“Why are you so slow?!” Celeste scolds. She meets him by the door and snatches the bag of groceries that she asked him for. “It’s painful, ugh! I need my pain reliever since an hour ago.”
She takes what she needs and leaves him by the door. She moves to the living room, not even noticing the beating he has just endured just because she went away and been very happy while on her vacation!
She turns towards him and snaps, “Hurry up with the other groceries, Zack! What are you standing there for?”
“I-I’m sorry,” he stammers weakly, trying not to show his pain.
Celeste rolls her eyes and shakes her head before returning her attention to the bag.
“Do you need anything else?” he asks, trying to sound helpful.
“Just my pain reliever… Where is it…” Celeste grumbles as she rummages through the groceries. “And probably some snacks.”
“Here you go,” he says, handing her the pain reliever.
“Hmm, you’re not as useless as I think you are,” she says and snatches the medicine from him.
Zack flinches while she goes to the kitchen to drink water. He groans as he sits on the couch, his body still throbbing with pain from the earlier beating. He looks over all the groceries that Celeste had asked him to buy and wonders why he was in this state. Why does he put up with her? With everything else in his life?!
Celeste returns, holding her abdomen and asks, “Are you okay? Why are you crouching like that?”
“I’m fine,” he lies, forcing himself to sit up straight.
She raises an eyebrow with suspicion but chooses to shrug it off. “Okay, then. Whatever suits you,” she says. “Maybe I can finally sleep now.”
As she disappears into her room, Zack lets out a sigh of relief. He’s exhausted from today’s events and just wants to rest for a while.
But his peace is short-lived as Celeste calls out from her room, “Hey Zack, did you remember to pick up my dry cleaning?”
Zack groans internally, but forces a smile on his face as he replies, “Of course I did. I will bring it to your room tomorrow morning.”
“Good,” Celeste says before closing her door.
Zack sinks back into the couch, feeling completely drained and defeated. He wonders how much longer he can keep up with his life before it consumes him completely.
******************Zack stands in the damp alley, his back pressed against the cold brick wall. The flickering streetlights cast eerie shadows on the four menacing figures that surround him. They are all snickering as they look at him.
“It’s been close to a week, loser boy,” Ben says, back to collecting what he owes the agency again.
“I know. I’m trying to find work but it’s just… the job market is pretty tight,” he answers, looking around and searching for an escape route.
“He bought some medicine, Adi. Surely, he has money to pay us but he just refuses to pay.”
“That’s not true!” Zack defends. “I was just asked to buy it!”
Adi raises his eyebrow at him. “Asked to buy, huh?”
He nods, looking into Adi’s eyes. “I’m not lying.”
“Then why don’t you steal from whoever this person is?”
He pales. He cannot steal from Celeste! His pride and shame won’t let him!
“Don’t look like this,” Adi says, hitting his head. “Life is tough. You should be tougher.”
He swallows hard. He knows life is hard, but stealing from Celeste? He cannot stomach it!
And then, Adi places his arms around his shoulders and says, “Then… why not ask this person for a loan to pay up for you instead? Hmmm?”
“I can’t… it’s—”
A punch hits his stomach, and he keels over. Adi pulls him upright.
“See here, Zack-boy. My patience is getting thinner. Do you know what happens to borrowers like you who can’t pay up? Do you know what we can do to breakeven because of what you owe us?”
Zack doesn’t even want to imagine, so he just clutches his stomach.
“Based on your expression, you have an idea, huh?”
He nods.
“Okay then, let this be your last warning.”
Then Adi nods to Ben and two other men named Chris and Dino — obviously another set of fake names — and then gestures for them to come closer.
“Please, no…” Zack pleads, as he watches the other three men come closer.
He knows that he will be beaten up again, just because Celeste ordered him to buy some ice cream and over-the-counter medications. She said that their stock is dwindling, so he needed to buy more. He doesn’t want to leave the house, but she fucking insisted! This is all her fault!
“Don’t worry, Zack. This is just another warning. You will still have your life,” Adi says before stepping away from him.
Ben raises his fist and as the punch descends on him, Zack shuts his eyes and braces for the pain. He feels the sharp impact on his jaw and hears the sickening crack of bones. He falls to the ground, gasping for air.
