Ashina didn't gain consciousness at once. She began noticing her surroundings minutes after she woke up. There was no one nearby. She was alone in her room. Just beside her bed, she saw plates and cups that had been used to feed her drugs. She didn't call anyone or try to ask for help. She didn't feel any pain. She doesn't even have a memory of what happened. It's just her on her bed looking lost and empty.
After minutes of silence even in her head, she wondered what had gotten her into this condition.
"What made me faint?" She asked herself, thinking of possible reasons. It was not like her father had touched her. He beats her when she provokes him but he had never beaten her to the extent where she lost consciousness.
It's not like she got diagnosed with any sickness that drained her energy. And she is quite energetic. The doctor has once said. And she had proved it at different times.
"Oh! Right!" She cried in her head.
"I remember. I remember just what it is that happened." She said to herself.
"My fairy tale Alpha." She smiled.
'oh no! Wait, he isn't an Alpha yet. My fairy tale mate," she smiled and adjusted her position on her bed.
She stretched her body and sat down straight. She sat closer to the wall and rested her back on her pillow. She removed the bed cover on her leg. She saw her legs bare skin. She wondered who it was that had removed her skirts. Her leggings that she wore as underwear were still on. She looked at the shirt she had on. It was different from what she wore when she met her fairy tale man.
She had a silky shirt on, with a long skirt that can be tied around her waist just in case she wants to run. But now, it's just her nightwear. She had her nightwear on.
"How long have I been unconscious?" She asked herself. She stood up and went across the window. It's night. That time of the night. Just deep into the night where no wolf or very few wolves are still awake.
She went back to her bed sluggishly. Still under the influence of sleep and tiredness. Her bones were not as strong as they used to be, and her muscles hurt. She dare not try to shift or run at this moment. She would not just faint, but will probably become immobile for a long period.
"Why? Oh! That's what happened. Father!" She mourned. When she remembered how she had insulted Amoux and made him feel embarrassed. She sank deeper into worry. She feared her father's treatment. Her mother wouldn't say a thing. Her brothers will not even look at her with pity. But she has grown used to all those. But this is a new kind of crime she had committed against her father. She wondered what his reaction would be. First, she was all friendly with the son of the Ultimate Alpha. Then she disrespected someone her father had shown interest in.
But this man was all worth it. His appearance was calming. He is of royalty and for the first time, a man who she knew wasn't afraid of her father. He treated her with respect not because he knew her father, but because she was a human. The last man to do that to her was Falcris. Falcris was just a beta in her father's pack. He hadn't grown in their pack. His father defected from another pack during the last war but contributed largely to the winning of the war. Hence why they rose to being Betas. He had seen her with her maids running through the woods. He chased her.
"Lady Ashina! Lady Ashina!!" He called when he grew closer to her.
"My Lady! A wolf has been after us since we crossed the stream." One of her maids informed her.
"I know. He probably has a message for me from my father or something. I want to have today for myself and not for anyone else," she explained. She didn't wait, neither did her maids. And the wolf coming after her, didn't wait either.
"He is a persistent one," she thought to herself.
"Let me listen to what he has to say," she sighed. She stopped running and turned back.
"And what message do you have for me," she said. He stopped and bowed his head. He raised his face, smiling.
"My Lady, the message I have for you is best listened to, with regard to high confidentiality," he said.
"You are the son of Donolf. The man from the legend who joined our pack when we were having a hard time?"
"I would prefer that you don't remember me by that always." He complained.
"Sorry! My bad! What message do you have for me?" She asked.
"In private." He said. She looked at him and smiled uncomfortably. She turned to her maids and asked them to give her a minute.
"Do you know my father is Lord Olcan? Your Alpha?" She had warned him after he told her of his interest in her. How he had been taking notice of her every move.
"I know. But your father should not have anything to do with how we love each other. My Lady, don't see this as condescending, but I love you. I would love to be your mate." He confessed. All she could do was smile. The confidence of this man is nothing she had seen.
She inhaled him. He has a subtle scent for a Beta's son. His scent wasn't domineering. But she doesn't care. She didn't reply to him at the moment. She only gave him more chances to talk to her.
But everything ended five years ago. Her father had caught a glimpse of Falcris' smile for her. Her father placed someone after both of them. And after careful notice, her father called both of them to court.
"Ashina! Who is this man?" He asked in a friendly tone. He didn't come off as angry. Even the guards of the court were not around. The atmosphere wasn't official. She felt relaxed."Father! He is Falcris. Son of Beta Donolf. His father was the one who helped us unravel plots of the Ekun's pack during the last war. We…" "Ashina! I know who his father is. Tell me the relationship between you and the young wolf." Lord Olcan ordered. He stood up from his seat and moved closer towards them."He is a wolf I am interested in, father. I love him." She said to her father with a smile on her face. She moved forward so her father would know how happy she is. She had her hand on her chest. "You love him?" He said. He turned around and smiled."And you Falcris, what do you have to say about that?" Olcan asked Falcris."Lord Olcan. I love your daughter. She is the perfect mate. She is…" Falcris said. He bowed down immediately. He thought it would be disrespectful to talk to Lord Olcan while stand
What is it? What is all this madness?" Lord Olcan asked a raging Amoux. Amoux entered into Lord Olcan's court without the usual formality required. He was to ask for permission from the guards who stood at the door. Either of the guards will go into the castle and ask if Olcan wants to meet with the person or not. But Amoux attacked both guards. They didn't fight him. They only paved the way for him. "You ask your daughter not me!" He fired back at Olcan"My daughter?" Olcan asked. He adjusted his posture on his seat. He sat with his right hand under his chin. His elbow touched his lap and he leaned forward."Your daughter did not only defy me, she disrespected you. And it seems all your policies are a facade," Amoux blurted. Four of the guards rushed toward him. A guard grabbed his right hand. He tried clawing the guard with his left arm, but he got punched in the bicep by another. His punch weakened. Another guard grabbed his arm. Two came from behind and kicked him in his leg.
