I woke up by four am in the morning, my alarm hadn't even gone off yet, I had set it for 5:15am.
I changed from my pyjamas and I went out for a run, when I got back, I took my bath. I went around my house for a short while to take in the scenery, I would miss the house, I was still taking in the scene when I remembered that I hadn't packed my bags yet and my flight was leaving in a few hours. I went to the closet and as fast as I could, I packed my bags, I took the things I really needed and I left the rest. It was about six am in the morning. The sun was still far east, the weather was cool, the sky was grey and dark and everything was quiet and still, I made coffee and I called my driver that would drive me to the airport. I was done with drinking my coffee when the driver came.“Good morning sir."“Good morning." I told him and I climbed the car while he took my bags from me to drop them in the back seat. I took a look at my house once again, it was the last time that I would be seeing that big white perfection, its large bay windows, its beautiful walnut doors, its structure, everything was majestic, I still watched it as our car climbed down the hills, I watched it until it disappeared from my view into nothingness, now, I could only see the claar blue sky, stained with bright golden streaks from the sun, the clouds were soft and they floated across the sky slowly, there was cold in the air and it was foggy and damp. I rested my head on the headrest and I shut my eyes, there was slow music playing, it felt like I was taking a giant leap, I was going to another continent, and I was leaving my home, and I was leaving my family. I inhaled deeply.In shot while, we were at the airport. I took my leather bags and I walked to the check in. According to the attendant, there was going to be a delay because of the weather.“Oh this darn weather." An old man shouted beside me, I looked at him and I turned away, I would have just taken my private jet and save myself the crap of being with people. Thirty minutes had passed and still, I was at the airport. A baby was crying behind me and his mother was shushing him, his cry was ringing in my ears and echoing in the hollows of my mind, I felt very frustrated, I turned around to look at the baby and his mother, she had sat the baby on her laps and started whispering to him. I turned back and I brought out my phone to scroll through.“Hi." I heard someone said, everybody just feels it's a good time to talk to me whenever I'm trying to scroll through social media. But it wasn't just anyone, It was a little girl, she was about nine years old, she had Lisandré's eyes and beautiful brown wooly hair.“Hey there," I told her and I watched her smile.“Are you waiting because the weather is bad?." “Yeah?."“Me too, that was my baby brother crying, Toby, he's loud sometimes." She said pointing to the baby that was behind me." Yeah he was pretty loud, but he's stopped now. “" Yes, Marie had put him to sleep. “" Marie?. “" Yeah, that's our nanny, my mom and dad are in London, were flying over to meet them. “"Oh." I said realizing her soft English accent.“Are you flying first class too?."she asked me.“Yes."“You look like one of my daddy's friends." She said taking the empty seat beside me.“Oh, I do?."“Yes."“Your daddy, he's a busy man isn't he."“Yeah, I hardly see any of them."“Your mum is as busy too?."“Yes, she's as busy, after she had Toby, she went right to work and I miss her, but anytime I try to say that I hardly see them, they tell me that they're working for us. “" That's a little bit sad. “" It's more than a little bit, do you have kids?. “" No, I don't. “" Do you have a little brother or sister?. “" Nope. “" Do you work so much?. “ I thought about the answer for a little bit and I replayed the question in my head." Well, I work but not so much. “" What's your name?. “" Darwin, what's yours?. “" Adaline. “" That's a very beautiful name. “" Thank you, yours too. “" Would you like to have kids?. “ she asked me, she thought too deep, more than the way her agemates would think." Yes, I'd love to. “" Would you be too busy to take care of them?, If you would be too busy, it's better you don't have kids at all, because kids need love and candy. “" They do, don't they?. “" Yeah, they do. “" Ada, come on, come over here. “ The nanny called." Byeee. “ She told me." Bye. “At last, the weather was clear enough for us to fly safely. I had seen Ada and her nanny holding the baby in the first class section, I knew that after today I might never see her again, she was really adorable, I pitied her, if she was my kid, we would go everywhere together, she made me want kids. After we landed, I had booked a car and I was going to go to my house for the first time, I had seen it, of course but walking into the house itself was a real pleasure.I had chosen a house that contrasted all the mansions I've been living in, all my life, I chose a house that would play with colours, the living room was painted with multiple shades of turquoise, red, and yellow, with Sharp Egyptian cotton curtains to highlight all the colours. This house wasn't a mansion, it was just a storey building and it wasn't white and grand, it didn't have bay windows and it wasn't whitestone, it didn't have a fountain or a patio, but it did have a pool, and it didn't have a garden, and it didn't have an oversized gym that gave me strong feeling of emptiness, it was completely different and I loved it. I dropped my bags somewhere in the living room and I took a tour round the house, the sun was setting, and golden streaks escaped from the windows through the curtains in soft bursts, for once in my life, I felt that I had accomplished something tangible, by myself, without my father's wealth or influence, I couldn't explain the way I felt, I felt so
I drove to my office, it was 9:36, as I was coming towards it, I had sighted the big sign in front of the building, written on it was Sinova in big golden block letters, it sent chills down my spine. It was a fifteen storey building, but I wasn't staying at the top floor. I entered into the building and I was met by a pretty lady.“ Mr Darwin, she called. It's nice to finally meet you, please come, let's introduce you to your employees, I'm Mandy, your assistant. “" Hi Mandy. “" Hi. “ She said and giggled. I watched her do her job, she was quick and effective, that was what I needed, quick and effective and she had a beautiful streak of grace. She had brown doe eyes, and brunette hair, small fine lips that I liked to watch.She had introduced me to everyone, every single person had gathered to see me. I gave a small speech that wasn't practiced, I had talked to them with my heart and I felt they liked me. Everything was going very good on my first day.I heard a k
