“Pamela,” Joshua called her name groaning. “You don't have to be this rude,” Joshua complained as he wrung the hand towel and cleaned her shoe.
He gazed up at her, the things he found attractive about her; her strong personality residing in her sharp brown eyes.
Pamela Mason flushed and darted her eyes away from Joshua. “You are just an annoying piece of shit. Don't you have any decency? JOSHUA!” She spat in an enormous tone at him.
Joshua rubbed his face frustrated, belittled and chunked. He had helped her from the mess she got herself into when she got involved with the fraudsters at the hotel.
They had been married after their encounter since that day upon her father's request. If only he wasn't there, she and her family company would have liquidated. He was like an angel that saved her.
But now a fallen angel.
“I've done nothing but support you, and yet you don't want to get your ass to work! Like who does that?!” she shouts at him.
He popped his head inside the living room to check if his mother-in-law was there.
"I'm sorry. I promise to give my best."
“Stop it already, your presence irks me.” She shook him an acerbic look and paced away. Pamela grabbed the car key from the shelf top.
The Masons' mansion was an elaborate and exquisite building filled with lots of furniture.
Pamela was the typical example of a young entrepreneur at the age of twenty-six she already had her Family's company established with a good reputation.
“And please… do so well to take my mother for her check-up early today, she hates sluggishness. Hurry up, she wouldn't want you to embarrass her.” She snapped her stiletto from him and stepped into it.
Her yellow denim jacket indicated today was Monday. She has always dressed for Monday in vibrant colours. 'Today's yellow,' Pamela thought.
Joshua had practically turned to the housewife phrase of a guy, running errands and tending to the forty-five-year-old Bridget Mason.
Not too old.
But she finds pleasure in tormenting Joshua.
Pamela hissed before storming outside and slamming the door behind her.
He was angry at her, after almost five years of their marriage they were still like this. It was marriage they never consummated. But he never frets.
Despite people kicking him and calling him dick-less.
She kept him as if it were an arranged marriage, Joshua was an architect that had lost track, but not his ideas. To every successful man, there's always a woman phrase that has transposed. He was the brain box behind the Fox company—Mason family company.
Joshua was already successful, almost a multi-billionaire, and with an elegant woman with everything a man needed, beauty was in her possession, he even dreamt of his kids running around and how pretty they would look. The world crumbled at his feet and swamped him into becoming a pathetic man, mocked by his in-laws.
“Come here you lazy turd! I need a gentle massage, my leg hurts.” Mrs Bridget Mason snarled. He stood his ground in melancholy. His white T-shirt and denim jeans already faded away in shabby colours.
“Can't you hear me! At least you must be good in one, which is taking care of me.” Harsh at him.
He had no option it was either; he would be thrown into the shark-infested water or he bears with the dolphins, yes that's what he calls them the latter, 'dolphins,' they might get on his nerves, mock him, annoy him, but his safety was sure.
If only Pamela can be a little softer, satisfy his manly needs and bore him children he would have endured but that wasn't so in his case.
"I can't believe this. Is my voice too soft?" Mrs Bridget Mason snorted. "You filthy bastard get on your knees now!"
Death won't scare Joshua, Mrs Bridget Mason was the harbinger.
"The emphasis is better on my ear. At least not filthy to serve at your feet." Joshua smirked, they were even.
She hissed.
Leaving Mrs Mason with second thought she frowned, "But you should believe me if I told you you would be forbidden to go on your daily ride and stick here all day with my laundry." She smirks.
“Fuck! She's scared me out. She remains the emissary.” He muttered silently to himself before going to the redhead woman, she was slant and red-headed.
Dejectedly he went on his knees in front of the woman, selling up his pride as a man, as the husband. What else can he possibly do, while orphaned and penniless?
“You should be grateful I let you stay in this house,” she said, picking her tooth from sweets and candies. She has gone to the dentist regularly these days. Some early morning she does facetime. "No parent would bear with your lazy ass. But I'm already fed up."
They got married to boost their businesses; real estate and architecture would have been a power couple but it wasn't as planned. At his near disposal, Joshua got served, he was framed for involving in fraud and corruption, his account was frozen and had gone bankrupt,
But divorce would have been better when he knew she kept to the oat simply because of her family image tarnishing and didn't want to lose contractors.
