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The Narcist Clay Ball
When ones talk of evil people with the dirty hearts can they be clean ones themselves? Being objective as an expert at certain field maybe different from common ones who base the sentiment only on the matter." Good morning '' said Lafthan .He called Aby but a female voice received him .He never know the named and face of her but he supposed it was one of his sister or maybe Aby' s mom . Why not Aby who got the phone? Is it Aby sister phone, means Aby had no phone or she took Aby phone for herself? Poor boy .."Good morning..who is speaking ?""I am Lafthan ,Aby 's friend at work"Milena glanced at the phone and thought about a coolie at the project. She detested it . " What makes me contact here is ..l heard something about Lev .He is sick .Is that right?"Milena wondered how can he know it . With such powerful tone she just responded coldly ." Why . " Not even the tone of question.As if she conveyed the feeling of saying ,"What the hell..it is .not your business"Lafthan
The Narcist Ruly
Lev rolled on the ground and cried uncontrollably when Oghan's nephew, Ruly, left him . He really enjoyed playing with him because he was three years older than Lev,Ruly could give in if Lev wanted to play 3 rounds and cheating .He would shut his mouth and understood then sure never protested or making comments. Oghan merely able to promise him that he would come visiting him again and brought Ruly with him .He continues to cry without anyone being able to stop it. "Want to come? asked Ruly . Surely he wanted to come with them but his mom and all the elder sisters didn't permit him to .Oghan did not really intend to come visiting again as only Lev, Aby and his father who received their coming warmly and kindly. Apart from the three, they really didn't like them and they even looked very disturbed by seeing them .Not welcoming,no greeting , no interest to know and have a talk with them and they knew the reason well.Cause they were low in their eyes.Lev continued to cry which
The Narcist Spoiled Boy
Aging came slowly. First the gray hair, then the wrinkles under the eyes and between the nose and that will always be on their way .. Aging is scary.. coming slowly but surely to everyone like death . Where is all that used to be there ? burning passion, physical strength..appetite, enthusiastic to face any disagreement then debating with anyone,rebel if necessary..but this one is not important.Not too much debate .It was all process ones passed through.Love that picture of youth which involving anyone who met at the passage all gave meritorious things on one ' talent to be oneself later on by teaching and learning directly or indirectly.There are guilty or benefit able ones on forming on the qualities.The past is a good storyteller that revealing who ones are.Learning by imitative acts is bridge of getting experiences and knowledge.Sometimes they want to be remain ignorance to play safe.It's the reason why only time move But not the virtue of maturity.When Aby w
The Narcist Cavan
Cavan was walking quickly to the Training room at 6 th floor of the building .He almost forgot his breakfast,but luckily he grabbed some boiled eggs and potatoes that morning before going. He was late a few minutes.A few others even later than that . But they still could have good seats and the session.The public speaking trainer was teaching and giving reviews on the trainees after each performance of the trainees who come at the hot seat one by one performing and practicing their public speaking materials.Some of them apparently nervous,a few showed over confident manner ,some other even shivered and so was the paper they read , while the rest were trying hard to be steady .A few only who seemed calm and knowing what to say . Usually they already had experience somewhere." The material for the discussion that was presented must be relevant," he said. Cavan read some handouts of Logan Hailey .*Snakes? Fine. Flying? No problem. Public speaking? Yikes! Just thinking about publi
The Narcist Trash!
Don't you want to just throw away all the things you no longer need? Garbage is useless because it's piled up, ugly and disturbing. So it's not pleasing to the eyes.What do you want to do then ? Some time people feel that way too? So can people be seen and treated as waste to be thrown away and dissapeared .. Where to ? Prisons, social homes, orphanages, shelters.. it's trash.You should and allowed to throw it away. .so that you feel comfortable. No smell,no junk.Can you see that way in fellow human beings. ? A lot of society's trash say criminals, corruptors, prostitutes, liars ..what do you want to do tothen? waste too? Where to ? prisons, social homes, orphanages, shelters.Aby sighed and stopped for a while under the shady tree on the way home .He fancied a glass of fresh fruit juice and a plate of steak . Tiredness make ones need new energy to form in the weak body .He thought about some people who throw away rest of uneaten food as trash ..after the cooks make so variou
The Narcist Bamboo Flute
"Sometimes I feel regret regression. Too much time has been wasted," said Lafthan, holding out a bamboo flute he made himself for Lev.Aby's eyes flashed because he was fascinated by the bamboo flute made of Laftan .lt was so nice with the loops and the crafts on its surface."I shall make one more for you too" , he said. Aby smiled shyly. "Use the one for lev first,then l make another for Lev " .he said .He smiled knowingly," You can make it yourself later .It needs a bit time to learn making it " .he said and continued to create one more bamboo flute .He used a special knife for that .If at times he cut himself by it ,he quickly put his finger into his mouth and put it under his tongue.lts an ancient medicine for being bled .Aby tried the flute and Lafthan looked at him with smile of admiration as the tune was so well played .Such a touchy rythmn.Obviously he learned it from school.Playing traditional music instruments.Aby hesitated, to manage his breath and put the bamboo flu
The Narcist Gosh, No!
Brady traveled to a city silently. lt was liked someone tip-toeing on carpet. Anyone might not see or notice his movement or presence during the time. He may have no fear until he had a heart attack or stroke. Gosh no ! None should scattered a word to his family if anyone saw him heading to the city that will be his first stay before going overseas.At that point, he was like stepping with high heels on a hardwood floor. And it’s already caused serious damage to his body.more about the risks.So, if something fell outside the estimation, don’t panic. Talking to his private doctor about what had he just went through related to Elard issue in the relevant of the police matter that might have effect on his overall health , would be a great idea to consider for the sake of the trip coverage. None should blame any efforts to get a health consultation at the right place. He may also be able to access his results medical record.Then let the doctor told his family about it.S
The Narcist The Lazy Twin
Aneta usually makes her bed after staying lazily for hours on her favorite TV program. The chain of her activities did not make her in good structure as she appeared lazy person as ever .She may only be recognized in her form as a good girl when ones knew that Brendy was her brother .A lazy boy too .But both were extremely good looking.That was the reason."If I won the award for laziness, I would send some one to accept the reward " that's a funny expression. about laziness None of the two were recruited by any system to identify any objections from anyone.None could give comment that can change them .In humor way their friends said that they have immune system .For being okay with it.Each one has a unique target to be known as themselves.They present kind of life that none can invade . Having maids and others who always be ready to serve was likely a key that helped them that way.This was because both of them having lots of fans around too. Just like every lock has a single key,
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
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Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
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Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
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Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
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Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
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Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
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Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
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Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
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Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
