A few days after the troublesome exorcist, Yakumo's incident.
I survived the Sea of Trees without anyone noticing, and after that I returned to my normal life without any problems. Even though I'm once again realizing how grateful I am for peace, I'm still living an extremely unhealthy life with somen noodles, and the summer fatigue is finally starting to take hold these days. I was in good spirits, and I was happy that there was no obstacle in my life. I come home from the night shift, sleep during the day, and then go back to the night shift. The monotonous days pass with the heat. One day, a trivial incident happened at a convenience store. Around midnight--. The number of customers is still constant. There are several people in work clothes and salaried workers in the store. Cup noodles, boxed lunches, and energy drinks are especially popular, and as the night progresses, the ca"Ah, that--" When I let out a hoarse voice, someone grabbed my shoulder from behind. When I turned around, Mr. Aoyama was there. Tell me with your eyes That's fine--. When."stop……" When I stepped behind Mr. Aoyama, a middle-aged man said in a mosquito-like voice."I knew it... I'm going to stop... I'm going..." Tears fill your eyes and bite your lip. Aoyama-san slowly nodded when he heard the man's body trembling, and gently urged him to take the hand that was trying to put the banknote back in his pocket."I prefer that.""Yes, yes...""That's better." As Mr. Aoyama repeated as if to convince him, the man bent his trembling knees and immediatelythroatchokeI cried. I don't know what happened. I don't even want to ask what happened. nevertheless. Until the man was about to leave, M
"Did you hate hearing this story?""I can't look cool on the boulder. But I won't quit so easily, so don't worry.""I'll do my best, Hakamada-kun, uh, but I don't like that.""But... it's just a little annoying, isn't it? It's like you're showing off."Roughly speaking... But I think that's the last sign for those who are about to commit suicide.""sign……"“Yes. I want someone to talk to me. surely. Maybe so, there are times when people unconsciously try to rely on someone else for help. I don't think you are wrong in this person's opinion."That's why I can't force you, but I'm trying to guide you as much as possible. I don't know if that's for the sake of that person." If someone silently sees him off, it means that no one can see through his will. On the contrary, I think it will be the last push. Aoyama said. Even if he says he's not sure if it's r
"I can only say it's cruel...""I guess so." Knowing it's someone else's cigarette, she proudly shoots smoke into the ceiling."People who commit suicide have that kind of face... I learned something I didn't need to know."“You went in to help a total stranger. hey""And... if you say""Joining those who stay""Uh""Well, but if it was really dangerous, would Takenaka-kun have been dispatched?" e……?"Oops, my mouth slipped""Mr. Takenaka" What does it mean to be on the move?“Didn’t you notice?”"What?""Takenaka-kun said that it doesn't matter if you haven't noticed, but is that okay?" Saying this, Ayame exhaled again.“After you left the convenience store, Takenaka-kun couldn’t calm down. I once took the yagura off myself and made you chase after
Confused about where to look, I look in the back room. Ayame-san is still puffing my Seven Stars. The same goes for cigarettes, but how long are you going to do that? Seriously, can I get my daughter out? I am earnest. That said, if she stared at me all the time, she would stare back at me, so I let out a sigh and returned my gaze to the inside of the store. The quiet store, the neatly arranged display shelves, the shiny floor that was polished several hours ago,brillianthigh schoolFluorescent lights illuminate the area, and an ugly woman clings to the front of the magazine corner. A sight that never changes. Even if there are outrageous and extraordinary things mixed in, for me, who has become accustomed to seeing the scenery from here, this is my daily life. It might be a case of giving up, but the woman who clung to me, the transparent human who sometimes entered, the parts of the human body such as the leg and the severed head,
I've been thinking about it--. I tried to convince myself of that, but how could I buy something like this at such a time when no one would come. And in a place like this. Two ominous letters come to mind. My palms are getting sweaty. A vinyl string and a utility knife. The cutter is, of course, for cutting strings. So what about the string...? A ring of tattered plastic string tied to a tree branch and occasionally swaying in the wind. What I saw when I got into Yakumo and Jukai. A proof that a person died there that you don't have to see in your lifetime. Yakumo didn't even change his complexion, but it was the most shocking thing for me. this person……. Why is this... What the hell are you thinking, what are you going to use this for... Suspicion grows gradually. Total amount on the cash register. The woman, who
The woman took three bites of sweet bread and poured it down with a latte. She never stops. As if possessed by something, she tilted her face down and stuffed the things she bought one after another into her mouth, and pulled out the paper pack.urnbluebe. I was faintly afraid when I saw that I couldn't see anything around me. Was there something you didn't like? At first, she thought so lightheartedly. A woman single-mindedly eating a huge amount of food in a pitch-black parking lot became more and more creepy. It's funny. Weird, that person. Surprisingly, the woman ate most of the items in the bag over the next few minutes, except drinks. After that, he stared blankly at someone he didn't understand, and stood still for a while, showing no signs of returning. Stay still, hunched over without doing anything. i feel like i'm missing something. I was right to think so. Ballpoint pen, loose-leaf. I still have the things I bought, yes,
"why……""I'm, I'm alive, I'm worthless, I'm social garbage!""……That kind of thing""It's been a year since I joined the company, but I keep failing! I'm getting scolded every day! I've been told many times that there's no point in having you! I'm laughed at, and even a silly guy who can't work is bullied by my peers! I'm useless and nobody needs me... I'm nothing more than garbage! There's no point in being alive!!" I break down in tears as I speak. It seems that she was so frustrated that her job wasn't going well, that she was under pressure from above and below, and that she didn't want to live with such a miserable feeling, so she tried to commit suicide."What are you saying, you're trash in society..." I broke my knees in front of the crying woman."If you say it's trash... then mine is trash.""Eh..." I smile as hard as I can at her who raises her face slightly, I don't know if I did it well.“At my age, I’m still a part-t
I don't want to create more sad existences like Hinata that nobody notices."please……" I put my head to the ground and begged."Please don't die" I'm so uncool that I'm complaining with a tearful voice. It's pathetic that I'm dragging myself down. I know that I can't handle this situation alone. I still don't want to pull it. I feel like an idiot."Please don't die... if you die, you can't..." I just frantically repeated it. I couldn't find any other words for it. There's no way I can wrap up her feelings in this state. It's not like I'm dexterous enough to make other people's girlfriends feel at ease. Just because. I can't go home easily. I can't leave this person alone. ……Excuse me. I'm sorry that I can only say this. It w