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Zepp Full stop
" I'm attempting to finalize this editorial by making a shocking statement that Zepp is not missing at all . He just uses his right to have some privacy" " Nerida, are you serious? ""I am on a making draft ..l know any media will love to have it..l can even make money by that ,"" Sure if you really do it "Sardonically she gazed at Meridian for a second then went on," l am like a churning water, hot and yummy for a coffee! and my brain has turned to mush. Too much has happened in the last few months. Too heavy. Too much. ""'Someone drop a lifeline, please, I'm frowning! I won't let myself drowning.. it's more unbearable .."Meridian waved her hand to a waitress ," Can I get some fresh water melon juice...just for supper opening "Nerida looked outside in weary , " A latte, " she saw Sammy was passing with a tray , and put a cup for her then filled it by hot water.Samy was bullied lately, " Hey that's your lover ...has come ,! " Late in the night, she wept before falling asl
Zepp The Sleeping Baby
He began to proud of himself.Beginning to change ? I don't like it.But that's story about mankind.None occupied this big beautiful house . It stood among big trees as a jungle .Cool at daytime and extremely cold at night.There ' s garden lamplight in the middle.Each things sleep at night ,even the sky ,but not me.Who are people befriended insomniacs ? Nocturne? Criminals ,loner, artist , thinker, writers,poets ? I don't want him to feel guilty about my uneasiness and inability to rest .He came and tried to understand why l left the room and stay at porch.As l don't say things so objective and clear in avoiding to embarrassed him so that what we talked about was like a ghost.Scary ,hidden , half existed . " The Diary "______Did she love the tiny baby who was having a little blanket on his smooth body during the long hours sleep dearly ? They were watching a romantic thriller movie and seeking mean to kill time constructively without criticism behind their backs while questionin
Zepp Sprawled Out
When you feel like just a useless lump of meat ... imagining yourself being buried in the ground or becoming smoke and disappearing without a trace, how much better!Is it all stale, or is there anything better than daydreams? Marriage is like a promise to sing to a pure hearted person. Am I thrown back and then sprawled out in the middle of that heavy old problem? Which is bubbling like embers in the middle of the wilderness..Dimmed like a night light ,emotions piled up, overflowing in daily scrolls ..Do l sound so childish? Keep on talking about love , desires, happiness.That' s all what children have in mind.Everyone has right to be happy though.But pain and sadness seem more as a thing ones know and feel better,for long .Primary school, teenage, married,broken up , don't know what to feel.. relief,or regret.The breaking up happened several months ago.I can't stop or wait for the time to go patiently .Yesterday l felt vibrant as l got a postcard from a friend actually my b
Zepp Another World
Lying down in the dim light.Before going l told her to sleep again.Maybe she knew what made me left in the middle of the night like chasing a demon .The night before l was in rage .Then l returned to ask her going out.l saw her eyes swollen and red by long hours of crying.l tried to be warm and sweet,still , she seemed to be hoping there's a way to escape from me .Men and women would never understand each other at the most crucial time l guess."*" I think this one written by Zepp' s father.Look at the other one. Whose is this ..? " * Umm, just married couple..new bride ...they often called me that.l just smile or laugh,some times l respond by the same joke .The vicinity seem nice here so far .This next house neighbor is pretty and friendly . She looked at my beautiful plants ," Bought from Tesamagha , those plants?"" Not buying,these are from our own bungalow yard " " Whereabouts? " I told her the location,she might want to tell me that she also has a bungalow or knowing the a
Zepp The Invitation For Gathering
Samy looked at the corner of the huge swimming pool of the hotel , thinking." The woman in red bikini.Maybe l am right if l say she's one of brainless kind ...unlike miss Nerida ... she's smart and humble." Ya that female _ can't be sure about her age . Perhaps 35 _ 40 or more . When she entered the gate and staring at the sea through the pool ,the woman was sitting with one knee open up .She wore a burning red bikini.Her back full open .ln her finger tucked a cigarette.Her name's Regina .A Spanish who married a physician and had one daughter.Her big eyes were fierce and looked thirsty .It may caused by her thick eyeliners .She invited him to swim on the beach, after showing off her lust for the sea on a speed boat.the wind flew every strand of hair and thighs as white as paper .She calls him to fetch a towel for Shan , a little daughter of a wealthy man who often comes to Meridian cafe.But he didn't like his name being shouted out loud."What is the boy's name? She ask
Zepp The Yearling
Nerida sipped the lemonade, and handed one to Erlangga .They were waiting for another guests while watching classical serial tv movie." Trapper John MD mhmm..the fascinated American doctor on the yesteryears serial tv movie ..his voice resembled Jodies ' s father in the cartoon " The Yearling"Deep , fashionable,almost flat ,manly . That's the voice l can depict about it "'' Maybe it's the same person.. a dubber "'' How l wish to..meet him , getting his rare smile and say , " Good morning,doc ! "" You can get it easily from Dr Andrew"" No , l love Dr Trapper John .."" Will you put him in the list of " Men for all seasons ? " " Haha..Or men for all poison! "While they laughed, an end of the elegant silky yellowish coat of the handsome guest was passing...The famous one who owned yacht, cruise ,car collection, condo gardens,parks, buildings , companies, mistresses as well ? They shuddered.The last one was quite disgusting..uh ? Well .. don't hope a fidel prince charming of Ci
Zepp Ummmm...
