John was startled out of sleep when he heard his alarm clock's incessant buzzing around his flat. It was the day. The day of the potentially career-defining presentation. Feeling an exhalation of tense energy, he tossed off the blankets. His body buzzed with a powerful mix of fear and adrenaline in every muscle.
He shaved and washed like a man getting ready for a battle. Choosing a tie had significant symbolic meaning — a striped design represented self-assurance, a subdued blue hue represented professionalism. John, looking dapper in his finest suit, had a glimpse of the John he knew back then, the John who would confidently go into meetings. It was now more important to him to prove his value and win back his lost confidence than it was to simply get a promotion.
A glimmer of optimism sprang in his chest as he checked his phone. Sarah's message. "Have a great day, sweetie! Make me proud and knock them dead!" It thrilled him with a false hope, the first really encouraging note she'd sent in weeks. Perhaps things were getting better between them. Perhaps their relationship would also undergo a change as a result of this elevation.
Arriving early at the workplace, the usual surroundings seemed somehow foreign to him because of the approaching presentation. Upon arriving at their workstations, he saw Mark fumbling with a pen, his grin little too broad and slightly too frantic. John suppressed the unease that crept into his stomach and faked a grin in reply.
"Ready to crush it, John?" Mark questioned, a hint of something John was unable to fully identify in the back of his voice. John nodded, constriction in his throat.
The morning passed slowly, with every second of the clock striking a blow to John's already strained emotions. He went over his slides one final time, his well thought out points like a chant in his mind. A group of well dressed people the investors entered the conference room as the scheduled meeting time drew near. Sweat beaded his hands, and his heart pounded frantically against his ribcage.
Mr. Harris introduced himself, always the perfect showman. John smirked professionally as he shook hands with each investor one by one. A sense of expectancy crackled through the room as it landed. Mr. Harris said, "Mark, why don't you kick us off?" after clearing his throat.
John felt his blood freeze. For one moment, he blinked in confusion. Mark? It had been carefully worked out between them that John would give the presentation. Mark's face flashed something dark, then flashed a brilliant grin in its place. He said, "Sure thing, Mr. Harris," his voice bursting with a confidence that John had forgotten.
As John watched, his head spinning, Mark began the presentation. He was making use of John's strategy, his thorough investigation, and his well polished arguments. However, Mark's remarks seemed meaningless since they were devoid of the fervour and conviction that John had put into them. Nevertheless, the investors were pleased as they nodded and asked Mark a series of questions that he responded to with ease.
John began to feel his stomach twist with increasing treachery as the lecture went on. His carefully built assurance gave way to the waves like a crumbling sandcastle. He stood there, seeing his own accomplishment taken from him. He saw Mark and Mr. Harris exchanging looks, an unspoken agreement between them. John saw every praise aimed at Mark as a knife to his heart.
The audience erupted in cheers as the presentation came to a conclusion. John clapped quite weakly, his hands trembling. His mind was a whirling tornado of rage and bewilderment, and he felt disembodied. Mark was glowing with a feeling of power as he took in the plaudits. John wanted to face him and accuse him aloud, but he was unable to speak. He was trapped in his own body, frozen.
With a sly smile that expressed satisfaction, Mr. Harris brushed off the investors. With a look of something like reverence in his eyes, he turned to face Mark. "Mark, great job. We'll communicate later. Then he stormed out of the room without a word to John.
There was an unbearable quiet for a while. For an instant, Mark's smile wavered, a glint of shame passing across his features before a fake grin took its place. "So, John, what say we celebrate? "Drinks are on me!" he said, giving John a painful shoulder slap that made his heart race.
John flinched away from the contact, the internal barrier eventually rupturing. With a betrayed tone, he gasped out, "How could you?" "I gave a presentation like that! My concept!" After months of festering, the wrath finally erupted. "I trusted you, Mark!"
Mark became stern-faced. "John, don't be so innocent," he mocked.This has to do with more than simply the presentation, right? This was about the opportunity to finally move out from my shadow, the glory, and the promotion. John, it seems like everything was always given to you. The simple life, the ideal girlfriend. You coasted on your attractiveness as I toiled away. This was my opportunity to make progress at last."
John felt a deep feeling of disappointment take the place of his rage. Envious and resentful, the sibling he thought he knew and the buddy he believed to be familiar was really a stranger. "So everything was staged? Is none of those jokes or the companionship real?