I got home from work before the clock struck six. My house was vacant but it wasn't lonely. I was taking off my clothes when I heard the door bell ring. I wasn't putting on trousers but I was wearing a shirt but I went to the door anyways. I was walking towards the door when it rang again. I opened the door to see a face that looked so familiar. I know I had a thing where everybody I see, seemed as if I had met them before, but, this time I wasn't just guessing, the feeling was strong.“Don't I know you?." I blurted out.“Ermm."“Sorry, don't mind my manners, come in please."“No, don't worry, I'm your neighbor, I live right beside you, and I just thought of bringing you a small gift, here, I brought some cupcakes and cookies, I hope you like them, I made them myself." " I'm fucking serious, you look familiar. “ She looked up at my face." Darwinson?!. “" Yes” Apart from my family, there was only one person that called me Darwinson, fuck, who was that?. ““Oh my, Darw
I layed on my bed and I faced the ceiling. I felt like the space in my chest where emotions resided in, was lit, on fire. I was restless, but I was still, I couldn't move, myriads of thoughts ran wild in my head, how could it fucking be. I was trying to piece the whole thing, I was literally trying to piece my life. When I was a boy, I was all alone, locked up in a gigantic house, I got home school till I was ten and I was sent to boarding school in another continent, just because my parents were too busy to take care of me. And they rarely visited me, they just spent a fortune paying for my education. Rain falling outside reminded me of a movie I'd once seen, a sad and quiet movie, that bore a strong dark emotion to it and now, it didn't want to let me go. I stood up from my bed and I walked to the closet, I used to do this as a child, when I was upset, I would go to the closet and lay on the floor, holding my knees to my chest and eventually I would sleep off, I was a
I had to go in with him, he drove me home, he was nice, nobody was ever nice to me. His name was Geoffrey, he came by the house after that day and we bonded, and soon we became very good friends. He was my first kiss, my first love, my first boyfriend, he was my first. He felt like the father I never had, his love felt like a big block that had filled a piece in me, his love had completed me, the attention made me feel special, I was happy, for once, I was noticed, for who I was. I fell for him, he was five years older than me, he cared for me, gave me things, all kinds of gifts, too many things, now that I'm older I know it was all just love bombing, he didn't really love me but I didn't know that, all I knew was his lies and his fake. If I could tell my teenage self something, I would tell her to continue to do whatever she did, it wasn't her fault, nothing was ever her fault, it wasn't her fault that she grew up in a vile world, it wasn't her fault that she was le
I thought of giving her a ride but then I thought better, that was how she met Geoffrey, she would be weary of me. I was proud of her, how strong she was, and I hardly even got a cut as a child. I drove to the coffee shop to get some coffee.“Hi, good evening." The lady behind the counter said to me.“Hi, can I get plain black coffee."“With milk?."“Yes please."“Sugar?." She said biting her lips with a smile.I laughed.“Yes, please."“I'll be back in a jiffy." She said almost cockily and left, she came back in a very sort while with a hot cup of coffee. I paid and I took my coffee to one of the tables. I didn't want to go home, not yet, I wanted to wait a bit. I was looking around when I caught someone staring at me, it was Ará. Her green siren eyes pierced through mine, I held her stare and I watched her turn away. I took my cup and I decided to leave, everything got uncomfortable after I saw her. “I didn't take you to be the type that ran.“ she said to me
I rang the door bell and I waited patiently for her to come out to see me. I hoped she was in.I rang the bell again, and I waited.Slowly, almost too slowly, the door came open to reveal Ará standing in her pajamas.“Good morning." I said to her.“Good morning, what are you doing at my house."“I came to tell you that I've forgiven you."“You're late."“What do you mean."“You're late, what made you think that I'll still be asking for your forgiveness, after what you did to me yesterday in the parking lot, no man, and I tell you, no man, has ever turned me down."“Well, I'm glad I'm the first." I said and I watched a frown cross her face.“It's a joke." I told her. “For what I did yesterday, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to leave you like that, I was too angry at everything."“What do you have to be angry at, I mean you've always been Mr perfect."“There's a lot of things going down and I'm actually very sad right now."“Okay."“Please can I come in?."“No."“Why?."“I'm angry at you,
Slowly, I walked to the door of the bathroom, to see what went wrong, to see what had happened. My dad had ran immediately she ran inside the bathroom, so I couldn't see any of them until I was standing in front of the door, that was when I saw. I saw her, she was laying on the ground, unmoving, pool of blood gathered around her head, I couldn't look, I never looked, till this day, I can't tell in detail what I saw because I didn't really look at her, I couldn't, I was scared of what I would see. My dad had carried her, droplets of blood stained the floor, stained her orange gown, there was blood stains everywhere, he carried her from downstairs where everybody was watching and everybody had seen her, everybody that was at our house that day saw her and they never stopped talking about it. They said her head was broken, they said it was the most treacherous thing they ever saw. My dad could barely live after that, no one of us could, one moment she was there and t