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Zepp Disgrace
Zepp does not pay much attention on the message Hex sent via his staff . About the plan to arrange a reunion for the time they had with some closest schoolmates.But it reminds Zepp for a name .Aragon .He remembers well a talk they had after school,at the park while they finished lunch. Aragon looked up at the sky while he said ,' Female's disgrace is ..you know ..she forces everyone to love her .Forcing ...is a work of tyrant " Zepp smiled thinly Maybe that's just Aragon 's personal point of view .Maybe it's just his breakthrough in judging his own girl friend or sister or mother.Not all female like that." She demands everyone respect her .But it's not mutual .She never does it to others."" Asking for others to do everything she wants .But she won't do it to others.Is that what you mean ?'"Sacrificing.That's what she asks .And don't expect her to do the same ' " Which female you are you talking about"?Aragon didn't answer .He knew something about Zepp 's mothe
Zepp Drowned
Mahalia wanna leave the place immediately .She just condemned herself for the humiliation she got . Did she deserve any good things? She was helpless and lazy to ask any aid .She suddenly missed her town where she belonged. Her heart was as hard as rock .The rich man sent her mails .She would be proud of it . Rich people are kinds of people who got lots of ideas and their lives so mobile .Free and lots of choices.They make promises then it's up to them whether they are going to break it or fulfil it . She had an awful night . Wearing a smelly dress when a guest came . " You are weak ...or good but heartless ! I regret to know you !"She told him that at the very second he sat on the chair . She sat there too and started to comb her fuzzy hair .Her room as messy as ever .Then she watched a tv show that revealing the lifestyle of the rich and the famous.There were stitches deep down in her." What ashamed! I asking myself" do I dream of the kind of life ? Don't you
Zepp The Brightest Star
Last night l could not close my eyes even a second.I can't free my mind to think about him .When the night so dark and quiet.This soundless time made me remember a seclusion in a village . Midnight,long and lonely,just thinking and feeling then sleeping only for a few seconds subconsciously.Someone would go .I felt the fear and losing."said Terra .Then she continued,"After he 's gone away each nights l went through become odd.I wished to be a poet , writing about loneliness that l was to fight and conquered.I wished the silent killer would go down on its knee to ask my forgiveness for the sufferancesof torture it's done to me.I am totally quiet and wish for nothing after the despair.Tired . Loneliness always come to befriend me with trick and cheat .Maybe with intention to torture me back after l almost recovered.It suffocated me ,but not letting me die.Even it offered me to kill myself.Do l rebel to this tyrant ? Or l just wasting time ?" Bossa let her know that he listens.
Zepp Folktale
In a corner of the world some people celebrate the new year in different ways.New plan .New life.He was stuttering and mesmerized.Tonight Erlangga looked for a comfortable book to read.Old books at the top row of the shelves.What was it.. Karl May 's adventure?Famous people biography? Philosophy? He held his belly as it felt pain .Having good diet seemed so hard for youngsters . If there was no book to choose ,will he be able to activate his brain ? He scratched his head and wondering why one must need something or someone...he smiled at himself and knowing how stupid he was.He knew someone will be gone and he could not take him to the airport.It was hurt . Suddenly he felt so vulnerable and the one who was leaving was the last person who hurting him and none knew that.He could not think of anything. He moved to the sofa and laid there ,closing his eyes .Strange dream.Strange fate . Wanna be someone else.Wearing different clothes as the body belong to other p
Zepp Espira
Mr Marlowe told Erlangga to continue his folktale after breaktime ."Tall, white, sharp nose and wide-eyed. He is the eldest child of Tirta, a duke. The commander of the kingdom next to him has a heart for her ,Paramestu, Duke of Kingdom .Rojan refused him because she wanted to marry a man of her own country. The crown prince has a choice between marry him or Kendida. Rojan was not happy that she was being competed with this famous beautiful princess ,so she decided to accept a proposal from another, namely Tumate, the king of a small kingdom, namely a defeated kingdom. The marriage between them was blessed with 5 sons and daughters. They stacked forces for the expansion of empire ,ordering the people to build shrines or temples for places of worshipping.Then within 50 days with 1000 commanders and soldiers and peasant people. The construction caused Ken's anger as it was built on land which should be the border of Kingdom which should still be a forest. So, war
Zepp The School Backyard
