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2024-10-29 19:42:56I don't want to create more sad existences like Hinata that nobody notices.
"please……" I put my head to the ground and begged."Please don't die" I'm so uncool that I'm complaining with a tearful voice. It's pathetic that I'm dragging myself down. I know that I can't handle this situation alone. I still don't want to pull it. I feel like an idiot."Please don't die... if you die, you can't..." I just frantically repeated it. I couldn't find any other words for it. There's no way I can wrap up her feelings in this state. It's not like I'm dexterous enough to make other people's girlfriends feel at ease. Just because. I can't go home easily. I can't leave this person alone. ……Excuse me. I'm sorry that I can only say this. It w
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working in a scary shop Bab 69 14 Sinking 1
I started a night shift part-time job at a convenience store.1Kakyomprevious episode---TenEpisode 14 Sinking1 It always starts with looking down at Hinata, covered in blood and throwing his limbs on the ground. An unusual amount of sweat coming out of my body. My breathing has been shallow and painful for a long time. A shock that made me feel as if my heart had been cut in half with a knife. Through the railing on the roof, I look at Hinata who jumped down. Dressed like a crushed frog, Hyuga twitched on the concrete and floated in a large pool of blood, but his eyes were still staring at me. I want to scream and run away from here at any moment. My hand grabs the railing and won't let go. The body cannot move while leaning forward. Instead, only a pathetic groan comes out of his mouth. and. I notice the presence standing right next to me. Confirm its existence by moving only its eyeballs. It was Hinata. Hinata should have jumped and committed suicide. With his lon
working in a scary shop bab 70 Sinking 2
On the other side of my half-closed field of view, Mr. Takenaka is boiling water and carving something with a kitchen knife in front of my dilapidated stove. I fell down in the washroom and was about to hit the back of my head with a bang. I grabbed her shoulder and put her back on the futon. in a little while. After she was able to breathe properly, Mr. Takenaka put a cup of Pocari on her bedside and carefully explained. From last night until I woke up. Most of my memories were gone, but it seems that I had caused trouble to many people, including Mr. Takenaka, without realizing it. Last night. It seems I collapsed while serving customers. Mr. Takenaka was in the room with me. I fell down while I was working at the register, and the customers who were there were all surprised, and the store seemed to be in a light commotion. Mr. Takenaka quickly took me to the back room, but I developed a very high fever and did not respond to any calls. It is said that Aoyama-san rushed ove
working in a scary shop bab 71 Sinking 3
Can I delete this e-mail? No, even if I erased it, the next time we met, people would probably ask me about it. I'm afraid I have something different... Just as I was hesitant, Mr. Takenaka came with a steaming deep plate and a plate with several cut watermelons on top."My little sister came two hours ago.""Huh!? He came!?" Acha. You still come without an appointment, so you idiot!“So, when I explained the situation, they left this behind.” Putting everything on the table, Mr. Takenaka said."Didn't you say something strange...""…………,in particular……" That bastard who never said anything..."I'm sorry... I even let you cook...""No, it's easy anyway." can you get up? Mr. Takenaka asked me next. Perhaps he decided that it was impossible after looking at it for a while, so he went around to the futon and helped me raise my arms weakly to wake me up. Let's go. A brief signal was given, and the body was slowly lifted up with a stable support so as not to put too much strain on
working in a scary shop bab 72 Sinking 4
When I gradually regain my composure. Mr. Takenaka placed a slice of watermelon on a small plate and placed it in front of me. The amount of risotto wasn't that much, so it still fills my stomach. I'm the only one who eats, and I can't eat this much. I decided to have Mr. Takenaka eat it too. In front of Mr. Takenaka are two plates with watermelons on them. This one with a spoon sticking vertically on one side is that one. About Yagura. When I stuck a spoon in the middle, from diagonally behind Mr. Takenaka, Doron---, Yagura appeared. As usual, I felt the power of her height, which seemed to be two meters light, and I held her breath and was glued to her. The sound of my heavy armor makes a deep yaguraHeadKobedrooped. No, no, there's also the matter the other day... and this is where I want to bow my head. The wind of the electric fan dries up the traces of my tears. In the room where the television is not turned on and the wind chime rings occasionally, only the sound of sizzl
working in a scary shop bab 73 Sinking 5
His voice trembles, and his hands tremble with him. Even if the corners of my eyes became hot again, I continued to spit out words.“I bullied him… I don’t remember that, but… I said something cruel to him… He said that he was a liar, that he was a liar…” I don't remember, but maybe worse."Wow, he was a good guy... but something happened that caused me to fight and break up with him..." Right after that. That guy jumped off the roof."I can't think of any other reason. He was a peculiar person who was friendly and did nothing but do strange things, but everyone liked him. He wasn't harassed. His family environment was normal..." A guy like that, committing suicide... no reason to commit suicide. Other than the words I left out, it doesn't apply..."Worst of all, I wanted to forget about his suicide, so I kept running away from it. I never looked back, never visited his grave...all the time...and started working at that convenience store, Mr. Takenaka. I was able to see the same
working in a scary shop bab 74 Me and him 1
I felt weird. Even though I'm asleep, for some reason I'm clearly conscious. But I can't feel my body. As if I was watching a movie, I was watching myself. That's me back then, high school me with undyed short hair and dull glasses. Wearing the uniform of the baseball club, he takes care of the ball alone on the bench. The ground is empty and the surroundings are dim. Most of the members have already left. it was. At that time, most of the guys had a girlfriend during their club activities, or skipped out on going to live performances. I was just running around without showing any interest. Even after my friends left, I remained on the ground for as long as time allowed. It's not that I'm trying to appeal that I'm a hard worker by forcing myself to stay. This time after club activities was a blissful time for me to calm down more than anything else. It's almost my daily routine to remove all the mud from the used ball and polish it to make it beautiful. I've been told many t
