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Zepp Ummmm...
Erlangga bewildered seeing how Nerida become so different in her personality .Now she looked assertive . Trouble she faced in the foreign state made her that way ?Not about the way she lighted cigarette,but when she walked around the room before sitting among everyone and talked about Zepp ," His heart seems so hard and he got stony head"Her voice was flat . Everyone looked at one another. Nerida ? Who used to be a bit sweet shy ... Erlangga finally found something to remark after feeling hard to find the words to say."Um.. so l think that your words have lost its strength to him "?Maybe silent will be golden so he can learn from his own choice to talk while she seemed unhappy to be interupted or at least she wanted to finish things she wanted them to listen."Continuing the wrong past to remain as his present ..For me it's equal to make the wrong become right ..He should move on but no , he walks towards the wrong . The same mistake " Then she went on with a style of theatral p
Zepp Fireflies
"Does life has meaning for ones whether you see it as trial , challenge or punishment ? "" Both are equal..All leading to struggle or challenge though "" Struggle is ..yah , for me is a blend of strong to get something or to escape from somewhere to another time and place "Zepp closed one hand in fist to warm up a bit ,looking at his wrists as if thinking about a day when both bonded in metal handcuffs .Chains of cold heavy iron on feet for ones to stop going anywhere for certain years ..where are they now ? "When can you judge somebody of making wrongdoing while none of ones ones were innocent ? Did they put thorny flower on your head ?" " I was bleeding once ,I don't know if time can heal it ""But that's the start pointwhen the power put good things on us to be stronger even there will be next painful starting point" The woman in white sighed, " Our freedom is imprisoned in our tomorrow " __________" Once l read the legendary novel , "Papillon ' About a never give up
Zepp The Wounded Lion
Something Zepp wanted to say about beauty inside but transparent beauty.Light come up lazily among those grey skyBlueness in yellowy, whitty and orangy.Why the smiles leave the faces ?Nature and people you felt comfortable with will help you to make it come out .Then you just know how to greet The right ones.Not to mistakenly pick friends Or people to stay with...Talk withfight with..even all that stuff was not evitable.That's the key of smile and laughterAnd perhaps the meaning of life..Polices were fear of powerful and rich people.They had kinda hidden immunity. But sometimes even lions were wounded and captivated. Some people kill someone,then they would just be deported .That's why he told her ,if she get stuck with anything related to the system or provincial power just let him know.,,Nerida ..do you have someone in mind that you hate and wanted to be disappear?"She looked at him in wonder .He a was powerful man.He got link to high rank officials ..Seeing t
Zepp Totally Alone
Zepp was laying down on the grassy area under big trees and logs . His both hands supported his head like a pillow while his mind was floating around the white clouds.He looked aside for a while at the woman in white who leant on the tree trunk ."O,boy Mmm...l recall a short story about being alone with an unpleasant harsh person ,in the limitless huge ocean . A jug of drink water and a rude person to be with "She was smiling ," Are you talking about me? "" Aren't you sure about your own question or is this a warming up to fight for a healthy debate ?"It can be predicted,she will become the best in every way to debate she and he grow up as they know how to get things in best way even so hard at the proper time to discuss something even with such sweating efforts ."Mindset is the magnitude of each senses and ideas when it's formed in some one brain ...trust, unhappiness, unwillingness, spirit, motivation,hopes each of them that produce human behaviour creation "" Sailing o
Zepp Master Mind
"Art is a mind exploration that activating soul and senses.It releases all hurdles inside , yelling , screaming,mocking all explodes in words as poets or pictures as painters "" Absorbing and facing the hardship will turn to be shadow , still exist but becoming nothing.lt is there but meaningless,no real roughness you can touch even it remain hurting at times ""Overcoming impossibilities become a possibility as the power of feeling and mind.Involving hopes in faith ,at that time dream can turn to real as life pay in cash your efforts ""Reality also can turn to dream. To understand that,experience help"With a short glance Nerida collected all the things she thought as old papers which Erlangga told her as the pills she had to swallow as they planned to take over Hex role as a Master mind to do things to Zepp' s case .He pointed themselves as the decision .Everyone wants to .In their mind , Hex and Axel dance each day above their own cousin ' s corpse when they see him su
Zepp Bribed Them ?
