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Zepp Burrow
" The trap ,she murmured,is going deeper than I think.”Sometimes the animals shocked her from their burrows by suddenly dashing out towards her or just gone in a speedy move .She usually laughed or cry or other time scolded them as if they were her kids .Everyday she went out to dig up the roots. They were thick sometimes and when it happened she would sit for some time to gain strength to went on or fell asleep till noon with out remembering what she did before.Cassava and potatoes are such amusing root .Food buried under the ground." If l'am dead ,I will be like that ..buried under the soil " she thought.Mahalia get used to the mud and dirt, scold the flies and mosquitos which biting her neck .She tore some twigs and dig out a few herbs , letting herself sweating in the sun.At nights, she cooked some fish fry, which she took from the little pond kept around the hut while she talked to herself.She chanted her joys and her struggle .. checking her mail, surviving coldness
Zepp Fragile
"I rely on you for everything, romantically emotionally and for asking advice etc ""For a comfort ...that I have someone who understands me you are brave"" You are r rr ..my best partner you know" "Nomore going back to the time capsule of the past... will not done by an enlightenment .. someone ..one like you"."Hey the line is up and down..can you move to other space so l can hear you better..ya ..ya. .Better now .. ya go on ..""Yeah you arr too good to be part of their fooolish life"" On the work hour now? Is it ur subordinate?Where were you at the picture ? ""Nice face of you darling ..In blue shirt " " Faint hunky smile ...Naughty but sometimes talk like a saint It's me" "Ya subordinate ...Naughty but ...sometimes talk like a saint ,you said ? Haha ..well l am at an airport ""Have a wonderful trip then ...yes me l am working dear..Owh l see.. bye then " .Axel hang up the phone then charged it while he was looking out the window.He thought about his life and compare
Zepp Missing Person
They talked about many properties that he may have left behind and needs to be properly managed.However, how to deal with a missing person’s affairs whom.none knew if he still alive or died, did he have made a will .A death certificate is one of the prominent documents that required if Zepp 's dad had died.But about the event of the missing person none knew who have to deal with his affairs and who may have to apply for a presumption of a death certificate while he himself as his heredity didn't do anything with it.And none declared him as the missing person presumed dead. Evidence showed that he had not contacted any authority or anyone.There was a fact that he was also presumed to be alive in the last few years.Who heard him ,where and with whom he would have naturally been if he was alive? Included any persons with whom the missing person was in a close and good relationship with, prior to his disappearance ,none knew. Before sufficient steps to find out if the on
Zepp The Braggart
Meridian mingled with Axel and Hex when they were visiting her cafe .She took Hex cigarette whilst Axel gave her the light."The old woman even writing down mantras for herself to adore herself and she loved in the world was mirror which can tell her who was the prettiest girl was it ...when she was young and even after she married ""How do you know a lot of things about her ? I can't imagine how can you endure a talk or confrontation with such a narcissistic person like that " " My goals are clear ..how to gain information from her precious past ..l just need to keep boundaries to protect my own self-worth." " Therapy...did she get any treatment with modern method for her insanity?"" If l tell you frankly, it might be helpful to suggest therapy to the narcissistic person like her .But it will be and offense "."But don't you prepare for that? ". "That means l am pointing out her flaws ! honor ...is all she needs " " You know,she often use the subject “I” statement
Zepp Hushed
Riddle competition to guess whose husband was the old man! between the two old women who are considered by people around as weirdos ...Who are strange people actually? "You will fall into hell !!" shouted the chatty woman . A woman whose heart is like a hot, turbulent well. And hellish .she should have married a devil.In hall with only a bamboo porch that almost died ,it's dark and damp .Only some lighted cigarettes which giving signs that there were some people there .A few elderly,adults maybe children too .But all of them were falling into deep sleep so that they could talk freely . Nothing to be taboos to be heard by the small ears . " All his life , never knows his own mother .All he heard only faint rumors that he ignores."Silence followed after someone with invisible face said it in beetween his smoke of cigarette. He coughed heavily.A smell of black ginger coffee was poured into the cups . Someone walking around to fill all of the cups with only a dancing little candle
Zepp Forlorn
