The poison suffocated her. It wrecked her body in agony as harshly as if the pain had been fueled.
She could hear the laughter, even in the semiconscious state, even with the poisonous ants and scorpions crawling over her body like grains of sand. The boisterous; the endless roars of cheers over music. It filled the gaps between her screaming.
A spacious room of crimson in the heart of a golden clad Imperial Palace, little more than a cage of superficial beauty amid the sea of gorgeous palatial structures. That's where they had put her. Sealed her. In a wedding room built for some forgotten princess.
As she would likely be forgotten. It was better than the alternative: to be remembered for her obedience. Her cowardice. If there would be anyone left to remember her. If there would be anyone left at all.
She would not allow it. That obedience. That cowardice.
She would not give them what they desired.
No matter how often her screams drowned out the roaring laughter. No matter how often the scratch of her nails cleaved through the marble floors.
She had tried to keep track of the passing time. Hoping someone would notice her long absence.
But she did not know how long they had kept her in that crimson cage. How long the poison had clouded her mind, lulled her into oblivion by the crawling insects they had poured in while she spasmed on the floor. Tortured in this agony, this void of endless despair.
She did not know how long the gasps lasted between her screaming and pleading. Between the pain ending and starting anew.
Seconds, minutes, hours- they bled together as her own blood slithered over the marble floor and faded into the shadows of the crimson walls.
A Crown Princess Consort who was to reign over seven empires. Larger.
That had been her boon. It was now her bane.
A curse that had garnered her the extreme hatred and intense jealousy of the countless women chasing after the unattainable Crown Prince. Another curse to bear, as heavy as the one placed upon her long before her birth. To sacrifice her very existence to fight against an ancient darkness.
To pave the path to the glorious light of the heavens for the souls who had strayed into the darkness, become lost in it. And then ruled it.
She did not feel the warmth of the red liquid flowing down her body. She wondered if it was possible to remain alive when the last drop of her blood spilled. To still feel the heart-rending agony and endless torment.
Her divine blood did not look different from that of ordinary people, ordinary saints. So she knew it would be the end once it was all drained.
But she still kept her stubborn pride, refused to give them the obedience they sought.
As the moonlight spilled through the open window, her writhing figure was exposed; curled in a fetal position on the blood-soaked marble floor as tears of blood smeared across her fair cheeks.
"Once upon a time, in an empire long fraught with war, there lived a saint who loved her people."
Words she had once spoken to the hungry, thin-bodied kids on the alleys of the impoverished streets. Words that now served to keep her sanity intact.
The dull sound of approaching footsteps entered her ringing ears, pulling back her fading conscious.
"Li Qing Yue, stop being stubborn. Do you think that if you delay long enough, someone will come to save you? In your dreams!" The yellow robes of a female paused a foot from her huddled form, swaying lightly in the red room perfumed with blood and anguish as she spat on her face.
Behind the yellow-robed female stood two maidens in pristine pink and blue robes, remaining silent spectators with their arms crossed across their chests and heads raised proudly.
"Will you sign the contract and elevate our status once you enter the Eternal Palace or not?" The yellow-robed female impatiently questioned.
A gust of wind rippled through the open window, fanning about the foul blood that leaked profusely from the unresponsive girl. As if deaf to the woman standing over her, she continued her quiet chant.
"Once upon a time, in an empire long fraught with war, there lived a saint who loved her people."
Away she would drift, deep into the endless abyss, into the belly of darkness. Away so far that when the light chased, when the torch flared, she would not see it.
"Li Qing Yue! You are seeking death! Do you think I won't dare to kill you just because you are about to marry him? Do you think I won't dare to?"
"Sister Mu Yi, is she still not willing to sign? Should I go and inform the Lord?"
"We should immediately inform him! If we fail to complete this task, our path to the Imperial Palace will be closed forever!"
"Quiet! Just a Li Qing Yue, if I fail to manage her, then how will I gain the Lord's trust? Li Qing Yue, you had better know what's best for you and sign this contract! Otherwise...!"
"Once upon a time, in an empire long fraught with war, there lived a saint who loved her people."
