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Zepp Necropolis
In the cemetery on one dark night there was a talk .Only crescent in the back sky and a small torch giving a bit light .It seemed only answers flew in the air but the questions were totally unheard ." Yes A..Are you alright"."I am in the grave"."Three years ago,my dear so so "" Alone and cold .Colder than the cold" ."Yah ..just cold .And desolate "." I feel nothing.But cold and lonely "." Somewhere in Santa Fe "." Anglican church "." My ex still come to visit my grave and she may think about the burial . She was crying all day long .With my daughters. I don't know why they cry. " Religion.No .l just believe a bit that God is peace.lt doesn't matter which god .Tao ..sang hyang widhi ..any religion creed of God's name or whatever.. whatever,so so "" Iam none . Nothing l can do to mend my life .I now nomore living in the crazy world.All the things pissed me off.Females are predators except you .I think l never been happy but surely there were good times anyway . I know you wa
Zepp Despondent
They said he was a complicated person.He did not know if it's praise or degradation.Everything with complications will invite both .It said that in the past the highbrows were alone in expressing a feeling of superiority whilst the lowbrows humbly accepted the position assigned to them.Now the lowbrows adopt the attitude.He did not know was being complicated relevant to the highbrow and lowbrows matters . One thing was ,life of highbrow was fuller than the lowbrows.Well ,he was fed up with those stuff. The past haunts .ln a room where all the things conveyed the past ,old letters somewhere in a box,some postcards with good wishes and dreams of soul that yearn for ebullience of compassion and loyalty.The still picture hang there on the wall .The silent past hummed around the room . A Yellowish papers laid there..a handwriting of himself."It's mouldy .Stay inside much with and old father who mostly sick and weak .I don't know either if l'am better spending more time with people l
Zepp Interloper
Zepp folded his arms on his chest.Tigthening his scarf and touched the window and moved it to be more space revealed outside.The dull color of the walls in the old house slightly brighten by some rays of the sun .He looked at the chair and desk against the wall where the note pads stacked and someone who once or twice sat there .The blue cushion placed squarely beneath the desk .And the vase which now vacuous and once was filled with little shrubs ..it's dried now and some parts of it fell on the floor and blown by the wind and he let it that way .. When he looked out the window again he gasped and instinctively he saw all the things ever happen there around the huge garden.For a moment he turned his attention elsewhere.In the distance he saw a small open space where she once sat on the grassy ground with the shrubs and insect in her hands,smiled and showed him all that with exuberance in her face under the mild afternoon sunray.Time flies as the old dried lentils and leafy shru
Zepp The Eagle's Eyes
Paces of tiptoeing aches... Then he was so drowsy then briefly fell asleep..in the middle of such horrible pain he woke up..but unable to get up.Thousands of hot needles went through each of his cells ,turning ,turning to tear all of his tissues skin and bones ..pain ambushed him all over from head to toes...awkwardly he laid ..alone...before the following people in the neighborhood broke his door as they heard a long horrible scream..They found him lying bloodless ,pale and bluish mouth in the position of trying to reach out the painkiller at the third drawer...Page of life was almost finished..was it ?He lean in exhaustion and waited for the next ..Hoped that his unseen spirit came to protect him the way it used to be when she was alive..a human who will always love him even if he gave the worst ,always defended him no matter what wrong deed he done ..but surely it was only an empty expectation now. .he now was alone in a strange place he never knew ..no,no....it felt like h
Zepp The Revolver
Since she came into his life she maybe one of the best thing that ever had to him.She came by with an unknown story.Only a piece of knowing that she was at her hardest time in her life .His father told him to save her for whatever price would be.Some spirit told him that killing people is weird.First ,you are happy when you planned it .You are happier when you did it .But after that you feel nothing.Then the worst thing is , feeling guilty.What is the most horrific way to kill ? Smoky guns....then ones lying there after staggering and Stammering..? Or blade of ..don't finish it.Nothing would provoke him after feeling sinful .It's a zenith point out limits .There was nothing important anymore.She was such a lovely wounded butterfly with her small beautiful wings .She smiled but she cried inside.She was left unloved .She was crying like a sad angel .Then she took care of him while he was dying .He was bleeding on the head .That clot of blood was thick and sticky .Then she brought
Zepp Riddle
He saw the dew fell on the wet grass. It looked cold and fresh un haphazardly . But when the sun started to go down its yellow light gave a fire of joy. He saw it. then he invite Nerida to sit on a park bench and talk about something that brightens up their mood."Look..here .. riddle for kid .see if you can give a correct answer " said Zepp whilst she started sipping her morning coffee." Try me " ." I have a little sister They call her Peep PeepsShe wades in the water Deep deep deepShe climbs over mountainHigh high high My poor little sisterHas but one eye .." She tried hard to think ..and tried some answers but all fail .Zepp blinked his one eye ." Give up ? " She nodded and laughed freely when he said "it's A star " ." We haven't thought about it .. ahhaaaha...it is funny..yeah yeah ..it's a star ..what a riddle! Now your turn .This is a piece of one cheerful lyrics.Queation is ,who is the songster ..ok ?"" Got it .I will know "."Ahhh..don't be so sure ! Ok., listen
Zepp The Undergrowth
Dear Sir,flowers popping up from the gaps in the undergrowth . The wind sweeps through the forest . He still maintains that strange smile even though he has changed the subject .Now he talks about people who speaks grandiose and unnatural because he is not from the same world as him. In the dim night he goes out with the half moon...while the silent sea in the twilight of life which is almost invisible starts to play..One hears his own voice in a long empty echo far away maybe partially thrown from his nightmare. when the sky is covered in mist of the northern hemisphere where those flying swallows unite in the gray purple of the night when it's finished ..saving the story and invites him to sleep immediately before chasing the empty shadow of a mumbling sorrow story." Ah , good morning dear"He picked up some small stones and threw them one by one into the muddy pool. There were lots of dry twigs and leaves falling onto its surface. He stood close beside her and joined in to wa
Zepp Prang! Prang!
