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The Narcist At The Golf Course
While doing all the regular things at the site Aby looked at Lafthan for a while,who was using the electric saw to cut those logs and Oghan doing the welding .At busy time maybe ones put aside things that make them afraid and lonely as people come around being busy for more and more and things coming up to handle.But deep inside who knows perhaps more fear is fighting the loneliness which aimed to get aside the stressful vibes.They come with strong arms full of things to do and time to kill .What all they want ? Working at the land for food and roof ..what about freedom and believe ? The workers work so hard Do the bosses take away , steal and rob each other to make the system kept that way ..?He remembers how the ancient stories of kings and queens spreading blood for all that power they have ..Keeping their breed race as the top and best class by kicking, shooting other parties then laughing..Well ..Calm down childAll the desease has its medicineThe p
The Narcist Golden Child
What experiences everybody has in the family when their parents raised them all , things they said and didn't ,were ones of colors they painted in their adulthood. But what if that attention was too much on one and lack to others? Then ones could name it as golden child .If golden child means to be example or to be proud of in the family who would be the one appeared in the future,Aby or Lev ? The most loved for everyone was Lev and the most loved one for dad is Aby .He was the the backbone of the family even dad did not want him to.He was the one his siblings relied on ...None knows about tomorrow anyway..Is it true that dad treat Aby and Lev as the golden ones ? His parents and siblings adored Lev cause he was cute and the youngest one .While Aby was at 10 grade he was at the age of just preschool .So everyone treated him as always the smallest, deserved to be protected and pleased.On the other hand, all of their sisters treated Aby as a boy who was responsible for everyone
The Narcist Rivalry
Aby found Lev was crying unstoppably till he was tired but still he was sobbing.He was sitting on dad ' s lap and buried his head on his chest.Das was just smoothed him by stroking his head and murmuring loving words which sound like a soft beautiful chant .But Lev still could not be consoled.Dad was glad seeing Aby coming and hoped he would help him handle Lev that moment.Gladly Aby told Lev ,"Look who's coming.."But this time even Aby unable to help .Aby got a plastic bag in his hand ,that's the things he just bought from a grocery as he just got his wage . Usually Lev dashed at him then dance to get all that .Aby walked near them and sat beside dad .They looked at each other in confusion.Softly Aby caressed Lev shaking back . He knew it was Aby but still ,Lev didn't care .It was unusual.And there must be something made him so hurt ." Heyy..Lev .." Aby just called him to get his reaction.But nothing .So he asked dad what's going on...Dad told him that Lev knew Lexa already
The Narcist Secret Admirer
The gift Meira sent to Cavan via the city shipping took time more than it was estimated. It was valuable for the receiver as it's a token of her attention but more satisfying for the giver as he loves it . "I don’t have things to give you in return,Mei just want you to know your gift means much to me.You devote your time to the social service and still have time to think about me" he said. She was such an attentive person and giving seems like just her instincts then some times she easily becomes overwhelming."It is important for me to know that you received it " .She said lightly. Some said that Meira has special interests in him but he didn't think so.She just an active person. This type of girl just got warm glow feeling for everyone and avoid any kind of resentment. she just trying to make everyone happy by her giving instick."'I don’t try to discourage you to befriend her but still ,you should be careful to all possible consequence from her giving ." His fr
The Narcist Excuse
Alby watched the news makers individuals on the local television about the mystery of missing persons ..there 's always little evidence to get criminals caught and get improved significantly. Alby change the channel.Those programs showing those politician faces or children at fun zone and triviality. Too many ads ,he thought.Sometimes the cutting methods also not so proper ..how people nowadays are keen on materials stuff ! Tv program show lots of things leading to it . Economy, politics, business, entertainment, crazily domain those programs. Culture,arts , where? At midnight where most people asleep.His phone rang ." How is your health progress dear ".Oh ..l am still at a motel now . Postponing the visit to the doctor"." Your bad habit to cancel and put things later on till you forget the first thing you intend to do"." You call it bad habit. .for me it's kinda .."." You always have many excuses ".Then he hang up.A health matter caught his curiosity.while the host said the
The Narcist Talk To Someone
Connection with a busy person is a matter of experiencing difficulty with acts of daily thought about when will be the right time to go see him or her.. that reminds Aby to breathe and take time for himself.Contact him or her? When he had to act being noticed at the overall of their time..this wondering thought may lead to increased mental and physical tiredness but he knew that he had to make the connection.For the sake of everyone loved boy ,Lev .So he had to observe too which one would be the best to talk to.Mr Gerhardt,Elard ,Mrs Epida or some one else?This feeling quite overwhelmed.If possible,when they plan a vacation? No .that's a bad idea.Neither when they fill with activities.Whatever,he remind himself that it's okay if they they say "no." Even he sacrificing his own well-being to have such severe consequences in the long term.He promised Lev to do something..That's the point .*** Being busy ones ..Remind yourself that your self-worth does not come from be
The Narcist Unwelcome Memories
Where were the memories of the past laid ? There must be something to there as reminder .An alarm clock? No .lt is to shocking way as it wakes him up while ones totally have no nerves active in the brain .Maybe a photograph.Ya .it's like a talking picture.Labida always telling everyone that she had arranged marriage so she wasn't happy with the life now she has .Mr Fazan knew it but none knew if he was hurt by that or not .And maybe he didn't even care what happiness is .All he has was a sense of goodwill to see life as a responsibility. Seeing the children grow up like seeds that become tress..only one shady ..And it must be Aby.Lev was like the shiniest crystal clear jewel...And those girls ..the jealous ones who followed their mother ,seeing any unpleasant things as something as life torture and reason to be histrionic.Childhood is a golden age for everyone.Fazan remembered one friend who was so poor till he stole money for food .At break time when all the pupils out of the c
The Narcist Help, Doctor
The handsome man saw her and nodded when she was passing him to the aircraft lavatory. He was sitting alone by the window . He seemed to want to get to know Lania .Unfortunately he is less aggressive . The flight destination to the clean and rich country is only short so they less opportunity to get to know each other.It needed time and strategy to start a conversation till knowing one another.Strangers thinking first to do it as there is a risk of having no response, being ignored or estimated as a disturbance ..ln conclusion,no mutual interest.Again, it's a shame he's not aggressive enough . ah how handsome ..they got off the airport and the man walked while lighting a cigarette by protecting the flame from the blowing wind with his both muscular hands.Even though both of them think that they are pretty and handsome.. .flat belly in blue and gray t-shirt he wore was really matched him . even though they are both flew alone.Am l born to be alone ? She wondered.She went into a c
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