Mark shrugged, his previous swagger giving way to a cynical indifference. "Maybe at first it was enjoyable. I did, however, see how readily Mr. Harris chose you. How Sarah almost adored the earth under your feet. I just grew sick of being the second fiddle."
John found himself staring at the presentation screen, the product of his labours, now tarnished by Mark's treachery. What about the investors, then? Do you really believe that they won't notice your... performance? You weren't supposed to take it.
"They were impressed, weren't they?" Mark replied, his tone becoming more defensive. Moreover, it seems that Mr. Harris is supporting me. Perhaps at last he realises what a waste you've been."
John balled his hands. He resisted the overpowering temptation to strike out violently. Getting into a fistfight was pointless. The real war was lost long ago. A grim picture was created by Mr. Harris's predilection for Mark and his own incapacity to stand up for himself. But there was a glimmer of rebellion in John's eyes.
With his voice back up, he said, "You may have stolen the presentation, Mark, but you can't take my skill or my work ethic. Eventually, they'll see right through you. And I'll be there to pick up the bits you leave behind when that occurs."
Mark felt a wave of rage flash in his eyes, but before he could respond, the door opened and Mr. Harris and the investors were visible. A stark departure from their prior confident posture, they all seemed flustered.
"Mr. Green," Mr. Harris said, addressing Mark with a tense tone of voice, "some investors have noticed some... inconsistency in your presentation." They need certain things explained to them."
Mark's expression became colourless. John observed with a detached fascination as the façade of assurance unravelled, exposing the fractures below. Success, which he had so much desired, was evaporating from his grasp like sand.
With a feeling of renewed determination, John adjusted his tie. Suddenly the roles had been reversed. Though it wasn't ideal, the problem wasn't finished. Maybe, just maybe, there was still a chance for him to turn things around, to take back what was really his. He inhaled deeply and looked up at Mark. It wasn't simply about getting the promotion or winning Sarah over this time. It was about demonstrating to himself his resilience and value. Maybe the stolen spotlight would never come back, but John was going to shine his own.
As John walked aimlessly across the city, the streets became a painting of blinking traffic lights and neon signs. Every stride was weighed down with treachery, his thoughts a war zone of opposing feelings. With a sour flavour of disappointment, anger simmered like a kettle on the verge of boiling over. It seemed unbelievable to him that Mark, the person he had looked up to like a brother, had taken his presentation and his opportunity for forgiveness. What had seemed like a desperate effort at emotional support, Sarah's previous communication had become a nasty joke. He cried out for comfort, for a familiar voice to calm the storm building within of him. Driven by a fervent hope, his feet guided him to Sarah's apartment complex. A discordant song floated down the corridor as he climbed the creaking steps. It was not music, he realised, but a jumble of discordant noises, like a muffled groan, a stifled chuckle, or the creak of overworked furniture. A feeling of icy fear descended ov
John was having trouble breathing. The smell of cheap beer and treachery permeated the dilapidated flat, casting a dark shadow. Sarah's comments replayed themselves in his head, a never-ending litany of charges and defences. He gazed at them, like a shattered marionette with its strings cut. "This is why you've been so cold to me all month?" With a rasp, he asked, the question falling out like a parched leaf in a windstorm. Sarah said nothing, her eyes darting from him like a housefly gone awry. Her lack of response revealed much and validated his darkest suspicions.Encouraged by Sarah's contemptuous demeanour, Mark advanced, adding an additional layer of brutality to the already exposed injury. "Cold?" he mocked, a sardonic chuckle from his chest. "John, you looked like a solid block! You couldn't even find the energy to have a great evening with your partner, work or no job. My friend, you're as thrilling as a wet sock."John's hands became tight, with his claws penetrating the de
John was standing in the middle of the room on a wobbly stool, his bare feet feeling the cold metal. Above him, the ceiling fan buzzed, its steady whir that belied his urgency. The unravelling rope felt scratchy on his flesh as he gripped it. It was a dreadful necklace, fitting for the last scene of his own personal tragedy.The treachery, the overwhelming debt, and the sensation of total worthlessness all weighed heavily on him and dulled his senses. This was the only way out, he reasoned in a dejected and empty way.A hideous invitation, the noose dangled limp from the ceiling. John closed his eyes and imagined the looks on Sarah and Mark's faces as their treachery played back to him like a merciless movie reel. He saw them enjoying a happy life indefinitely, unaware of the destruction they had brought about. His motions were driven by a sudden and intense wrath, a last glimmer of defiance.With a sense of finality that sent chills down his spine, he tightened the rope around the pr
