"He's your son.." I choked."My son?" Concubine Zhi laughed and arched her well maintained brow at me. So high that it almost reached the roof."Ha! Even from the start, I don't really have any hope for that bastard. I also wonder, without any protection of anyone, all these years how did he managed to survive inside the palace? Li Han is really something don't you think, Lady Bai?"His small tormented body, his tears and his screams.. the kid Li Han.. I could barely imagine the male lead's desolation during his childhood.Throughout his life, Li Han was cursed by everyone.Ignored by his father, bullied by his half-siblings, mocked and pushed down by the servants. Since childhood, the numerous times of assassination attempts to the male lead's life were also mentioned in the novel.Even his biological mother.. The fact that his great sufferings have all began to his mother.The male lead have first experienced those mortifying things, the cruelty of life from the person he called mo
"Xin'er."I have to calm down. 'Rack your brains out, Liu Shishi.'I have a huge advantage. I know the flow of the story. Thinking about it for a few seconds, it made me realize I can still save the novel.. can still save the male lead. Can still have my death ending. 'Cheer up!'I have become Bai Suxin. I lived her life for five years. I studied the green-tea villainess character well. I understand her position in her family's heart.When Bai Meili was pregnant with Bai Suxin, the Bai couple visited a famous shrine. At the suggestion of the Bai Patriarch, they agreed to meet the mysterious female shaman named Wu Mian. This sorceress was a renowned fortune teller and traveller.Wu Mian predicted that the child on Bai Meili's stomach will provide the Bai family with glory and honor. Her words: "She will grow up representing grace and virtue. She will bring peace and prosperity to the land. This child has surrounded by a mystical phoenix aura."That's how Bai Suxin became the greatest
'What?'Bai Meili lovingly stroked my cheeks. Her eyes were red because she had been crying. "His Majesty the Emperor didn't die. Colluding with the Duke of Hebei in an attempt of assassination to His Highness Nan King, the emperor ordered to have you and your father arrested."'What?'She paused. "The royal guards are coming. We need to flee, fast."I stopped her from dragging me. "How about Fūqìn?"'Mother of Pearls!' I didn't know that the plot was rapidly progressing when I was in my dreamland. After the poisoning scene, there should be another two days before the fall of the Left Prime Minister House."Your father is waiting for us. We will meet at Kulian Dock. Come. We don't have time."At the southern exit of the manor, two carriages were waiting for us."Xin'er, hurry." Bai Meil's voice was full of anxiety.The carriage went in full speed. 'Mother of–.' I planted myself in the wall like a scared fugly lizard.The feeling of the need to throw up had started. 'Again? D@mn carria
Her tears ceased. Bai Meili slowly withdrew away from me.I stared back at my mother with a blank expression. I leaned to her ear and whispered: "That's why.. every year, on my birthday, I only wish for one thing.""In the next life, I wish a good person will become my mother."Bai Meili subconsciously took a step back. As her face marked by unbelief, the woman gasped; covering her lips with both hands. "X-Xin'er.. You.."Indifferently, I turned away from Bai Meili then shifted my attention to my personal maid. "Jin'er."Removing Jin'er's hand from my sleeve was quite challenging. I smiled to her patiently. "Take care of the Madam for me, okay?"Despite the tears on her face, her Janice Wu-like beauty didn't even diminished a bit. 'Ah my heart. My belle!'General Ming suddenly spoke: "My lady."When he saw me nodding my head, the general bowed, clearly pleased. He turned to his men and said: "Bring the carriage here.""Yes."'Ah. I am the best green-tea villainess of all time. Goodbye
(Note: Wàngfêi- means the wife of a prince; princess consort)——'Wàngfêi? Who? Me?' I almost pointed at myself and asked Qiuyue not to make a joke. It made me nervous more than the sword that was on my neck."This woman must die.""Lady Chu.""Because of you, His Highness.. You harmed him. If I came too late, he'll..""Lady Chu, don't scare our wàngfêi. Put down your weapon."Suddenly, someone tried to attack Chu Wanwan. Her reflex action was to dodged quickly. When the female lead was distracted, Qiuyue immediately pulled me and put me behind the royal guards, shielding me from our mad goddess."Jin'er?"'What is she doing here?'Jin'er tried to attack the female lead with a dagger but Chu Wanwan was fast to dodged and countered with a heavy punch on the abdomen of her attacker. "Jin'er!"The female lead waved her sword in the air. Now, she was determined to charge towards my personal maid."Stop! Stop her." I scolded the royal guards."Yes."The conflict that was happening infront
Shouts of men and clashes of swords brought me up from sleep. I blinked. I woke up in panic hearing the clamorous sound of my surroundings.I was having an insane dream earlier. I was dreaming vividly. I stared at my hand, particularly at my scar. I had no idea what happened. 'Mother of–!'My head was heavy. My body felt a little tired. I felt like there was a giant duck sitting on my chest.'What's the hell is this?' When my vision cleared, I recognized Qiuyue and Jin'er by my side."My lady, you fainted thirty minutes ago and by that time, the faction of the Duke of Hebei.. have infiltrated the Yongshou Palace. But don't worry, my lady. His Highness Nan King is here to save you.""Protect the wàngfêi!" My eyes snapped at the familiar voice. 'Li Han.'Swords flashing. Not far away, the assassins sprinted towards the male lead. Dozen of arrows were flying everywhere and one almost hit my feet."Oh god!" I exclaimed.Chu Wanwan clothed in a man's attire, fought side by side with Li H