Apart from fighting, the guards around Olcan were another problem. Even if he was to attack Olcan, they would get to him before he could do that. And this court doesn't support his fighting style. It's a large room with no pillars that he can hang on around. "Lord Olcan, I am betrothed to your daughter. She defied me. Isn't it only natural that I watch you punish her?" "Oh! I see. You were expecting me to punish her?" Olcan stood up. He dusted his clothes. Amoux saw him raise his garment up and…"I won't be punishing my daughter," Amoux heard Olcan speak right beside him."So fast!" Amoux cried within himself. "You are the fool who couldn't win the heart of my daughter in the last four months. Let her belong to the person who captivates her heart," Lord Olcan said."And you won't be standing when I am beside you," Olcan inhaled and shivered. Amoux felt pain in his nostrils. It went from his nostrils right to his brain. A shrill pain. An instinct that told him how much of a danger h
Ashina is all alone in her room, sleeping. She doesn't know anything going on around her, not to talk of things going on miles from her. The Ultimate Alpha and his brother sat down in their court room. Worried about why Beowulf had to fall in love with the daughter of Olcan. They know of the relationship between their pack and Olcan. "You think Olcan would agree?" Adalwolf asked. "Would he have another choice?" Audolf smiled."It's not about that. You know what have happened," "You should not be the one scared. You did nothing wrong," Audolf consoled his elder brother. "Yes! I know," Adalwolf replied. He appears as old as the oldest priest in Noguchi but he is the same age as Olcan. They used to know each other and be friends while they were young. But position and family made each other realize that they can't be friends forever. One has to hate on each other. Olcan Pack has to hate on the Ultimate pack. It's compulsory. It's necessary. It's inevitable and only so much can be d
Ashina woke up from her bath tub calmly. She stood up slowly. The water in her bathtub has emptied. She had removed the little knob that connects it to the drainage before she slept. She would not like to drown. When she even wanted to die, death didn't come. And now there is a reason for her to live. There is a ray of hope in her existence, and she didn't want to die yet. "This feeling I had, was it what Cathulf and others were talking about?" She asked herself."These maids have really gone beyond what I have felt. We need to discuss more. Especially when it comes to charming men," she concluded. She stood up and went closer to her bed. She could hear faint sounds of people arguing from her father's courtroom. "God knows what they are talking about now!" She picked up the cloth on a stand beside her bed. She wore it. She went to her mirror. She straightened her hair. Put on her scarf and put it around her neck. She left her room, heading towards her mother's room. "Lady Ashina!"
Even though the fear and surprise in Ashina cannot be contained by mere apology or assurance, she tried to calm herself. She loves her brother and the maids. She believed no wolf should ever die by Blood moon. After her last lover died by it. It still traumatizes her but there isn't anything to be done. She can cry about it for all she wants. Whine till heaven falls, there is nothing to be done. But with the presence of Beowulf. A new lover she met who hasn't shown interest in her. She should not dream far, but she believed if he ever chose her to be his mate, that making her a Luna, she would put a stop to using blood moon to kill. And as a Luna, she will arrest her father and ask him why he hates the Ultimate pack so much. If possible she would punish him for killing her first love. And Amoux, she will make sure he suffers. "Am I day dreaming?" She laughed at herself. "But it's allowed, right? After all these years, having this sort of feeling, I need to savor it the best way I
"Ah! Mother! And what did father say?" "I wasn't there. Your father talked to him alone. You would have wait till your father comes back," "But mother, father won't listen to me." "Are you sure?" "Mother! He won't. That's why I have come to you. I need you to help me talk to him. I love Beowulf." "You love him? A man you just met yesterday. A man that after meeting him, you went unconscious is who you love?" "Yes mother. I love him." "Do you think love is something that you can decide without experience?" Her mother asked, standing from her seat. "But it is still better than what you want me to have for Amoux," "He is a good man," "I will never love him." She replied to her mother. Her mother turned and looked at her. "You have grown into a fine young girl and many people will come to you. And when they can't get to you, they will try to bewitch you with all sorts of powers," her mother said, moving close to Ashina. "Amoux is a good man. A friend of your father. He is
Ashina woke up to the sound of a lively compound. Everyone before her is awake. She still lingers on her bed wondering what to do today. She concludes on some things she should do but one important one is to go to the market where she had met Beowulf. Maybe she will see him. It's been days since they met. Four days since she met Beowulf at the market. Four days since she met the man she believed will be the one to change the course of her existence. The man who she thought existed in fairy tales. A man with power but with a considerable amount of affection towards the people. A man whose humility rivals that of the goddess. Not to lie, there are three sets of things in Noguchi that she could compare Beowulf's humility to. The powerful, the weak, and the goddess. The powerful bones like the Alpha's, Upper Betas, Betas. These are the strong ones that determine how things go within every pack in Noguchi. But the truth is, they are only humble to those they know and love. And the weak.