The message in front of my eyes filled my heart with raging ecstasy and filled my body with adrenaline. The articulate voice of a male filled the canals of my ears and dropped right inside my brain.
I didn't know what this was nor did I know what was going to happen. All I knew is that this was where the real fun starts.
<Yeah, you hit the bullseye once again. Aren't ya pretty lucky?>
"Can I please get a bit of privacy?"
<Yeah yeah, whatever.>
"Hm... so, what's this message's deal?"
<You wanna know?>
"Yeah if I wanna kill that fuckin' BITCH?"
<Why are you emphasizing that specific word too much?>
"Cools my head."
It's true. It really cools my head when I imagine that BITCH wriggling on her stomach and moaning in agony, begging me for mercy, and me stepping on her and crushing her nether regions and mouth. Go- I mean, Satan, I feel so good right now.
<Woah... you are quite extreme.>
"You know nothing about me."
<There is not much to know about you rather than your parent's death and the quiet bellow inside you.>
"..."
<Hehe, I know almost everything about you.>
"Stop trying to act cute."
<Why? I am cute, right?>
My image of demons was shattering. What kind of demon was he to call himself cute?!
<The demon kind of demon.>
"You said you'd stop reading my thoughts."
<Teehee.>
Why were we wasting time on this senseless talk?
<I am a demon who slept for who knows how many years and I am hungry, hungry for fun and amusement.>
His voice sounded like he was some sort of pervert searching for his prey.
<No I am not!>
"Good, and stop reading my thoughts."
<Yeah yeah.>
"Now tell me the deal with this message."
The message was still floating in front of my eyes and I kept staring at it.
<This is a 'system'. A power that will grant YOU power.>
"How?" I asked, dumbfounded.
<Hmm... have you ever played RPG games?>
"Why ask if you already know?"
<Since you never played RPG games, I am going to give you a brief of what RPG games are.>
"Skip that part. No one wants to hear that."
<But->
"I know what RPG games are and I also know how they function. You should know that from my memories."
<What? Let me see... Ah, found it.>
Idiot.
<Ahem... my mistake.>
"What about RPG games?"
<This system is just like RPG games. That's all.>
"By 'this system', do you mean yourself?"
Lan didn't speak a word for a long time. Seems like he was thinking of an answer.
<It was actually given to me by our Majesty. He said that it was passed down to Demon Kings for generations but its creator is unknown.>
Hmm... this system, why do I feel so... familiar with it?
<Hm?>
"Is there any way to close the mind-reading?"
<There is. Just don't let me read your mind.>
"..."
This guy really is an idiot.
<I am not an idiot, you are for not understanding that. I meant locking your thoughts.>
Locking my thoughts? Is that possible?
<Yes. I can do it.>
"Then do it for me."
<Got it.>
I don't know what he did but I felt my mind going a bit hazy and I could think of things much faster than before. Did he do something else too?
<Done. I can't read your thoughts anymore and I also gave quick-thinking status which will stick to you until you are dead.>
Damn. This guy's a good guy.
<I know I am a good guy.>
He can still read my thoughts?!
<And I can't read your thoughts.>
'What is this? How can I feel that he is not lying? What the hell is this gross feeling of someone being alive and breathing inside my body?'
"Oi Lan, are you a parasite?"
<What the hell? That's rude you know?>
"Are you living inside my body?"
<Yeah.>
This is seriously gross.
<Moving on. The system will give you quests and you have to complete that to gain EXP. Remember, gaining EXP doesn't mean you can level up. EXP are only points with which you can raise your stats and eventually, you cannot raise your stats without levelling up, that is, you will have to level up to raise your stats regularly using EXP.>
"So how can I level up?"
<Gain experience and use it.>
This guy... I don't know if he is just messing with me or he is seriously bad at detailing things.
I have to hold back my rage, hold it back...
"What... do you exactly mean by "gaining experience"?"
<Gain real-life experience with each battle you will face and use them in future battles. That is the only way to level up, or so I have been told.>
"You never used it yourself?"