So strange. I thought Li Han likes carrying me. Now, seeing him embracing another woman.. caring for another woman, I found it somewhat strange.The night was dark and damp. It resembled the feelings of my heart right now.My throat felt dry and my knees weak. I didn't know what terrifies me, the sight of my wound or the sight of them together right now?I lowered my head. 'That's funny.'A trickle of jealousy moved through me, but I promptly dismissed it. I must be crazy. There's no reason for me to be jealous alright. Absolutely none. Nada.I wanted to laugh.I'm supposed to die by poisoning, not by an arrow.General Ming saluted and said, "My lady, we must go now. This servant will take you to Taiji Palace."I stayed still. Unlike earlier, the surroundings were deadly silent."M-my lady?" I think General Ming noticed something.Li Han had already left with Chu Wanwan, so I shouldn't just stand here and stay with a disappointed look. What was I expecting? They were the main charact
'I really like my master.'Even her name sounds so warm and kind; Bai Suxin, Bai-means 'white, pure'; Sù meaning 'simple' and Xin meaning 'heart'. The lady was the eldest legitimate daughter of the Left Prime Minister."Jin'er, I'm worried about the lady. Will she be okay?"These past few weeks, some bad things happened to the lady. The distraught Madam and the angry Lord put the whole manor on high alert."Since we saved her from drowning, she never stop crying. She's only twelve. How can she cry like that as if she lost her soul?""The physician said she'll be fine if we serve the lady well.""Mingle, where is the lady?""W-what?""The lady! Where is she?""She.. she was just right here."When the Madam found out that the lady was missing again, she fainted in the arms of the Lord. Lu Kai was tasked to immediately gathered all the guards. "Spread out! Find the lady!"Thirty minutes later, a scream originated from one of the east courtyard was heard."My lady!!!"A fallen chair; fee
"During his youth, my old man is prettier than Jiangke. My sweet husband. The love of my life."Liu Mei stabbed her cake, her eyes glazing over the cafe. "Excuse me. Liu Shishi, stop daydreaming. You never had a boyfriend. As in. Ever.""I'm married. For fifty-one years.""You.. you're crazy. Remind me again, why did I allow you to stay at my place? You should stop reading those weird novels. If you don't stop, I'm going to sue that author. He certainly did something to your tiny brain. Tsk. Ben dan." (*stupid egg: idiot)I pouted. 'This girl.. is really hateful.'"Jiêjiê, look what I got." I smirked at her. I raised my hand, kissing the colorful red wallet. Pay back time!"That.. that's my wallet."Looking at my wicked sister shaking her head comically, made me feel soooooo good. I giggled. He-he. I nodded to her slowly. Teasingly."No. You can't. Liu Shishi!"I smiled more, mischievously. I know how my sister love money so much. Compared to me who spend money like water; Liu Mei was
Wanwan said, I should cherish the memories. She said, I should move on and be happy because you're already in heaven.F**k that.If you're going to leave, I'd erase every remnant of your existence in this world. I'd destroy everything you had touched. Everything connected to you. Everyone you loved.'If you're going to leave..''.. Please, bring me with you.'Why can't they understand that I don't want just the memories of you? I want you; the entire you. Not just.. your shell. 'Please, come back to me.'If I must, I'd destroy everything to get you back. So you'll choose to return, get mad and scold me for being unreasonable.'If I could turn back time, will you finally look at me? If I was given another chance, will you be able to love me?''If I meet you again, then I..'What did I say back then to Eunuch Xu? Something about Bai Suxin being the most dangerous person I met. I came back. I traveled back in time. 'This time, I will protect you. This time, you can't escape.'"I know y
Some were sad with their ill-fated lives but I'm not. I want to detached myself from life; be numb and stay unfeeling. I know from the very beginning that Mother hated me as she hated Father Emperor. Mother won't let me forget that fact— by giving me the bitter congee every night."I want to be a good person for my son. I also want to be a good mother. But Your Majesty took everything away from me. You are the one who made me a monster!"All the servants looked at us with their condemning eyes. They didn't bother concealing netheir their profound contempt to Mother nor their pitiful gazes to me."You told me, if I give birth to your child, Your Majesty will spare Yichen's life. Yet in the end, you still ordered his assassination!" Mother kneeled infront of Father Emperor, laughing and crying at the same time.I heard from the servants, before Mother became one of the thousand beauties by Father Emperor's side, she used to have a fiance but that person died because of father."Who do y