They were blurring. The red room and women and shadows. Clarity and the countless ants and scorpions crawling over her skin. The endless pain and torture experienced on the cold marble floor and the wet, sticky liquid from the numerous cuts, bites, stings, and lacerations.
It was all blurring, like an image in a dream.
"What is happening? Why is she not breathing? Check her pulse! Check her pulse!"
"Oh my goodness, her pulse is gone! Sister Mu Yi, she is dead! What are we going to do now?"
As her consciousness faded and darkness descended, she faintly heard a frightened shriek, followed by anxious shouts and hurried footsteps.
So she spoke the words in her mind. The light and the bright stone on her chest sang it, too, and she murmured back to them. Sprawled on the marble floor of that red cage located in an abandoned corner of the enormous Imperial Palace, the Crown Princess Consort spoke the words over and over again and allowed the poison to unleash its wrath inside her body.
"Once upon a time, in an empire long fraught with war, there lived a saint who loved her people."
*
-LiLong Country, Long Capital City, Spring 2030-
In the most prosperous city of the LiLong country, stood a hundred thousand miles acre of land in which the country's most glamorous Li Mansion towered over the lands as it majestically basked in the radiance of the golden sun.
Inside the luxurious mansion, in a spacious room overlooking a body of water, was a wide bed decorated with great splendor. On the bed, laid a pregnant woman with black hair and blue eyes, covered in sweat as she cried out in pain.
On either side of her were two blond-haired women firmly holding her arms, while two more sat by her feet holding her feet. A white-haired midwife stood in the center of the bed, pressing gently on the pregnant woman's womb as she softly whispered and encouraged her.
"Mistress, you can't give up. Otherwise, the child will never be able to see the light. You need to push hard. Gather your strength, Mistress. Push harder! You can do it!"
"Ahhhhh!"
"Almost there! I can see the child's head...do not give up! Push harder, Mistress!" The elderly midwife continued shouting anxiously.
"I am trying! But...but it's so painful!"
"Yes, I am sure it's painful. Giving birth to a child isn't an easy matter. You will feel as if your body is being split into two. But that is also why mothers are the most loving, most merciful. Even under the agony of such pain, they grit their teeth and bring their child into the world, giving them life at the cost of their own."
The wise, soothing voice of the elderly woman calmed the nerves of the tired woman, filling her weak body with strength upon hearing the words.
"That's right! Being a mother isn't easy. A mother is one that cuts off her own flesh to bring the life growing inside her belly into the world. A mother is one that sheds blood and tears and endures unimaginable pain to sustain and safely deliver the life inside her. So, you have to be a mother, Mistress. You must endure the pain and shed your blood to bring this life into the world."
Clenching the bedsheets tightly, the woman threw back her head and pushed with all the strength left inside her frail body.
"Ahhhhh!"
"Almost there, Mistress! Keep pushing!"
"Ahhhhh!"
Outside this room, a group of expensively dressed people had gathered. A young man that looked to be thirty, with a majestic and noble aura, paced in front of the room, filled with anxiety and worry. His masculine features, purple eyes, and gray hair spoke of the handsome youth he once was.
Across from the middle-aged man, was a similarly majestic and noble man with dark hair and gray eyes, a boy of 3 years holding his hand.
"Brother Li, calm down. Sister-in-law will definitely be fine. After all, she still needs to give birth to a bride for my little Tian'er." The dark-haired man teasingly said in a bid to distract his friend.
"But Brother Long, Su'er has been in labor for a day and night now. If this goes on any longer, I am afraid that her life will be harmed."
"You are worrying needlessly. Sister-in-law is strong. You just need to think positive and they will both be okay." The man strode over and clapped his friend on the shoulder.
"Hmm..."
The dark-haired man sighed and stood aside. He knew that no amount of words could rest his friend's worries. Until the woman inside the room delivered safe and sound, his anxiety would not fade.
"Uwahhhh!"
Right at this moment, the sound of an infant's cry rang out from the room, instantly causing the gray-haired man to excitedly throw the door open and rush into the room.
"Master, congratulations. Mistress has given birth to a baby girl."
"How about your Mistress? How is your Mistress?" Not paying heed to the tiny bundle extended out to him, the man walked around the midwife and went to his wife's bed.
