid that plan would be, we literally don't have time on our hands, I've been thinking about it for so long and it's chewing me up. “" I thought about it too. “" I
I went home. As if Ana smelt it... As if she knew that I had done the abominable, she smiled a very fake smile.“Gael, you're back." She said to me. It wasn't Mrs Garcia or Miss Gael, it had changed to Gael, only Gael. But I felt good, I felt alive, I felt in love again almost reborn... I was born again. Gone was the old Gael and come was the new one. Not that they both of them had too many distinct features they didn't, they had too many in common, but this new me was the manifestation of the reborn Gael, the one that was formerly lost in being loyal... The one that had to quench her fire to fit in a type of lifestyle. “Yes, I'm back. “ I told her... My voice seemed foreign to me, it was much more bolder than the former, I was much more confident. “Hey Kai, how are you doing?." I asked Kai. “Momma." Kai said giggling. I took him from Ana.“Thank you Ana.“ I told her. She walked out of the door without saying anything. I was still in the bathroom having
The next day, after Solo had left for work. I took out those boxes, sat there in Kai's closet and I tore them. Toy train and cars that could moves with remotes... There were too many toys in the first box, too many that I wondered how Kai would play with them, all. Then in the other box were jewelries... How would I explain how I got them. I knew that I would have to come up with a new lie. If Solo asked who bought them, I would say that my colleague, Marietta gave them to Kai... She had a rich uncle no, I wouldn't say she had a rich uncle, I could say that she had a rich brother and she had a wealthy family too... And she loves Kai, should add that she also has a daughter or maybe I'll say she has a son. When Solo had come back, he had met me sitting in the living room with the two boxes on the table.“Jeez babe, what are those, the boxes are huge."“The boxes are huge aren't they... Let me tell you, come and have a sit. Do you remember Marrietta, my colleague, the funny lad
I heard the knock on the door. I wondered who it was. I was in the kitchen setting the things I would use to prepare dinner. I turned the locks, opened the door and I saw Kurtis standing there with two huge boxes standing beside him. When he saw me, he bent and he carried the both of the boxes and they seemed heavy. “Good afternoon." I said and he walked past me.“These boxes are heavier than they look." He said to me laughing. He dropped it on the table." I wasn't expecting you. “ I said to him." I know. “ He said walking to Kai's bedroom. " I was just in the office and I thought I'd come and surprise you and Kai. “ He said touching Kai's face." What's in the boxes?. “" Toys, mostly and the other things are just for you.“" For me?. “ " Yes, I picked them today myself. I'm sure you'd love them. “" Thank you, but what are they?. “ I asked him." You'll find out when you open the box. “ Kai was awake so they were playing together while I was cooking in the kitchen
“I'll be back soon." I told Ana. I turned the door and I walked out of the house. I went outside and I saw a different car, but it was black. And sitting behind the wheels was the same driver.“Hi." I said to him. He smiled at me. It didn't take long before we reached the beach. I climbed down from the car. The sun plastering on my body. The wind scattering my hair and my dress, kissing me everywhere. “Mr Kurtis will be waiting for you in the boat right there.“ The driver said pointing to a boat. It was the only boat that was there and it was big. Written on the body was 'Aqua-Marine'. I liked the name, very much. I walked to the deck and I turned around, the driver had started to drive away. This time there was no body to lead me. I saw Kurtis standing there when I was on the deck. He smiled at me. I turned to the ocean then to look at him.“Eyes like the heart of water." I told him. He laughed and stretched out his hand to me.“You look beautiful."“Than