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Chapter 115: Confessions of Drunkenness
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Lawrence's POV

I sat in Bena's apartment and thought back to everything that had happened at the bar.

Did Eleanor love me? If she didn't, then why did she protect me and helped me escape?

A still small voice inside of me kept affirming that Eleanor did indeed love me. Why else would she have been so happy and ecstatic to see me alive? But another voice began to plant seeds of doubt within me, telling me that it was all merely an illusion, that I was probably overthinking and that I was. Perhaps Eleanor was just protecting me out of sympathy for me.

She didn't want to hurt me because she was soft-hearted and kind, but it wasn't love. The man Eleanor loved was Logan.

Bena quietly stepped into the apartment, she seemed to be frightened and when she saw me, she jumped slightly before regaining her composure. Then without a word, she ran over to my side and hugged me, burying her head in my chest.

"Lawrence," she whispered, "I was scared. I didn't think there would be hunters at my fan mee
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