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The Narcist Bane
Labida had to avoid scary and distressing memories of her mind.She should wind down each night: exercising during the day but she could not move from her bed .Too weak to do it . In the evening, dad tried to allow her mind and body to calmly relax before bed such as with light stretching, deep breathing to calm her mind and sickness down.Her daily habits and environment should significantly impact the quality of her sleep. How he wished to help her getting sound and healthy sleep while he himself only got a little sleep ..Labida woken up by confusion and distracted mind .. nothing could be done to make the improvement journey of her night sleep except the Valiums.One of scary things to live in the city is the street road full of cars and you have to cross it .Being killed and hit by the moving vehicles or any bad luck can happen anytime.Not rarely those cars passing carelessly, ruthlessly, without estimation that pedestrians need to cross..There are some streets which seems t
The Narcist Vacuous
"Aby ,l know that college is not matter a lot to you but as l lecturing at times l will be happy if you attend my evening class as it relevant to your career too as my assistant" .said Lania . Before he answered,she briefly added," Frine can come too if she wants" ." Sure ,Mrs Lania ,we will be glad to attend your lecture..when will be exactly?''." Tomorrow night " .What an age ! At the younger days things seemed easy to achieve and to conquer everything.Isn't it dream only that make ones happy even after that there nothingness after that . Hopefully dream and fact would not be split ..when ones realize nomore young ,and things will be ended sooner and hurt .. people say she hasn't been 40 yet but problem inside made her felt so old . None knew that she carried out her life without fun ,being busy was only better than doing nothing or thinking nothing. She sat next to Nevan and Frine .All dipped in their own minds.This great lion of the dessert...0mar Mochtar. God rest his nob
The Narcist Cloud Nine
The lecturer room for Lania was carefully arranged.The big windows next to the door was just washed sparkling in the morning sunshine.The green tweed curtains on the other side looked shady and clean .There was bookcase against the right side wall with rich glow of new polishing.The neat row of the thick books with various color splashed an additional appeals of the room .At the opposite of it there was a sofa covered with green velvet.Aby was seated with full of glows in his eyes .It's his first time he was at a space full of books and a roomy atmosphere.Lania glanced at him with a satisfaction".At last l know l can make him that way .' she thought and asked an office boy to bring them some juice ." I got free time till 11 .30,Aby .If you are not here ,l will get bored and nothing l want .. except this juice" .She started the talk .Aby was just smiled and didn't know what to respond .Maybe Lania knew the reason.Maybe not .That he was raised in a family where so many women who di
The Narcist The New Assistant
Balarisa waited for some minutes at the bus halt till the bus number she needed came along the way.The bus was slowing down and she got on . Fortunately she got a seat ." Hi Ris..l haven't seen you lately ".Someone sat next to her talked ,Risa looked at him .She remembered well who he was ,but he forgot his name .She replied," Oh .. l don't much go out except for work ..but l am trying to get a new one " ." You are going to quit your job ? You still work at the hospital,right?"" Ya right..l apply to several clinics and hospitals and got a few responses.."" If you are accepted at the new one ,do you plan to stay in that area ?""Depends..Iam not sure yet.."" Well,this is where l get off .Good luck,Risa .Let me know what happens " ,He said and smiled .Risa nodded and waved after thanking him ."Thank you."Balarisa still needed 4 halts to get off. She looked outside the window bus and thinking about random things .. remember The Divine who managed everything .He gives everythi
The Narcist Hogging
Balarisa had a bachelor of science degree in physical education.She had a job experience for about 3 years as a physical therapist in a hospital.She treated people from various ages , children, adult and elderly.Working part time as modern dance . Recently she had options to get a new job. She estimated the one which offer place to stay too .Dr Nevan and Lania .Quite early in the morning she arrived at the adress.She already brought with her some briefcase for clothes and daily kits needs as she might like the place .Having a place to stay will safe her time energy and time .The private clinic will also provide her with meals .So she just be there for work.She already talked with Dr Nevan and that was the second time after the first interview.It's Aby who open the gate ,helped taking her suitcase followed by Frine who showed her room after taking her around to make her know which room and the functions.Lania glanced at her when she came to her, forcing herself to be looked formal
The Narcist Rookie
"Is that ..you ,Risa ?"." Ya..l just dropped a plate ..and a cup "."It's 2 o'clock in the morning..why don't you sleep at this hour ?""No l can't ...at the first week or second..that will be hard to sleep at new place " ." Ya I know.You better clean it up ,make sure no broken little glass left ..then try to sleep or just do something to make you tired and sleep." Then after some time the room was totally quiet."Lania said Risa might be nervous,what you think,Frine?"" Question is , does she know about the schedule we have, facilities,and work atmosphere "." Do you think she can work under pressure? "." She got experience and adequate training, doesn't she ?".They both glanced at the Risa ' s door .lt still locked tightly ,not a clue of she was going out.However it's still about 2 hours before working hours started. Inside the room ,Risa was staring at the ceiling , realized she got only a half an hour sleep.She saw things on the painted walls.The same problem still hasn't
The Narcist Outing
'' What happen ...to...if fate is like a shop or big malls..The medias... abundant of issues and information then we can get it as much we want ..can we buy only what we want ?""Within the foggy high flat airThe angels watched among all the modern city existence,bigger than the buildings and the oldest trees at botany parks"."Glancing to the hills ,ridges None there all except the red regions ,Trees appealing in the eyes of the forest exploitersBut fire ate them the whole living things .. left only the old strong roots which thrushing deep inside the earth like arrows on the flesh but the earth is not bleeding "."Who permit the killing field?Why they then foolishly blame God for all that tragedy.. Long before anyone born He manage rules for any living things and any creaturesIf only the world bow consent...Will there be gloomy days of battle?And the devils ...will they put the crown in the marrow of darkness ?"Risa just put the pen while she thought about all the patie
The Narcist Joie de Vivre
All of them were busied by packing activities.Casual attires ,ointment , chessboard,even balloons." Ris ,have you got everything?"" Yeah I guess..wait ..the sewing kit ..you ?"."I am ready but l m going to help doctor Lania.." " Oh ..ya ..better off l help Dr Nevan too..where is Aby ?" " He is preparing to administer everything...ready ?" " Well...ok...a minute more ..now ,lam perfect " " Great .Help me to be perfect as well "." Here ..no problem.l help ." None will be fully agreed to the fact that mysterious and beautiful creatures that God created for us to see. And, at the point of perhaps enjoying nature as recreation for our leisure time to spend we can do more ways for praising without ceasing.Putting off work matters for some time..it's important.They are obviously interested in a having going outdoor with the ones whose career was helping sick individuals ..they felt like families or groups who empower each other in their lives, considering it as other way to
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
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Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
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Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
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Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
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Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
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Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
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Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
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Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
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Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
