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The Narcist Tantamount
Greghardt had nomore forgotten how to stay up late at night texting someone he fond of . And how to spend hours having a chat overnight for a date ,saying things behind naughty words that he could go through the motions of intimacy , after all lost the ability to feel emotionally naked or exposed alongside someone new. The part of had gone a month ago but now he felt a new life ..lts great to fall in amity again. once able to give away so easily is absent and you just He told Asfarina " we are at the point of no return" .When Greghardt there to tell her that amazing steady plan to make the relationship so tantamount and no matter what he wanted to marry her ,she had half doubt and half relief . Was he in stable emotions ?She thought so . . as a widower ":l did think l can find it difficult to love again." He said in a touching voice.He felt that he found someone he could spend the rest of their life with. explains her what he wanted from her " first, the kids l want them to
The Narcist Don't Say No
To camouflage their going only two of them, Asfarina often took Lev to meddling beetween them .So Lev got used to be at the surrounding of rich people.Greghardt took them to his bungalow after swimming at his home which surely complete with all kinds of facilities or swimming at public ones .Lev loved being there , going shopping, went to fancy restaurants, getting lots of gifts, even sometimes he got fight with Greghardt little kids but it ok as they played again after some time. Greghardt gave a thick book to Asfarina." Hey this is for you " ."Mmmmhh... about ideal wife ..thanks ..I shall read it " .He mentioned about the plan for marriage." It will be September " .she knew that September was Greghardt birthday.What an exact man He wanted everyone follow what he managed.Asfarina understood that it's because his background as an eldest son in his who got task to be an example for his siblings and as a boss in his company.Asfarima loved lots of things about him not only because
The Narcist Sprinkle
"Let's turn on the camera for a minute. I always follow you and read your journals.What health problem you have ?How are you Sis.. I saw you attending a wedding reception on your Timeline" "What kind of favor you need ..Send me that I'll read at night as I'm out of home and busy with workingMy work starts at 8 and goes till 5" "Very nice dear Sis..Journey of life should be enjoyed and experienced in all its form..And a very Great day ahead..Good Morning ""My pleasure. Don't worry. My full support soon I opened Now That's okay. I will guide you at my best I don't know if you were once my friend ..have you a friend in this land?"But even he admitted that he needed to learn and she was right ,she still wants to add the explanations as she just got an idea on the piece of paper by saying,"We are part of the the past which not always in proper and pleasant..Some cause by their weakness But apart from the fact , their cruelty is coming up as consequences " They talked for mo
The Narcist Showing Off
Around the campus where Asfarina was the student,her peers were having gossip , talking randomly about part time job some took to overcome their financial matter."How's everything there?""Different kind of job though""A bit fun but in a huge neo slavery sphere hahah..l do have it in my job as a clerk "."Do you feel the neo slavery at your job ?""Have you got a bit fun in it?"" Job is fun if I have mood to enjoy it, like I'm flying to different places, meeting different challenges everyday ""This is the world when elites treat people in inhumane way""But in real fact I can't change anything which makes me feel that the neo slavery is exist almost everywhere " ."No one but I work with crew members and pilots""Who belittle who""People living in a third world country, earning pennies as compared to millionaires, still think they're big enough to belittle others""Who thinks they're above everything""Treat other employees as their slaves"."Even they are at the same nationalit
The Narcist Dilemma
Time sweep away . Surprisingly,it's dad who visited Lafthan first .He didn't tell him before even . It was not his habits to visit someone before he telling them previously. Usually they the ones who see him . Dad come to the little house he occupied separately from other workers.Bruxane gave him permission to get it as he was senior.But it's special for him .Dad remembered his first visit when all his daughters and showed their dislikeness of his coming .He was already well shaved at that time and he was really surprised.His coming was reflecting a big attention on his a young teenage son who was curious about going overseas to look for a fortune at Seafaring work ."lt was super . Your experience" A positive comment from an old man who thought about his adventure younger days he spoke it way genuinely .Did Dad know about Aby ' s problem when he wanted to follow his experience but afraid of telling him as it maybe take time to go overseas and he will miss each other ?Laft
The Narcist Fast Information
"Beyond my bad mouth ""Like we meet after so long"" Make noisy sound I'm weeping you shake everything and now it turn blue ""It's yours I'm hugging you tightly" "Yeah we are glee ""Blowing it ""I told you it's really hard time for me tonight and now I'm sleepy really sleepy now"" You are really sleepy now ?good night then .""Wait ,I want to say this : you are the one who always forgive me"" Don't wanna leave you ""Sway it ""Yes my twin"" To fit my ideas but l know you have not got enough sleep so l'm hugging you tight now from a far distance " .Latina hang up as she knew the man over there had gone to snooze.Having too much information.Random thoughts and talk .Aby was walking in when Asfarina talked with mom .She suddenly showed her cynical look and said things outloud about dad visit to Lafthan and they might have talked about Aby plan to work at Seafearing.Aby was wondering how the information run so fast .He even had said a word to anyone,even to his father.H
The Narcist A Better Life
" Does he get the original idea to go overseas make Aby think that his miserable life turn to be wonderful , does it come from his coolie pal ..what is his name Lafthan or something?"'' So why is it he secretly plan it now if finally he make it happen? Or he just lonely here and he wants to move ..And will you do something about it?"" He has not left school yet but for practical reasons such as getting a better job is possible for him to do .. maybe it also for personal reason such as feeling unhappy here or feeling just it’s time to move on."It's the talk at home, they get used to see him back home at least after work or school. Making some new life plan and perhaps it's what it called go international, just made them think about their own routine days . Everything seems not right for Aby in their eyes. Neither staying nor leaving. If he was about to move ,will he come back home again? Maybe they prefer him not to.What about dad .?He would be the most miserable d
The Narcist Nevan's Offer
Leaving him alone in the Countryside and returning after a few hours isn’t hard for Nevan .He had lived and worked in over several countries and will probably add a few more to that list in the years to come.As a successful doctor who was born in doctor family .His sister and other siblings were all doctors just like their parents.Now he stopped for a while as he waited for Aby to call back to him .His sister Lania needed a good boy to assist her going abroad and he heard from the late Epida about him ." He is silent but hardworking,honest as well " she said .Lania asked his help to find the boy as she also heard that Aby was willing to work at anything he could and he just graduated from highschool.Its adequate for her to have him as an assistant.Being abroad for months , week or days only will be his routine job yearly .She could build friendships, had favorite dishes and favorite places to go with him .Her husband will not care as he was still teenage or maybe he will not
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