Just then, his cell phone rang in, and he peered at it to see who was calling,
"Answer your phone." Mrs Bridget commanded,
He then fished the phone from the table beside him, his chin clenched tight, and he answered it.
“Joshua, I need you to bring the files I forgot at home for me right now at the office. I will be starting a meeting at least fifteen.” Pamela demanded.
He didn't say anything not until she sighed, “please...” Adding some courtesy it wasn't as if he intended on going, his eyes roved to the menacing glare of Mrs Bridget Mason.
“Tell her we will be there in less than five minutes.”
She placed her shawl over her already wrinkled neck.
Too much yelling.
She would lament Joshua had caused her to age.
“Fine. I will be there. ” Joshua sighed.
Worst of all, he hadn't had time since daybreak to even eat or make some tea for himself. No one cared about him, he did all the chores as per their request.
The sweet aroma from Mrs Mason's tumbler reminded him of his rumbling stomach.
He went to his wife's room to get the file. It was laying flat on her desk. He grabbed it and raised his head.
Their wedding picture was flipped over and her ring beside it, she never wore it, she was ashamed of the marriage. As if it was forced. He rubbed his nose and closed the door behind him.
“Joshua. I'm going to age because of your sluggishness.” Mrs Bridget Mason cried out from downstairs as she was waiting for him by the owner's seat door.
“God! What are you still doing there, do you want her to lose her contract worth over a hundred million?” She scolded and he grinds his teeth. "You could have known the worth if it's your money at stake." She clicked her tongue.
He paced the file into the pigeon hole and ignited the car into a circular drive away surrounded by manicured lawn and immaculate gardens and to the massive black iron-wrought gate out of the sprawling mansion.
They arrived, five minutes late, by now Pamela had already begun the meeting, and the old woman maddeningly commanded him.
"Idiot, get down already!"
"I'm trying to unfasten the seat belt!" He spoke with the same ferocity.
Cresses form on her forehead. "Don't come here if she misses this contract! Cover well at anything and I will suit you, nutcracker."
She bit her finger angrily. And snapped it.
He tried calling Pamela but she wouldn't pick up and paced in to find her in her office.
“Be fast, it's all because of you we're late now.”
He ran and sprawled as fast as his human leg could carry him, eyes already throwing daggers at him as if he had stuck his leg into cow dung.
He went to the secretary, his lungs stuffing from the exhaust as he struggled for air.
“Where is…Pamela? Your boss..." She ignored him like he wasn't there talking to her, his eyes trailed behind her as he felt belittled.
"Hey, you need to get this to her now!" She ignored.
"Damn it!" He hit his leg on the wall.
“Well, I guess I should give her myself.” He had been here severally, to think less, the office blueprint was almost like the back of his hand.
“I pity Pamela, it's so bad and shameful that she had to be the man of the house.” He heard the two women whisper as he walked through the hallway.
He stood tall and proud in his t-shirt and he clicked the door open.
You could guess how shabby he looked.
The door of the conference room was suddenly pushed open. Like honeybees, their eyes were directed at him. The investor held their hand to their mouth and laughed when they saw his appearance like the worst dressed at the Met Gala.
Mr Mason's eyes were filled with disdain. There he was the death and mystery summoner.
“How dare you? You ingrate uncouth. Walk in here. ” Mr Mason dragged every syllable in a harsh tone.
That he was the last person he had expected to meet, Pamela's father. Had he known the old man would be present he would have forced the secretary no matter what.
“Aren't you ashamed to show your face in the presence of investors?!” "And what an impertinent beast you are!" He said peevishly.
And there was an uncontrolled murmur until he adjusted himself and cleared his throat, a throaty cough brought decorum.
Joshua's face was expressionless, he had gotten used to him harassing him anywhere at any time, he always says 'why don't you get done with me.' But the old man would chuckle, 'and put my reputation on the hook?'
'Well I thought some creature like you would hang on and when I sort out a way to get hold of my money, I will surely become worthy, you're impertinent now, and I won't be wasted under your roof.' Joshua thought.
“Here is the file.”He tossed it at her front and turned to leave,
“If you would excuse me.” She said. Her father's piercing look made her stomach go into a knot.
“What is the meaning of this?! Humiliating me in other places isn't enough for you and now amid a meeting.” She rolled her eyes, if roses can grow a thorn, then love can change.