The memories of his near-death encounter were still with John when he woke up, pounding in his mind like a rancid scent. His neck ached, a gentle protest against what had happened that evening. He blinked, and as his eyesight adjusted, the room became fuzzy. A pulsing blue light hovering inches from his face was the first thing that caught his attention. The message was a hologram that was projected straight into his line of sight.A panic sprang throughout his chest. Had there been any brain damage to him? Did the fall cause these hallucinations? Lifting a hand, he swatted at the message as if it were an annoying fly. It shimmered, then vanished. With the room shifting slightly under his feet, he clambered out of bed. With a great craving for fresh air, he staggered towards the window.He followed the message, which lingered obstinately in his vision. The two harsh lines that were presented were "Popularity: 0" and "$0.00." John gazed at it, feeling a chill of fear creep into his g
The holographic message vanished and the busy marketplace in John's thoughts became a faint thrumming. He blinked, taking in his apartment's well-known chaos. His encounter with death was poignantly symbolised by the broken fan that was lying shattered on the ground. Was everything that happened a dream? A bereavement-fueled delusion?He grabbed for his phone, hoping to get an alert about the app download or maybe a description of the strange message. But there was nothing strange on his phone. There were no new applications, no missed calls, and no remnants of the strange event. John had a rush of perplexity. Had he really overcome whatever it was? Or was it only waiting for a moment? He looked around the room warily, almost expecting to see another hologram appear in front of him. His empty stomach's persistent tweeting was the only sound to break the prolonged quiet. He made the decision to stop thinking about it and to approach the situation as if it were a bizarre dream that h
The busy workplace floor was bathed in a sterile glare from the fluorescent lights humming above. With his head down and his suitcase firmly gripped, John made his way through the tangle of cubicles. A sense of a thousand invisible eyes pressing down on him sent shivers up his spine.Whispers turned into murmurs, which grew louder until they became a faint hum carrying parts of his name. John tensed up and tightened his hold on the briefcase. Though he couldn't quite make out what she was saying, he could tell by the tone that it was mocking and tinged with sympathy. A voice behind a cubicle wall muttered, "There he goes, Mr. Failure himself," the words dripping with a poisonous delight. An further, sardonic voice said, "It's unbelievable he's still here. Due to his terrible suggestion, the firm has been losing money for months." John clenched his jaw and forced himself to continue moving. He was aware of its unfairness. It wasn't all his fault that the client pitch had gone south.
The heavy knock on the mahogany door being pushed open by John reverberated through Mr. Harris' magnificent office. Massive mahogany desk laden with paperwork dominated the area, which was far larger than his own little cubicle. Behind it stood Mr. Harris, a man whose intimidating presence was only enhanced by his immaculately made suit; his steely blue star seemed to penetrate John.Mr. Harris bellowed, "Ah, Mr. Evans," with a hint of irritation in his voice. "Please enter. Kindly have a seat." The creak of the soft leather chair across from the desk startled John amid the tight atmosphere as he fell into it.Retiring in his chair, Mr. Harris made a move that made John shudder: he curled his fingers. "John," he said, his dramatic voice faltering, "we need to talk."John felt his heart pounding in his chest. The only thing he could manage to say was, "Of course, sir," in a quiet voice.With measured and careful remarks, Mr. Black added, "It's come to my attention that your performance
John sounded desperate in his voice. "Mr. Harris, please. I have to keep this job. I'll take any action. Please give me another opportunity."Mr. Harris observed him for one another heartbeat, the tension in the atmosphere sharp enough to pierce. A little grin appeared on his lips, a hint of what may have been laughter. He said, his voice carrying a note of challenge, "Anything, you say?"John took a deep breath. "Yes, in that case, sir. Anything that I am able to do.""Interesting," Mr. Harris said as he leaned back in his seat. In fact, there may be a solution. Next week, we have a group of possible investors that might rescue our business. John, you have to impress them. They must realize that we are a dynamic, forward-thinking business."John felt his heart accelerate. A chance? This could be his chance at atonement. His voice full of fresh life, he said, "And what do you need from me?""I need a project," Mr. Harris said, fixing his eyes on John's. "A project that highlights this