“Your—your boyfriend?”
Sitting on the mattress where a bloody blanket was being laid, Joross replied in his trembling tone. “Uhm, yes. My boyfriend.” With his jaw jutting out into an underbite, he shot his gaze past Well to avoid seeing his eyes. It was a total awkwardness, the two could feel it. “Whatever it is that you’re thinking, it’s all true. You don’t really have to keep your words, though. You can say them if you want, I’m used to everyone saying the same thing anyways.” The dropping of Joross’ shoulders went in-sync with the shrinking of his lips.
Well waved his hands rapidly before him. “No, not that I’m judging you. I’m just, you know, a little bit shocked.” He then withdrew them back.
“We’re not the typical type of gay couple, for your information. We are unique. And I hate it. Only if we were not, he might have stayed alive today.”
“I am so, so sorry for your loss. I really mean it!" Well sighed. He wanted to comfort his new friend, but he was a socially awkward person and he did not know what to react when involved in situations like this."But you don’t have to worry as well. I am not the typical type of friend, too. I could understand you better than others.” Well said with a rueful smile.
The sigh Joross had pumped out was so strong that it blew all the cigarette butts out of the porcelain ashtray. They scattered all over the blanket, some even peppered on to the strange paintings that never in the first few minutes they were exposed had caught a part of Well’s attention. “Fuck,” was the only word Joross had said as his throat bulged out after he swallowed. “I forgot there was an ashtray on here. Mess up big time.”
“Now that you’re talking about it, why is it even there in the first place? And what are the rest of these things?” Well aimed his palm to the bed, biting his lower lip to ease the unsettling feeling he had after seeing all the assets on the blanket.
“Sit and I’ll serve you the tea.”
With the counterpane seemingly saturated with blood, Well swithered before sitting. He sniffed, and though his nose wasn’t really strong in picking up odors, he was still able to get a whiff of the putrid smell of the sanguine fluid in which, according to him was no difference to the smell of an old rusty metal paperclip.
“What? Does the smell bothered you that much?” Joross looked up, planting both of his arms on the bed to support his back as he leaned. “C’mon. Ignore it. It’s all fine and dry. Remember that this room is a crime scene, and I am acting as the detective. It’s part of my job not to change anything in here—including these bloody covers,” he explained, po-faced.
Well ensconced himself, facing Joross on the opposite side of the bed. “What’s with these paintings? Why are they all identical?” Well was psyched. He just saw eight exact copies of the same painting painted in uniform size of canvas, occupying the spaces on the bed while putting on view atop the blanket.
Each of the painting was like a photocopy of the other. They are so much similar; it had a faceless figure holding a bloody knife on its right while clenching a demon’s head (the same demon found in the painting of Joross in his apartment) on its left. It was a very cryptic subject, something that a normal artist wouldn’t paint for no reason.
“These are the paintings painted by Demo days before he was slaughtered,” Joross admitted in his muffling tone. “I must say, he was a good painter. Art was his life. He was my best mentor.”
“You mean, he taught you this whole thing?”
“Not only this. He also taught me how to express feelings and convey messages through paintings. We were good friends back then since our freshmen year.” Joross halted for a short while, his smile telling he was trying to play a memory in his head. “That’s why when he introduced arts to me, it became our hobby. And it didn’t really surprised me when it also became the reason why we ended up together,” he told furthermore.
“That’s so cool. It must have been great painting together during your pastime.”
“There’s no ifs, ands, or buts about it. Those were the best moments we ever had.”
“Then… How come he ended up dead? Any leads?” Well lifted three paintings and moved them to the edge of the bed. He then slid closer to Joross.
“I’m afraid there’s none. These are all that’s left during the crime scene. However, it’s all nothing but a Catch-22.” Joross almost cried, but it seemed like he was an expert in holding back his tears.
“Terrible! He died without leaving any signs.”