In a large chamber,with paintedceiling of the castle of East European which includes natural motifs of wonderful garden and old rooks probably to commemorates the forgotten royal army ,there was an oval and long mahogany antique table, might be from late 18th century they were sitting quietly watching the samovar and cups without really paid attention or interest .Written in a classic fonts on the wall “Expectation is the root of all heartache.“ Shakespeare Meridian sat at the head of the table ,across her was Axel while Hex walking around the room , letting Terra asking some thing she actually didn't need an answer as she actually knew the naked fact of it , " Meet him as the ruler of the city empire company in the modern century, don't you think it's such an exageration to depict Zepp ' s family business? " He was so outrageously rich that he's often considered the richest family in the region ever! ""But how could you accumulate such mind blowing wealth? Just find o
Zepp Gold and Silver
Wild grass on the cemetery 's yard look malice when a fire-tailed Sunbird perched on an old tall tree ." What would you do if you saw the vulnerable fawn running towards you?All the unseen meadow light by the wind swinging silently and without words like the tombstones under those bush "With heavy hearts, they who had lost their family members or beloved ones might have announced the latest news about them. Checking the news if It was the truth, bring the friends who lived far away " Is it true that ...passed away? When they got the confirmation that yes , the person died , those hearts who used to be close as they were in friends their minds, they thought about bringing flowers of love or shrubs which grow around the grave .Not all the season would gloom as the sun will always be coming each day at the time you open the front door, before any passer by around the road appears." See , time has a way to move as the passing years.It seems just yesterday that I was on a
Zepp Nature Element
Bad choice ""Hahahaha..who are you ,judging other people'' food choices ? ""Every one have right to choose ... Anything thanks you ....."" It is your choice.But, I am not a vegetarian .Food preference is individual matter."" You wonder about what donkey eat ? Dog or piggy ? Hehe...is it disgusting ? Ok , forget it "" Yep,and beans ...beef with salami, chili ,garlic and onion for breakfast"Nerida left the dining table after having meal as the last person , as she wasn't in a mood to see anyone that day .She heard them talked about food and waiting for them to finish , alone she ate without anyone disturbed her concentration on something till she went into her room .Meridian called her to join others in a suite grand room.She whispered ," Terra is going to guide us for meditation" Erlangga was sitting on the carpet where another 11 people she didn't know were there joining the gathering.Terra was in the middle of tutorial." Yes, brain cells effected by food ones consume....
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The ..Half Moon
" The first coffee cup was just good but it didn't fresh up my mind as usual. " Get another hot drink .." " I don't think it will work .. there's something hinder inside that can't be dissapeared by anything simple now " The fan was still cooling the room .People seemed all gone ,even there was still a few people in the room.Hell no ! Look at the chirping bird around the trees and glittering drops of water that watering all the plants little garden ...maybe it can heal the unmoveable hints ..Get up , feel the difference..Don't be too hard on yourself..If time can be saved ,in what place you will keep it ? A jar A jug A wooden pipe Bamboo Rusty tin ..What ashamed, time only have one place inside your own..Why human want to have a little piece of the past and another good time in the present and tomorrow,if it still come ? A warm feeling when you're not alone ..None of them unscarred to being left and alone at the time you want to be with someone.Why stories repeated
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Why Are You Shrink?
Wild flower among bushes and grasses is like kindness among nastiness.l chant , loneliness is like a cage where a little bird wants to fill a small can by seeds but it never full , leaving it in anxiety.Loneliness as the abandonment of friends ..Smilingly , his father waved , "'Let them go , dear " said he when he saw little Zepp tried to catch some butterflies..,,That's not as easy as we think ..right ? To catch them up?"The boy stubbornly did that .He ran after the red and yellow dragonflies.He wanted to keep some of them in his bedroom.Even the little boy didn't say anything about his dad,there always be things to talk to others none can say that the boy seems to hide something about his dad as he was proud of him, only when ones asked about his mom , they will whispered each other but still heard able ," Shh ..maybe he didn't even have one! " Like the tabloid gossip magazine or tv program show ,even the subject mute ,they can develop gossip still ..it is like that .