working in a scary shop bab 75 Me and him 2
"Wow! Names under seniors are amazing! Cool!""- Ugh!?" Hyuga raised his voice right next to me, his eyes widening, as if he had taken out my student ID card."Give it back, you idiot!" If you try to catch it, it will lightly dodge and run away."It's a name that's so subdued that it's even better than the glitter names these days. Is it okay if I call you by that name from now on?""Call, bu, na!! Don't call me at all!!" I bared my teeth and barked like a demon. Yeah, I'm serious about this."Eh, it's cool""It's cool, isn't it! People often make fun of me for giving up my name! It's a name that doesn't have anything good to say!"Wow" Hyuga is smartly running away from my arms. As far as I know, there was no one better than this guy when it comes to running away and bad tricks. It doesn't match the appearance and it's a waste of time. When I'm done with that habit, I return it easily and apologize properly. Then it's a story of stealing people's things from the beginning.“Y
working in a scary shop bab 76 Me and him 3
"He probably won't belong to anyone.""teeth?""What are you talking about?""Because that Hinata-chan, seniors, juniors, and people in the same club, it seems that he's been accused many times, but everyone's doing it in a roundabout way.""Heh. The guard is tight, that's why it's worth dropping.""Stop pervert""She said, 'I don't think I'm interested in dating at all because I'm having the most fun right now.'""Wow, what a pesticide-like word!""It's a waste, isn't it that high school girls are creatures that shine only when they're in love?""Hmm, if that's the case, then I thought those glasses were meant to avoid men! If you take them off, you're definitely a cute diamond in the rough!""Wow Nishimura""Well, there must be some kids like that, though they're pretty weird.""Even if you thrust in uselessly, you'll be shot down.""It's a pity... Hakamada, there's no need to pick up the bones.""I-I'm not sorry at all." Not interested in romance... huh? It certainly doesn't look
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bab 101 Later story
"- So, that's all the story I experienced." If you say so with the feeling of folding a picture-story show after reading. Right and left of me, dozens of shaved heads lying down in front of me or sitting on the futons, like, huh. Whoa. Uhi or something. Hawa or something. I let out a sigh at the same time. Phew……. She seemed satisfied at last, and she was relieved. I never thought I would tell this story from beginning to end... I remember that horrifyingly. A strange and unusual story that I experienced in the summer of my 25th year that I will never forget. I've been telling this story over and over again to my lovely students who are members of the baseball club. It all started on the night of the summer training camp, when we were talking about ghost stories. Even though my way of speaking and the content of the story are scary, they are very popular with Chubo who loves such stories. As a result, the annual big event of the summer training camp has become the rule of "Direc
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3 The four of them replied to each other separately, and left the cemetery while stumbling, saying that it was too bad they would miss the train. While being carried in a wheelchair and being swayed in various directions. I turned around there. Hinata--. I stare at the grave of the Hyuga family, where the smoke of incense still rises, as it recedes. Hinata is nowhere to be seen. There is incense smoke and a bouquet of flowers... Hinata is no more. The cemetery is still empty, and the fallen leaves are blowing in the wind. Seeing that, a particularly strong tailwind swallowed me who felt a little lonely. I felt like that was encouragement from him. I put the feeling of being pulled back in my heart. I tell myself that from this moment on, I will also set off on a new path."Abayo, Hinata" I slowly turned my face forward and muttered. --Abayo, Senpai--. Yes, I heard it from somewhere. I felt
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The trees around the cemetery have turned red and the leaves are slowly falling. Overhead, countless red dragonflies fly here and there, seemingly busy searching for their destined partner. The lingering summer heat has passed, and the season is already dyed in autumn colors. The red dot-patterned blanket on her lap is my sister's personal item. If a man asks his mother how he can use such a woman. I was pushed through with a single point of insistence, just use it and run it. Even though it's not that cold yet, it's too much of an exaggeration to go outside. At the end of the day, she recommended me a woolen hat and a warmer."It doesn't look like this, does it? I'll tell you, it's not mine." The person I talked to was Hinata... not the tombstone of the Hinata family."I came to thank you, I'm late... I'm sorry... I really wanted to come a little earlier, but it's this mess, so it took a lot of time." Two months after that――. There were no problems with the test results, and I wa
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"Thank you very much, Mr. Takenaka. It was a short time, but I'm really glad that I was able to work with Mr. and Mrs. Takenaka at that convenience store." I feel like my life has changed drastically. Even in a bad way. In a good way.“I have bad memories, and my body has become inconvenient.” I'm living like this thanks to everyone's help. And I couldn't be more impressed. I just somehow managed to live for 25 years. After 25 years, I finally realized something obvious that I should have noticed. When I realized that, I couldn't stop crying because I didn't know if it was frustrating or happy. Now I can feel from the bottom of my heart that I'm glad I noticed. I was valued by those around me more than I thought. And I, who thought that I just existed, was helpless, a weak creature that could not live without the support of those around me. And now I can feel gratitude for that support. In other words, what I'm trying to say is... everyone, everyone is "not alone", I guess.