And then, they kick him in the ribs. He tries to defend himself. He even tries to escape, but each of his movements only makes them angrier. They kick and punch him relentlessly, their huffs and groans echoing in his ears.
“Please... Stop...” he begs, but they don’t listen. For each attempt to shield himself from a punch, two blows come in contact with his body.
Then a fist crashes into his temple, and stars explode behind his closed eyelids. Another blow to his midsection. He doubles over and gasps for air.
They continue to beat him until he can no longer move. His face is swollen and bruised. His body is broken and weak. He can barely open his eyes, but when he does, all he sees are their grinning faces.
“That’s enough,” Adi finally says, pulling them away from Zack’s limp body.
The four men loom over him like some kind of sentinels. Their smirks are twisted as they look down at him. He feels like a cornered animal, up for slaughter, and he can’t do anything else to save himself.
“You won’t be able to escape this, Zack,” Adi says before stepping away from him. “So, I suggest that you just… pay up and NOT escape us.”
“Next time, it won’t be this easy,” Chris sneers at him before following Adi out of the alleyway.
When Zack is left alone, he knows that he is lying in a pool of his own blood and tears. He tries to get up and crawl away, but every movement sends waves of pain through his body.
So, he stays lying on the ground, unable to move. His body is battered and bruised, his spirit shattered. He knows he needs help, but he also knows that going to a hospital would only bring more trouble.
“Get up, Zack,” he tells himself, but his limbs refuse to obey. “This isn’t how your story ends…”
But no matter how hard he tries, he can’t seem to find the strength to get up. The pain is overwhelming and as he lies there helpless and hopeless, memories of how this all began flood his mind at the same time that he is losing his hold of his consciousness.
“What happened to him?” “He was beaten up. Someone saw him in the alley and called for help to get him here.” Zack groans as he blinks and tries to focus on the voices around him. His eyes slowly adjust and he sees two figures standing over him. He immediately recognizes one of them as Celeste. He tries to sit up, but pain shoots through his body and he groans again. “Celeste?” he whimpers. “Are you now ready to tell me what’s happening with you?” she asks, a scolding tone in her voice. He grimaces as memories of the beating flood back into his mind. He winces in pain, trying to sit up again. He was beaten up more than he thought. “You’ve been badly beaten up, Zack. You need to rest,” the male nurse says as he places a hand on Celeste’s shoulders. “Be kind, Celeste. I will leave now, but if you need help, just tell me.“ She nods and when the nurse leaves and closes the door, Zack fears the incoming admonishment. She didn’t speak immediately though, but she moves closer and check
*********** TRIGGER WARNING: Self harm and Suicide. Consider yourself warned. ************ Zack hunches over in the corner of his room in Celeste’s apartment. He returned from the hospital yesterday and he hasn’t left his room since then. He is afraid to come across the loan sharks again. Thankfully, Celeste is too angry to request things from him. He shifts his attention to the window, which is covered in blinds, not allowing any light to flicker inside his room — or Celeste’s room, since she is the one paying for the entire apartment. “Useless,” he whispers in the darkness. He already knows it. He is fucking useless, but Celeste should have been more gentle about it, even if it is true. How can she dismiss his struggles with such callous indifference? He is also her family. Besides, it is also partly her fault, right? And now, he has hurt her, too. He scratches his head and hides his face. He doesn’t want to hurt her like that. He just wanted her to see his worth. That’s all he
Zack’s consciousness flickers like a faulty bulb of light, thrusting him back into the realm of the living with a jarring dissonance. His eyelids pry open, his gaze fixed on the bland ceiling. A sterile scent mingles with antiseptic as he realizes that he is back in the hospital again. He can even hear the sound of a machine beeping in a steady cadence. Zack sits up, but his body is aching. He feels weak and there are some tubes connected to him. He is about to take it off him when a voice says, “Easy now.” He shifts his attention to the voice and finds the same male nurse who acts more than a friend to Celeste. He snorts. He is about to say something when he realizes that he feels exhausted. “You are in a hospital, Zack,” he says. “Do you remember me?” He looks away. “The man Celeste is fucking,” he says. His throat is raw and dry. “Oh, you are still jealous,” he says, chuckling while giving him a glass of water. “She’s my cousin. I am not jealous.” “Just angry, huh?” he asks.
