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The Narcist Eerie
"l don't know how to balance their speed.They run like lightning.But l must move in whatever price""Let me check my ability to understand with what you have said.What you mean by like lightning... technology.. ghost..or life pace "." Life pace . including technology.Everybody run after similar point .The veracity of everything turn to become the same target "." They can be everything they dream . But the starting point make that seems like a fake promise'' ." They center attention to similar object.Everything old ,local ,minor ,are left behind and considered as worthless or useless..or anything that means nothing"." Youthful energy,new age, artificial intelligence, professionalism ,are topnotch work and words to be praiseworthy.""This is stressing.But knowing about it as part of our life today"Technology make things easy and fast but also eerie you know."" Yeah ,we live in distressed...maybe people nowadays adapt with stress better ?" "Generally speaking,human are designed t
The Narcist Hunting
Many things Lafthan told them made Norine's eyes widen when he heard of Laftan's experience that inherited traits by his grandpa. He hunted birds and wild boar with an air rifle.Many things she can learn from him ." Fighting is our base to survive" .He said ." With any forms of trials we have .Be strong and be me .be you . Be one . After that " .Everyone around him just listen to listen more of his hunt experience.** While this will completely depend on where you live and where you're hunting, most places around the world will want you to have a hunting license before you begin. However, there are often caveats in place for pigs in certain places, on account of their large numbers. Usually there are also allowances for private landowners to allow hunters on their property.Be diligent in finding out just what laws and regulations affect your area. There are few outcomes for a hunt as bad as getting caught doing it illegally.Again, keep your license with you on the hunt. You nev
The Narcist Wonderful Workmates
Goshe taught junior cooks how to store things . Specially with any kind of meat, he'll want them to take every precaution when storing and keeping those meat. Once the meat has cooled to room temperature and dried out some, it should be cut and left to freeze, covered in meat paper.When handling the meat or cutting through it, be especially careful to avoid nicking either the bladder or the intestines. Cutting into either will spill the contents, ruining the meat.Come time to cook before making it to dishes and enjoy eat the meat,he told them to be sure to cook it completely at to 170 degrees Fahrenheit so that any lingering parasites or bacteria are totally killed off.Something in the way he trained them made very interested in following him . Some of them possibly have come there after they already being well trained, as they provided their pals with some more explanation after Goshe finished talking about the matter.They usually give the residual meat to dogs or cats th
The Narcist Anger
"Good noon""Good noon ""Oki sapna achcha lagta hai..""Mother ,what does he say "?" I don't know.It maybe lndian language or ..l am not sure..well ,he is Singaporean l guess ..many lndian, Chinese and lots more there .They speak multiple languages..Oh ..it means ," Because dream is good.." "Naturally..I thought he gonna talk to you again ..talk of me or .. whatever.""How can l talk to him ..No ,we are strangers for one another.He talks with the officer "."Who is he .. None ?"Oh Lord .. dear ..why you keep on asking if somebody l don't know myself ?""Why ones perform themselves by talking in such manner ? Look ..he was scolding the officer "."Ones should keep the communication values of their attitudes in such public area " ."As high as the sky As wide as the air As white as the clouds my Lord..What is friendwhat is loverSome say friend is betterBecause in it ,no peculiar and ego of jealousy.."Another way to free themselves from that few extremes actions in pu
The Narcist Fate
His eyes closed in agony . The pain and helplessness sent the tears flowing in his prayer .it was like a whisper of complaint and an unbearable painful of wounds.Leaking skin yielding the eerie red blood from the cruel and humiliating hands of such unbeatable power. God lift my pain.. those tears are like a bridge between him and the eternity..The stitches was not in his body ..but inside his inner soul...Mr Fazan got up from his morning prayer and went to the lounge after folding his prayer mat .He wiped his tears and feeling better after that.Neither his wife nor his daughters ever serve him even a glass of water .Unlike his old friend ' s , Sameer,who never get anything to drink or eat himself as his wife and daughters always be there to serve him .But he doesn't compare him to his life .lt's about fate of everyone .He believed so ."Are you alright?" He was ready to answer ,but Labida asked that to Milena,not to him .Mr Fazan just smiled and got himself a glass of milk .T
The Narcist Holistic Healer
"In my life ,l have memories that come repeatedly of what ones said about me ,dead or alive.Even from the worse sister or brother l remember what they said that pleased me and made me see myself in positive mean as I know lam a loser ," "Tell me what words they said that come in to your mind now"." My primary school teacher told me that my handwriting was good"" Is good handwriting means much to you?" " Ya it's important.The ones with good handwriting will be requested to help teachers writing their lesson on the blackboard l felt as important pupil as l did my teacher work .Then my sister said I was a strong willed teenage .None could hinder me if l want to do something.My grandma told me l am a thinker .A friend said I am an empath .I admired a journalist who told me l was talented but he didn't help me when l asked him to write a prologue of my script.Sometimes the one that we need the most don't do something that we need badly . Another admirable one in my life was a human
The Narcist The Country Side
A few months after getting over from a tantamount illness, Alby got on a train and headed east to a city , there he rented a car to make him easy finding the place he intended to visit.Driving into a countryside was pleasant but also a bit spooky as it's so serene and quiet.Only a few vehicle passing across with him on the road .Not only he had the sickness, with mixture of grief and fear, he went away in a trip into the strange place but now he sensed the moment was arranging forth on a different kind of trips, this time in making efforts to a healing process.He continues driving along the road after reading an advertisement where he hoped to meet a right person to consult.***Dale M KushnerB. Medicine E. *For a month, I lived on the wilderness property of Brooke Medicine Eagle, a Native American wisdom teacher and author, in a caravan by myself. Every day, Brooke and I went into the mountains or to the river and performed ceremonies for restoring my mind, body, spi
The Narcist Breaking Up
That night a car was running in dim lights .The light fell upon the river surface along the edge of the city. Nevan slowed down his car. With a hard expression he asked again,"Still want to break up?"Frine answered one more time…"Yes. my answer is the same. after two years we are in the relationship I do not yet have feelings for you...You're young, handsome,and a doctor, go finding another one, it's easy, isn't it? I'm barren woman anyway ,you know it "."I have already told you it's okay. Barren? Just adopt a child later after we married. ""Thanks so much for that ,Nevan,But I still want to break up. There's no point to go on .l still have no feelings for you even l tried .l don't want you to wasting your time by waiting.for me .Two , almost three years is a long time ..there are many girls..just find another..ok ..".Said Frine ,she tried to persuade him and break up in a good way .Cause the car stopped, all the cars behind started to queue long and honked louder and shouted
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
