Back again from the start (3)

I thought that by gaining strength and power, I wouldn't feel the hole inside me...that emptiness of no purpose but the more that I become stronger, the more that it proved to me that having power is even more complicated than having none. Betrayal, greed, desires and lust. People had been intoxicated with such. No matter how much they have in their plate, the more they wanted more than what they can eat. 

I cannot say that I didn't have a person that I truly love that time. But the sad truth about that love was I am the only one that had fallen without asking anything in return. I was the only one foolish to believe that if you had fallen for someone, giving it all is a normal thing to do. That...even if its too much of your capability to get what they wanted, you still do what they asked you to get.

I am that foolish and that stupidity had produced three little angels. Unfortunately, due to my partner's greed I couldn't