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The Narcist Excuse
Alby watched the news makers individuals on the local television about the mystery of missing persons ..there 's always little evidence to get criminals caught and get improved significantly. Alby change the channel.Those programs showing those politician faces or children at fun zone and triviality. Too many ads ,he thought.Sometimes the cutting methods also not so proper ..how people nowadays are keen on materials stuff ! Tv program show lots of things leading to it . Economy, politics, business, entertainment, crazily domain those programs. Culture,arts , where? At midnight where most people asleep.His phone rang ." How is your health progress dear ".Oh ..l am still at a motel now . Postponing the visit to the doctor"." Your bad habit to cancel and put things later on till you forget the first thing you intend to do"." You call it bad habit. .for me it's kinda .."." You always have many excuses ".Then he hang up.A health matter caught his curiosity.while the host said the
The Narcist Talk To Someone
Connection with a busy person is a matter of experiencing difficulty with acts of daily thought about when will be the right time to go see him or her.. that reminds Aby to breathe and take time for himself.Contact him or her? When he had to act being noticed at the overall of their time..this wondering thought may lead to increased mental and physical tiredness but he knew that he had to make the connection.For the sake of everyone loved boy ,Lev .So he had to observe too which one would be the best to talk to.Mr Gerhardt,Elard ,Mrs Epida or some one else?This feeling quite overwhelmed.If possible,when they plan a vacation? No .that's a bad idea.Neither when they fill with activities.Whatever,he remind himself that it's okay if they they say "no." Even he sacrificing his own well-being to have such severe consequences in the long term.He promised Lev to do something..That's the point .*** Being busy ones ..Remind yourself that your self-worth does not come from be
The Narcist Unwelcome Memories
Where were the memories of the past laid ? There must be something to there as reminder .An alarm clock? No .lt is to shocking way as it wakes him up while ones totally have no nerves active in the brain .Maybe a photograph.Ya .it's like a talking picture.Labida always telling everyone that she had arranged marriage so she wasn't happy with the life now she has .Mr Fazan knew it but none knew if he was hurt by that or not .And maybe he didn't even care what happiness is .All he has was a sense of goodwill to see life as a responsibility. Seeing the children grow up like seeds that become tress..only one shady ..And it must be Aby.Lev was like the shiniest crystal clear jewel...And those girls ..the jealous ones who followed their mother ,seeing any unpleasant things as something as life torture and reason to be histrionic.Childhood is a golden age for everyone.Fazan remembered one friend who was so poor till he stole money for food .At break time when all the pupils out of the c
The Narcist Help, Doctor
The handsome man saw her and nodded when she was passing him to the aircraft lavatory. He was sitting alone by the window . He seemed to want to get to know Lania .Unfortunately he is less aggressive . The flight destination to the clean and rich country is only short so they less opportunity to get to know each other.It needed time and strategy to start a conversation till knowing one another.Strangers thinking first to do it as there is a risk of having no response, being ignored or estimated as a disturbance ..ln conclusion,no mutual interest.Again, it's a shame he's not aggressive enough . ah how handsome ..they got off the airport and the man walked while lighting a cigarette by protecting the flame from the blowing wind with his both muscular hands.Even though both of them think that they are pretty and handsome.. .flat belly in blue and gray t-shirt he wore was really matched him . even though they are both flew alone.Am l born to be alone ? She wondered.She went into a c
The Narcist Long Days
"God ,l wake and lam grateful Long days still ahead to goBreathing the first moments by gratefulnessEven the Mr and Mrs elites are keeping on fighting for power and property and the people remain poor,weak ,dumb and hungry but..Is that the way for people to get food ? Then some people make jokes about it ...The elites ' s food is diamonds and jewelry.."Aby folded the paper he wrote,none to aim to except for himself.He was still confused how to help Lev .His promise bound him to do something.He already did .But his best still not enough.Working as coolie,caddy ,selling second hand books ,cleaning road,..what else he could do ? Talking to Gerhardt,Epida, Elard.. about what and how ? Kids colouring their castle on their drawing books Imagining how sweet it will be staying in that shiny lux place occupied by nice hearted Prince and princess....They don't knowThe real kingdom Is Full OfBlood story.Gee ...so beautiful morning in between momentary feeling of loneliness, the s
The Narcist Classy Playgroup
"Dad .." Hesitatingly Aby talked to his dad when he was sitting at the porch and having his coffee and pipe of tobacco.Dad put aside his news paper.He seemed like to have some thing important to say ." Yes,son ,.. what's up" .Aby moved his chair closer to dad ." I changed my mind not to talk to the bosses to ask help ... about Lev admission to the kindergarten" .Dad listened.There must be something significant that made him so .He just let Aby to finish his saying." After l gave a long thought about it .. what for we try so hard to register Lev at the expensive kindergarten? It's not for us ,dad ..the big money is not only at the admission,but monthly or per semester .We will not be able to afford it ..even if l work for 10 years maybe ." Dad nodded his head and fully understand, moreover when Aby told him the amount of money fixed at the kindergarten.He widen his eyes ...yes ,true ,10 of work will not be enough.." It's not good either to ask help as long as it's not crucial. P
The Narcist Diaphanous Scene
None will be able to imagine if a person like Lania often goes through her loneliness when she was not working.A rich doctor who is very successful, still young, has a handsome husband who is educated and rich too, and having a son , a brilliant even indigo it turns out that she is often considered strange because of her skill in hypnotherapy abilities ,considered strange by her own family. even though many patients adore her so that they are willing to pay very high fees for her medical services.She showed conviviality each day .None knows that she also had unbending sides in her behavior.People who got involved in her daily who would know it .From outside,ones see the couple as perfect one .Well educated,young ,both good looking,good professions ,a gifted son ,what else ? Who could one for more ? God knows there was a hanky panky of the young couple which yielding making ones to tatter that both of them had sec ret lover ..So it was such a diaphanous invisible scenes..*Year
The Narcist Blame
What made dad shocked at seeing Lev attitude was when he threw away the package of stuff for kids from Aby till all torn and scattered all over the room .He was in tantrum in knowing Aby unable to pay admission for the kindergarten.Dad thought he would understand and accepted the Aby' s gift with pleasure like the way it used to be.He may have related it as he started to recall about his brother promising, but over time he was compelled to accept that finally nihil . His sisters also confront and said that factually Aby was a promise breaker person.They really wasn't letting him in . Despite all his attempts to grow the connection with the bosses to make come true , then they judge him as being uncommitted ." Aby, you've had the experience of interacting with them who was, we'll say, have authority or anything to help "'Selfishly Gerina commentsThe way she said that was detached, seemingly preoccupied, and not at all friendly, they seemed to hold him at a distance. And
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