Erlangga bewildered seeing how Nerida become so different in her personality .Now she looked assertive . Trouble she faced in the foreign state made her that way ?Not about the way she lighted cigarette,but when she walked around the room before sitting among everyone and talked about Zepp ," His heart seems so hard and he got stony head"Her voice was flat . Everyone looked at one another. Nerida ? Who used to be a bit sweet shy ... Erlangga finally found something to remark after feeling hard to find the words to say."Um.. so l think that your words have lost its strength to him "?Maybe silent will be golden so he can learn from his own choice to talk while she seemed unhappy to be interupted or at least she wanted to finish things she wanted them to listen."Continuing the wrong past to remain as his present ..For me it's equal to make the wrong become right ..He should move on but no , he walks towards the wrong . The same mistake " Then she went on with a style of theatral p
Zepp Fireflies
"Does life has meaning for ones whether you see it as trial , challenge or punishment ? "" Both are equal..All leading to struggle or challenge though "" Struggle is ..yah , for me is a blend of strong to get something or to escape from somewhere to another time and place "Zepp closed one hand in fist to warm up a bit ,looking at his wrists as if thinking about a day when both bonded in metal handcuffs .Chains of cold heavy iron on feet for ones to stop going anywhere for certain years ..where are they now ? "When can you judge somebody of making wrongdoing while none of ones ones were innocent ? Did they put thorny flower on your head ?" " I was bleeding once ,I don't know if time can heal it ""But that's the start pointwhen the power put good things on us to be stronger even there will be next painful starting point" The woman in white sighed, " Our freedom is imprisoned in our tomorrow " __________" Once l read the legendary novel , "Papillon ' About a never give up
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The ..Half Moon
" The first coffee cup was just good but it didn't fresh up my mind as usual. " Get another hot drink .." " I don't think it will work .. there's something hinder inside that can't be dissapeared by anything simple now " The fan was still cooling the room .People seemed all gone ,even there was still a few people in the room.Hell no ! Look at the chirping bird around the trees and glittering drops of water that watering all the plants little garden ...maybe it can heal the unmoveable hints ..Get up , feel the difference..Don't be too hard on yourself..If time can be saved ,in what place you will keep it ? A jar A jug A wooden pipe Bamboo Rusty tin ..What ashamed, time only have one place inside your own..Why human want to have a little piece of the past and another good time in the present and tomorrow,if it still come ? A warm feeling when you're not alone ..None of them unscarred to being left and alone at the time you want to be with someone.Why stories repeated
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Why Are You Shrink?
Wild flower among bushes and grasses is like kindness among nastiness.l chant , loneliness is like a cage where a little bird wants to fill a small can by seeds but it never full , leaving it in anxiety.Loneliness as the abandonment of friends ..Smilingly , his father waved , "'Let them go , dear " said he when he saw little Zepp tried to catch some butterflies..,,That's not as easy as we think ..right ? To catch them up?"The boy stubbornly did that .He ran after the red and yellow dragonflies.He wanted to keep some of them in his bedroom.Even the little boy didn't say anything about his dad,there always be things to talk to others none can say that the boy seems to hide something about his dad as he was proud of him, only when ones asked about his mom , they will whispered each other but still heard able ," Shh ..maybe he didn't even have one! " Like the tabloid gossip magazine or tv program show ,even the subject mute ,they can develop gossip still ..it is like that .
