I nodded. We finally decided to visit ma Fajar's house, luckily I remembered where his house was. Along the way Axton's image reappeared in my mind, I remembered the look on her face when her parents slowly fell to the ground and died. I remember very well her panicked and frightened face because of that incident, sometimes I feel like I'm guilty for not saving her, but sometimes I also feel hate and resentful towards Axton. I don't know what's really in my heart, do I hate him or do I still love him? It's clear that all of this is really tormenting me.I'm tired if I have to keep going like this, indeed I'm not sad or feeling hit, but slowly this feeling is getting more and more heavy making my footsteps become heavy. Axton, if you're really around me, I hope you hear my heart's voice. Whatever happens, I'm sorry, we're both stuck in the wrong time and space. We are just a couple of teenagers who want to be free, if now is the time to go, then get out of my life, I want to live in pe
Zero nodded, then Zero and the neighbor's father led me to walk to the car. I didn't know my legs really couldn't move, just breathing it felt like my chest was tight. Luckily, Zero was able to control his fear and trauma, otherwise we might have stayed overnight at the house of the neighbor in front of Fajar's house."Well, slowly," said the father as he put my body in the front seat."Thank you very much, sir," said Zero."You're welcome, we also thank you, if it wasn't for you, maybe we wouldn't have known that Fajar was in such a pathetic condition. Can you guys go back to Jakarta? If you are still weak, you can stay at my house first,” said the father."It's okay, sir, I've calmed down a bit, then we'll excuse myself, sir," said Zero.The man waved at us, and we left the place. On the way Zero and I were both silent, I was still stiff like an unconscious person. Zero is also so slow to bring the car. Everything is still clearly recorded, fortunately the police were sure and under
We then went up to the second floor to go to Doan's room. My legs are still weak and my body also feels sore."Sit here, why? What is it?" Doan said curiously, Zero and I looked at each other, we both still have that horror."Tony, Umm.. Me and Zero are planning to walk towards Fajar's house to ask about Fajar, Tony's house is closed, I have knocked repeatedly but still no answer, we finally decided to go back, time a few steps me and Zero left, suddenly there was a sound like the door was opened, when we really looked, the door to Fajar's house opened, I immediately ran inside, uh when I got inside, there was a stench that really made me dizzy Zero and Zero immediately came out again, there I already had a feeling that maybe something was wrong with Fajar, so I immediately ran to the neighbor in front of Fajar's house, when we returned to Fajar's house with his neighbor, we... I stopped my conversation, I can't describe the horror. My chest tightened again remembering all the blood t
"It's the same Do, I still don't think that Fajar will be like that, our expectations are not in that direction, I still clearly remember all the blood that had flowed from Fajar's bed and body. Not to mention his wife and children, their rooms are all red, you won't be able to forget it if you saw it earlier," I said describing the terrible thing to Doan."Damn you know, what the hell do they want, tai! All of this would not be possible if it wasn't for their actions, who else would have made all of this happen? There was no robbery, nothing, then suddenly the door of the house just opened, isn't that crazy? I want to be really angry, "said Doan, he looked really annoyed to hear all the news today.Suddenly my cell phone rang, I took it from my pocket. Irvan called, I then picked up."Hello, Rick?""Yes, why,""Have you heard the news yet? Tony died, I just saw the news,""Hah? Have you been on the news?” I then sat down and turned to Doan, I was on loudspeaker from Irvan."Yeah, jus
"Thanks, Do," I said, I hugged Doan."Yes, Rick. We've never felt like you're bothering us, you're our best friend, there's no way we can leave you alone, especially in a situation like this," said Doan, he rubbed my back."Sometimes I'm just afraid that they will disturb the people closest to me like you or my family who don't know anything, if they really want me, just take me, no need to bother others, I'm ready to give myself up. ” I said, I had completely given up that night.“Gosh, Robert! Stop talking like that, you are ready, we are not ready!! If you keep talking like that, you don't appreciate what we've fought for together, you see Yan, he's desperately trying to protect you, suddenly now you're just talking like this, it's ridiculous, you know!!” Doan shouted, he seemed annoyed to hear what I just said.I was silent, I took a deep breath, I tried to calm myself down so I wouldn't get too caught up in this sadness and fear. Even though my heart still feels guilty, but I als
My sister sighed, I could feel how much she was worried about me, I knew she was very scared if something bad happened to me, especially when we were far away. I don't want him to think too much about me, I want him to know that I'm brave enough to face all of this."I'll call again later, I still don't have any words after hearing from you just now,"My sister then hung up the phone.I sat on the edge of the bed, I felt guilty about my sister, I always made her feel worried.The door to Doan's room suddenly opened."Ric, are you awake? Let's have breakfast, mother, I already cooked fried rice for us," said Doan who entered the room, he then woke Zero who was still sleeping."Zero, wow, wake up, what time is it," Doan patted Zero's face."Hmmmmmm...!!!" Zero groaned, he covered his face with a bolster."Oh my gosh, you're still sleeping, it's already seven o'clock, how long are you going to sleep, let's have breakfast," shouted Doan."Hoaaammmmmmmm..." Zero yawned and stretched on the
I quite agree with Irvan's opinion, but what I'm afraid of is that the police are on guard from a distance, coupled with the case of Mr. Fajar, I'm afraid that the police will increasingly guard the house."It's true what you said, but what if there were police?" said Doan."I'm sure it looks like it's still guarding there, especially now that there's a new case related to the sect, it's impossible for the police not to guard their house," I said."How about we cooperate with the police?" Zero said."What advice? We don't even know the police," said Doan."Don't worry, my father has a friend in the police, I don't know what the division is, what is clear is that when my father arrives home, I immediately ask what division my uncle's friend is in. Later, when we find out, we just have to say what our intentions and goals are to the house, if we get a clue, they will be happy too, it's the same as helping them, "Zero said.“Ah, okay, I totally agree with your opinion. We also have to wo
I turned plans, what should I do later, should I invite Renata to come with us looking for the book tonight? I don't know why all of a sudden my head hurts, it hurts so bad! I've never had a headache like this. I groaned holding my head."Ric, what's wrong Ric?!" shouted my friends, they panicked to see me suddenly looking down and groaning in pain.“AHH!!!!” I screamed, I couldn't control it, the pain was getting stronger, Zero started to panic and pulled over to the side of the road.They shook me, I'm still whimpering in pain. Slowly an image appeared in my head, it was like a movie trailer that forced me to watch the show.I saw Axton, Axton was sitting in a chair facing the window, she was sitting with her mouth taped and her hands tied. Axton's tears flowed down her face that looked pale and weak, Axton was not alone beside her there were several people in black robes surrounding her. Someone very tall, suddenly opened Axton's mouth.“ROBERT!!!!!!!!” Axton shouted and the image