“That’s not true,” Joross answered back not a second after Well had his words. “A week before his death, I suspected behavioral changes in him.” Joross stood up and reached for the cabinet next to the bed. He opened one of its drawers, and took out four canvas in different sizes. “These are some of his paintings. He used to paint in vibrant colors, and his usual theme is about suburb living and nature. He never really painted something that’s dark and spooky. He never even use black paint in any of his artworks.” After flashing Demo’s paintings before Well, he then returned them to the drawer where they came from. He left it slightly opened, and didn’t bother to close it at all. He slouched back to his place and continued. “But during his last week, he was different. He painted the same painting once every day.”
Well had his hand running down his pale and sweating face. “That gives me so much chills. I don’t get it! Why would he paint the exact same painting eight times? I assume it wasn’t some sort of a commission, was it?” By the time Well said this, he was already soaked to the skin.
“I’m with you in that question. But they’re not really exactly the same as the other. If you have noticed, the color of the blood covering the knife is slightly different for each one.” Joross gathered all of the eight canvas from the bed and placed them one by one on the floor. “There it is. You get what I mean?”
Well rose to his feet and walked two steps so he’d be standing next to the paintings. “Holy shit!” He cursed upon realizing. “I haven’t noticed this earlier. The blood in each of the painting really varies from each other! But what could be the meaning of this?”
“I don’t know. But I’m considering it as a hard nut to crack. A puzzle, a riddle, or whatever hell that is. Sure enough it’s something related to his death.” Joross went back sitting.
“White, scarlet, emerald green, aquamarine, lavender... It’s all Greek to me, but why?” Well scratched his jaw.
“I noticed him doing this during his remaining days—you know, painting weird stuff. But when I would ask him a question regarding to it, he would just ignore me. Truth to be told, he ignored me the entire week. And that’s as sure as the eggs are eggs.”
“That’s crazy. Why in the world would he ignore you?”
“I—I don’t know. Maybe because I pissed him off?” Joross shrugged.
“But that’s absurd!” Well snapped back remorsefully.
Joross nodded. There’s a tremble in his voice as he spoke. “I know. But that’s not the only thing that’s strange.” He swallowed thrice—and it wasn’t as easy as he thought it would be. He felt like he was swallowing a stone, and in each swallow he would make, the stone would get bigger and bigger. Thank heavens he was able to get used to it right away and continued saying further. “He skipped going into his classes the entire week, too.”
“Don’t you think someone was behind this?” Well said, finally back to his calm self.
“Of course, there has to be someone who’s responsible for this.” At this certain point, Joross’ anti-tears medicine had reached its period of effectiveness. Before he could even prevent them, the tears already stumbled down his cheeks and there’s no stopping the waters. Admitting his defeat, he resumed, “But it can’t be the upclass.”
“Sorry. The what?”
“Upclass. It’s the term we use to call those who are ahead of us. We don’t really use ‘Seniors’ here.” Joross explained.
“So, your boyfriend was an upclass? What was his name again?” Well asked.
“Demo. Demo Noel. Yes, he was my upclass. This opening, he’s supposedly going to his fourth year while I’m turning to my third. He was one year ahead of me.”
“Maybe one of his classmates could have done this. Why don’t you try investigating them?” Well suggested, though he already knew it won’t do any good.
“As I said, it can’t be any of them. The upclass are all good. Swear to the stars, none of them was a black sheep. And… They just love Demo so much. They joined student council together, they studied together, they even participated in various contests together. They are all so pure that I would feel so guilty if I put their names on the blacklist,” Joross protested, shaking his head at fixed intervals.
Well brought down his curtain for a while, silencing himself to think of a better response to Joross’ words. Unluckily, there’s nothing inside his head except for the foggy and blurry images of Demo’s painting. They were lurking in there, like midnight thieves waiting for the perfect time to attack and rule over his mind. He couldn’t erase them. There’s no erasing them. Well told himself that it was all nothing but a mere afternoon terrors—but the more he would make himself believe of such thing, the clearer the images inside his head would become. He became so focused into getting rid of them, that he forgot Joross was beside him waiting for his mouth to crack open.