Warning: Reader discretion is advised.——His Highness Nan King made no further movement that's when I realized, he was waiting for a response. I let go of the blanket and gently held his idol-type face. I can't really pushed the male lead in the chest or shoulders, he's wounded."A kiss.""Just one kiss. You need time to heal."Li Han closed his eyes; when he opened them again, there was a mysterious glint in them."I understand, wife. A kiss."Just imagine the surprise look I made when I heard the dog prince agreed. 'What is he saying with that puppy expression?' It makes me want to pat him again. 'See? The male lead is reasonable? What a cute puppy.' That's.. what I thought and I was damn.. wrong.I was never been this wrong because if I can, I'll slap myself and push my dumb self to the cliff. He lied! No matter how cute he is, Li Han is still a dog! I should've known, that this will happen. It's a scam!'Bad dog! Bad dog!' *Wahhh!!When Li Han shoved his tongue inside my mouth,
As a matter of fact, I really don't have any idea on how to act infront of the male lead. I mean.. now the story has long changed its course, I was unsure if should I still act as a bully to him or what?Looking at the male lead puppy appearance, I can't bear to. I feel like I'm executing an animal abuse. (*lol)"Suxin? Is that you?""Your Highness—""No. Call my name. Call me by my name. Tell me, it's you. Please.."'Li Han..' I bit my tongue, his name almost escape my lips. "Prove it to me. Prove it to me that you're Bai Suxin. Please..""Though, this must be another dream; can you.. just let me deceive myself for once?"'What is he saying?'"Li Han, why are you crying? Stop. I said, stop."I stretched out my hands. As my fingers touched the tears on his cheeks, I hardened my heart and scolded him: "Don't cry. Don't you dare cry for me."I closed my eyes in frustration, unable to understand what's happening right now. But I was certain that he's cornering me. I know that there were
Alarmed by what I'm hearing; I took a step back, instinctively pushing the emperor away from me in the process.We looked at each other, both had a shock expression in our faces. When he recovered, Li Rui stretched his hand towards me again. "Lady Bai, I..""Your Majesty!"Bai Yan with red eyes and her glamorous red dress approached us. She glanced at me in angry manner; I gulped.'What duck-sh!t scene is this?!'This is the Prince Palace, so why are you people keep coming here? Disturbing this villainess peaceful life as an abandoned wife. Stop bringing this villainess a dog drama!"Greetings to Her Highness The Empress." I saluted.'Bai Yan, it's not what you think it is. You're not wearing a green-hat. Believe me.'"An important letter came from the Nan Army."After reading the said letter; Li Rui stood there silently with a complicated expression on his face.Bai Yan smirked. "I suggest to let the Nan Queen depart immediately."Just like that, I was thrown to my mortal enemy.. the
"Worship the heaven, earth and the ancestors."That moment when you talk sh*t and have to eat your own words. (ཀ ∧ ཀ )"First kowtow for harmony."Red symbolizes good luck, happiness and prosperity. Well, marrying the male lead, I.. highly doubt that. Oh dear, aside from PTSD.. starting that day, I also think, I'm having an erythrophobia (*fear of color red)."Second kowtow to the heaven and the earth."Don't asked me why I didn't run away because I sincerely tried numerous times and failed miserably. The Bai couple locked me up in my own bedchamber for a month before the wedding day."Third kowtow to each other."Just like that, I became a married woman. At the young age of fifteen, the duck villainess married the dog male lead who suffers a facial paralysis.After the wedding ceremony, I don't know if I should be grateful or what when the male lead received an imperial edict by Emperor Li Hai, ordering him to immediately depart to the Southern Border.I think that day, my soul left
"The lady must've like the Dog Prince that's why she's helping him every time."Heaven ah! I never felt so offended like this before. Ever! I wanted to slapped them with my mêimäô. (*veil hat)My eyes squinted at the people in the next table and looked at them like they have five heads? Are you.. freaking serious? I'm helping the male lead because it's what written in the plot, that's all."They must be in a secret relationship."*cough*cough* I never thought that I'd die the second time.. by choking on noodles. 'What relationship? Ill-fated relationship?'Jin'er lightly tapped my back while passing me a glass of water. "Slowly, my lady."Like my life was depended on it, I gulped the water rapidly to force the food down, then I heard them say again: "The Crown Princess candidate must've seduced the Dog Prince."Oh God Lord, jiū jiū wō! (*help me)"My lady!" Jin'er was holding my whole arm, apparently restraining me."Don't stop me Jin'er. I'm going to fight them." I gritted my teeth i
I really don't know what to feel. This was already my second transmigration to this sadomasochistic novel, so of course, I already know my way around here. I was less desperate and had less doubts. I was braver this time.The history was already written. My regrets from my first transmigration, I don't want to make them the second time.I put meticulous attention to each details of the original plot; I promised to myself that I won't make the same mistakes I made before and planned to make good decisions on my own without errors.'Jayo!'"Crown prince brother, stop staring at Lady Bai. Hmp."I couldn't help but smile thinking that this bratty little seventh princess tried to protect this villainess until the end. She's really a good friend.'I'm afraid to leave you here. Come with me to Du Empire. I will protect you there.'Li Cha linked her arms with me; fluttered her long eyelashes as she taunted her little victory to her older brother. I sighed at the two, watching them bickering