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The Narcist Airline Ticket
" I fancy airline tickets, the long and wide oceans waves, and others""Have you ever had any disappointments or bad surprises when you dream of something?""What are the dangers of having all of them..That would give you experience and strength in the future and there are always risks in each choice we make " ."In your opinion why do people take risks? At pleasure, work, challenge ,l went through things come across in my life and it's fine when l look at it now ".What about some people who do stupid things or taking unnecessary steps.."" Personal life have effects on our ability in doing our job,Ab..Just pay attention to distinguish both personal live and job athomosphere, simple advice ".More experiences will do better to face the days ahead..even sometimes you have to handlethings beyond it ..""I agree , Lafthan..l just learning it .Lev behavior is so hard to understand.He sees me as a foe ,just like my other siblings.." "I hope you will be a very good learner "It'
The Narcist Seafearer
Even it's been told that working at Seafaring is one of the 10 most dangerous job in the world,still he thought of trying it . Aby intended to look for a job in seafaring. He had no experience to go far away from home but he mainly been concern about what Lafthan told him about having the relevance of international experience by the courage to change and gain .He has been recognized for many years as someone with various sort of adventures.Lafthan studied at formal school and college for quite some time and had not gotten the completed scholarship but things of the related aspects of seafaring life have primarily been concerned with mortality and morbidity, while experience related to the life of seafarers are sparse. Self-seeking may be even more relevant to his goals of the job programs than mortality rates that matter for him. He was recognized as an excellent man for actual health status and a good adventurer.They were objective on the evaluation.Aby was stunned
The Narcist The Postcards
Yes, Aby can still have connections with dad by phone ,messages ,letters postcards but all that will not replace the moments of being together at the porch or the morning talk and walk along the road with the daylights and dad's touch and hugs when he's in grief and cheer..Your steps seems like snailTo the truth and humanityNo movements evenAll slow ,quietThey who found war victims in blood and ruinsWho run in the air bomb attackHolding bleeding child the calling of helps everywhereThe calling of The DivineFor watching the tortured and the wounds..Those bloody hands of fake heroes so powerful and nasty Who call themselves state leadersAre they state leaders ?0r state leasers ?Good morning ..Thanks a lot sir..I think its enough for today maybe tomorrow tooThis brain overloaded by all that Some show all the lust for joyCrying yelling screaming for stagesAll the tears of overlord to the starsThen who.pay the mockeryAh...They who are in bloodHunger Killing field
The Narcist Newness
Kingdom and fleas. Palace and lice and bad breath. Milena feels that way if she has to take Lev to Lexa's house.but who else wants to deliver or joining the loveable little boy because Lev don't want to be delivered by Aby.Lexa mom will pay for lev to enter that favorite kindergarten.Dad did not agree with that but how could he fight with others who thought, it's ok ..for the sake of Lev .Ya she sees herself as a bug or something like that when she stepped in the gate of the castle _ like mansion of the family.Lev held his hands and swing it ." Come on Lev ," she said , wanted him to stop him swinging her hand .While she waited for the tall gate to be opened,she read her last chat with her social media pal.Getting to know people around the world is not hard by internet but yes , mostly easy come easy go.Killing time ,she reread .Ah yes ,this pal has quite many poetic words to express his ideas."That sounds like a pretty powerful message""I am glad we are on the right trac
The Narcist Someday Soon
" This is a hard for everyone" .said Lafhan." Ya. ..l really don't have heart to face my dad in person.l am not strong enough to tell him that l am going"."I understand that.lf l were you l will be the same .You are in a That's what make you grow .You still have time to think over.You need at least graduate from highschool and get some optional courses as a plus skill so you can get a bit good wage and treatment... people measure employees by graduation.Actually skill is number one for me but the system don't support it .I know what's in your mind now ..you will not afford to get the college level and you don't want to burden your dad .so better off you collect and gain money by yourself.. right?"" True , Lafthan.My dad is old and vulnerable.Lev is mostly with Lexa family and always surrounded by people who adore him .So little time he has time with him .Lev seems nomore needs him ..can you imagine how l break his heart if l leave too ? But l need to fight outside too ..l am a man
The Narcist Hypnotherapy
As an assistant of a Holistic doctor ,Frine had collection of quite a lot of problem stories of those patients."Almost all health problems derived from psychological issues..." Said both Nevan and his sister Dr Lania ." Some people overcome their unhappiness by munching crackers or chocolate..some others by talking till make others get bored to listen ".Said Nevan and she chuckled of hearing this.One person came to her and telling her past story of her terrible childhood of having an abusive mother ." She was historical mom .Each time she was furious,she screamed and yelled till the neighborhood could hear .After that she took the most vulnerable child ..and one of them was me ..from biting ,hitting ,till crashed my head to the wall...one day my elder brother could not stand it and he yelled " Stop mother!! E n o u g h !!" Then she stop . From the moment on ,l saw my brother as a hero .I thought l could die or my head would be in fatal damage if he did not stop it ''.Frine listened
The Narcist Epida's Death
At the agency office, people were talking as their boss wasn't there.So they got a bit freedom to chat."Do human beings need to work to be happy and what motivates people to work long hours .. money and needs to create something...do you agree? ""I think ones should get special compensation for a boring job.Too long hours of doing the same things "" What ? are you utopian ? Who will give a damn of it .. maybe time to think about the advantages of working from home..no need to spend time and money to get to the work place " ." Good , but children can disturb you while you work How do we find a balance between work and personal life if things easy to mix up .. what if our spouse wanna talk of family issue while we work..come on .." "Sometimes l want to leave my job.Then get the most prestigious one ""Why?"In my opinion, sssttt..this job is the worst one in the world"" So you could start to make some necessary preparation for a job interview .. hahaha " ."'Ya l should t
The Narcist Minibus
" Aby can you join me to visit my old friend?" Asked dad." Uncle Sameer? " ." Yes. .we shall take a minibus" ." Sure ,dad " And when they went ,all his sisters just saw each other cynically .Latina suddenly asked ," Dad ,why you always choose Aby to go out with you? Can you some times take me ?"." If you want to go with me ,just be ready,we go " . " No ," . Then she went to her room and locked it with a hard bump . Dad just shook his head .She remembered what her dad told her when she was little.A story of Hans Christian Andersen.A little fir tree who want to grow ..**Out in the woods stood a nice little Fir Tree. The place he had was a very good one: the sun shone on him: as to fresh air, there was enough of that, and round him grew many large-sized comrades, pines as well as firs. But the little Fir wanted so very much to be a grown-up tree. He did not think of the warm sun and of the fresh air; he did not care for the little cottage children thatIn winter, when th
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
