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The Narcist Outing
'' What happen ...to...if fate is like a shop or big malls..The medias... abundant of issues and information then we can get it as much we want ..can we buy only what we want ?""Within the foggy high flat airThe angels watched among all the modern city existence,bigger than the buildings and the oldest trees at botany parks"."Glancing to the hills ,ridges None there all except the red regions ,Trees appealing in the eyes of the forest exploitersBut fire ate them the whole living things .. left only the old strong roots which thrushing deep inside the earth like arrows on the flesh but the earth is not bleeding "."Who permit the killing field?Why they then foolishly blame God for all that tragedy.. Long before anyone born He manage rules for any living things and any creaturesIf only the world bow consent...Will there be gloomy days of battle?And the devils ...will they put the crown in the marrow of darkness ?"Risa just put the pen while she thought about all the patie
The Narcist Joie de Vivre
All of them were busied by packing activities.Casual attires ,ointment , chessboard,even balloons." Ris ,have you got everything?"" Yeah I guess..wait ..the sewing kit ..you ?"."I am ready but l m going to help doctor Lania.." " Oh ..ya ..better off l help Dr Nevan too..where is Aby ?" " He is preparing to administer everything...ready ?" " Well...ok...a minute more ..now ,lam perfect " " Great .Help me to be perfect as well "." Here ..no problem.l help ." None will be fully agreed to the fact that mysterious and beautiful creatures that God created for us to see. And, at the point of perhaps enjoying nature as recreation for our leisure time to spend we can do more ways for praising without ceasing.Putting off work matters for some time..it's important.They are obviously interested in a having going outdoor with the ones whose career was helping sick individuals ..they felt like families or groups who empower each other in their lives, considering it as other way to
The Narcist Hankering
Dr Nevan started his speech by " As you all knew that.."" The human brain is divided on 2 hemisphere,the right and the left.The right them controls the left side of the body and the left hemisphere control the right side.lf you are right handed, it's actually the the left side of your brain that controls what you write and draw.In addition to controlling different sides of the body, each hemisphere is responsible for a different mode of thought and perception.The greatest different beetween the 2 hemisphere lies in how they organized information brought to them by your senses.The left hemisphere focus on individual details and sequence of events.The right hemisphere focus on the total picture.The left hemisphere is large ly responsible for language, mathematics,and other activities that required a step by step approach.The right hemisphere greatly controls musical ability and overall perception of space ." Then question and answers started .Aby tapped the pencil on the velvet cove
The Narcist Planting
" Look at the food's list price this week.All is skyrocketing.I am happy to plan making our own garden ... veggies,herbs , flowers.." Local people complained about the higher and higher of food price issue . Starting point of the previous outdoor program Nevan and Lania managed was to help them getting better solution.They planting on the ground or pots ." Their wages seemed getting lower bargain compared to the prices .Things seems worse for them ...this is the main function of creating this " ." Getting jobs is awfully hard right now ."" I heard some employees at the restaurant nearby losing jobs .Are they dismissed by the owner?""Some yes .But others just gave up cause the long hours work and too small salaries " ." I must finish getting the yard for planting tomorrow..it will be tiring day to start thing " ." Come on .l won't let you do that by yourself.We have to get good meal and good sleep tonight so that we can put in full work tomorrow's morning ''.The coloring book
The Narcist Surprise
" I suspicious there is something happens at home that is serious and demanding me to come home " " What do you think it can be ? Someone.. sorry..sick or die but your friend didn't want to bother you to come while you may have your own schedule to leave for your country?"" Yes .. something like that,but l am going to help them fix the plan to create the garden ."" I understand you are homesick .And l know connection some times isn't easy . Writing letter is something people forget nowadays."" Do you talk to me specifically about this ,Ab?That you want to leave ?"." For the time being.l don't know now for sure for how long .A few weeks or .." " I rely on you as my best assistant.l have a plan to promote you .One option is ,you become my vice at the clinic center in the city,or you are the one who handle one of my clinic at a branch in other city .There ,you fully owning the clinic .I can guide you to handle it by your own .You can consult my brother as well .Don't think about ho
The Narcist The Forgotten Son
This evening Labida slept for hours but with pain interruptions and her body responded in hoping to heal itself a bit quite a bit overnight. When she awoke the next morning, she felt much stronger pain and spent the entire day in bed .She simply try to get well even none can see any clues of effort then slept as long as she could with the valium.As sleep is what everybody required for the healing process.She has worn down in fatigue feeling now that all she had before the sickness was the luxury that she might have ignored it the time.She couldn't believe time gliding like a hawk ..the day seemed to be so much longer because she wasn't able to move from here to there. She was just laying in one spot of the hospital bed all day and night for resting, then it feels like a slice of hell...the aching all over the body.Suddenly she had a dream of her childhood and yearning for the old memories ,how she wishes to get back to the time when everything seemed simple and swee
The Narcist Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
The Narcist Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
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Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
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Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
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Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
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Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
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Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
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Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
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Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
- The Narcist
Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