“I thought you said—”
“Come on, be reasonable for once, you should have given it to the Secretary.” Throwing a disgusting look at him, her hands folded to her chest. "Or is it part of your scheme to embarrass us? You couldn't even change into something eye-appealing. Joshua, these are investors, any small thing will cause them to leave!" She snorted.
“Fuck! Pamela, if only you didn't yell or bring down my reputation at your company, at least that bitch would have collected the file from me. And spared me of this blame.” his eyes reddened, he was going through a lot and wished he could fuck himself a thousand times more than any of them. “I expected at least little appreciation from you.”
“Who is that word 'appreciation ' supposed to be directed to; you or me? I'm filling the space you failed! For close to five years and I should what? It would be better if you don't start this malignancy.” She was already done with him.
“It hasn't been easy for me either, to see you feed me like a lame, imp! I practically deserve to be treated like this fucken trash!” Joshua clenched his teeth through the haze.
“Sounds great… you know that right, it's better to find yourself something and stop playing your lazy ass around. Joshua! Find yourself a decent job.” She said coldly and walked back into the conference room.
"That's very absurd, I thought her husband worked in high places and was also a patriarch." The workers muttered as they scurried past them throwing them a side glare.
Joshua wiped the tears in his eyes off with his elbow.
And poor Joshua was left distraught, and traumatized as Pamela's loud shrieking caused the employee's smouldering gaze to fall at him continuously.
Even with his penniless account and his shabby regular clothes, a good look was also part of his undiscovered riches, maybe that contributed to Pamela not divorcing him and the help he received sometimes.
He loved her, his wife was the dream of many men, and she was courageous, hardworking and established.
Life has again erupted at him like a volcano. It has become unbearable, he wished he hadn't come. He hung his grey hoodie shunning the stiffness he walked with his head glued to the ground, it was a walk of shame.
Walk of a man that had nothing, rather a bankrupt asshole hiding within the establishment of his in-laws.
Like a dog that was ridiculed by his master, his eyes were ridden with disappointment.
Joshua crawled his leg and hopped into the car. Yet, another devil was beside him, she threw him a brisk scornful glare.
"I can see you were dealt with. I don't know why none of this will motivate you to get up and find the importance of your wasted life."
He attempted to avoid her incessant rant.
The woman didn't talk nor did he ooze a word out of his mouth. He drove fast, and possibly this could lead to a collision.
When they reached 'Our Mary clinic' which was written boldly all over the display board, he didn't get out of the car as he used to.
“Why are you still inside, escort me in.”
He didn't say anything or make a move, rather he kicked the car on the road, skidding off, and leaving the old woman who yelled after him.
“I promise you! To tell my daughter about your nonchalant attitude!" She wailed. "Oh, my heart." Her hand fluttered to her chest.
Mrs Mason had been having a heart problem, and the doctor required she should always if not always then frequently visit the hospital to help them monitor her heart and hope to get heart surgery to remove the stents soon.
He was speeding and his phone chimed in with messages, he didn't bother to look, even an imbecile can relate to how he's been treated, and what he feels inside his heart the mockery, the ridicule. The more he thinks the more furious he's become.
If only he hadn't been tagged a fraud. If only the ban on him were lifted and if only he was offered a job. Things would have been different.
He was out the whole day, thinking about the miserable life he is living; no house of his own, no dim in his account, he walked around the street of the outskirts before the moon that dusk made him retire to his car.
'Tonight I have to face mother-in-law's wrath,' He thought. Hitting his head against the steering and a bitter chuckle escaped his mouth.
"And now I have a million roubles of spasming, Goodness GRACIOUS me!"