The rancid troublemakers started to arrive. Middle-aged teenagers laughing and shouting happily between their groups. There was no voice controlling. It made people disturbed by the noisy talk ." My grandmother also used to scowl when we laughed me and my siblings or if my friends came for a study group or just hanging out.""What she did ?""She brought a sprinkling of oil and banged the kitchen stuff loudly prang prang! then we understood she didn't like us to laugh and talk loudly ""Indeed when people talk loudly usually the contents of talk are also not of good quality....haha ..""Can you identify school children with imaginary friends and followed up six years later as they were completing high school. ? ls it possible that there were follow-up story as they displayed preference for better peers.?"" Look at a few opinions ..man and woman.. for the case "" She suggested that imaginary friends may were remaining benefitable even for adults ."" He has determined if having a
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The ..Half Moon
" The first coffee cup was just good but it didn't fresh up my mind as usual. " Get another hot drink .." " I don't think it will work .. there's something hinder inside that can't be dissapeared by anything simple now " The fan was still cooling the room .People seemed all gone ,even there was still a few people in the room.Hell no ! Look at the chirping bird around the trees and glittering drops of water that watering all the plants little garden ...maybe it can heal the unmoveable hints ..Get up , feel the difference..Don't be too hard on yourself..If time can be saved ,in what place you will keep it ? A jar A jug A wooden pipe Bamboo Rusty tin ..What ashamed, time only have one place inside your own..Why human want to have a little piece of the past and another good time in the present and tomorrow,if it still come ? A warm feeling when you're not alone ..None of them unscarred to being left and alone at the time you want to be with someone.Why stories repeated
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Why Are You Shrink?
Wild flower among bushes and grasses is like kindness among nastiness.l chant , loneliness is like a cage where a little bird wants to fill a small can by seeds but it never full , leaving it in anxiety.Loneliness as the abandonment of friends ..Smilingly , his father waved , "'Let them go , dear " said he when he saw little Zepp tried to catch some butterflies..,,That's not as easy as we think ..right ? To catch them up?"The boy stubbornly did that .He ran after the red and yellow dragonflies.He wanted to keep some of them in his bedroom.Even the little boy didn't say anything about his dad,there always be things to talk to others none can say that the boy seems to hide something about his dad as he was proud of him, only when ones asked about his mom , they will whispered each other but still heard able ," Shh ..maybe he didn't even have one! " Like the tabloid gossip magazine or tv program show ,even the subject mute ,they can develop gossip still ..it is like that .
