But You?
Author: MDW
last update2025-01-01 23:45:56

The next morning, Clara woke to the soft light filtering through the blinds. The events of the previous night felt like a blur, but the heaviness in her chest was still there, reminding her of the conflict she couldn’t escape. As she lay in bed, the quietness of the apartment felt both comforting and suffocating. She knew she couldn’t avoid what lay ahead—her family was fractured, and it seemed like there was no easy way to put the pieces back together.

Brown was already awake when she walked into the kitchen. He was making coffee, the aroma filling the air and grounding Clara in the moment. His quiet presence was a constant she had come to rely on, even when her own world felt chaotic.

"Morning," Brown said, offering her a warm smile as he set down the coffee pot. "How did you sleep?"

Clara shrugged, sitting at the kitchen table. "I don’t know. It’s hard to sleep when everything feels... unsettled."

Brown sat down across from her, his eyes searching hers. "I get it. But you know you don’t have to have all the answers today. Take it easy on yourself."

She sighed, running a hand through her hair. "I keep thinking about Alex and Dad. About everything. I wish things were simpler."

"Life rarely is," Brown replied gently, his voice steady. "But you don’t have to fix everything overnight. All you can do is be honest with yourself and take it one step at a time."

Clara nodded, taking a deep breath. "I know. But what if it’s too late to fix things with them? What if they never forgive me?"

Brown leaned forward, his eyes soft but determined. "You can’t control how they feel or when they’ll be ready to forgive you. All you can control is your own actions. And you’ve done the hard part—you’ve tried. That’s all anyone can ask."

Clara’s eyes welled up, the weight of the situation pressing down on her chest. "I don’t want to lose them. I don’t want to lose my family."

Brown reached across the table, his hand covering hers. "You haven’t lost them yet, Clara. But no matter what happens, you have me. And I’ll always be here."

She squeezed his hand, grateful for the support, but uncertainty lingered in her heart. "I don’t even know where to start with Alex. He’s so angry with me."

"You don’t have to fix everything with Alex right now," Brown reassured her. "Just take it one conversation at a time. Maybe give him some space, let him cool off. He’s hurt, and hurt people lash out. But eventually, he’ll see that you still care."

Clara nodded, trying to steady her racing thoughts. "I just... I don’t want him to think that I don’t care. That I chose Brown over him."

Brown squeezed her hand. "You didn’t choose me over him. You’re just trying to live your life, to find happiness. That doesn’t make you a bad person, Clara."

She smiled faintly, the words offering some comfort, though the uncertainty still lingered. "I just wish it were that easy."

"One step at a time," he repeated, his voice calm and soothing. "It’s all anyone can do."

The sound of Clara’s phone buzzing broke the silence. She picked it up with a sense of dread, wondering if it was another message from Alex. But when she looked at the screen, it was a call from her mother.

"Mom," Clara muttered, her heart pounding. "I should probably take this."

Brown gave her a nod, offering a reassuring smile. "I’ll be right here."

Clara answered the phone, her voice trembling slightly. "Mom?"

"Clara," her mother’s voice was soft but strained. "I... I know things have been difficult, but I think you should come by. Your father wants to talk to you."

Clara’s heart raced. She had no idea what to expect. "Is Dad okay? Can I see him?"

Her mother hesitated before answering, "He’s better, Clara. But he’s asking for you. Please come. We need to talk."

Clara swallowed hard, her hands suddenly feeling clammy. "Okay. I’ll come by later."

After hanging up, Clara turned to Brown, her mind spinning. "It’s my mom. She says Dad wants to talk to me. I don’t know if I’m ready for this."

Brown stood up, walking over to her. "You don’t have to do it alone. I’ll go with you, if you want."

Clara shook her head, the decision weighing heavily on her. "I think this is something I need to do on my own. But I’ll be okay, Brown. I have to face them. I have to try."

Brown’s eyes softened with understanding. "I’ll be here when you get back, Clara. You don’t have to carry this by yourself."

With a deep breath, Clara nodded, gathering her strength. "I’ll be back soon."

As she walked out the door, the weight of the conversation ahead loomed in her mind, but she also felt a small spark of hope. Maybe, just maybe, there was a way to mend the broken pieces of her family. But it would take time, patience, and the willingness to face the people she loved, despite everything that had happened.

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