Upon gazing on mother in her sick bed, I fell upon my nibbled knees, caught her cold palms and planted enchanting kissed on her fickle palms. Just like father, mother had plunged into her old age so suddenly that I wondered if she was a granny.
The machines connected to her veins and nostrils were beeping innumerably that I saw death hovering over her.
“Mother! Wake up! It is me, Brian! I am out of prison now! Mother wake up, please…” I sobbed, shook her slightly to aid in waking her up if that could go a long way.
But she lay put, stilly, unmoved, with her pale bulged face up at the ceiling as oxygen mask covered her entire face, like some space scientist.
“Mother! Mother! I am sorry for the pain I inflicted on you! Please forgive me! I am out of prison now! I have come to prove my innocence to you! Please wake up…” I wailed at the tops of my voice, hoping I could get unhinged.
“Brian hold on,” the doctor, a middle aged short-haired Indian motioned at me, “You don’t need to disturb your mother any further. The stage she is right now she doesn’t need tensions and noise from her environment I suggest you put yourself together while we fathom the way out.”
But there was no stopping me, “No, no, mother!” I called and shook her on the leg, before leaning to plant a warm kiss on her ankle.
By this time her legs had swollen and I was left to contemplate on the ruins I created after going to prison.
“I have come to make it up to you, mother, please wake up,” I wept and felt too firm hands drag me away just then.
That was the Indian doctor, pulling me away since I was heady to concur. At the time father was quietly sobbing and weeping by the corner of the ward, with his chinless face which made me grow sober.
Even while in the doctor’s office, I was still all tears. Father kept his distance as he rolled his quarrelsome eyes at me. I knew he blamed me for the illness that befell mother and if he were given a chance to act in reprisal, he would disown me with a death sentence. I knew father hated me from the very moment I was convicted of the fifteen billion dollars fraud.
I sniffed and let out a hacking cough. “But what…” I stuttered, “What happened to my mother, doctor. She was very much healthy before I went to jail…” I chirped.
I thought I asked the doctor a question but father answered me instead. I abased myself even though I never intended to keep quiet each time father blew hot at me.
I abandoned myself to his quarrel and hatred.
“Are you not supposed to be abashed for asking such question, uh, you idiot,” he affronted me and pointed into my face, “Your sick mother is part of the pain you caused me by stealing fifteen billion dollars. Haven’t you bothered to ask the emotional trauma and ills you brought upon us when you went to jail?” he wept at the tops of his voice.
“Come on, Mr. Patrick, put yourself together. He is your son, and he has every right to query the health of his mother. I thought…”
Father interposed the doctor, “Hell no, doctor. This bastard criminal is not my son. If not for my childlessness, I wouldn’t have adopted this fool. My wife loves him so much. She became ravaged after he was convicted of the financial fraud. This boy has brought nothing good in our lives…” his weeping cut in and his tone died away, before he gave me a debased stare.
I dared to put my emotion in check as I asked the doctor furthermore, “Please doctor what happened to my mother?”
The doctor breathed uneasily and dimmed his eyes at me as if to tell me there was no solution to her illness.
“Please doctor what happened? Talk to me,” I persisted and leaned forward anxiously.
“Your mother is suffering from kidney stone. Initially it was in the first stage but right now, due to limited treatment it is at the terminal stage and if nothing is done about it, I am afraid we may lose her.”
I lowered my gaze and shook my head, “Oh my God! Mother! What has befallen you?” I mumbled, “But doctor, what can be done to save my mother. I don’t want to lose her, please,” I queried expeditiously.
“We have two challenges. First we don’t have an eligible kidney donor and the money for her treatment. Your father here is not eligible to donate a kidney.”
I swallowed hard at the thought of money. “But doctor I think we could easily get an eligible kidney donor for her if we host an organ campaign for her. I believe if I go out there we could find an eligible kidney donor for her. I wish I could donate to her but I can’t. I only have one kidney.”
“Fine you may be able to find eligible kidney donor for your mother, but what about the money?”
My penurious voice asked softly, “How much is it? Father cast a menacing stare at me. If not for the distance between us, I believed he would have given me a dirty slap for asking such fiddling question which was meant for the rich.
“The total treatment will cost half a million dollars. Right now if you can provide two hundred and fifty thousand dollars we can commence treatment. But I am disappointed to tell you that even one cent has not been deposited for her treatment as we speak.”
I was all tears. All the time father was burrowing his narrowed gaze at me.
“Doctor I don’t have one cent. I am destitute and penniless. This son of ruin cannot even provide the hospital bill of his mother after stealing fifteen billion dollars. You son of shame,” father brought his gaze upon me, “Brian I am ashamed of you. You disgust me. You should have died in jail. Why are you here?”