<I never needed it, but kept it in case it was needed.>
"So you can make even make wise decisions..."
<Rude!>
So that means that even I, who was always shunned and walked over for being powerless, can also become powerful. I think I am going to cry. Maybe a few tears already made their way to my cheeks.
<There, there. No need to thank me.>
I could feel him grinning wide inside me. While I was fuming with anger, I was always grateful to him.
"Well, I am tired now."
I fell asleep.
***
[Next morning]
<Morning.>
"Morning."
We both exchanged our greetings and I got up from my bed and headed towards the bathroom outside my room. Sometimes I feel that I should change apartments, but... my situation...
<Your room stinks you know? Even your bathroom.>
"You don't need to remind me."
<Why are you still staying here then?>
I don't know when I am going to make him materialize in front of me and punch him hard, though I have doubts that will go my way.
I didn't answer his question and took out my brush, slapped some paste on it, and straight to my mouth!
<At least don't ignore me.>
Thoo!
Done with the brushing. Now what?
<Don't you have school?>
Ah... I forgot about that place where low-lives gather to vent out frustration on me. I don't want to go there honestly, so I am going to skip it.
<Are you skipping school?>
"Yeah. I've got to figure the system and try to gain some EXP."
<But the system didn't give any quests.>
"In RPG games, you have to gain EXP by training yourself or by grinding. I can't grind now, so I've got only one choice. To train."
<And what is this "training" you speak of?>
"Normal exercises. Since I was frail, I couldn't tone my body the way I wanted. But after receiving the system, I felt something awakening inside my body and now I feel like I can run non-stop. And I want to check something too..."
<Hmm... that's odd. The system isn't supposed to rejuvenate anyone's condition.>
What? Was I the odd one? Maybe it's related to that familiarity I was feeling. And yeah, I was odd since my birth, so I guess there was no point in complaining.
I put on a tracksuit and a pair of torn running shoes and stretched my muscles.
"It's time to start."
***
"Huff huff huff..."I panted heavily as my feet continued to work. I must have completed at least 10km and with all the push-ups and squats I did, it must have been a great gain. My frail body was energetic again. This was truly a splendid feeling. I could run like the other kids of my age and drench my body in sweat.<The system really gave you a hell lot of energy.>"I know right?"<Still gonna run?>"Nah, not anymore. I am going to do some exercises before going home. I bet no one wants to see trash like me doing exercises.<Self-burn? Now that's rare.>"Not for long."<You gotta get a hold of the system first.>"Hmm... it should have popped up by now..."<What?>Tring!{Daily training complete}"Sweet!"<How... did you?>"You see, in RPGs, you have to do some specific actions to gain some EXP without grinding, and that is called training. I
Sigh... I really don't want to go to that accursed place, but I am gonna fall behind from the one thing I am best at if I don't go.<Any memories you wanna share?>"About that place?"<Yeah.>"Hmm... all I have are dark memories. Still wanna listen?"<Yes, but actually no.>"Decide on one thing."<Nghhh... okay, I want to listen.>Why push yourself if you don't wanna do it? Are all demons pushover like this one? I wish they are not. Ah, but they are no more alive. Sad...I locked the door to my apartment and started for my school which was almost 1km away, which I have to cover all by my feet. This might sound so pitiful but still, I am gonna say it. I live in a secluded area devoid of any transportation or anything like that. Even if there was any transportation, I could not afford to waste my money on it. All this place has to offer are thieves, brutes, rapists- women and men both- and other dar
"Welcome back, you son of a bitch!""Philip."I was wondering why this guy has still not said anything to me. Normally, he would come to me running and shower some punches and words of glory, but today he was always at the corner of my eyes."So, you tried to run?""You got a problem with that?""Of course, my friend."My friend?"How can I not have any problems when one of my friends returned from death's mouth?"He wrapped his hands over my shoulders and dragged me along with him gently. He was never this gentle with me, heck, was he ever gentle with me? I don't think so."Where are you taking me?" I said, looking over his wrapped hand."What? Just accompanying an old friend."<This guy is up to no good. Ken, be careful.>'Right.'Now, what are the possible outcomes that are about to befall me? One, he will use me to get everyone's admiration. Two, he will take me to a secluded place w