Just wanted to paint on the open beach. Sketching with pencil The picture come again for the second time .A poor little girl with a tight haired looked down alone on the lonely beach with only sky above.. she stood on the flat sandy earth and there was something in her hand ..maybe a dried loaf of bread or just a thing she grief for.It could be a stone of a broken tomb . Peaks of the white waves were rolling over the surface of the sea with layers came after bigger layers a summer paradise in Europe with birds perched on figs trees.Spring on other continents showing leaves on the branches of small flowering shrubs spread across the grassy ground wicker basket filled with flowers and grapes lies on a log table and a cup of cold tea.Someone whistled from across the window followed by a roar of dust in a heavy whirlwind that blew against the pillars of the sky and will soon leave the farthest era. He said before going to collect some dry twigs to make a fire and cook the hun
Zepp Euphonium
The road looked plain . Everyone hoped the sun can bring some parts of cheerfulness.Ones tired of complaining.Some people become melodramatic at times.The day was quieter even than night in town .Nerida asked Zepp to take her somewhere going shopping at a countryside .He stepped out with high boots and cap ."It's like a house without window.No curtain .No light."said she while she got into his car .Zepp closed all that she mentioned.Sure the house had windows,curtains and light but he turned it off." That's why l agree to take you out and get the gaiety of life outside " Said Zepp while he started the engine.Smiling waitresses at the cafes , street food sellers and people activities.The world would nomore soundless then .It's filled with any kind of voices ." Are you hungry? Me yes ", said Zepp and looking around to see anything to pick .There was a traditional food passed them and he was sure that Nerida would agree if he just straight ordered him to stop and serving them two
Zepp Necropolis
In the cemetery on one dark night there was a talk .Only crescent in the back sky and a small torch giving a bit light .It seemed only answers flew in the air but the questions were totally unheard ." Yes A..Are you alright"."I am in the grave"."Three years ago,my dear so so "" Alone and cold .Colder than the cold" ."Yah ..just cold .And desolate "." I feel nothing.But cold and lonely "." Somewhere in Santa Fe "." Anglican church "." My ex still come to visit my grave and she may think about the burial . She was crying all day long .With my daughters. I don't know why they cry. " Religion.No .l just believe a bit that God is peace.lt doesn't matter which god .Tao ..sang hyang widhi ..any religion creed of God's name or whatever.. whatever,so so "" Iam none . Nothing l can do to mend my life .I now nomore living in the crazy world.All the things pissed me off.Females are predators except you .I think l never been happy but surely there were good times anyway . I know you wa
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The ..Half Moon
" The first coffee cup was just good but it didn't fresh up my mind as usual. " Get another hot drink .." " I don't think it will work .. there's something hinder inside that can't be dissapeared by anything simple now " The fan was still cooling the room .People seemed all gone ,even there was still a few people in the room.Hell no ! Look at the chirping bird around the trees and glittering drops of water that watering all the plants little garden ...maybe it can heal the unmoveable hints ..Get up , feel the difference..Don't be too hard on yourself..If time can be saved ,in what place you will keep it ? A jar A jug A wooden pipe Bamboo Rusty tin ..What ashamed, time only have one place inside your own..Why human want to have a little piece of the past and another good time in the present and tomorrow,if it still come ? A warm feeling when you're not alone ..None of them unscarred to being left and alone at the time you want to be with someone.Why stories repeated
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Why Are You Shrink?
Wild flower among bushes and grasses is like kindness among nastiness.l chant , loneliness is like a cage where a little bird wants to fill a small can by seeds but it never full , leaving it in anxiety.Loneliness as the abandonment of friends ..Smilingly , his father waved , "'Let them go , dear " said he when he saw little Zepp tried to catch some butterflies..,,That's not as easy as we think ..right ? To catch them up?"The boy stubbornly did that .He ran after the red and yellow dragonflies.He wanted to keep some of them in his bedroom.Even the little boy didn't say anything about his dad,there always be things to talk to others none can say that the boy seems to hide something about his dad as he was proud of him, only when ones asked about his mom , they will whispered each other but still heard able ," Shh ..maybe he didn't even have one! " Like the tabloid gossip magazine or tv program show ,even the subject mute ,they can develop gossip still ..it is like that .
