Eleanor's POVEverything seemed so unreal. I didn't know how to describe my feelings at that moment. Lawrence and I were getting married. It sounded like a dream. Oh, my God, it was crazy. The werewolf who once hurt me and brought me nightmares had become my legal husband.When I returned to The Vatican, I lived in fear and shadow every day. I was afraid that Lawrence would suddenly go crazy and torture me as before. I was also afraid that Stella or Logan came to the door one day. I didn't want to face Stella's questions or see Logan's 'affectionate kindness' to me. All of that was terrible.Thanks god, Lawrence didn't touch me again, instead, he agreed that we slept in two different rooms. Lawrence asked me to move into his villa. It was a very nice place. I once dreamed of living in such a house one day. There was a garden that I could dress up at will, a bedroom that could see the beginning of the day, and a blue swimming pool that could be seen when I opened my eyes. It would be b
Eleanor's POVI never expected to meet Harley in the Vatican. He was my former colleague in the foreign trade company and had once helped me when Stella was looking for trouble. So, when he saw me, Harley looked very happy, "Eleanor, is it really you?"I looked at him stiffly for a moment before answering, "Oh... Hi, Harley. Why are you here?"The foreign trade company I worked for before was very far away from my current company, and it was a weekday, so it was very strange to meet anyone I knew.Harley said, "My sister divorced her husband. She wants to go back to the Vatican, and asked me to find her a house nearby. Also, I heard that you found a new job in Bristol. Why did you come back?"I could only lie to him, "Our company is developing business in the Vatican, and my boss knew I had been in the Vatican, so he transferred me back."Harley lamented, "So that's what happened. Anyway, it's good to see you again, Eleanor."I didn't know how to face him, because of Logan and Stella,
Eleanor's POVThe Vatican always went dark quickly in the summer. It was clearly a little brighter ten minutes ago, but soon it was swallowed up by darkness and silence. It was a full moon, and it wasn't until I realized that things seemed a bit ominous. Because Logan once told me that the werewolves' sexual desire reached its peak every full moon.My clothes had been completely taken off by Lawrence, torn into rags by him and casually thrown on the floor, but this seemed like nothing to worry about because soon, his body was over mine. Through the fabric of my clothes, I could feel that his body was very hot, and I was getting burned by his body heat.Lawrence was so fit that he could perfectly envelop me in his arms, and I thought that even if someone saw us, they wouldn't see me. But that didn't make me feel an ounce of relief. "No, please..." I kept resisting and begging, hoping he would stop, even if it were back home. No, even in the car we were originally in, it was better than
Lawrence POVI went into the bathroom and cleaned myself. Thinking back to what had just happened, I knew that I had lost my control once again. I gradually realized that I could never control my emotions when confronted with Eleanor, as I had just that time. It was a feeling of anger and jealousy that I found unbelievable. Why would I feel this way just because I saw Eleanor talking to that man and smiling at him? What was I thinking at that moment?When I saw Eleanor, I wanted to greet her, but instead, I saw her talking to a young man, smiling at him. But in front of me, Eleanor always looked scared, and her body was always shaking, begging me constantly, and she never smiled at me. So, when I realized the situation, I felt so angry that I rushed forward and forcefully took Eleanor away.I kept telling myself in my mind that it wasn't jealousy. I liked Stella, not Eleanor, so how could I be jealous because of her? Right, that night was the night of the full moon, when werewolf sex
Eleanor's POVI sat on the floor of my room as the sound of Lawrence swimming came from outside.God, he still wouldn't go to sleep, seemingly because he had too much energy to sleep. Meanwhile, I was so worried that he would get out of the pool later and come back to me, or even do that to me, that I had been afraid to sleep.My body was very sore because Lawrence's previous rough behavior had left some bruises on my body, and my skin was covered with Lawrence's smell. I could even feel that very sticky touch being left on my panties, but I didn't dare to take a shower. I was afraid that I would see Lawrence waiting for me when I came out of the bathroom.I clutched my body tightly, still couldn't stop shivering. He was a devil. I should have stayed away from him long ago and should not have agreed to marry him.Since moving here, Lawrence's behavior seemed to have become gentle, so I had gradually relaxed my guard against him. But what happened that day told me that things were not
There was another knock on the door outside, which made me very scared. Why was Lawrence coming to see me again? Wasn't what he had done to me in the park enough? I heard him stand at the door and call out to me, "Eleanor."I was so scared that I hid my body behind the curtain, but I noticed that Lawrence's voice seemed much softer now. It was no longer the same vicious, hateful anger that had torn me apart.I carefully got up and walked behind the door to my room, suppressing my apprehension and telling him, "I want to sleep." I tried to sound weak and tired.The energy of a werewolf was different from an ordinary human, and I almost thought I was going to die by Lawrence in the park. At that moment, my body was in so much pain that I couldn't lift a bit of strength.Lawrence stood at the door and said, "Tomorrow you shouldn't go to work, rest at home for a day. I have asked for leave for you."When I heard this, I started questioning in my heart, 'Why did Lawrence ask for leave for