Distressed and annoyed he came home, he buzzed the gate electrode and the gate was steadily opened. He drove through the driveway to the front of the main building, his eyes sure saw the least he expected. “Dorcas, what is the meaning of this? Why is all this here?!” He questioned, after parking the car. Just like every other person she saw him as a futile being and neglected him. She hissed and walked into the house, and the mother-in-law stepped outside. “Don't shout at her pervert! What are you doing here again? You decided your fate by harassing me in the hospital earlier. Do you think I won't take action? You're screwed. I also got a call from my husband, you worthless gord! Is this how to treat your helpers?” She smeared at him. Joshua ran his hands through his face, the taunting he was receiving was enough to have him lose a rib. “I didn't mean—” He wanted to say but was interrupted. “Of course, I expected that from you, with all your filthy silly excuses, let's see who w
Joshua fiddled with his trousers and his pocket luckily he found a coin. The last penny he happened to have with him. He thought 'if I go there, Cindy would be generous and hopefully she could help me out.' He knew how she wanted to be a philanthropist one day, her dream every time she sees orphaned kids. When things were fine and business was flourishing for him, he supported her. So attending the gathering was more like her calling him to repay his kindness towards her. "Third avenue please." He said to the taxi driver as he hopped in. "Sir, fasten your belt please." The taxi driver insisted and he pulled the belt from the side of the seat and fastened it, hooking the two faces together. It was surprising to him how he got little regard from the taxi driver and not from those around him. He urged them to at least trust him, even a fallen tree tends to regenerate, but like a peanut, he was downgraded, and his wife has completely formed a scion with her family. Sleeping on the st
He adjusted in the seat, taking a better view. "I thought you had died in the car accident years ago, but I was shocked when I saw your blood matching that of mine." "My blood? How come I never recall giving you my blood." "Oh, you forget so easily. I have a rare blood group and it happened that you donated yours to the hospital out of goodwill or maybe you sold it. I became curious afterwards and asked them to trace your background." "No, no it was out of goodwill." He kicked against it. He was very charismatic. When he was growing up, having little he would share with those that were in a worse condition than he was. "So what does that have to do with you? Can you please stop the car, I need to get down, you must be greatly mistaken. Not that your blood group isn't on the universal list. And mind I'm not the only one with that blood " The driver obeyed as Mr Stark nodded his head through the rearview mirror. He halted the brake pulling over. "Lizzie, your mother, died that ni
The morning sun streamed through the window to the bed. Joshua groaned and stretched his body like he hadn't done for the last few days. He reached for his phone beside him, that is where he usually left it but couldn't find it, only to realize he connected it yesterday. "Oh no, it's after eight. What happened?" On the norm, he never sleeps this late, not when he would hear a loud thud on the door from Mrs Bridget Mason waking him up very early. He wrapped his towel around his waist, he had such a built body and his abs were sexy. He had girls flocking all over him if he was to go to a brothel or the beach, even when he had nothing, they still tripped over him. At the diner, they were all seated for breakfast. Trisha along with the mother-in-law was shoving the sausage in their mouth. Pamela mouthed. She intended to break the news that Joshua would no longer be babysitting his mother again, just then he walked in and there was a glare that set the room to a lousy thunder. "Mum,
He held his head high as he stepped out of the chamber. His face twitched into a satisfying smirk that reached the corner of his chartreuse eyes. He wasn't expecting today to be as prolific as it turned out to be. Not the slightest; his charges were cleared and aside from that, being a successor of the Stark made him more thrilled. He has thought and reasoned about how to go about the boycott on him and his business but greater plans were in stock for him. "Did we see you just coming out of there?" Brandon asked, scooping the document in his hand and handing it over to the lady that stood beside him. It was Sidney, his wife she has fine lines and dusty blond hair that would have any man swoon over her, but Joshua didn't catch a glimpse of her even when she had looked at him seductively like a whore over several occasions, The patriarchs were just looking for a loop to stick their noses. The Starks were no ordinary people in the chain, a lot marvel at how they have maintained the
"I thought you'd decided to leave after everything, barely spent a day and you've started skipping days," Victoria said tugging the smooth end of the fabric that bulged out. He didn't want the nagging that the manager was throwing at him, it was as if he intentionally picked on him because he naturally hated the Masons. "And then it sucks for you to get rejected, doesn't it?" The young girl said as she darted away from him. After some good minutes, he was already stuffing the candy foam into a transparent container following Victoria's instructions. Children these days especially the ones at the museum were out of manners and that baffled him, when he was small he begged his aunt if only he could go on the school excursion but had he participated, the home treasury would be drained and that means a flat for them for days. "That doesn't make sense 'cause I'm not dead, I'm I?" He muttered as he yanked some of the sweets wrappers and tucked them frantically inside. "Joshua! That bette