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Invisible Angels Of God
The time comes for the thing to occur after being cancelled for so long . Whatever, this must happen . Essential dialogue as a human with brain.lf everyone leave you then do it all by yourself. That 's self command .Heart calling .On a fine day a few sight fixed on a figure all in black who was just got off from a bus .Is that him ? Someone thought. The noble man from a bus ...? now he understood ,it was not a public bus , it's a special family bus and a special chafeur walked indifferently.Hollowness more after knowing who were those people.But they remain waiting . willingly grouping them after finishing business." The dialogue won't go anywhere 'he thought,' for the goal " His face was not vivid , almost lifeless when they looked at him from close . What cold eyes and sarcastic expression he had .He started , " If you are not the ones who want me to be here, l would be furious and mock you . Then what will l hear and must l speak ? I detest childish manner in gr
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The Desire
The white lonely moon shines among the trees in high above,glaring in serenity with its only one romantic eye .What is she in real ...big stone ball ? Then why the coral stone on earth don't follow her to stay with her in the sky castle ? Is the moon placed as a crowned Queen for the kingdom stones on earth ? " If am the stone , ..." Alsava murmuring, went on by the man on black mantle, " You are the Empress Moon " Alsava mumbled, " No , l am the coral among millions of corrals " The man looked at her with strange but romantic look for a moment then he sighed and looked away .Zepp glared at the stairs which look so high and steep... Newspaper scattered everywhere .The murderer had been discovered. He had a dead wound black owl in his left hand before he fell. Also he wrote a letter, then sent the police officer away, screamed ,"Move away bastards ! Do not handcuff me ! I don't wear a gown ! don't you see ? " How come the police officers then let him go it's out of mind ! It
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Urdu Words
Nerida let Samy did his job before break time then he brusquely went back to answer her chat responding a picture he sent , " What's the name and taste of the fruit ? " He answered" Sweet and a bit sour " She could not tell what expression on his face ...happy , angry or fun? Innocent expression must be the one you could expect from a fifteen years old boy who admire her as a mature woman who gave him better treatment than everyone else as an errand boy at Meridian 's cafe .Samy did not have idea what else he could write . He's shy and awkward, worried if he write more it won't be a right thing for him .But he was surprised seeing her more message." Tell me Sam , How do you select friend request on the social media? Me ..you know , well ..None can judge anyone else for good and bad at a short time,but,at least l brows the profile ...if the person clothing properly and facial expression shown there on the account, it is ok.. " Astonishingly , the young boy responded , "No
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Maybe Not For Him ..
Went back to the cafeteria open front to the garden yard,after meeting a few colleagues while his wife stayed there.He leant on the parking car , lighted a cigarette,talking through his smoke and heat inside his soul.He bent to whisper ,and make chuckled.Maybe he said something dirty about women ." Before l married" that was the words that slower his chum' s chuckle." That's the way men refresh their mind after the oppressive hard work " " Hard work or not , that's refreshing way for men " Now they burst the louder laughter.Silence is an ocean.Speech is a river.When the ocean is searching for you, don’t walk into the river.Listen to the ocean.-Rumi" So you believe in silence" " Ya, and l was too young to react at such group gathering " To be there meant he got risk to be suspended and raising the question of whether he was part of them or just coincidentally there so he could hear things around there .Whether the noble family had to bribe him to make him shut his mo
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The Fig
One day l heard a visitor 's knocking on the door while I was dusting the chairs .Opening it , standing shyly ." Good morning, Petunia "He stepped in ,taking a nearest seat and lighted a cigarette.I " Come in , Girraldy " I sat opposite him , glancing and observing him.He met me at this early ." You don't work today , Petty "" I can't do anything now ..my messy mind is at its peak " l said gloomily .He sighed,exhaling his cigarette smoke in round shape before it's dwindling.Without looking at me ,he said , " Still Freddie that makes you feel that ?" I didn't respond immediately but l said , " Strange , that simple name can cause such complicated state condition in my life but that's what happens " He looked at me smiled beneath his smoke and said nothing.Getting up ," Ah , l forgot,what would you want to drink ? " He shook his head," l want to take you out having some fresh air " l knew that look of his eyes since long and suddenly l felt slightly safe .Then l wa
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Gush of Wind
Roster fighting surrounded by local people.Living things relief seeing other hurt and even dead while the winner survive and gaining applauses.To be winner can not be other than being sportive and went through a fair play. But some games are just on the contrary.If decent people can not play on stage, what is the difference among the ones who fight? If the choices are limited and win or lose is actually devoted to the breaker giant . ...is there any chance for other party..well..Alsava hummed softly, " Scientific notation make everything fair . Nothing wrong with everything bad ...no ? " The audience and the backstage players and the one at the underground..then what those roosters get ? What if they were human..Bleeding, wounded, then humiliated or pitied ..after having sufferance by the lost , then come the next pain .. The man was answering from the dark room , " What ever unpleasant facts of life ones face , just face them.Its amazing to know that each one go on living wi
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The Far End
The loving embrace of a father to the child was always fresh in his mind , while for a mother he even unable to remember otherwise the old yellowish black and white photo graph he has last seen in the long time yesteryears in his memories.Now the woman in white told him things about scethcs of antrophology discovery as she drew what the ground digger found under a cave ," When they discovered their..a mother and a son interlocked skeletons.The mother is believed to have been trying to protect her child during a powerful earthquake that hit Qi province, somewhere in Asia , in about centuries ago l just made some scetcses of it and imagine how would they went through at the moments before they died " Zepp didn't take the scethcs she handed ,the woman in white even thought he would not take it at all for a reason but he took it at and fixed his eyes on it as he would not want to see anything else .What a fanciful scene ! Touchy and eerie at the same time.There's a note there , "