When Joross noticed that Well had seemingly lost all of his senses, he called him. “Well?”
But there was no response. He called again. He kept calling his name over and over but there wasn’t any signs of back talk. He never heard a thing from him. He just dripped with sweat; they ran from his forehead down to his nose, down to his neck, and down to every inch of the skin of his chest.
Joross was left with no choice but to tap Well’s shoulders. “Hey! What’s wrong?”
Well fliched, snapping out of his terrors. “I’m sorry. It’s just—” He gasped for air, but all he got was the foul smell of time-old blood filling every bit of the space inside. He attempted to lift his left hand, but right before he could even take it off of the blanket, he accidentally swiped the ashtray away—causing it to fall down to the floor and break into pieces. “Holy shit!”
Joross quickly knelt down. “I’ll help you.”
“No, no. I got this.”
Well carefully picked up all the scattering smithereens on the floor. He was so heedful not to prick himself with a broken piece of the porcelain. To make sure not a single fragment was left, he delved into the underside of the bed. He looked for any broken piece of the porcelain ashtray there, and thankfully there was none. However, there was this black pouch tied with white ribbon which attracted Well’s eyes before he could recover from kneeling. He reached for it, and when he finally got it in his hand, he felt something soft and slimy. “Look what I found.” Though he felt a little weird sensation as he squeezed the pouch, Well still handed it to Joross. “This must be one of your boyfriend’s property.”
“Maybe,” Joross answered as he received the pouch. “Let’s see what’s inside.”
Things were already messed up and strange. But when they loosened the white ribbon to open the pouch, it all just got worse. Wel l threw up. Joross cried. Why?
It’s simply because the pocket contained a tongue inside.
Both Well and Joross couldn't believe what they just saw. A tongue? In a pouch? Tied with a white ribbon? Who in the world would dare to do something as gross as that?Well carefully placed the pouch down on the bed. Their faces were crumpled like wet paper; foreheads were creased at the center. The room became so silent that the thumping of their hearts could be heard from across the room. None of them thought of saying a word. None of them thought of moving a nerve. Only an exchange of stares took place between the two trembling guys; one was crying due to fear, while the other was grieving due to a sudden realization."That... That thing. There's no way it belongs to him, right?" Well asked. He swallowed every after of each of his words. He couldn't believe what he saw as much as Joross couldn't believe what he just realized.The sobbing boyfriend closed his eyes and squeezed them intensely, forcing the dwelling tears on the corners of his eyelids to drip down. "I— I don't know. I
Yes. The cops. Although they were treated by the many as bearers of justice and beacons of light, they were actually only as crooked as the suspects they were after for the entire time. The modest of the elites would think that the cops of New Bill would have been the greatest security personnel to ever exist. The close-to-perfect government would have thought of the same thing as well. But as for those people who surrendered their innocence in the face of atrocities, all of those godly behaviours showcased by all of those godly cops were only up for a show. CROOKS. When anyone from the fine line of poverty was asked how they would describe the national police of New Bill, that was always their answer. It never changed. It was always the 'Crook,' and often the 'Crooked.'"Would you mind if I ask for an elaboration of why you believe cops are the last person we should ask help from during situations like this?" Well asked. At this very moment, he was now at the edge of the bed. His as
Well couldn't help but think of the last statement that Joross had said. "Things are different here in New Bill. You need a lot of friends. And once you start your day at West Burge, you'll understand why." The way it sounded to Well, it seemed like it was some kind of a warning. Or a threat. Or anything that would really cause his heart beat to skyrocket. "All right, I will try my best. But I will tell you in advance, I am really not good at making friends," Well told Joross as they started to cross the pedestrian lane just in front of The Mansion building. "I don't even know how to initiate the first move," he added by the time they reached the other end of the road. "It doesn't really matter. You don't have to make the first move. Actually, you don't even need to say anything first in order to be discovered. You just have to be yourself, smile when other people smile at you, and then there you have it. The upclass are friendly people. More often than not, they are usually the fir
