Matt was first to go. Before a question was asked he was already on his feet. He flew from the table to the stairs and up. Emmy was close, racing behind her husband to see what their eldest daughter was screaming about. Jean was glued to her seat for a time eyes following her parents. Emmy was halfway up the stairs when she realized her error and raced back down to get Jean.
Something passively caught Matt’s eyes as he whizzed by Jean’s room. Matt was already about to open Gina’s door when he paused. While he questioned what it might be, the hairs on the back of his neck stood up involuntarily. Emmy was just cresting the stairs when he reached Jean’s door frame. As soon as he stepped in, the hairs on his hands and nape stood up, stronger this time.
He was immediately afraid. In the back of his mind, he asked himself why. He walked in slow, measured steps, meticulously scanning the entire room for anything that might justify his actions. Nothing. There was nothing. The windows were closed and locked, the entire room was clean. There was nothing amiss.
He felt stupid at being afraid and not knowing why he was afraid. The hairs on his skin that stood on its ends gave rise to goosebumps. He rubbed his forearms as he exited his daughter’s room. Emmy met him and gave him a questioning look.
“What is it?” Emmy asked.
Matt just shrugged his shoulders and hurriedly went to Gina’s room, Emmy and Jean behind him. Gina shrieked again.
“Gina?” he called loudly as he opened the door.
No answer. The room was silent. His eyes immediately found the bed. In it was Gina, huddled under the covers, back to the wall, shaking. He hastily went towards Gina’s bed, his hand reaching out to touch her face.
“Gi-” he quickly withdrew his hand in surprise.
No sooner had his hand touched his daughter’s face when Gina bolted to a sitting position, scooted to the far side and pushed her back against the wall, a look of deep fear engraved in her eyes. She stared at the far side of the room, to the opposite end. Then, to her father, then to another side of the room as if she was wary of something. Something that spooked her.
“Baby, what’s wrong?” asked Matt, trying to get his daughter’s attention, “It’s me baby, what’s wrong?”
“Mommy. Mommy. Mommy. Mommy.” Gina kept repeating, her eyes still darting from one place to another.
“Baby, it’s me,” Matt repeated, reaching out to hold her daughter.
“MOMMY!” Gina screamed, squeezing her eyes shut, as her father’s hand touched her skin, making Matt pull back once more.
“I’m here honey, I’m here. Mommy’s here,” said Emmy in a reassuring tone, dropping Jean on the floor before approaching Gina.
“MOMMY!” Gina screamed repeatedly.
“I’m here baby,” said Emmy, grabbing her daughter by the shoulders and pulling Gina into her arms.
Gina fought, trying to break away from her mother’s embrace, still calling out to for Emmy. Emmy kept reassuring her daughter, again and again until Gina’s calling toned down and eventually stopped.
As soon as she stopped, Gina raised her head and gazed at her mother’s eyes which were already looking back at her, concern written all over Emmy’s face.
“Mommy?” Gina asked, her eyes squinting, as if she did not believe what she was seeing, as if she vaguely recognized the person holding her.
“Yes hon, it’s me. Mommy’s here,” Emmy replied, touching both sides of Gina’s face. Her voice communicating the same concern she had, written on her face.
Gina took another look at the surroundings, then looked at Matt. She turned her gaze back to Emmy and passed out.
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As the couple scrambled to put Gina in a more comfortable position, Matt was first to notice that the bed was wet. It was not damp, it was wet. All of the areas where Gina was lying were soaked through. Even the pillow was wet. It was as if she had perspired the entire night.
Emmy also discovered that her daughter was running a high fever. It wasn’t just hot, it was raging. Fearing the signs of convulsion, Emmy ran down to get a basin and dumped all the ice the icemaker on their fridge had on it. She filled it a third of the way with water, grabbed some hand towels from the cupboard, and ran back up.
It had been a long time since Emmy Millar prayed earnestly. As she ascended the stairs, she began praying in her head.
Gina was in a delirious state, murmuring unintelligible words. Her eyes opened and closed in erratic intervals. Whenever they were wide open, only the whites of her eyes were visible.
Gina shook almost uncontrollably. Every time she exhaled, her body shook even stronger. Husband and wife speedily tried to give their daughter a sponge bath with the freezing water: Matt on the face and hands, Emmy on the body and feet. As Gina convulsed, they took turns in trying to pin her arms and legs down on the bed.
If Gina knew what was going on around her, she gave no indication.
Jean stood rooted where Emmy set her down, nodding to herself.
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It took close to an hour before Gina’s fever broke. Emmy had the side of Gina’s bed lined with their first aid kit, antipyretic medications, and heaps of towels. They managed to change her mattress with the extra they had, without stirring her from her slumber.