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Invisible Angels Of God
The time comes for the thing to occur after being cancelled for so long . Whatever, this must happen . Essential dialogue as a human with brain.lf everyone leave you then do it all by yourself. That 's self command .Heart calling .On a fine day a few sight fixed on a figure all in black who was just got off from a bus .Is that him ? Someone thought. The noble man from a bus ...? now he understood ,it was not a public bus , it's a special family bus and a special chafeur walked indifferently.Hollowness more after knowing who were those people.But they remain waiting . willingly grouping them after finishing business." The dialogue won't go anywhere 'he thought,' for the goal " His face was not vivid , almost lifeless when they looked at him from close . What cold eyes and sarcastic expression he had .He started , " If you are not the ones who want me to be here, l would be furious and mock you . Then what will l hear and must l speak ? I detest childish manner in gr
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The Desire
The white lonely moon shines among the trees in high above,glaring in serenity with its only one romantic eye .What is she in real ...big stone ball ? Then why the coral stone on earth don't follow her to stay with her in the sky castle ? Is the moon placed as a crowned Queen for the kingdom stones on earth ? " If am the stone , ..." Alsava murmuring, went on by the man on black mantle, " You are the Empress Moon " Alsava mumbled, " No , l am the coral among millions of corrals " The man looked at her with strange but romantic look for a moment then he sighed and looked away .Zepp glared at the stairs which look so high and steep... Newspaper scattered everywhere .The murderer had been discovered. He had a dead wound black owl in his left hand before he fell. Also he wrote a letter, then sent the police officer away, screamed ,"Move away bastards ! Do not handcuff me ! I don't wear a gown ! don't you see ? " How come the police officers then let him go it's out of mind ! It
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Urdu Words
Nerida let Samy did his job before break time then he brusquely went back to answer her chat responding a picture he sent , " What's the name and taste of the fruit ? " He answered" Sweet and a bit sour " She could not tell what expression on his face ...happy , angry or fun? Innocent expression must be the one you could expect from a fifteen years old boy who admire her as a mature woman who gave him better treatment than everyone else as an errand boy at Meridian 's cafe .Samy did not have idea what else he could write . He's shy and awkward, worried if he write more it won't be a right thing for him .But he was surprised seeing her more message." Tell me Sam , How do you select friend request on the social media? Me ..you know , well ..None can judge anyone else for good and bad at a short time,but,at least l brows the profile ...if the person clothing properly and facial expression shown there on the account, it is ok.. " Astonishingly , the young boy responded , "No
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Maybe Not For Him ..
Went back to the cafeteria open front to the garden yard,after meeting a few colleagues while his wife stayed there.He leant on the parking car , lighted a cigarette,talking through his smoke and heat inside his soul.He bent to whisper ,and make chuckled.Maybe he said something dirty about women ." Before l married" that was the words that slower his chum' s chuckle." That's the way men refresh their mind after the oppressive hard work " " Hard work or not , that's refreshing way for men " Now they burst the louder laughter.Silence is an ocean.Speech is a river.When the ocean is searching for you, don’t walk into the river.Listen to the ocean.-Rumi" So you believe in silence" " Ya, and l was too young to react at such group gathering " To be there meant he got risk to be suspended and raising the question of whether he was part of them or just coincidentally there so he could hear things around there .Whether the noble family had to bribe him to make him shut his mo
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The Fig
One day l heard a visitor 's knocking on the door while I was dusting the chairs .Opening it , standing shyly ." Good morning, Petunia "He stepped in ,taking a nearest seat and lighted a cigarette.I " Come in , Girraldy " I sat opposite him , glancing and observing him.He met me at this early ." You don't work today , Petty "" I can't do anything now ..my messy mind is at its peak " l said gloomily .He sighed,exhaling his cigarette smoke in round shape before it's dwindling.Without looking at me ,he said , " Still Freddie that makes you feel that ?" I didn't respond immediately but l said , " Strange , that simple name can cause such complicated state condition in my life but that's what happens " He looked at me smiled beneath his smoke and said nothing.Getting up ," Ah , l forgot,what would you want to drink ? " He shook his head," l want to take you out having some fresh air " l knew that look of his eyes since long and suddenly l felt slightly safe .Then l wa
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Gush of Wind
Roster fighting surrounded by local people.Living things relief seeing other hurt and even dead while the winner survive and gaining applauses.To be winner can not be other than being sportive and went through a fair play. But some games are just on the contrary.If decent people can not play on stage, what is the difference among the ones who fight? If the choices are limited and win or lose is actually devoted to the breaker giant . ...is there any chance for other party..well..Alsava hummed softly, " Scientific notation make everything fair . Nothing wrong with everything bad ...no ? " The audience and the backstage players and the one at the underground..then what those roosters get ? What if they were human..Bleeding, wounded, then humiliated or pitied ..after having sufferance by the lost , then come the next pain .. The man was answering from the dark room , " What ever unpleasant facts of life ones face , just face them.Its amazing to know that each one go on living wi
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The Far End
The loving embrace of a father to the child was always fresh in his mind , while for a mother he even unable to remember otherwise the old yellowish black and white photo graph he has last seen in the long time yesteryears in his memories.Now the woman in white told him things about scethcs of antrophology discovery as she drew what the ground digger found under a cave ," When they discovered their..a mother and a son interlocked skeletons.The mother is believed to have been trying to protect her child during a powerful earthquake that hit Qi province, somewhere in Asia , in about centuries ago l just made some scetcses of it and imagine how would they went through at the moments before they died " Zepp didn't take the scethcs she handed ,the woman in white even thought he would not take it at all for a reason but he took it at and fixed his eyes on it as he would not want to see anything else .What a fanciful scene ! Touchy and eerie at the same time.There's a note there , "