Her mother, Evelyn was task master, mission maker and decider of everyone's general direction in life. She organized the chores, the academia and the fun like any good army drill sergeant. My father did nothing but work; work at his job, work at fixing up the house and work at getting enough sleep so that he didn't doze off on the way to the factory the next day. Once in a while he would smile or laugh - and when he did the world brightened for those precious moments - then he would sink back down into his whirl of fretting. My older brother was the champion, the go-getter, the model child that mom had so carefully crafted. I was the extra, the buddy, the second and last. Always I got less support, less consideration, but still compared to the yard stick of my brother. Always second best, always found lacking in some vital ingredient for success. I took to following Dad around the house, learning what tools to use for what, how to fix a leak, make a wall frame, insert a new window...H
Being in love can be painful if you aren't sure that the love is mirrored the same way in the one you love. Isla knew that much, and she feared she would never heal again. The pain comes from fear and the need to feel loved, nurtured and protected - as you wish to love, nurture and protect the one you love. You want to 'come home' but you aren't sure that it is your home, or that you can keep it as you feel the emotional need to. That stage should pass when you either get together or move on. If it lasts after you get together then something is wrong because you should now feel safe and assured that the other loves you as much as you love them. One who keeps you insecure has not love for you but possession of you. And whilst passionate love often takes a form of protective possession, it does reassure and give security, nuture, emotional warmth and dependable kindness. It takes real bravery to bring your thoughts to these issues, yet the rewards of getting love right are great. It is t
The master learner attains the high levels of mastery because they are humble enough within to learn. Thus masters are humble of spirit. Yet, student, they are the boss of you because they are the master! Confidence is not ego. Earned skill is not ego. Being of greater ability is not ego. Assuming you can become a master in such short time is ego. Become an apprentice so that one day your master will be proud that you exceeded them. That is what real mastery is.Doris was the kind of student that reputations of grand universities are built on yet rarely acknowledge, for the brilliance of her wit spurred on the rest of her cohort to higher heights.There he was, a student ready for university, after so long as her boy. He was a man. A young man, admittedly, still needing her for little things, still looking to her to right his ship in the storms of new challenges. Any mother would be proud, and she certainly was.Nobody in his family had any real education, but he knew he was clever. He
Love, dearest Doris, is not a spoken language at all, so listen not to tongues of silver. Love is in kind deeds, thoughtful actions, truthfulness, trustworthiness and self-sacrifice. Within that definition of love lies true passion, not at all the same thing as lust - a transitory satisfaction for the 'hungry ghost' soul. Know this, sweet child, and you'll have more love than your heart can hold even in the 'slim' years."I love you. That means I would defend you with my life even if the odds were insurmountable. It means I will comfort you in the difficult and painful times. It means I will dance and rejoice with you when times are good. It means I will never betray you, never give up on you. It means finding my fire when you, my loved one, is threatened, yet never waging war - only doing what is necessary for a noble defence. Love says I forgive you when you err. Love says though life may test me I am yours into eternity and I will never abandon you. It means I will never put you in
Evelyn met with Regina that day. Not for anything else besides their main discussion. She had purposely visited Regina and had the meeting scheduled at her house. She loved being a wedding guest. It's as if rockets have been lit beneath the soul. There is such love right out in the open. Everyone feels free to let their happy flags fly. Cynics are silent at last. Birdsong becomes the music of the quiet reflections. Souls are united. To have an invitation to such an event is a blessing indeed.She saw the woman from afar, shivering in fear. Fear of what though? Well perhaps it was because the head of the Queens was right at her house! She gave a satisfying grin at the moment and continued with her discussion. "Well, so you see why it is important for us to meet up?" She said, a satisfying smile working its way over to her cheeks. Her face had been plastered with bright heavy makeup. Again. Just on purpose. She ignored Regina's shivering and continued. "So we can discuss the wedding
"Good morning, honey." Nathan smiled at his wife who stretched, still half-asleep in bed. "How was your night?""Fine." She managed to say amid yawning. "Why are you up so early?" She questioned, seeing as he was fully dressed. "Are you going somewhere?""Not really. Well I am going out, but it's not an important outing. I just wanted to get some things." He lied. It wasn't his intention to keep his meeting from her, he just didn't want to say anything until he was sure of the outcome."Okay, don't be long." She said as she covered herself."I won't." He placed a light kiss on her forehead and rose to his feet. "Do you need me to get anything for you?" He knew the answer to the question even before she replied. "Cookies." She said with a broad smile, showing off her perfect set of white teeth."Of course it is." The love Doris had for cookies was endless and he always tried to satisfy her whenever she hungered for it so even without asking ger, he always made sure to get it for her w
Have you ever had that feeling, when you feel anxious about something but at the same time you don't want that thing to come true? Well that was what Nathan was feeling at the monemt.When he heard the name Stephen called, he felt a mixture of relaxation and also anxiety of somewhat. Anakin was definitely his last name but Edward wasn't his middle name."Are you surprised?" Stephen asked another bootless question as he resumed munching on his burger. "I know you are. I was surprised too when I found out."Okay, say he was right about his speculation and they were actually related. How did he find hin?Almost like he had been reading Nathan's mind, he said. "You must be wondering how I found you." "Yeah, actually. I am." "It wasn't easy. I tried reaching out to our other relatives but when that wasn't yielding any positive results, I decided to look you up on social media. There were so many options to choose from so I did what any other concerned person would do. I managed to narrow
The stars. Very beautiful.Thousands of sparkling diamonds just sitting up there in the sky, making the night sky look uniquely beautiful. Nathan loved looking up at the stars, watching each one twinkle in the clear dark blue sky.Whenever he looked up at them, he always felt…at peace. He couldn't quite understand it but seeing the moon and stars always made him relax. But this time, he wasn't feeling so at ease.A lot was on his mind, and that was the reason he resorted to looking at the stars, hoping it would do him any good…but unfortunately, it didn't. As he laid on the bench by the pond, his mind replaying the image of what he saw over and over like a broken record, Nathan began to wonder what was really going on.First, a random stranger claimed to be his long lost brother and now his mother in-law was calling him a liar.He and Evelyn didn't exactly see eye to eye and she always made sure to make mockery of him whenever she got the opportunity but calling him a liar out of th