"Where are you taking me?" Well's eyes were a little too anxious to be in a crowd as full as where they were right now, but he had no choice but to tag along with his new friend, Joross. "Chill. Just trust me. I am only trying to give you a good tour of the place because you deserve it. As an old student here, it is now my primary obligation to make sure that the new students get the good service they deserve. And by saying good service, it also means a free tour of the city, of the school, and of the building where you will be staying for the next four years of your college life," Joross was saying it with great enunciation like he had been taking quite some time to memorize it. "Wait." He paused for a while, looking back to Well like he had suddenly suspected him of something. "Hold on for a sec. Are you trying to suspect me of kidnapping you?" Joross' eyes were like a pair of darts shooting through Well. They both knew that he meant it only as a joke, but it was too real to be dee
When both Joross and Well entered the room, a very warm welcome from their upclass surprised them. There are at least ten people inside the bar (which is technically a restaurant right now because it's still day), and all of them had this common but delightful smile plastered on their faces. You know, the kind of smile you would make once your favorite puppy was waiting for you at the door after a long and tiring work; or the one that just voluntarily blossomed on your face once your most favorite dish had been served on the dining table. That, sure enough, was one of some things that were common among all of them right now. Except for the colorful balloons, and the confetti, and the heavily decorated walls and ceiling, nothing else seemed normal. They had been preparing for this for a long time, that was a fact. "Hey," Joross said in the most awkward way possible. He looked like he was about to pass out but could not afford to because Well was with him and he had to let him know tha
"Hey, wait!" Daniel called Well as he tried to escape from his inevitable acquaintance. "You have not introduced yourself yet," he added as he tried to belt down the remaining liquid inside his bottle. "I said I don't have any plans of introducing myself. I don't even need some new friends, so yeah, that means I don't want to meet you as well. The rumors about me are true. Live with it.” Whatever it was that Well said, he meant it all. He was not here in this place to meet friends. He did not even want to go here in the first place, but he was left with no choice but to tag along because his new friend (the only friend he made so far) insisted him to do so. And since Well felt like his friend, Joross had been so open and comfortable with him so far, so he just did what he was supposed to do. After all the secrets that Joross had revealed to Well, it was really reasonable for Well to just follow him.“Wow, you are indeed a snob, they are right,” Daniel confirmed, but there was no sign
Well was already on the peak of his patience because of Daniel. He had never felt this annoyed his entire life, and he thought, if only there was a way for him to escape this bar full of crazy, lunatic, and socially attention seekers, he would have done it already. Well looked around to find Joross. While his eyes were scanning the bar full of grooving, drinking, singing, and dancing people, a thought was lingering in his mind. No one knew what was it, but it was most likely a script or a line he was practicing in his head when he would finally see Joross and tell him that he wanted to go back to his hotel room already.“Are you looking for somoene?” Daniel chimed in, after about three minutes of staying silent.Well thought he was gone already because he ignored him. But no, he was still there, behind him, waiting for his perfect time to open up a conversation again. “Oh, wow. You are unbelievable,” Well mentioned.“I know,” Daniel confidently spoke back, tossing a glass of champagne
Well and Daniel walked together all the way to the private parking lot of the bar where Daniel’s blue Lambroghini car was being parked, waiting for its driver to finally turn it on and maneuver. Well could not believe it. He was going to ride into some stranger’s car without giving prior notice to his only friend that he was going to leave. But he did not know where Joross was. He did not know if he had gone back to the hotel already without telling Well, or he was still inside the bar, talking with someone in some private place that Well was not aware of.Following Daniel as he unbolted the door next to the driver’s seat, Well said, “Are you sure you will not take me anywhere? How can I assure that you are not a kidnapper?” Again, Well’s very own trust issues had brought him some serious panic. His heart was thumping loud and fast, like what he would always feel every single time he took on to something that was beyond his trust and comfort. This was normal to him, though. But to Dan