forty one
Author: Bee Baby
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LUMEN

I WOKE UP NEXT TO ALEC AT SIX O’CLOCK SHARP THANKS TO MY

built-in alarm clock. Last night, we’d agreed that I’d be dropped off at school before Evanne woke up, so I’d made a mental note to wake early, but Alec was still sleeping. As I thought about it, I realized I hadn’t seen him set an alarm when we’d moved from his o ce to his bedroom. I lay in his huge bed watching him and trying to decide what to do. He looked too peaceful to disturb.

How much did I really want to wake him up just so he could call his driver to take me to work early? I could call for my own ride, but if I didn’t wake him up, how weird would it be for me to use his shower, find clothes in the guest room, and then leave?

My stomach rumbled, interrupting my train of thought. I had an hour and a half before I needed to be at school to teach. If Alec’s driver took me there this early, I’d be stuck with a vending machine breakfast or none at all. Or I could get a ride from the school…
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