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bab 97 Aoi Hinata 5
Ayame, who was listening to Mr. Takenaka's proposal, did not know that the method would work, and furthermore, he would have to bear a considerable risk to make it work. I arrived at my alma mater before the sun even rose, and sneaked into the old school building. Saying that every minute is a race, he even broke the key soberly. The rooftop of a deserted old school building. Even without summoning him, Hinata appeared there with a frightening atmosphere. Lost what it used to be, now turning into an evil spirit that only tries to drag people to death."Even if it's only for a few years, if you stay in one place for a long time, your soul will be defiled and you'll become something terrible. When you first appeared in front of us, that girl..." Unable to form even his original form, he forgot who he was. He was generating his own spiritual magnetic field on his roof. Aside from the dialogue, if you take one step closer, it will attack you without delay."I told Takenaka to get out
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bab 96 Aoi Hinata 3
"--Yeah, it's okay, it looks like you've been saved." The analogy applies, surfacing from the dark, cold ocean floor. I felt a faint light on my eyelids, and a certain weight around my lower body. I woke up Really, this time. I lifted my eyelids and stood still for a few moments, wondering again and again. The wind that feels like a swaying curtain, the voice of cicadas, and above all, the sun that I haven't seen in a long time. I was 80% convinced that this was real, but I still couldn't let my guard down. Because.... A man in a suspicious suit, who must have been there before I opened my eyes, is sitting majestically around my lower body, and has been gesticulating and chatting with his mobile phone for a while now. Am I still having a strange dream, or should I say, this place is... More importantly, am I still alive?"So it's okay now, you don't have to come over here Akane--. It's solved. You're trying to call the doctor again, right? I don't know what will happen. Haha.
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bab 95 Aoi Hinata 2
After that, Hinata fell silent for a while, then lowered her eyebrows and narrowed her eyes apologetically.“It’s not murder or bullying. It's just a little... I just screwed up.』"What does that mean?""Well, it's embarrassing to start talking about it." Even when I tell him not to play around, Hinata only covers it up and doesn't give a clear reason."Like I said earlier, I don't have much time... so could you please save this story for another time, for the sake of my face?" Stick your tongue out from the corner of your mouth and play around. Do you think I'll agree with that?“Besides that, I have to apologize to my seniors. Because I died in such a way... Senpai, after that, I was accused of various things, and I had a hard time... I... I didn't think I'd misunderstand like this... Senpai, I had a lot of pain without my knowledge. sorry" Just when I thought she was joking around, Hinata politely bowed her head while letting her black hair flow forward."Why are you apologizin
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at the same time. The woman who had cornered me and was trying to finish her off fell away from me as soon as I met her gaze in the sun, ran into a corner of the back room while letting out a high-pitched scream, and began to cower and shiver violently. rice field. It seemed to be frightened by the real thing that appeared with a squeaky, wordless cry.『That girl is a fake me created by a senior.』"Oh... I"“Yamayama wants to explain, but I also have a time limit.” Saying that, Hinata lifted my body from the floor.“So, in a nutshell…..I have something I really want to tell you about that day.” That day--."... Hinata... that's right... you.... I... I...!" Words can be understood--. With joy and a sense of guilt that transcends it, I grabbed the little Hinata by the shoulders."Whatever you say, it's too late..." I spit it out as if telling myself. Words get stuck in my throat, I'm at a loss as to what to say. I hesitated, but I felt like I had to say it, I had to face it, I h
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bab 93 A world with no exit 5
be killed--. My vision narrows with thoughts colored by fear. People often say that when they die, they get a glimpse of the sum of their lives, such as a revolving lantern, but that kind of thing didn't regenerate in me. Head to toe, mouth, nose, ears. Up to the holes in the whole body. Everything was filled with despair. Consciousness falls into the bottomless abyss. I felt my life run out. Right after that. A mediocre chime that didn't suit the tense atmosphere enough to make me laugh――stopped my consciousness that was about to fade away. Sound of automatic doors. Did someone... come? No footsteps. who……. With tears and lack of oxygenhazeKasumiThe field of vision that was affected. But I did see it. Dive through the door, go through the counter, and approach the back room. Something like a white mist. Drifting in the air, it entered the back room and came over to my side where it was being ridden. Then, as I crouched down next to my face, I stayed still there, and