"Su'er, Su'er, how are you? Are you fine?" He anxiously asked as he looked at her pale face.
"My child..."
"Ah! Yes, our baby! Granny Lu, quick, bring the child!"
The midwife that was previously ignored, came back hurrying with the tiny bundle in her arms. She cautiously handed the child over to her mother and excused herself, giving the family of three their private space.
"Look, husband. Our daughter has my hair color." Yan Su softly whispered.
"What should we name her?"
"Hmm, since you went through so much suffering to birth her, why don't you name her?"
"Hehehe, great! Let's name her Qing Yue, then. I always wanted to have a daughter named Qing Yue." Yan Su smiled brightly as she cuddled her daughter.
At this instant, a sharp pain shot through her body, making her scream in pain as she convulsed.
"Ahhhhh! It hurts!"
"Su'er, Su'er! What's wrong with you? Hurry, someone! Anyone! Get a doctor! Get a doctor right now! Su'er, hold on!"
The peaceful atmosphere was instantly shattered, as servant after servant, midwife, and nurses rushed into the room. The middle-aged man hovered around the bed with the child in his arms, as he anxiously peered at his convulsing wife.
An ominous feeling appeared in his heart, numbing his senses, leaving him frozen in place.
"Not good! Mistress is bleeding!"
"We need to stop the bleeding or Mistress will be in danger!"
"Use more towels! Stop the bleeding! Is the doctor not here yet?"
"The doctor is not here! Granny Lu, the Mistress's pulse is weakening! We are losing her!"
"Stay calm! Don't panic. Madam Yan, Madam Yan! Keep your eyes open. You cannot close your eyes. Think about your child!" The elderly woman shouted and tried to keep the fading woman conscious.
Unfortunately, her words went unheard, as the woman on the bed breathed her last.
In the spring of the New World Formation of 2030, in the LiLong Country of Long Capital City, Crown Princess Consort Qing Yue was reborn as the daughter of the world's most renowned businessman.
-LiLong Country, Long Capital City, the year 2048- Qing Yue stood before her queen-sized mirror, the wind blowing through the open window plucking at strands of her sleek, knee-length black hair as she put on her pair of black studs. Her grey blouse and floor-length heavy grey skirt covered all her curves, but they did nothing to reduce her radiant beauty. Having just turned 18, Qing Yue exuded the fresh aura of youth and enchanting glory of a blossoming, dignified flower that could not be looked upon with profanity. Running a hand through her thick black mane, she straightened the wayward strands, grabbed her diamond purse, and went out the door. She took the spiral stairs two at a time and shouted into the kitchen as she passed by the ballroom-sized dining hall. "Aunt Li, I am going out with Yei Yi and a few friends. Tell Dad not to wait for me for dinner!" "Okay, honey! Take care and have fun!" "I will!" She sprinted
Grabbing her diamond purse, Qing Yue hopped out of her hover and pressed the purple button on her blouse sleeve. "Have a wonderful time, Master!" The hologram screeched robotically as the hover blinked twice and went dark. Diamond purse clutched in hand, Qing Yue smiled and walked towards the revolving glass doors. As she passed a group of four descending from their own hover, her bracelet caught in her purse. Then, an unexpected gust of wind blew and her black hair flew in her face, blinding her vision. "This wind just had to blow at this time!" She stopped in her tracks, her fingers flailing around her face as she tried to remove the troublesome curls. "Maybe it's time to have a haircut!" She turned while grumbling under her breath, her fingers entangled in the long strands. Bang! Right at this moment, a powerful force collided with her, causing her to lose her balance and fall backward. Stunned and caught off guard, Qing Yue
Qing Yue gaped. The woman's outrageous claims surprised her. Speechless, she stared at the other in disbelief. She expected the drama to end. After all, a crowd had gathered and they appeared like clowns as they argued in public. What person in their right mind would make a joke of themselves in front of an audience? Internally shaking her head, Qing Yue threw her a disgusted glance, turned on her heels, and headed towards the rotating doors. 'You might want to make a fool of yourself, but I am not interested in accompanying you in the act.' Unaware of the other's thoughts, Lu Jin felt victorious when she saw the sketchy girl silently walk away. Branded with the label of a seductress, she wanted to see who dared to take her side. Sure enough, when she glanced back at the spectating crowd, she heard them remark about the wretched girl's questionable morals. "With such an innocent face, she actually seduced another woman's man?"
