chapter 66
Author: Precious Onyema
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As if suddenly, I realized that I could be anyone in that room, I could be anyone I chose to be, I could be my dad, my mum, I could be my little self but I chose not to be any of those, I chose to be Ash.

I wanted to live through her pain, maybe I would forgive myself, maybe I would find peace. Maybe I would find relief through living her pain.

Then I was Ash, my small body was laying on the ground and my head was in the direction of the door, I could see everybody.

It felt weird to be Ash: it felt ugly.

Sadness was all over my face, I told them that I was sorry but they didn't listen.

Now I was dying.

I wish I could've just stayed calm, I knew that I shouldn't have done all those bad things.

I deserved to die and still I deserved to live. My lips was slightly open, I wanted to ask something, but I couldn't remember what. It was sad that I would die with my question...

Tiny pieces of ceramic stood all around me, my blood was thick and it looked too dark to be cal
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