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Mental Depletion Is Scary
Author: Shadow-Smoke
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When I practice with mana after a little time my head starts to hurt. But the worst thing is after I woke up I thought I was the worst. I regretted everything I've ever done. Manipulating mana puts a heavy burden on my mind. I guess it also kind of gives depression. It was bad. I'm going to name it mental depletion.

"Oscar, are you okay? You have a fever."

"I caught a cold, I guess. I will be fine if I rest a little."

"Fine, you can rest home today. But if anything happens you will call me okay? And if you don't get better till night we are going to a hospital."

"Yes, mom. Don't worry I will get better."

"I going to work, I will call you later."

"See you, mom."

It's a good thing that mom let me rest for today. If I was to go to school right now, things can go bad. I don't know all of the effects of mental depletion. Depression side effect is gone after an hour. But I don't feel any mana in my body

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