Hesitating
Author: Cindy Chen
last update2025-02-16 21:29:37

Evan’s gaze lingered on the hallway where Lila had disappeared. His jaw was still tight, his hands still clenched at his sides, but he exhaled slowly, forcing himself to regain control. Losing his temper further here wouldn’t accomplish anything.

Instead, he straightened his coat and turned back to Marylin, his expression hard.

“The next time I come back,” he said, voice cold and even, “I expect Lila to act far better than this.”

Without waiting for a response, he pivoted on his heel and strode toward the exit. His polished boots struck the marble floor with sharp precision, echoing his irritation with each step. The household staff bowed slightly as he passed, but he barely acknowledged them.

The heavy door swung open, and within moments, Evan was gone, disappearing into the night.

Marylin let out a long, weary sigh, pressing a hand to her temple. The weight of the conversation settled on her shoulders, a mix of unease and frustration. Lila’s behavior had been reckless. Evan had ever
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