The world is not a place where you can get anything you want " said Danzel .His dad made him said that to anyone that come to him and complain about something.Many years ago he passed away after a long sickness.Looked to be serenity with the last soft smile and breath.Neither even one touch of a healer nor hospitalized. His life time had gone into the memories of poverty.He was a patient man ,easy to give in .No prejudice as his heart was so clean.All his life he did efforts all the way he could and accepted the faith as best as he could as well .He smiled sincerely to everyone regardless of their social status. Indeed he was such a rare person to find .Ya , he passed away solemnly."You will always remember what ones said on their deathbed , won't you ? " Said Aragon ,he once met Danzel ' s dad and what he could think was a very skinny old man with a sweet smile . " Each of us dream about him .My brother met him smiling in a white clothes.My sister saw him in a garden
Zepp The Great Pretender
"Your masquerade was dragged at the moment of wedding ceremony ended. The gleaming lights , jewelry mingle with the falsehood in the laughter and congratulations greetings .Now ! Who are you.. without all the honor of a fund raiser ,title , reputation, religious and successful ⁰entrepreneur..? God ..That man ! Was the one stomped on my chest ,smiling .Then he spat on me while holding the bride , stepped his boots on my face ...a woman who had ever...'' Alsava counted " 2 years ago" till now.In fact ,time keeps on going without ever tired .Just like a beautiful horse from the sky . Will never stop till the doomsday. Maybe it's actually 3 or 4 years ago but even it's 10 years ago or more she would count it that way.Don't know why . But what is it to be so accurate in counting the years for, anyhow ? This is not a history or espionage tale when second ,hour and year estimation will be so significant.. Nevertheless,what is important or unimportant when an event happene
Zepp Scethcs
What's the difference between Sunday, Wednesday or Friday for her! Nothing.There is more and more water in the well because the water rises, it smells murky, lots of mosquito larvae, small worms.It has been raining for a long time,its sounding monotonous. A rooster shivers under the bushes and crows occasionally as if it hears the passage of a large rock in the sky with fear. Hurricane .A flying bird is there above while the house is leaking .Holding buckets in several corners of the room to cage the rainwater ...wet, damp and slippery . Papaya fruits hanging on the branchless treetops like the breasts of a naked bitch which eaten by nocturnal animals... like rotten breasts swallowed by cancer cells. Holidays are her hell. Today the whole day off is really for her own . Alsava has been lonely at the weekend.They said that she is such a complicated type.She is . Yesterday he apologized for degrading her.Not Hardy .Who has right to look down on her? None. Neither sh
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The ..Half Moon
" The first coffee cup was just good but it didn't fresh up my mind as usual. " Get another hot drink .." " I don't think it will work .. there's something hinder inside that can't be dissapeared by anything simple now " The fan was still cooling the room .People seemed all gone ,even there was still a few people in the room.Hell no ! Look at the chirping bird around the trees and glittering drops of water that watering all the plants little garden ...maybe it can heal the unmoveable hints ..Get up , feel the difference..Don't be too hard on yourself..If time can be saved ,in what place you will keep it ? A jar A jug A wooden pipe Bamboo Rusty tin ..What ashamed, time only have one place inside your own..Why human want to have a little piece of the past and another good time in the present and tomorrow,if it still come ? A warm feeling when you're not alone ..None of them unscarred to being left and alone at the time you want to be with someone.Why stories repeated
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Why Are You Shrink?
Wild flower among bushes and grasses is like kindness among nastiness.l chant , loneliness is like a cage where a little bird wants to fill a small can by seeds but it never full , leaving it in anxiety.Loneliness as the abandonment of friends ..Smilingly , his father waved , "'Let them go , dear " said he when he saw little Zepp tried to catch some butterflies..,,That's not as easy as we think ..right ? To catch them up?"The boy stubbornly did that .He ran after the red and yellow dragonflies.He wanted to keep some of them in his bedroom.Even the little boy didn't say anything about his dad,there always be things to talk to others none can say that the boy seems to hide something about his dad as he was proud of him, only when ones asked about his mom , they will whispered each other but still heard able ," Shh ..maybe he didn't even have one! " Like the tabloid gossip magazine or tv program show ,even the subject mute ,they can develop gossip still ..it is like that .
