Natalia POV;I was living in fear in my own house.Fear of the unknown and fear of tomorrow.Even though I begged my parents numerous times not to abandon me because of my actions. They are already making arrangements for me to go to stay with my grandparents even though I went on a hunger strike for four days to prove I would rather hurt myself than leave this house.Even though I snuck out of my room to eat at night for the four days I went on a hunger strike I didn't eat for the whole day and only survived on snacks.I was getting really tired from not eating properly.But Dad or Mom didn't care at all about what I did.They did not care for my feelings anymore and my mother was acting as if I did not exist.My older brother Logan was who my parents were focusing on now since I proved to be useless to them.Whenever dad sees me downstairs he would scream at me to get out of his sight and ask me to get out of his house and the next thing I will do is run upstairs to my room , lock
Thomas POV:I got back from work thirty minutes ago . I left early today at about 3 pm and was at home relaxing with a bowl of popcorn and watching a movie in the living room since it's the weekend tomorrow and I didn't have to go to work.I deserve the break because this past week has been hectic.In the movie I was watching there was a maid cooking and I suddenly craved a home cooked meal.I can cook but it was just small meals not meals that were tasty.I will give my cooking a 70% because I do try my best when preparing my meal.I suddenly remembered Grace and I wondered why I always thought about her when I was craving home cooked meals.I glanced at the phone beside me and contemplated calling her but it would be weird I didn't call for this long and just called because I suddenly remembered her cooking.I felt a bit bad but I was busy with work, Grace would understand if anything she was the most understanding person I have ever met.Even though I was giving her bosses some tr
Natalia's POVI lay miserably on my hospital bed thinking about how unfair life is being to me.No one in my family called to check up on me after I came to the hospital and no one even bothered to ask how I was.I was already devastated and heartbroken because I didn't know what to do about Barke. I don't know why he will treat me this way after everything I have done for him.He told me he loved me but now he is telling me I was just an entertainment for me.Me Natalia was just fun entertainment to him?I clenched my fist in anger as I shook my head, finding it hard to believe that I would lose my child and my lover the same day the two people I held dearly to my heart.But damn the nerve that Barke has, how could he backstab me ,I mean who does that after all the money I have given him.I thought that I was protecting him by not revealing he was the Father of my child to my Father, but instead of him doing the same for me by protecting me and being my safety nest when I needed him
Natalia's POV The tension in my room was evident and I think I held my breath longer than I should because I suddenly felt sweaty and stuffy in my air conditioned room. Dad wasn't that cruel that you would want to kick me out after I just lost my child. I was still his child no matter what I did, I was curious as to what Dad wanted to say. Dad barely ever came into my room to discuss anything with me so I know this is important. "W..what do we have to discuss?" I asked, finally finding my voice as Dad walked fully into my room, each step he took towards my bed made me nervous and finally he sat on my bed close to me. "Are you feeling better now?" Dad asked and I nodded and forced out a small smile. Even though I was feeling as if I have been dragged out of a dark tunnel I should reply positively so he can let me stay at home. "Yes I am." I replied. "Did you have any complications after the miscarriage?" He asked and I seemed to calm down a bit since he was just inquiring abo
Thomas's POVWhen my secretary informed me that Natalia actually came to see me I was a bit surprised because I didn't expect her to show up here after what happened with her father last time.That was funny, I guess she has no shame now that needed my help, she was going out of her way to reach out to me.I was in a meeting when I was informed of her arrival so I told my secretary to ask Natalia to go into my office and sit.After I finished up with my meeting I headed into my office and upon opening the door and seeing Natalia looking so miserable made me angry.What exactly is wrong with this woman?Was she doing this to gain sympathy from me?Is that why she looked so tattered and messy?Natalia is someone that also cares about her public image and the way she looks so messy this was not the sight I wanted to see.Her hair was messy, her eyes had bags under it and heck I don't think she tried to cover up because her eyes were a bit red maybe because she was crying or something fle
Natalia's POVI scurried out of Thomas's office and headed straight to the exit of the company because I was a total mess.I don't know what got me more upset, maybe it's the fact that I was crying in front of Thomas or that I looked like a mess coming here instead of dressing properly but I lost my child so I can't help but feel upset.How can Thomas show no sympathy and speak so coldly to me after I lost my child and was grieving?He honestly didn't care how I felt?I took a cab home and upon returning home I was glad no one was inside to see the hideous look on my face.I went there to apologize to him but instead I broke down crying and acting like the victim.This wasn't how I expected today to end but what should I have expected when I wasn't prepared to go and see him.Getting up the stairs and into my room I slammed the door shut and locked it behind me, I rested my back on the door and slowly I slipped and sat down on the floor.I sniffled as I wiped away the tears from my ey
Natalia's POVGrace stared at me in surprise and a questioning look on her face."Don't tell my parents about it, it is a secret for now when I am more comfortable with telling them I will inform them myself." I added it quickly.Even though I didn't have to explain myself to her, I still told her so she can keep her mouth shut like she always did."Oh, you are having lunch with Mr Thomas, don't worry I can keep your secret." She said but she sounded unlike her happy self.Was she upset that I was meeting Thomas?That can't be possible,she barely knows him.After searching through My closet where Grace finally brought out a plain blue wrap dress."This is a good outfit to wear for lunch." She said and I nodded."You can leave." I took the dress from her hand and waved dismissively at her but she still stood rooted to her spot."Is something wrong?" I asked, snapping her out of her thoughts as she seemed to have come back to reality."No." She replied distantly."Have fun at your lunch
Thomas POVThe look on Oliver's face when he walked into the restaurant and sat with me told me he was upset."What was Natalia doing here?" He asked.Oh he saw her."I just met up with her briefly to have lunch before you arrived." I explained."You had lunch with her?" He asked and I nodded."Thomas," He called coldly."Yes.""I have asked you before. I hope you still don't have feelings for that horrible woman?" He asked grumpily."I don't." I replied."Are you sure?" He questioned since my answer didn't convince him."I am sure." I replied."Then why meet up with her?" He asked."She had a miscarriage." I told him."So is that supposed to be your business?" He asked with a raised brow."I know it's not supposed to be my business but she wanted to apologize….""And have you forgiven her?" He asked."No I haven't." I responded.He sighed."I don't know what's going through your head and I have tried to be the best I can but if you end up with that woman and she ends up dragging you