Eleanor's POVThe next day, Lawrence left for work early because his company in the Vatican was just established. There was a lot of work he needed to take care of. However, I couldn't come to work because I was still injured, so he decided to let me rest at home.I sat on the couch in the living room, and although I had stayed over one night, I was still scared. I wasn't sure if Lawrence would ever do that to me again. Yet, my gut told me that werewolves were scary, and that wasn't something I should go near as a human. So, I had to get out of here as soon as possible, to get away from Lawrence forever. I wanted to kill him, but that plan obviously wouldn't work, and I had to think of other ideas.When Lawrence threatened to marry me with the video of us in the underground parking lot, I had no choice but to marry him. So, maybe I could find the video and destroy it at the moment. Therefore, Lawrence would never be able to force me again. That day might be a good opportunity since I
Eleanor's POV.I walked down the stairs and into the living room of the cottage. Then I saw that a breakfast he had bought for me was on the dining table. Lawrence didn't seem to know my tastes, so he had brought a lot of breakfast with all kinds of dishes. Yet, I didn't have much of an appetite. This was ridiculous. Last night, he went crazy and hurt me. Then the next morning, he suddenly put on a gentlemanly look to care for me.I sat down at the table and just poured myself a glass of water, it was confusing. At that moment, there was a familiar shout from outside, "Excuse me, does Eleanor live here?"I frowned, recognizing it as Harley's voice. Oh my, why would he come looking for me? To be more precise, how did he know I lived here? When I walked out of the room, Harley was already in the garden, looking towards the inside of the cottage. When he saw me coming out, Harley looked very happy. "Eleanor, do you really live here? Great!"I didn't understand, and at the same time, I w
Lawrence's POVThe days following my arrival at the wine estate were dull, and I seemed to have returned to my old life. Taking care of the company's business every day and accompanying Uncle Nathan to meet his business partners. He trusted and relied on me a lot. Perhaps because his son Parker was just an ordinary werewolf and I was an Alpha, he relied on me more than Parker.My presence made him seem very happy even though I had refused the invitation to join them in attacking the hunters. I hated Madison, and I hated the hunters who had taken Eleanor away from me. But I couldn't hurt them because I knew that Eleanor cared about them. So when I returned to Uncle Nathan, I simply helped him with his business affairs and refrained from involving myself in matters related to attacking hunters.After finishing my day of socializing, I returned to the estate. It was raining very heavily and it reminded me of the hunter named Jon. On the day he died, it was also a rainy day. I thought of
Eleanor's POVBecause I was worried about Harley's safety, I didn't ask him to go with me to Uncle Nathan's villa but chose to find Lawrence myself. I had been there before, and although the roads were not that familiar, I had a map that showed me the exact location. A cab brought me to the exteriors of the wine estate but the area around the estate was heavily guarded, with bodyguards patrolling everywhere. I didn't have an invitation; it was safe to assume that they wouldn't let me in. Just as I was waiting for Lawrence outside the estate, I saw Elsa and her hound, she seemed to be strolling around the property.When she saw me, she seemed very surprised, "Eleanor?"I was a little wary of her. After all, she was hostile to me because she liked Lawrence, Thoughts of ending my existence had crossed her evil mind.I nodded to her, "Elsa.""What are you doing here?""I want to see Lawrence.""Hah! Aren't you a bold one? You have no right to talk to him!" I replied, calm as ever, "Lawr
Eleanor's POVI went to visit Madison at the hospital again. Judging by her demeanor, she seemed to have recovered a lot, both physically and emotionally and that made me feel happy. Jenny was still in charge of taking care of her. Seeing Jenny reminded me of Lawrence. After all, Jenny was hired by Lawrence as a caregiver. Pulling her to the side, I secretly asked her if she had been in contact with Lawrence."Not really, but yesterday Mr. Mayer settled my salary," she explained."I see, thank you," I said.I walked into Madison's room, where she was sitting on the bed eating. Sensing my presence, she looked up and I looked at her. An awkward silence fell over the room. She was still angry at me for my relationship with Lawrence. Or maybe she didn't know how to engage with me knowing what she now knew. Likewise, I didn't know how to face her. A hunter who would threaten me and my child, and even kill my husband.The clock in the ward made an abrupt sound, and we both jumped up. Finall