I stole a glance in the mirror opposite and I didn’t look anywhere close to a job applicant. My mustache was muggy and unkempt and my long hair gave me the image of a rascal mad man, who had been in the dirt for Gog-knows-when.The sleeves, pants and shoes I thought were going to augment for my dirty looks disappointed me. I just discovered that my sleeves had torn at the armpit and shoulders and the pants had torn under the zipper and the shoes were not only oversize but sole was yawning at me.They were all I could call cloths.When I stepped out and ran into father outside, he rolled his eyes at me that I felt a churning in my stomach. He was going to blow hot at me.I comported, pressed my hands in front, hoping he wasn’t going to notice the rags I wore.But I shouldn’t have asked him for this, “Father can I get two cents from you so that I can shave and look good for the interview?”The peril on his face could set a city ablaze. He trudged towards me and I pulled away. “May your
At dawn a horrendous, mind-seizing knock slammed on our door. Since I had no bed, I had to sit up all night to sleep. I was very much awake to answer the door, should there be any visitor.But father was faster than me to answer the door and afterwards a yell came at him.“Mr. Patrick how long is it going to take you to pay a five hundred dollars house rent, uh?”I paid attention carefully as I heard father plead with our landlord, “Please Mr. Kenny, give me some more time. My wife’s illness has taken everything from me. I am going to pay up in due time, please I promise.”The landlord groaned annoyingly, “You are less than poverty, Mr. Patrick what other due time do you want other than the ones I have given to you. You just manage a one room yet you can’t pay for it. Isn’t it better you pack out and relocate to the cold street, uh?”Initially I craned to behold the landlord but since I couldn’t stand my father being insulted by anybody, I came out side to reprimand him.“Oh who do we
I may be on my way to securing a job at Melody Cab. It was a taxi company that caught my fancy a few days ago during a job hunt.For over an hour, the resource personnel held me in a steamy bickering over my unkempt looks.“Mr. Brian Patrick, it is in my interest to employ you as our taxi driver but for your looks. You look scraggly and unkempt like a bush man and if you understand this business very well you will appreciate the fact that passengers are moved by what they see. With this looks of yours our customers will be daunted.”I had lowered my gaze shamefully all this while he spoke to me so as he just mentioned my unkempt looks, I became nervous to raise it at him.“But sir,” I protested slowly, “I thought I promised to shave as soon as you grant me a salary advance…” He interposed me, “Can you just listen to yourself, Mr. Brian? We have never employed any driver with a salary advance and you are not going to change that tide. Do you understand me? This is Melody Cab and ef
Father wasn’t at home when I got in. in our lonely empty, crammed room, I dropped on the floor and wept bitterly for my life while I relived my agony in jail and this past few days.When I heard a shuffling walker close by, I wiped my tears and perked up hastily so as not to give him the room to chastise me for losing a job.He halted at the door upon gazing on me. I could perceive the suspicion and confusion which beclouded his wrinkled face.“You are not supposed to be at home by this time, Brian. I thought you told me a driver’s job which you secured today. “His gloomy brooding eyes shot at me, “What happened?”I swallowed hard and felt my heartbeat pound over the innumerable bad news in my life. That driver’s job was supposed to put smiles on his face and pay our bills. I had told him the salary and I could recall his excitement over the phone. Maybe I was too quick to dispense news of a job I wasn’t too sure of. Sometimes I felt I should be blamed for all the pitfalls in my life.
I wasn’t going to give up and I would never give up, probably until I got a job to pay up my family’s debt.As for finding my true identity; that was a fate I couldn’t decide and may never be certain about. If I should get to know who my true family was, it might be a plus because my adopted father had rubbed it on my face so much that it was already becoming a night mare.My true identity was as important as surviving.Father had done me good by steering in me, the awareness that I wasn’t actually his blood child and that he had only fostered me to this age. Perhaps that was the beginning of my true identity.Right now I knew who I was; an adopted child, a child found wandering on the streets of Rio Hondo and fostered by him, a no body a ragged, poverty-stricken unkempt, body odor boy who barely survived a fifteen years jail term over a fraud I didn’t commit.I was just a common Brian Patrick; a disappointment and failure about to happen. For now and until I discovered my true identi
“Happy birthday Sarah Canon!” “Oh it is your day Sarah! We can’t wait to cut the cake and give you our expensive gifts!” A female voice sounded from a Masarati, once the car halted by the side of Sarah Sarah blushed, had her soft, well-toned, hands on her mouth in awe. I perched behind a tree, staring at Sarah Canon hoping my help was going to come from her, as she was the last resort that struck in my head. Sarah Canon was the only child and daughter of the oil magnate Canon Johnson. No doubt she was the daughter of a billionaire whose outrageous arrogant character I got to know when she visited the Morgan Group to clench an oil distribution contract with Morgan Harris. At the time she had concluded her conference meeting with Morgan and his stake holders and didn’t know how Lala, a mastiff and our security dog got released on her. She was helpless; all she did was scream at the tops of her voice. I was at the account department at the time, collecting documents which I would de
For over two minutes, Melissa Fanny, stood gaping and staring irritatingly at me. I abandoned myself to shame and uncertainty as I smacked my lips tightly and pressed my hands in front.“Brian Patrick?”She called’ her voice was still and quarrelsome to an extent. All the while we stood staring at each other in shock, her father, Fanny Luis, a middle aged billionaire and the richest oil and gas tycoon in Rio Hondo rolled his eyes at me and kept gulping and pouring his wine impatiently. His jaw set.Her grandmother Lisa Bake through her conical goggles couldn’t stop peering at me from her sitting position. She blinked anxiously as her nose wrinkled.“Is this not your husband? Is this not the same Brian Patrick that siphoned fifteen billion dollars from Community Central Bank?” Lisa Bake, her grandmother queried.“You are right, granny.” Fanny replied and afterwards mumbled, “The criminal son-in-law is out of jail.”I stole a glance at him, lowered my gaze in hurt and swallowed hard, ju
Melissa sniffed. I believed she was fighting back her tears just as I did. Her gaze came upon her diamond engagement ring before she flashed her fingers at me.“A better ring has replaced yours, Brian Patrick. On the night you were convicted of the said crime, I flushed your cheap wedding ring down the toilet. You don’t deserve this heart, Brian Patrick. You have no place on this finger!” she yelled at me so loudly that I noticed Lisa Bake, her granny trudge to the window to stare at us.I scowled my face. I could feel the pounding of my heart against my fragile chest as I argued if she was bluffing or not.“What do you mean, Melissa? I married you before going to jail. We were happy and fated to be together forever until…” my voice broke out and snapped.She interrupted me radically and rolled her eyes, “Go ahead and complete your statement. Until what … until you went to jail, right? You don’t deserve me Brian Patrick. In two weeks, I will be legally married to Zion Don, son to the