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The Narcist The Pheasant
In his free free time Aby watched the darkness pass by while everyone was staying at their rooms and he was sitting by himself at the porch.He playfully sneaking on some quiet silhouettes of everything around.Trees, houses and people who walked passing by.The blackness of night seemed like invisible shells on the sandy beach .At time like that he swallowed up his short freedom as if it make fun with him then everyone laugh by that .The feeling came cause most of his time he spent it to work for others as errand . Just like a soldier who is good for nothing but to obey a command.No question that he did it willingly.Both were cold freedom somewhat.He always wonder abd speechless when anybody just unsatisfied with his work.Did anyone ever come to greet him and want a warm friendship with him ? He needed the youth joy some times, hanging out with some friends just like normal teenage. But the icy door was so heavy to open for that.So thick for him in keeping a secret of
The Narcist Lobsters
Everyday News come from the people in power through medias especially tv and others , anything with big capital.How strong they are and how weak the mass especially who easily believe in whatever they see and hear .Greghardt was sitting in the lounge while watching the news on tv.There was demonstration in a capital city .They send their dogs and arms if there is chaos or demonstration. They want the mass see how easy for them to put ones in jailsTill the weak really weaker !Changing the channel he saw other views.Mmm..Simplicity is typical traditional local people in suburbs.Greghardt was pleased when he looked at the lawn ..green grass ... Woods..forest over there .. mountains in green and blue color depends on the distance and plays of lights.Greghardt was very rich man .Generous and ambitious .He was there to make annual charity .He was everything women dream.Well educated,man in power manly , intelligent.He didn't let anyone pay something even a cent in each celebr
The Narcist From AI To Nature Talk
"How l wish to be read and greeted by you." Said Latina in a low but a playful dramatic tone as it was a sound day . Everyone was having siesta at that weekend. It was Sunday .Latina was dissapointed by her friendship lately.So her sister told her to try finding some pals via social media .An application to make friends.Well ...Netizen is citizen ? people live in An invisible state or state without any name ? Everyone seeking something or even almost everything there...internet .If the real people around her were not fulfilling her sought ,ok, let's try what her sister suggested then.Latina had a with chat someone at the app .His name is Hadher.Is it a real name ? Don't know.even Latina gave him a fake name.It is a free world and having fake name is not a sin ..Yeah .as long as ones don't use it for crime or something.Mmmh..it's such a random talk .No order which first ,next , middle and end .Just like everything now .All random ."But never think of how to beat and compete""
The Narcist OUCH!
They trust Oghan so they trust his little friends either , Aby and Lev who insisted to come with him to the site that day .It's the luxury now to have trust in getting along with strangers but the second day working there made them nomore felt stranger about each other."Ouch!" Lev shouted loudly. He was surprised when Oghan invited him to play by throwing him a big and very round ball made of paper. The child only sees the size. He does not understand and can't distinguish the material of the ball which one is from paper, plastic or rubber.Lev ran as he scared to Aby and asked to be carried while Aby was moving some boxes of nails and some other boxes of other small building tools.Aby told him to wait and put all the materials that scattered around the barn in one big iron container."Come here...Lev..look ..uncle Oghan only offer you to play ..it's light paper ball .Seeeee...?? " He said while pointed some plants. "Look..it sunflowers it's shape really like the Sun... i
The Narcist Indigo Child
"I just blocked you as l don't like your last message. You can talk to me again or not. It does not mean much to me."Latina messaged her pal from the social media. She knew him since a week or two but they had quarrel. Easy come easy go.She put on her headset to forget the unpleasant friendship. Before she could fall asleep with the music on the headset ,she put the headset off .She faintly heard someone telling a story..Maybe dad to Lev or Aby ...she wasn't sure as she started to shut her eyes..*Staggering and having a tremendous headache, the Middle Eastern history scholar finally fell. His body was prone on the gravelly ground around the farmyard belonging to a family of coal miners.His hands tightly gripped a thin piece of wood with an ancient inscription that would later be investigated, meaning this, "Time bomb. Watch out for the next three days. It's in the late afternoon. As far as the eye could see, the land was quite large and neither too dry nor too bald. There were
The Narcist Bruxane
"Right...they take people from their place to other place city to overseas, to keep on moving ""Transportation is the best feature to define how we want to do something better and it's relevant to the possession needs"."In each time some discoveries made ones bright of having lively ideas to shake the world and make it a better place to stay""Better place for each era might be different from one to others."." Our Grandparents knew trains and ships as the fastest way to go something.Now...and it's alright for them.They did not any faster way than that that time "." Less than 24 hours trips now to go overseas by flight nowadays equal to a month or more at their times"." You did lots of trips in the past l am sure , Lafthan "." Yes ,Aby .I did it some by ships , other by flights" . " What states you had ever been to ?"" Many , Aby ..eh . little Lev sleeps?""Yeah .,since an hour ago l guess". "Do you want to learn how to drive ,my boy ?".Aby looked at him ,anguished by
The Narcist Labida
Beautiful flowers from the house yard were picked by Labida and she arranged them in used jug before putting it on the old wooden table.She thought of the life trial she and her family were facing which was sometimes unbearable. Flowers and planting them made her days. She didn't like cooking instead she spent hours each day to do the gardening . People praised her of being so painstakingly care for her garden .Not a day passed by without breathing hard and praying in cry.Was it meant power inside in flaming ? At times she daydream of the coming some unexpected surprises ,say her daughter was proposed by a respectable rich guy or something like that.Who would be the surety of her life ahead .Believing in his husband who once said that she loved Latina more than she loving him .?She could not rely on her husband . People said that his affection to her was unconditional.That's maybe true .She had no freedom to have her own choice when she was young .She had fear of her fa
The Narcist Labida
Beautiful flowers from the house yard were picked by Labida and she arranged them in used jug before putting it on the old wooden table.She thought of the life trial she and her family were facing which was sometimes unbearable. Flowers and planting them made her days. She didn't like cooking instead she spent hours each day to do the gardening . People praised her of being so painstakingly care for her garden .Not a day passed by without breathing hard and praying in cry.Was it meant power inside in flaming ? At times she daydream of the coming some unexpected surprises ,say her daughter was proposed by a respectable rich guy or something like that.Who would be the surety of her life ahead .Believing in his husband who once said that she loved Latina more than she loving him .?She could not rely on her husband . People said that his affection to her was unconditional.That's maybe true .She had no freedom to have her own choice when she was young .She had fear of her fa
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
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Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
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Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
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Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
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Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
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Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
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Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
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Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
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Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