“I think we should get her to a hospital, just in case.” Matt voiced.
“I think we’re in the clear now,” said Emmy, “but I’ll stay here and keep an eye out regardless.”
“You sure?”
“Yeah. I’ll call you if something changes. Besides, I think she needs a change of clothes.”
“You want me to bring your plate up here or something? Finish your breakfast at least?”
“I’m good for now. You guys should go, finish your meals.”
With Emmy tending to the sick daughter, Matt was left to take care of other matters in the house and to keep an eye on Jean. Matt worried that the younger child would get affected with the events that happened in the morning, he surely was. Thankfully, after assurances and diversions, Jean seemed to have shrugged it off pretty well, although she did have some questions. The little girl was even able to finish her meal.
Though he was usually on the road, Matt has had some experiences with his children having high grade fevers, especially with Gina. Matt knew it wasn’t uncommon for fevers to just manifest in a few hours after seemingly being okay. What baffled him was the screaming and the demeanor. It was almost like Gina was afraid of something in the room that she flinched from the slightest touch. She seemed to not even believe they were already in the room with her. Was hallucinating also an effect?
If I could only look things up right now, he sighed.
After spending some time watching a DVD with Jean, Matt prepared lunch. He had to make do with what little cooking ability he had to come up with an acceptable meal – fried pork cuts, canned soup, sauteed mixed veggies, and egg omelette containing bits of the remaining veggie bacon from breakfast.
While Gina was unable to eat, Jean ate with gusto while she and his dad watched some cartoons. Partly, it was because her attention was divided. Also, it was because Emmy never allowed eating while watching TV. Meals were always at the table. Snacks while watching TV was okay, full meals were not. That was the rule.
Matt brought Emmy’s portions upstairs when she did not come down. Later, he sat with Jean again for more silly cartoons. At a few minutes to three in the afternoon, with nothing else to do, and anticipating some more cooking for dinner, Matt went to the kitchen to see about which ingredients will be needed while keeping Jean within view. Jean didn’t mind, she was engrossed with television.
Looking up once in a while to see how Jean was doing, Matt was able to finish fixing the meat which he planned to make a stew out of a few hours later. As he started preparing spices and vegetables for another dish, he gazed towards the living room to see what Jean was up to. The little girl had been silent for at least five minutes. Seeing his daughter was still absorbed with the program, Matt continued to dice the shallots into fine squares. Then, Matt froze.
It took him a split second to comprehend what made him stop but once he did, his eyes widened to their limits. Matt gazed in his daughter’s direction. She was still intently viewing the program, the comical sounds from the TV was still droning on. It was the pictures that made him look again.
It was porn. Taboo, disgusting, and hardcore porn. Impossible! It could not be the DVD player, he was sure they had no physical disks with such content. They had no cable, they didn’t have antennas hooked up, and they only got broadcast channels.
What in the hell…?
Matt blinked several times just to make sure he wasn’t imagining things. But there it was, despite the occasional white noise and distortions, gory porn was showing on the television. It depicted a couple fucking with abandon, like crazed demons undulating while blood poured on them in abundance. Even with the curious distortions, being that the set was a forty-three inch digital TV, the details were easy to make out. It clearly featured an underaged male actor with physical defects.“Jean!” he called out as he quickly approached, “Honey, stop watching.”He looked at his daughter who turned to face him as he approached, a questioning look painted on her face.“But dad! I still want to watch!” pleaded the little girl.“Honey, it’s not appro-” Matt stopped mid-sentence.There was no porn. There were no depictions of sexual acts or blood or anything remotely inappropriate that had clearly just seen seconds before. It was the same cartoons with the boxy characters. His brows furrowed. He
Matt was hesitant at first but based on Jean’s reaction, his realized that his worries were unfounded. The little girl eagerly accepted her new task – uproot weeds and remove withered leaves and petals from the plants on the right side of the house, while he worked on the plants in the back.Jean went at it like it was her only job, a most important job. Matt heard her play-acting, continuing to pretend that she was harvesting ingredients for Princess Jessamine’s golden crown. Pretending that there was a beautiful kingdom inside the trees and that as soon as she made a beautiful crown, she would be allowed to live there for good.This amused Matt. Play-acting was, after all, a healthy trait that children could play and engage their imaginations. Even imaginary friends was okay up to a certain age and Jean was within that bracket. It was a good indication that a child can imagine fantastical places and scenarios consistent with things she’s been