"You...?" This was a shocker for me. What the hell was she doing here? "What are... you doing here?" The girl was staring daggers at me. It was very uncomfortable. "I found you lying unconscious behind the school?" Behind the school? Then... "Where are the others?" She made a puzzled face. "What 'others'?" Did she not find them? My memories from that time are still hazy. All I can remember is the message from the System. And then something happened to my body before passing out. No, now's not the time to think about such things. "Did you really not find anyone?" Her puppy eyes made a circle before stopping at me. "Nope. No one. Was someone with you?" She really did not find anyone. What happened to those bastards? "No, no one was there." But wait... "What were you doing there?" The girl in front of me was our class's princess, or should I say, our school's
I walked to our classroom, and of course, there were a whole lot of students staring daggers at me. How did she even expect me to believe that pathetic lie? Top student, my ass. She got bulls for brains.<Don't talk badly of a behind a girl's back.>'Why shouldn't I? She was the one who is now tailing my back with clear ill intentions. Why did she even lie in the first place?'<Just don't.>'Hmm... I had doubts but now I am sure.'The way he talked, the way he acted, and now this.<What?>'You are a Casanova.'<That I am.>'Don't just admit it that easily!'<Why shouldn't I?>'Holding my gun at me huh...'<Hehe.>This guy really puts me off when he tries to act cute."I haven't seen that son of a bitch the whole day."Ah, yes. Gossips."Must have gone to die again.""Why is he still here?""Get the fuck out!""Haa...
"What the..."That guy was lying on his back with his neck tilted to the side and... he was not breathing...My eyes stayed fixed at the spot I hit him.Blood, no, I don't think that substance could be called blood. A liquid that was dyed in pure black with a simple tinge of blood-red which gave off an ominous scent, that this couldn't be called "blood". It was simply terrifying to watch. But those are all side notes. My main concern was that I killed someone with my own hands...All sorts of thoughts rose and raged in my mind. Someone I killed for the first time... the shock was, by no means, a small one.Fuck, this is not good. My head is going all fuzzy. I can't concentrate.I glanced at my fingers. They were soaking wet... not with anything weird but blood.I always thought that they were better off dead, but never in my life did I think that I should be the one to kill them. I got bullied, abandoned, and lived in fear of my chast
[3 years later] "Hey! Search in that house!" The sound of several people's footsteps and the juggling of their equipment and weapons rang inside my ears. I could guess who they were just by their sound. After all, they were always flocking around my relatives whenever they would visit my parents, though those times would never come again. "That demon was just here! We are telling the truth! We really saw that ominous white hair!" A couple, dressed in the most absurd fashion one can think of, was yelling at the top of their lungs, and the heavily equipped people were shaking their heads in denial. And among them, there was one familiar face, a face everyone in this city knew. But white hair? Oh, my hair turned during the incident. Well, not like I missed the black. "We are sorry." "You useless bunch! Who made you a chaser?! Do you even know what will happen to you lot if something happens to me?!" the girl lashed out at the chasers in fuming rage. "..." The chasers were silent.
"Fuu..."I finally got accepted. I didn't think that they would accept me after seeing my white hair but hey, they did. Well, I was pretty sure it was the mask that saved me.I took off the mask and stared at it.It was a mask Lan gave me out of nowhere to hide my face. It had a slick design and some strange patterns were carved in the region near the left eye, and the bottom of the mask was open, maybe for eating purposes.Lan said that this mask could not be taken off by anyone else other than the wearer, which proved to be quite useful. They tried their best to take it off, but all in vain, and when they asked me to take it off myself, all I had to do was fool them, which was easy for me.Now all that was left was to erase every connection I had as Ken, and I had to make a new identity, which was not too much of a problem. The problem was... how to say... the name? I wanted to name myself, but I couldn't think of a name that came to my liking.