The moment Qing Yue entered the dimly lit club, rows of black-uniformed females greeted her at the door. "Mistress, welcome." "Your friends have already arrived. They are waiting in the room reserved for you." The manager stepped forth and politely gestured in a welcoming manner. "Thank you, Manger Hua. You ladies go and do your things. No need to concern yourselves with me." With a slight nod, she walked past them and proceeded towards the private elevator. The female manager and waitresses reflexively bowed as she passed them, backs bent straight with hands on their belly. Once her steps left their sight, they straightened their posture and turned, sending off the young lady with awe-filled eyes and envious sighs. "Sigh, our young mistress turned 18 only a week ago, but she already radiates the aura of a noble heiress." "She is the only daughter of Chairman Li. I would be more surprised if she didn't give off a noble presence
Even to her own ears, Qing Yue's voice sounded breathless.She blushed. She couldn't help it. Tang Fang had that effect on her.As the only male she knew in this world, the gentle and refined aura he gave off made her feel comfortable and at ease.His polite manners, gentle demeanor, and reserved aura resembled that of the noble young masters she grew up with."Yue'er, are you not feeling well? Do you want me to help you to the medical cabin?" Tang Fang frowned upon seeing her huddled form and red face."May I?" He sat on a corner of the couch and tentatively placed his hand on her forehead, checking her temperature.Qing Yue cringed, his cool hand making her shiver.Looking around, she noticed the girls sitting beside her were absent, the couch empty on either side.Traitors.Sighting them on the dance stage, she couldn't help but feel resentment as her muscles tensed.How was she going to interact with Tang Fang
"Aunt Li, is Dad back?" Qing Yue walked into the open-island kitchen and withdrew a bottle of water from the fridge. She hadn't had anything to drink before leaving home, and she never drank at parties; who knew what they added in them. And after her sudden explosion of anger, she felt as parched as if she was a fish laid out to dry in the sun. Carrying the bottle in one hand, she set her purse on the kitchen counter and moved to the glass cabinets. "No, honey, your Dad isn't home yet. You guys returned early. Have you had dinner? What would you like to eat tonight?" Aunt Li followed her into the kitchen and held her hand, leading her back to the kitchen counter before returning to the cabinets. "Qing Qing, I told you many times not to enter the kitchen. It's beneath your status. But you never listen." She brought out a glass cup and walked to Qing Yue's side, and unscrewed the cap as she gently scolded. Qing Yue smiled. "Sorry
Back in her room, Qing Yue threw her purse and flapped on her bed. She was tired. Living in a world where everything was different, where everyone behaved differently, sapped her energy, leaving her tired and drained. She was confused. If the heavens wanted to give her a chance at life, why did they keep the memories of her previous life intact? Why did they send her to this strange world with the memories of her original world? Why...this world at all? As her violet eyes roamed over the luxurious room with its splendid decorations and purple lavender petals were strewn around, loneliness and desperation oozed off her slender frame in surging waves. "How long...? For how long will I continue to live in the illusions of this dream?" With a heavy heart and disoriented mind, Qing Yue fell into a deep slumber. * "Save us! Somebody save us!" "My baby! My baby is in the fire!" "Move! Mo
Hearing the timid call, the stoic-looking, middle-aged man turned and swept his cold eyes over her. Seeing her bowed head, for a split second, an imperceptible frown appeared on his cold face that mirrored his eyes. Then wordlessly, he turned and proceeded to the dining hall. "Come. It's dinner time." His voice was cold, devoid of all emotion. Qing Yue wiped her sweaty palms on her skirt, her heart beating rapidly in her chest as she took a deep breath and braced herself for another meal in tense silence. Then she gracefully descended the last steps and walked into the hall. The dining hall of the Li Mansion was huge. Diamond chandeliers hung from tall ceilings that stretched as high as the second floor, and mosaics of the era before the New World Formation adorned the glass walls. Bright, creamy moon rays streamed through the one-way grey glasses and illuminated the green vase with white-red lilies sitting on the only glass table in the cente