Twenty five
Author: Bee Baby
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LUMEN

IT WAS TIME.

As the assortment of parents and students came into the classroom, I tried not to show how completely petrified I was. It wasn’t just the normal nerves that I would’ve felt at my first open house at any other school. These were not the same sorts of people I’d grown up around. Kurt Wright was one of Seattle’s best, most exclusive – and most expensive – private schools, which meant the people were the best, most exclusive – and richest – in the city.

The generally older fathers wore suits, with the occasional younger sweater-wearing startup mogul among them. The elegant mothers wore pantsuits and blazers or fashionable but conservative dresses. All had more jewels on their fingers, around their necks, or in their ears than I’d ever seen. There seemed to be more mothers than fathers, and a few people who didn’t really seem to be either. My guess was nannies or tutors, though a few silver-haired men and women might’ve been grandparents.

Then there were the kids. All neat
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