Eleanor's POVI couldn't believe that Lawrence would choose to join his uncle. He was very well aware of what Nathan had done, it was too dangerous and he had promised me he wouldn't do that.I shook my head and looked at him. "Lawrence, don't do this... Please. You promised me that you wouldn't get involved in the war between werewolves and hunters. I'm sorry about today, but that was for a reason, and you know it."His expression was very cold, which reminded me of when I first met him."Yes, I did promise you, but you also promised me, didn't you? But you broke your promise. I waited for you but you didn't come. How do you think that made me feel?" There was a flash of anger in his eyes. "You disappoint me. I don't know how to love you anymore. You always have more important things than me, everyone around you will always be more important than me. You choose them, protect them, but ignore me. Eleanor, you know very well that I don't want this. I want you to love wholeheartedly me,
Eleanor's POVWhen I heard Lawrence's words, I felt a stabbing pain in my chest. I knew that this time, it was me who had hurt him. Between him and Madison, I once again chose my best friend. But to be fair, it wasn't a decision made without reason. I simply could not watch Madison carrying the terrible load by herself and do nothing. True friends don't leave each other in times of hardship and suffering. I needed to be by her side in times of need, and now was one of them. What Lawrence failed to realize was that there was more to my life than just him. There were my family and friends.I stood in the corridor, feeling very depressed. Because of physical exhaustion and discomfort, I leaned against the wall of the corridor while slowly squatting down. I needed courage and time to digest it all, and just as I was hugging my body to comfort myself, Madison's voice came to my ears."Eleanor?"I lifted my head and looked at her, "Yeah? Madison?""What's wrong with you? Feeling sick?" she
Eleanor's POVThe next day, I went to visit Madison in the hospital like I always did. However, that day was a little different. In the living room of our villa, Lawrence had already packed our bags and prepared our tickets to Mulu. I was to go to the hospital to inform Madison that we would be leaving. Lawrence had already thought of everything, even the reason."Just tell Madison that because of my work schedule, we have to leave and might not be back for a long time. Be sure to tell her that the company would not agree otherwise," Lawrence had instructed me to tell her. Now, that was a very valid excuse. Madison would certainly understand. Although I felt some guilt, I had to do it, I needed to keep my husband and child out of danger.When I came downstairs, Lawrence grabbed me and planted a kiss on my cheek.He hugged me saying, "Eleanor, I'll be waiting for you at the airport, and after you say goodbye to Madison, meet me there, okay?"I nodded, cupped his face, and said, "We sti
Eleanor's POV In a suspicious tone, Uncle Nathan asked me, " That's strange, that hunter was with you two earlier. Eleanor, why would you, a werewolf hang around a hunter?" The way Uncle Nathan looked at me made me feel as if he was trying to probe a crime suspect. "And you, Lawrence," he turned to Lawrence and gave him an angry stare, "You disappoint me. Instead of helping me fight the hunters, you have now become friends with them." He continued, "Lawrence, you have betrayed our kind."Lawrence replied firmly, "No."Uncle Nathan was not satisfied with Lawrence's answer. "My dear nephew, you've gone overboard for this woman. As werewolves, we should attack and kill the hunters before they can even lay siege on us. And yet, when faced with them, you do nothing. Nothing at all! Lawrence, you are the Alpha, you should be doing your part for our pack, our kind! And yet here you are, accompanying this woman and acting as a chauffeur for that father and daughter hunter duo. Y
Eleanor's POVI accompanied Uncle Jon to Madison's room. She was pleasantly surprised when she saw her father. It had been a long time since they had seen each other.Madison apologized to Jon, "I lost my cell phone and haven't had time to replace it, I didn't mean to ignore your calls."I immediately interrupted them to say, "Don't worry, Madison, I'll get you a new one."Jon looked behind me and noticed that Lawrence hadn't followed me. He asked me suspiciously, "Eleanor, where's your friend?"Madison looked at me, "Friend? What friend? Eleanor, aren't you the only one who went to pick up my father?"I quickly dismissed their questions, "Ah, no. I got a ride from a colleague. He owed me one."To avert Madison's suspicion, I continued, "He doesn't know you, and I thought it would be awkward for him to come see you in the ward. Besides, it's a family reunion!"Madison shrugged and dismissed the thought. I took a deep breath silently and smiled at Madison, "Hey, guess who Uncle Jon is
Eleanor's POVAs soon as we entered the car, my phone started ringing. Uncle Jon, Madison's father, was calling again."Uncle Jon."I sat in the passenger seat and glanced at Lawrence. He remained silent. I knew he was thinking the same thing as me. Why was Uncle Jon calling me again? Uncle Jon's voice came through the phone, "Eleanor, I heard about what happened at the Vatican hospital. Madison is in that hospital, isn't she?"Madison was a very strong girl. She certainly wouldn't tell Uncle Jon about the hospital incident so as not to worry him. However, Uncle Jon was bound to find out sooner or later. I hesitated. I didn't want to be the person who 'told on' Madison. However, it was becoming very dangerous to let Madison remain in Vatican.Perhaps, Uncle Jon's call was fortuitous. It was a very good opportunity to ask him to take Madison back to Bristol.Both Madison and Lawrence and I would be safe. I said, "Yes, Uncle Jon. They were attacked but she's okay.""Eleanor, Madison