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The Narcist Everything Done For Lev
People who were borne to be examples and legends say as the thinkers , scientist, prophets, heroes,noble ones etcetera.Examples to be followed are extraordinary ones..Even actually there are examples for N O T to be followed as well. Lev wants to go to kindergarten right away. He wants to be soon wear a spotty stripes uniform and checked with a picture of a rabbit eating carrots while drawing with the words beside it, "Singing, Drawing, Playing while Learning". Wow, he would be so proud when he wears a uniform and goes to school like all her elders. Isn't he the only one who hasn't attended school in that house?! But the kindergarten admission fee is expensive. Lev continues to cry into everyone's laps in the whole.family. Everyone stared at the father who could only let out a long sigh. "Let's wait for Aby to come home from school, sshhhh... sweet boy .." Asfarina said while defending Lev's back.She was carresing him lovingly. "What do you mean by waiting for Aby?" Dad asked wea
The Narcist The Flea
Aby collected the used books in a plastic bag that seemed too small for that many piles of books. Then he looked for another bag so they could all fit in. Three bags were too heavy to carry.He hurriedly approached the flea bookman in the corner of the intercity bus terminal. Yesterday he had made an appointment with the flea book owner to sell the books.After haggling for a while, he knew how cheap the books were priced by the flea owner. But he had to agree as he knew well ,he would not raise the price even a bit more ."Deal " he said ,then took the money.He kept the money carefully. Some of it was in the pocket of his bag pack , some other was in his shirt pocket. He couldn't imagine if the money was lost in a pickpocket bus which often occured.He really needed the money from the selling used books to unable him going here and there to find a job. What about if he met a friend...then he or she found out that he sold the book to a flea?how poor he's then ..well..it's okay the
The Narcist Hope
In the blowing of the wind that touch the high bush in the the wide savannah a tired walking man kept on pacing the area aimlessly. Big birds were flying high away cleaving the sky .Some dogs were digging up bones they buried some times ago .Lafthan was clenching his teeth in refraining his exhaustion.He was pondering around an ancient typical question of the poor forgotten people. "Am l trash or unwanted creature ?"The pushing existence was swallowed up by the sight shadow of the open nature.Was it a masquerade of helplessness or folly .?His heart inside still beating then he asked the question and answered himself in silence.Tiredness made him stop to walk .He looked around to pick a place to sit . Who did have these spot around here ?Was it belong to nobody..?He tried to trace all the site as a whole area with unpleasant feelings as the result of knowing that the questions would lead to nowhere.Who would help answering all that then what was the benefit of that anyw
The Narcist The General Affairs Manager
City life busied Hager with his prestigious post at the big human resources agency.Nice road to leap to the top is right away in his eyes. Does he care about the development of modern civilization? Don't know. He just brings about what he has just started.Nothing else to do than denying and fighting in coping the badness, nastiness and hypocrisy in business and politics.Everybody knows it. Bad people mingle in the good ones is just normal somehow.The point is,no way for setbacks and giving ups ,no matter what.No affiliation ,nothing but say no !Because they do crooks.City people do. Many faces in masquerading ....saying they are good or even best !They mask to hide their real intention to rob and usurp land or Right of others ...that's business..if not all ,then it is just become normal.He has to get steady with all that matters.Tight competition, getting to reach the goal with hook or crook.He knows this will happen .When his attention attracted by so many things.So
The Narcist The Untold Problem
"No news yet ?" Asked Hager to Waylen his co-worker."No .. are you sure this is not fake order ?"Hager was speechless."Just ...see .." he stared at him and looked around all the room ,as if looking for something missing.Finally Hager managed to convince Waylen that it was an official message from the Governor. He asked someone who was qualified to accompany him on his adventure."For whom? The governor himself or his daughter?","his son and daughter ""Ha! his children .. means more than one?""Yes..I don't know which one yet. He got a lot of children..there are 6 if I'm not mistaken"" Heba is an only child right "?"The only daughter. There are 5 other brothers"."Imagine what a spoiled child she will be ..huh. In the gossip tabloids she was often reported that her hobbies are shopping and get bored instantly with everything.""What can you expect from a celeb other than that?""Never mind, I don't really care. What's important is the order..he didn't confirm about the
The Narcist Gerhardt
Gerhardt came .He looked around to find his old maid who always greeted him warmly.Asking him what she could get for him.Tea or coffee .He wanted some water .It was relax hour .But he found himself in such uneasy vibes as he still got some works undone in that day . Andra and Barry went to other city so he could not stay in comfy .He looked at the empty room while he was studying stuff on the laptop.He wanted some time for himself and a number of activities to do but he should go to Australia to accompany Epida for her further cure .She showed him some worse condition. She didn't complain about the possibility to hold a surgery but for the piles of drugs ,she did complain. It made her wanted to throw up.She would wet herself at night after some timer rang for her schedule to consume the drugs after dinner. They said her desease was a modern and rich people kind . As he thought about the children..what if she . ..? He supposed to be ,as an optimist person as always be ,had
The Narcist Aussie Hospital
"You are a brave woman.Women are always mentally tougher then men,spiritually stronger too".said the staff who managed their visa as he knew Epida for long .He tried to encourage her to do the trip even for uncertain tomorrow.She needed it. Life was such blending of reality and fiction.Doing the traveI and look after the office tasks as a Vice Chancellor .He helped her in everything they needed to prepare for the health visa . Understanding to her acute health problem ,he reminded them about the diversity of customs and weather though he knew that they acknowledged all of it .She always be a complete woman. A great husband beside her mean all the work related to her concerns would be managed well with the tight schedule including doctor appointments and the travel arrangements ,also the meetings coordination related to the hospital they would stay for the treatment .Destiny got up while holding the cat that she held to her cheek. The maid served the food she had just recei
The Narcist The Casket
"Look at that !" shouted Lev, pointing out of the road at Mama who was sitting on the porch. She followed Lev's index finger but didn't see anything special other than people passing by with all their forms and activities."Mom!" exclaimed Milena."What?" Mama responded.Now she could see what they were trying to show her. From a distance he saw Aby lifting a large casket size of a coffin together with a large man, they lifted the casket by the two of them with difficulty until they were put it into a mini truck.Mama tried to call Aby, wanting to know what he was doing and where he was going. then who were the other people with him . But a car passed by and hindered her view and got in the way so she lost the moment.Milena was ready to yell and called Aby, but they saw that Aby was no longer on the road with the mini truck as well._____"We just need to ..meet the Grand master, right? Eh, what's his name? Master Theng Zhin... right?."But when they turned out their sight they saw t
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
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Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
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Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
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Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
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Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
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Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
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Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
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Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
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Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