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Invisible Angels Of God
The time comes for the thing to occur after being cancelled for so long . Whatever, this must happen . Essential dialogue as a human with brain.lf everyone leave you then do it all by yourself. That 's self command .Heart calling .On a fine day a few sight fixed on a figure all in black who was just got off from a bus .Is that him ? Someone thought. The noble man from a bus ...? now he understood ,it was not a public bus , it's a special family bus and a special chafeur walked indifferently.Hollowness more after knowing who were those people.But they remain waiting . willingly grouping them after finishing business." The dialogue won't go anywhere 'he thought,' for the goal " His face was not vivid , almost lifeless when they looked at him from close . What cold eyes and sarcastic expression he had .He started , " If you are not the ones who want me to be here, l would be furious and mock you . Then what will l hear and must l speak ? I detest childish manner in gr
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The Desire
The white lonely moon shines among the trees in high above,glaring in serenity with its only one romantic eye .What is she in real ...big stone ball ? Then why the coral stone on earth don't follow her to stay with her in the sky castle ? Is the moon placed as a crowned Queen for the kingdom stones on earth ? " If am the stone , ..." Alsava murmuring, went on by the man on black mantle, " You are the Empress Moon " Alsava mumbled, " No , l am the coral among millions of corrals " The man looked at her with strange but romantic look for a moment then he sighed and looked away .Zepp glared at the stairs which look so high and steep... Newspaper scattered everywhere .The murderer had been discovered. He had a dead wound black owl in his left hand before he fell. Also he wrote a letter, then sent the police officer away, screamed ,"Move away bastards ! Do not handcuff me ! I don't wear a gown ! don't you see ? " How come the police officers then let him go it's out of mind ! It
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Urdu Words
Nerida let Samy did his job before break time then he brusquely went back to answer her chat responding a picture he sent , " What's the name and taste of the fruit ? " He answered" Sweet and a bit sour " She could not tell what expression on his face ...happy , angry or fun? Innocent expression must be the one you could expect from a fifteen years old boy who admire her as a mature woman who gave him better treatment than everyone else as an errand boy at Meridian 's cafe .Samy did not have idea what else he could write . He's shy and awkward, worried if he write more it won't be a right thing for him .But he was surprised seeing her more message." Tell me Sam , How do you select friend request on the social media? Me ..you know , well ..None can judge anyone else for good and bad at a short time,but,at least l brows the profile ...if the person clothing properly and facial expression shown there on the account, it is ok.. " Astonishingly , the young boy responded , "No
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Maybe Not For Him ..
Went back to the cafeteria open front to the garden yard,after meeting a few colleagues while his wife stayed there.He leant on the parking car , lighted a cigarette,talking through his smoke and heat inside his soul.He bent to whisper ,and make chuckled.Maybe he said something dirty about women ." Before l married" that was the words that slower his chum' s chuckle." That's the way men refresh their mind after the oppressive hard work " " Hard work or not , that's refreshing way for men " Now they burst the louder laughter.Silence is an ocean.Speech is a river.When the ocean is searching for you, don’t walk into the river.Listen to the ocean.-Rumi" So you believe in silence" " Ya, and l was too young to react at such group gathering " To be there meant he got risk to be suspended and raising the question of whether he was part of them or just coincidentally there so he could hear things around there .Whether the noble family had to bribe him to make him shut his mo
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The Fig
One day l heard a visitor 's knocking on the door while I was dusting the chairs .Opening it , standing shyly ." Good morning, Petunia "He stepped in ,taking a nearest seat and lighted a cigarette.I " Come in , Girraldy " I sat opposite him , glancing and observing him.He met me at this early ." You don't work today , Petty "" I can't do anything now ..my messy mind is at its peak " l said gloomily .He sighed,exhaling his cigarette smoke in round shape before it's dwindling.Without looking at me ,he said , " Still Freddie that makes you feel that ?" I didn't respond immediately but l said , " Strange , that simple name can cause such complicated state condition in my life but that's what happens " He looked at me smiled beneath his smoke and said nothing.Getting up ," Ah , l forgot,what would you want to drink ? " He shook his head," l want to take you out having some fresh air " l knew that look of his eyes since long and suddenly l felt slightly safe .Then l wa
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Gush of Wind
Roster fighting surrounded by local people.Living things relief seeing other hurt and even dead while the winner survive and gaining applauses.To be winner can not be other than being sportive and went through a fair play. But some games are just on the contrary.If decent people can not play on stage, what is the difference among the ones who fight? If the choices are limited and win or lose is actually devoted to the breaker giant . ...is there any chance for other party..well..Alsava hummed softly, " Scientific notation make everything fair . Nothing wrong with everything bad ...no ? " The audience and the backstage players and the one at the underground..then what those roosters get ? What if they were human..Bleeding, wounded, then humiliated or pitied ..after having sufferance by the lost , then come the next pain .. The man was answering from the dark room , " What ever unpleasant facts of life ones face , just face them.Its amazing to know that each one go on living wi
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The Far End
The loving embrace of a father to the child was always fresh in his mind , while for a mother he even unable to remember otherwise the old yellowish black and white photo graph he has last seen in the long time yesteryears in his memories.Now the woman in white told him things about scethcs of antrophology discovery as she drew what the ground digger found under a cave ," When they discovered their..a mother and a son interlocked skeletons.The mother is believed to have been trying to protect her child during a powerful earthquake that hit Qi province, somewhere in Asia , in about centuries ago l just made some scetcses of it and imagine how would they went through at the moments before they died " Zepp didn't take the scethcs she handed ,the woman in white even thought he would not take it at all for a reason but he took it at and fixed his eyes on it as he would not want to see anything else .What a fanciful scene ! Touchy and eerie at the same time.There's a note there , "