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Invisible Angels Of God
The time comes for the thing to occur after being cancelled for so long . Whatever, this must happen . Essential dialogue as a human with brain.lf everyone leave you then do it all by yourself. That 's self command .Heart calling .On a fine day a few sight fixed on a figure all in black who was just got off from a bus .Is that him ? Someone thought. The noble man from a bus ...? now he understood ,it was not a public bus , it's a special family bus and a special chafeur walked indifferently.Hollowness more after knowing who were those people.But they remain waiting . willingly grouping them after finishing business." The dialogue won't go anywhere 'he thought,' for the goal " His face was not vivid , almost lifeless when they looked at him from close . What cold eyes and sarcastic expression he had .He started , " If you are not the ones who want me to be here, l would be furious and mock you . Then what will l hear and must l speak ? I detest childish manner in gr
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The Desire
The white lonely moon shines among the trees in high above,glaring in serenity with its only one romantic eye .What is she in real ...big stone ball ? Then why the coral stone on earth don't follow her to stay with her in the sky castle ? Is the moon placed as a crowned Queen for the kingdom stones on earth ? " If am the stone , ..." Alsava murmuring, went on by the man on black mantle, " You are the Empress Moon " Alsava mumbled, " No , l am the coral among millions of corrals " The man looked at her with strange but romantic look for a moment then he sighed and looked away .Zepp glared at the stairs which look so high and steep... Newspaper scattered everywhere .The murderer had been discovered. He had a dead wound black owl in his left hand before he fell. Also he wrote a letter, then sent the police officer away, screamed ,"Move away bastards ! Do not handcuff me ! I don't wear a gown ! don't you see ? " How come the police officers then let him go it's out of mind ! It
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Urdu Words
Nerida let Samy did his job before break time then he brusquely went back to answer her chat responding a picture he sent , " What's the name and taste of the fruit ? " He answered" Sweet and a bit sour " She could not tell what expression on his face ...happy , angry or fun? Innocent expression must be the one you could expect from a fifteen years old boy who admire her as a mature woman who gave him better treatment than everyone else as an errand boy at Meridian 's cafe .Samy did not have idea what else he could write . He's shy and awkward, worried if he write more it won't be a right thing for him .But he was surprised seeing her more message." Tell me Sam , How do you select friend request on the social media? Me ..you know , well ..None can judge anyone else for good and bad at a short time,but,at least l brows the profile ...if the person clothing properly and facial expression shown there on the account, it is ok.. " Astonishingly , the young boy responded , "No
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Maybe Not For Him ..
Went back to the cafeteria open front to the garden yard,after meeting a few colleagues while his wife stayed there.He leant on the parking car , lighted a cigarette,talking through his smoke and heat inside his soul.He bent to whisper ,and make chuckled.Maybe he said something dirty about women ." Before l married" that was the words that slower his chum' s chuckle." That's the way men refresh their mind after the oppressive hard work " " Hard work or not , that's refreshing way for men " Now they burst the louder laughter.Silence is an ocean.Speech is a river.When the ocean is searching for you, don’t walk into the river.Listen to the ocean.-Rumi" So you believe in silence" " Ya, and l was too young to react at such group gathering " To be there meant he got risk to be suspended and raising the question of whether he was part of them or just coincidentally there so he could hear things around there .Whether the noble family had to bribe him to make him shut his mo
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The Fig
One day l heard a visitor 's knocking on the door while I was dusting the chairs .Opening it , standing shyly ." Good morning, Petunia "He stepped in ,taking a nearest seat and lighted a cigarette.I " Come in , Girraldy " I sat opposite him , glancing and observing him.He met me at this early ." You don't work today , Petty "" I can't do anything now ..my messy mind is at its peak " l said gloomily .He sighed,exhaling his cigarette smoke in round shape before it's dwindling.Without looking at me ,he said , " Still Freddie that makes you feel that ?" I didn't respond immediately but l said , " Strange , that simple name can cause such complicated state condition in my life but that's what happens " He looked at me smiled beneath his smoke and said nothing.Getting up ," Ah , l forgot,what would you want to drink ? " He shook his head," l want to take you out having some fresh air " l knew that look of his eyes since long and suddenly l felt slightly safe .Then l wa
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Gush of Wind
Roster fighting surrounded by local people.Living things relief seeing other hurt and even dead while the winner survive and gaining applauses.To be winner can not be other than being sportive and went through a fair play. But some games are just on the contrary.If decent people can not play on stage, what is the difference among the ones who fight? If the choices are limited and win or lose is actually devoted to the breaker giant . ...is there any chance for other party..well..Alsava hummed softly, " Scientific notation make everything fair . Nothing wrong with everything bad ...no ? " The audience and the backstage players and the one at the underground..then what those roosters get ? What if they were human..Bleeding, wounded, then humiliated or pitied ..after having sufferance by the lost , then come the next pain .. The man was answering from the dark room , " What ever unpleasant facts of life ones face , just face them.Its amazing to know that each one go on living wi
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The Far End
The loving embrace of a father to the child was always fresh in his mind , while for a mother he even unable to remember otherwise the old yellowish black and white photo graph he has last seen in the long time yesteryears in his memories.Now the woman in white told him things about scethcs of antrophology discovery as she drew what the ground digger found under a cave ," When they discovered their..a mother and a son interlocked skeletons.The mother is believed to have been trying to protect her child during a powerful earthquake that hit Qi province, somewhere in Asia , in about centuries ago l just made some scetcses of it and imagine how would they went through at the moments before they died " Zepp didn't take the scethcs she handed ,the woman in white even thought he would not take it at all for a reason but he took it at and fixed his eyes on it as he would not want to see anything else .What a fanciful scene ! Touchy and eerie at the same time.There's a note there , "