Zack freezes as Celeste wraps her arms around his neck. He doesn’t know how to respond. She is crying and trembling and the arms around him are getting tighter. “Zack, please let me help you,” she offers again. “You’ve been adrift for far too long.” His throat tightens. The walls he has built around himself are beginning to crumble under the weight of her words. Rather, her words feel like a lifeline tossed to him. Should he really grab it? Will his pride allow it? But he has been receiving her help for quite a while, right? It’s just a matter of finally admitting it. When he doesn’t respond, Celeste says with her voice trembling, “Why do you hate me so much?” Her initial anger, hot and bright, begins to wane, replaced by anguish and pain instead. “I don’t hate you,” Zack finally replies. “I think I just... I envy you.” She continues to cry, his shoulder getting wet with her tears. In truth, Zack wants her to hit him instead, rather than her, hugging him like this, trembling, as i
*********** TRIGGER WARNING: Violence and Attempted Rape. Consider yourself warned. ************ Zack glances at Celeste, a silent exchange of dread passing between them. “Listen,” he starts, trying to reason with the barging men. “I don’t have money right now, but I promise I will pay.” “And we warned you before,” Adi says. “Just steal it from that woman over there.” “How much was it?” Celeste whispers to Zack. “Don’t bother, Celeste,” he says, not wanting to involve her in it. Suddenly, Celeste steps forward. “How much is his debt?” she asks again, her voice laced with defiance. Zack pales at the sight of her standing up for him, for them. “Celeste…” he tries to intervene, but she brushes him off. “I just told you I will help, right?” she says, before turning to face the goons again. “How much was it?” she asks again, this time louder. “Ten thousand dollars,” Adi replies with a sly smirk on his face. Zack gasps. It has already ballooned that much?! Celeste turns her atte
Zack’s mind races, trying to make sense of what’s happening now. It looks like the screen of an ordinary video game, but smaller and miniaturized with fewer details. And besides… Attributes Statistics? Death? An empty Consequence? The system? What does it all mean? Then, remembering the urgency of his situation, he shifts his attention to Celeste. Her eyes are closed tightly, her face a picture of fear and disgust. A notification appears again. “Being a first-time user of the Zenith System, all your attributes will be reset and all wounds will be healed.” There’s a ting, and Zack stands up, discovering that his body feels light and energized. There is no more pain and exhaustion. The wounds on his face and body disappear as if they are never there. He looks around, everything is still moving in slow motion. Without a second thought, he moves towards Celeste, who is still struggling under Adi’s weight. He can feel the power coursing through him, urging him to protect her. He grabs
Zack sits on his hospital bed, his back against the headboard. A few days ago, the police had already visited him and Celeste. After the investigation, Adi’s death was deemed as self-defense. His eyes shift to Celeste. She is sitting on a chair beside his bed, smiling at Kevin, who is telling her some funny story. Thankfully, her wounds were superficial, and she was discharged after a day. As for him, he requires stitches and a few days of rest. However, he still cannot believe that she could fatally injure a man. The way she struck Adi, pressing at the knife to lodge it deeper into him, he had no idea where she got it. Maybe from reading too many books? He notices when Kevin whispers in her ears, and she looks at him. “What is it?” she asks. “No-nothing,” he responds, looking away. He takes a deep breath and glances at the notification instead. It is still hovering in front of him. It reads ‘Activate’, probably referring to the Attributes Screen. He then taps on the glowing ‘Act
Zack frowns. Why is failure always equal to death?! And why is the consequence always left as blank?! Nevermind that. At least, he got a new task this time. He’s not going to question it for fear that it will disappear. But, seriously? Thugs are following him? Are they in the same loan agency as Adi and the other three men? And so, Zack enters a convenience store. He buys the cheapest drink they have and subtly glances outside. There they are, he thinks, seeing the men outside the store, looking for him. They are wearing their typical dark clothes, their faces obscured by hoodies. Zack can see the telltale signs of their tattoos, peeking out from underneath their sleeves. He can also see the knives holstered to their belts. Thankfully, they don’t have guns, or else this task has already ended — with his death, that is. He finishes the last sip of his drink and heads outside, ready to face them. But before that, he needs to bring them somewhere with no crowd. It should also be a pla