Gina woke up a few minutes after six and asked for water. Weak and hungry, she tried to finish a bowl of chicken macaroni soup Matt had prepared just for her. She only managed to consume half of it.After a quick trip to the bathroom, she was back in bed and fell asleep again. Emmy was relieved. For the first time, Gina no longer had chills. She didn’t moan or whine or toss in bed like she did before she woke up.It was only eight but the house was already silent. Jean fell asleep on the couch while watching a movie with her dad. Matt took her to her room. Matt offered to look after the eldest daughter but Emmy declined. Matt decided to retire early.Emmy was left sitting by Gina’s bed once more. A tray containing dirty dishes, both from Gina’s meal and hers, lay by the foot of the bed towards the door.Her relief at the improvement in Gina’s condition, plus the meal Matt made, made her relax. She slumped on the chair that she had
Matt woke up feeling refreshed. He blinked several times, adjusting to the light in the bedroom that he forgot to switch off before crashing. As was his custom, he rolled over to his left to give Emmy a quick cuddle. The empty side of the bed reminded him where his wife was.Matt stretched while on his back and yawned before rolling over to the right to check his watch which he always placed on the bedside table before going to sleep. He raised an eyebrow and pursed his lips. The time read four minutes past nine.One of those kinds of sleep then, he thought as he got up to head to the bathroom.While emptying his bladder, Matt realized that he was hungry. His stomach felt hollow. Thinking back to the meal he shared with Jean hours ago, he shook his head. He ate a full meal. Full enough to allow him to crash and fall asleep as soon as he hit the bed. The growl his stomach gave off put any further doubts to rest.Matt passed by Gina’s room to
Emmy stirred from her short evening nap. Her first thought was to get up and look around. With Gina’s arm draped on her legs however, she opted not to. Her daughter needed the rest and Emmy did not want to wake her up just yet.She bent her neck from side to side, releasing the tension. She exhaled audibly with each pop. Emmy briefly considered sliding down and just proceed to sleep. A few moments spent sitting and considering the option and Emmy abandoned the idea.How long was I out? She asked, raising her gaze towards the wall.The digital clock with its pink lights proudly answered her question. Thirteen minutes past nine. Emmy inhaled and exhaled through her mouth loudly. A shiver ran down her spine.She did not have the chance to consider what it was or what it meant. As soon as she shook herself out of that macabre dream, Gina woke up. Emmy offered to get her something to drink or eat to warm her up but when Gina declined, Emmy went
“But why? I’m strong.” Jean asked.“Sometimes, your own strength is not enough. You must know when to ask for help.” Princess Jessamine answered.“I don’t need it.” The little girl answered, “I have you. This is your kingdom.”“That is true,” the princess answered, gliding in the air, her beautiful multicolored robes flowing with the breeze, “this is my kingdom and everyone obeys my will. But you are only safe here if you’re with me.”“I’ll always be with you when I’m here, so I won’t need help.”“I can’t always be with you. I’m a princess, I have princess-y things to do. Besides, don’t you want to go on adventures on your own? This kingdom is really big, you know.”“Maybe.” Jean started, considering the princess’ words. “Don’t you have soldiers or knights?”<
The lights around the outside of the house conceded to the slowly brightening sky that marked the end of dawn. Jim woke himself up when his head swayed too far to the left. He fell asleep on the seat that Emmy occupied the night before.Contrary to her declaration, Jean was able to fall asleep quickly as soon as she lay done on a stack of blankets that Matt prepared for her, to the left of the chair. Matt got up and looked out the window. There was a thin mist hovering a few inches above ground. The rain had stopped.Sue woke up some time during the night and excused herself saying she needed a change of clothes. When she failed to return, Matt followed her to their room where he found her sleeping on her side on the edge of the bed. She did not wake up when Matt repositioned her and placed a blanket over. He left her to have a proper rest but kept the lights on and the door open.The room’s floor was filled with scattered clothes and medical supplies. Mat
Matt was left downstairs to cook and clean up. Emmy took Jean back upstairs to give her an early morning bath. As if on second thought, he took pictures of the tracks with his old smartphone before he started to clean. He was starting to doubt whether he locked the doors the night before or not as he wiped off the prints. He shuddered every time he tried to consider just exactly what was happening, or what it all meant.There were no tracks leading out of the house. That could have been explained easily. And if Jean was sleepwalking, locking the doors from the inside didn’t help. He took a mental note about getting additional locks. It did not calm him one bit. A thought kept coming gnawing at his mind, forcing him to confront it.Who… what was it?The terrifying issue of the voice that spoke to him, the voice that both he and Emmy heard took a backseat. Matt remembered Jean coming into Gina’s room. She was sleeping there when he exit