The door clicked open. "You might have been wasted coming home this late. How does it feel to work your milk bone out?" Mrs Bridget said as she relaxed on the sofa her manicured leg crossed stylishly and she tuned the television set using the remote in her hand. Trisha was with her also, "Mum it's not even him, it's Pamela, his wife." She cleared, rolling her eyes. "Good evening mother," She ignored her comment. "It's so good you've found your husband a job. I don't have to sit watching him like Mona Lisa all through." She let out pacing herself into the sofa. "Yes ma'am, I tried and he didn't hesitate, happy now?" "That is a very dumb thing to do Pamela, it's an insult to the Masons now that he is working in a museum, can you remind me of his post? What he does there…" "Not now, I'm tired and worn out from the office." She dropped her bag into the seat. "Museum! You're so shamelessly supporting that minging pillock!" "Dad knows about it and it's okay since he's getting himse
She yanked the comforter from his body. "You should get to see it because you can't remain on his bad side forever." "I'm not interested." He relaxed back. Working all through and not a day off was overlapping.Pamela left the room with a hiss, curled up. He picked up his phone from under his pillow and dialled the number from last night."Mr Stark, good morning." She greeted in a low tone yawning, it shows she too had gone to bed late. "I didn't recall you informing me that your crazy plan was to create competition in the market.""Oh, that? I'm so sorry sir, it was the chairman that proposed it, it's not yet credible it's just a proposal, how did you get to know?""Words get out real quick these days, and I'm not pleased with it, if it's the publication, and I want that person nitpicking found now and then. So figure it out and deal with it.""You're right Mr Stark, I'm sorry for such poor management." She rubbed her eyes."That still doesn't count unless it's tackled down."Joshu
Joshua almost choking on blood, Hudson twisted the knife into his gut, he felt like he should have himself down on a cliff but on second thought he could not quite sketch out why Hudson was greedy for what was not his. "How are you going to get the Stark when it's not even yours, your identity?" Hudson curled his eyebrow right at him and then began to chuckle. "Then what? Do you think I will think of something that will just remain solely as an illusion?" He sauntered over to Joshua. , "I'm a man of my ambition." "Hudson this will be interesting as you have declared your intention." Joshua laughed, choking on blood. His heart was dark and bloody. Hudson stood there In his hand was the blood-stained dagger he raised it straight pointing at Joshua. "When you have lived your entire life claiming the identity you're not, Hudson it will be hard to live without purpose." He looked around and then back to Joshua. "That is extreme." "I know but once you're dead nothing is stopping me."
Swirling around them was a cloud of dust from the sawmill where Joshua was held hostage. When he went out to meet with Peter earlier, something came up. Peter after spending time with him induced his water with a powder, his head spun around like he'd gotten into an accident, his heart started to beat slowly like everything he had worked hard for had lost its base, and his hands wobbled his head. Banging loud like it was hit by the hardest metal. Everything was so surreal and yet so copper in his throat. What kind of liquid was he induced with? He didn't know but he knew one thing for sure, this was not a mistake or a coincidence. Peter sat at the opposite seat and watched him while everything happened unwavering, Joshua fighting for his breath was like him watching a drama, a scary one he has gotten used to at that. "I don't like to see you like this Joshua but I have no option, never trust an enemy to be your friend." Peter's voice was screechy, stretching no tension. All Joshua's
"I have an idea, Let's run the DNA test and confirm the truth about Hudson." Miss Laura contributed. "You scared the crap out of me, Miss Laura," Pamela concluded. Pamela got that served quite cold and slowly she tried to regain her strength in an oblivious way, she blinked at Miss Laura, the relationship she had with her, she was quite sure if things go out the wrong way with the DNA she will be more than screwed. Joshua with the most condescending look sipped on his drink and relaxed on the sofa. "That is brilliant, I think it will work that way." Joshua agreed. Miss Laura and Joshua almost in unison glided their sight to Pamela. "What?! You're not expecting me to get it are you?!'' She shrugged, choking on her saliva. Pamela turned to look at Miss Laura. After what happened last night she couldn't get any closer to Joshua without it being suspicious. She huffed and rested her hand to the side of her face, her head hung in a sluggish tired way on the desk and Josh
