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Such a Shame
Author: Cindy Chen
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“We only have one beast,” whispered Noe in a very low voice, almost soundless.

"So?" I asked innocently. I frowned. What's wrong with one beast? Isn't the most important thing we are safe? At least most of us survived.

Noe let out a short sigh while shaking his head at my question. I feel like my question just now was a stupid question. The answer seems so obvious, but I really don't get it.

"Khores should bear the shame," said Noe. He whispered so slowly that he barely moved his mouth. I looked at him and understood what he was saying. Of course, he had to say it very slowly, if anyone heard then they both could die. I wanted to ask again, but I held back. I don't want Noe to be in danger because of my stupid question.

I decided to shut up and figure it out myself. More precisely, I dug into Rex's mind for answers. I discovered that the prestige of the Totem Warriors was in the hunt. The more beasts that are killed and brought to the shelter, the greater the prestige. On the other ha
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