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Invisible Angels Of God
The time comes for the thing to occur after being cancelled for so long . Whatever, this must happen . Essential dialogue as a human with brain.lf everyone leave you then do it all by yourself. That 's self command .Heart calling .On a fine day a few sight fixed on a figure all in black who was just got off from a bus .Is that him ? Someone thought. The noble man from a bus ...? now he understood ,it was not a public bus , it's a special family bus and a special chafeur walked indifferently.Hollowness more after knowing who were those people.But they remain waiting . willingly grouping them after finishing business." The dialogue won't go anywhere 'he thought,' for the goal " His face was not vivid , almost lifeless when they looked at him from close . What cold eyes and sarcastic expression he had .He started , " If you are not the ones who want me to be here, l would be furious and mock you . Then what will l hear and must l speak ? I detest childish manner in gr
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The Desire
The white lonely moon shines among the trees in high above,glaring in serenity with its only one romantic eye .What is she in real ...big stone ball ? Then why the coral stone on earth don't follow her to stay with her in the sky castle ? Is the moon placed as a crowned Queen for the kingdom stones on earth ? " If am the stone , ..." Alsava murmuring, went on by the man on black mantle, " You are the Empress Moon " Alsava mumbled, " No , l am the coral among millions of corrals " The man looked at her with strange but romantic look for a moment then he sighed and looked away .Zepp glared at the stairs which look so high and steep... Newspaper scattered everywhere .The murderer had been discovered. He had a dead wound black owl in his left hand before he fell. Also he wrote a letter, then sent the police officer away, screamed ,"Move away bastards ! Do not handcuff me ! I don't wear a gown ! don't you see ? " How come the police officers then let him go it's out of mind ! It
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Urdu Words
Nerida let Samy did his job before break time then he brusquely went back to answer her chat responding a picture he sent , " What's the name and taste of the fruit ? " He answered" Sweet and a bit sour " She could not tell what expression on his face ...happy , angry or fun? Innocent expression must be the one you could expect from a fifteen years old boy who admire her as a mature woman who gave him better treatment than everyone else as an errand boy at Meridian 's cafe .Samy did not have idea what else he could write . He's shy and awkward, worried if he write more it won't be a right thing for him .But he was surprised seeing her more message." Tell me Sam , How do you select friend request on the social media? Me ..you know , well ..None can judge anyone else for good and bad at a short time,but,at least l brows the profile ...if the person clothing properly and facial expression shown there on the account, it is ok.. " Astonishingly , the young boy responded , "No
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Maybe Not For Him ..
Went back to the cafeteria open front to the garden yard,after meeting a few colleagues while his wife stayed there.He leant on the parking car , lighted a cigarette,talking through his smoke and heat inside his soul.He bent to whisper ,and make chuckled.Maybe he said something dirty about women ." Before l married" that was the words that slower his chum' s chuckle." That's the way men refresh their mind after the oppressive hard work " " Hard work or not , that's refreshing way for men " Now they burst the louder laughter.Silence is an ocean.Speech is a river.When the ocean is searching for you, don’t walk into the river.Listen to the ocean.-Rumi" So you believe in silence" " Ya, and l was too young to react at such group gathering " To be there meant he got risk to be suspended and raising the question of whether he was part of them or just coincidentally there so he could hear things around there .Whether the noble family had to bribe him to make him shut his mo
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The Fig
One day l heard a visitor 's knocking on the door while I was dusting the chairs .Opening it , standing shyly ." Good morning, Petunia "He stepped in ,taking a nearest seat and lighted a cigarette.I " Come in , Girraldy " I sat opposite him , glancing and observing him.He met me at this early ." You don't work today , Petty "" I can't do anything now ..my messy mind is at its peak " l said gloomily .He sighed,exhaling his cigarette smoke in round shape before it's dwindling.Without looking at me ,he said , " Still Freddie that makes you feel that ?" I didn't respond immediately but l said , " Strange , that simple name can cause such complicated state condition in my life but that's what happens " He looked at me smiled beneath his smoke and said nothing.Getting up ," Ah , l forgot,what would you want to drink ? " He shook his head," l want to take you out having some fresh air " l knew that look of his eyes since long and suddenly l felt slightly safe .Then l wa
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Gush of Wind
Roster fighting surrounded by local people.Living things relief seeing other hurt and even dead while the winner survive and gaining applauses.To be winner can not be other than being sportive and went through a fair play. But some games are just on the contrary.If decent people can not play on stage, what is the difference among the ones who fight? If the choices are limited and win or lose is actually devoted to the breaker giant . ...is there any chance for other party..well..Alsava hummed softly, " Scientific notation make everything fair . Nothing wrong with everything bad ...no ? " The audience and the backstage players and the one at the underground..then what those roosters get ? What if they were human..Bleeding, wounded, then humiliated or pitied ..after having sufferance by the lost , then come the next pain .. The man was answering from the dark room , " What ever unpleasant facts of life ones face , just face them.Its amazing to know that each one go on living wi
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The Far End
The loving embrace of a father to the child was always fresh in his mind , while for a mother he even unable to remember otherwise the old yellowish black and white photo graph he has last seen in the long time yesteryears in his memories.Now the woman in white told him things about scethcs of antrophology discovery as she drew what the ground digger found under a cave ," When they discovered their..a mother and a son interlocked skeletons.The mother is believed to have been trying to protect her child during a powerful earthquake that hit Qi province, somewhere in Asia , in about centuries ago l just made some scetcses of it and imagine how would they went through at the moments before they died " Zepp didn't take the scethcs she handed ,the woman in white even thought he would not take it at all for a reason but he took it at and fixed his eyes on it as he would not want to see anything else .What a fanciful scene ! Touchy and eerie at the same time.There's a note there , "