Joshua was still shocked by Miss Laura back slashing attitude toward him. "Let me see what you have there." He said and Miss Laure forwarded her iPad to him. He read through it carefully then sighed. As if knowing what was going on he stared straight at Miss Laura. "Don't be like that." "Don't be like how we have gone this far and to think that some bastard is sitting up there… if this had no impact on you. You do it does on me, I can't let Hudson take charge." She clenched her jaw and felt the electric shock rifle up her jaw. "I will see what I can do about it." "Coward." Miss Laura hissed behind his back and he left her alone in the office entry. —--- "I can't believe this,'' Hudson said and he clasped his hands together while getting closer to the lady in front of him. "What do you believe?" Pamela scoffed. "The fact that you want to have me ruined or the fact that you figure out your dream will come true." Pamela bit her bottom lips, the word hurting through her mo
Joshua flew his gaze right at the mirror where he was unbuttoning his shirt, "It has already begun." He clenched his hand around the curtain and turned to give a second glance at the west wing of the room he had allocated to Pamela while they were there together. He pulled his suitcase towards himself and then dropped it, what if there was no reason for him? Likely he won't want to go back just as he thought about it closely. Every muscle in his body throbbed. But something like a weave of the thread was dragging him back. He wouldn't be able to make it and if he turns back now it means that everything he had worked hard for during his period while staying right here in Sheffield was nothing but a wasted time. The nun Mary has to meet with her as soon as possible to figure out more in regards to his twin brother. Could Hudson be lying, his medical report didn't reveal that he had any genetic disorder. But there was a chance that he fabricated it. He had to meet the nun. And his fligh
"What is the name of the disease?" Joshua asked but the nun didn't reply to him. He put his hand against the counter with a vase and asked again. "What is the name?" His brow tint demandingly. "I'm sorry but that is all we could find, I can't pronounce it but I have everything emailed down to you. Got to take a look at it." The nun muttered. Joshua gulped, his eyes lingering relentlessly, If Joshua finds that what he thinks is true then it means. . . Well, he was too deep into his sleep with the call came in, his voice was trying to sound normal. Joshua couldn't quite think well enough. He let out a deep sigh and shifted to the side without letting the suspense die off, the nun vanished and killed the call. "Alright, Thank you, sister Mary. I quite think you have done enough." Joshua said over the phone and ended the call he dropped his phone by his side, in a toss that showed he wasn't sure what to do at the moment hen then let himself dribble his hand off his face as he fucking
Pamela swat her hand to her face, she thought they were way past that. This hurts more than she could figure, what in God's name! Even as she feels her heart slamming against her rib cage and sweat dribbling down her spine. She forced a smile on her face. "What?" "I'm reminding you, did you send the note I told you to?" Joshua showed no restraint, his voice was purely authoritative, Pamela's eyes met his folded gaze she broke before she ran her hand along her jaw scratching through it as if there was a complete cold she had met the harbinger of death. "Yes, yes of course I was just going from there. It slipped my mind that I didn't let you know." Joshua's brow rises and she takes a step back as he takes a step towards her. Joshua's hand dribbled from his side and raised to touch the lips of the Pamela jacket that she wore. "You should lay this properly." He said then turned his back. Pamela clicked her fingers to the heart of her hand. Joshua's gaze was on her
Pamela walked the entry street by the woods, she sighs as her eyes catch the bus stop not far from where she stood, her hand to her knees and her forehead dripping with sweat. She doesn't know whether to say summer in Vancouver was far better but here her whole body is soaked up. "Thank heaven there is a bus stop right there." She dug her hand into her pocket and pulled out the hole from her pocket. Her head shook, she had no single glimpse of what Joshua's intentions were when he asked her to deliver the letter and what was inside the letter might bother her to try to figure out more but she dug it deeper inside her coat. "I shouldn't look beside it's not intended for me." She shakes her head and drops her hand from her pocket. Her superficial attempt to hold everything under her baby was a kind that feels so hefty. She finds herself fitted on the bench, beside her stood men who were dressed heftily, their voices the dark chrome of their dressing. Pamela blinked up wit
"It feels like we need a safe word," Pamela said the lines around her eyes slowly fading. "I wouldn't allow it, neither of us is allowed to walk out and go the way we were before we boarded on this plane, we can't and you know how this trip is secret." "Okay pick it, what is our safe word?" Pamela anticipated tirelessly, she knew more than anyone that she got on this plane for her own reasons. Mind blown Joshua shrugs. "I'm as surprised as you are. I wouldn't know any, come on figure out one I will just have to live by the way." "What about blue for when it's right and red for when it's not," Joshua suggested, the scowl Pamela three his way we're oddly penetrative beyond his flesh. "Random as hell." "I like where this is headed already. Don't forget it's not a date." "We're going to Sheffield and they're known for their extra cautious lifestyle. It wouldn't help us last some days without getting discovered." She shrugs. Joshua grinned. "What is