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The Narcist Heedles
"Hi..Lev ..'"Hello Lindy .."How are you ?And Lexa . God bless you both...you more .. hahaha.""Thanks..I will tell her .Sure I will" "Okay Thanks .. Hello...Hi...LevThis is Denada ..me and Lindy are at the department store.. what is your shoes number? I wanna buy something for you..black or ..what ?""No problem about color ,everything go with me ..haha ..My new shirt ? It's too little l will give it to my sis"" The sister..which one "?"...Hi Lev ...Morning. guess who am l ..come on .."" Fellia?"" No ..Cecil "."Ugh.. sorry..your voice resembled sometimes, girls "."Hehe no problem...Ok noted ?""Thanks a lot for your positive comments on my cheerleaders group show last time..Hope you would watch it again .''"That's great.My new show will be next week ..Please come if you got time ""Sure I will.. still at the same program "?" Yeah ..ok Lev many thanks!The show title is 'Zodiac '."No problem " .Lev hang up.Girls asking him to go out here and there.Well ,he always ha
The Narcist Incubus
Apart from coping the problem of Labida ' s serious illness,Mr Fazan heard rumors about Lev around the town.Latina also told him lots of it.He shuddered each time thinking about it ..all the past memories come like fresh apples but then molders at the next minute ...He wanted to cry alone thinking about what Lev dis at his adolescence time .He heard that he got lots of girlfriends ..not only that , he slapped them at times ,hitting ,beating them ..He will be crazily angry if things unlike the way he wanted or someone made him furious ..just because they can't fullfil what he precisely asked ..And each time he got unbearable burden .. and things seem to hard to endure he just could weep and prayed.But Sameer visited him and they had a talk at the porch ."All my night and whole day I kept thinking about it ..And sometimes when it's coming a bad dream..""I see dreams too Faz ..ya l know how it feels when having a nightmare ..hey ..are you just weeping?now ..see.."" Recalling how
The Narcist Mopes
"Hi .. Hi my dear l have Just reach Belgium ..nice country.l wish you were here,how are you? ""Whereabouts in Belgium..the language ..is German or something like that?""I have no idea haven't heard anyone talked.haha."" I tried to call you but you off ..where have you been then?""I wasn't gone anywhere .Just at home looking at the puddles as it's raining now ""Why you are a bit childish,l.know the reason.""You are not replying me .."" I am replying you ,but not just at the update time .When l am looking at the screen and ready to chat with you then you are not there and vice versa.""For my journey now ..Ah , you said I'm childish ..What are you thinking? "I'm replying your message ,just because the time was not exactly at the moment you chat me .. like now .I chat and you are not there.Maybe net issues or doing something else .lts normal for long distance communication "."That i m not sending the package yet? In the evening l will get it for you .My pal ' s mom also
The Narcist Fling
"Happy new year Sis...More strength and luck in all you do this year..be the best ever for you...Hello Sis...Yep.""You too bro.. How are you We re both ok Wish you all too ..the best...its a Long while now..we not chatted..""How is your son ...What about your family bro..My family by God's blessing is ok..""Thanks for inquiring..Good evening Sis..Replied very fast Sis..God bless you and your family""Hi bro..Good night Sis..Forgot me? Good evening Sis I remember you too l guess Things are gud Very nice dear Sis..Journey of life should be enjoyed and experienced in all its form..And a very Great day ahead..Good morning.Good morning Sis..How is all there.."Milena erased all the chat with secretive call like "Sis and bro ".It's hurting to leave the sweet yesterday amity .And it's funny to have relationship with a married man .He made her like the precious girl in the world at first stage of affinity then things seemed dwindling now with the fact that she was not the only cand
The Narcist Vexation
Take a look.Are there tigers and hyenas in heaven ?Maybe there will be but they will do any harm..Everything is peace and tame thereOnly in the world things are at the opposite.Each stuff and living things are potentially hazardous .Gosh ..Long long ago Van Gogh watched this viewThen we could fathom what was life liked in one day in a life of a lonely artist ..What one did and get within this hard life .In everything Latina did and everywhere she turned around it seemed all very very different and difficult.Nice things only came across her way on searching something.Is it easy to let go all out of the fact that . The wrong options and steps with lots of dismays after that,can she just walk back and repeat from the very start?No , it's hard, but it must ..so ,thus ?Repeating to make option.Ones walked in the dark without compass, without light ."Right ..Thank you for reminding me..Yes exactly, and some times the closed doors also open with the power of unexpected stream as
The Narcist Slurring Voice
The doctor asked Gerina about what happened at the night before they took their mom to the lCCU." The symptoms pass quickly, you might have had a transient ischemic attack (TIA), a brief blockage of blood flow to her brain that often comes before a stroke. Don’t ignore this warning sign."he said then went on ,Look at these , which happened?"While they listened to the door,it's for them ..good as it's not too late as they got to the hospital right away , even they wait till the morning came . Some treatments must begin within a few hours of symptoms. Early treatment can often help prevent death or disability."Sudden dim vision, especially in one eye ,Sudden loss of balance, sometimes along with vomiting, nausea, fever, hiccups, or trouble swallowingSudden and severe headache with no other cause, followed quickly by passing out Fainting brieflyDizziness or sudden falls with no recognition." That's what happened last night.Fainting briefly then she sounding strange slurring vo
The Narcist Recur
"Buying things is the only thing she knows ...Going out to the market without certainty too ,only cause people go there and do some activities of selling and buying but they also can develop rumors .She did it just like sheep , doing things like what people do without certain aim is like herds .Just following without any idea about anything ""She learned and started to earn how to be a complete person ""Both of you did it Knowing I was at your home, she was going out without sharp destination "."She does it as an obligation half amusement. .. half "."Both of you defeated by the cursed culture "."Even our life is also distracted ..But the women you consider .... consider them all as part of yr life .."."If that's about the past it's right "."I rely on you for everything, romantically , emotionally and for asking some advices etc ""You're connected to me"."But now no one I consider as part of my life .. everyone would be as free as birds and so am l "."For a comfort tha
The Narcist Jones For Dad
Aby felt the tears then continued writing to unload his yearning to Dad"I miss you.Your genuine smile .You always had been skinny in the old shabby shirt and trousers .Don't you know l run down my tears in wishing to see you again .That dream after you gone .Came often .One religion preacher told me that if you meet the one gone in your dream it means you have the most inner closeness with the one you love . I love you always dad. . And l know how much you loved me . God l want to see him . The most pure hearted person in my whole life .I see you in the attic.Chanting that Greek old song with cheerful tone . Waiting for the water pot to churn and you made a glass of coffee with milk powder in it .Then you would take out a banana to cut it in two ,gave the half for me .You were might be the poorest man in town.But l am sure you have the purest heart among all the people l have ever known.I know how much you suffer all your life daddy ...but you are the sincerest human being l ha
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters