"Wake up, wake up," Zero's voice woke all of us who were already lying on the floor of his room, from playing PS all night."Why, it's still early you know," said Irvan."Morning, morning, it's eleven o'clock in the afternoon, well, wake up early, let's eat," Zero said.I looked at my cellphone, it was already eleven o'clock, there was a missed call from my brother and my mother.I then got out of bed and went out of Zero's room to call my mom."Hello, Mom""Robert, where have you been, the phone doesn't pick up?""Robert fell asleep, last night playing PS with friends, have you arrived?""Yes, yesterday at nine o'clock brother arrived here, now he has gone to his apprenticeship, do you still have enough money?""Still, ma'am, Robert just used a little bit,""Okay then, mama wants to continue working, don't you forget to eat, bye,"My eyes are still very sleepy."Ric?" Zero called me."Yup," I replied, I walked over to him."Are you calling?" Zero asked."Yeah, my mom called me when I

"It's natural, Ric, for you to feel like that, maybe crazy people who aren't scary are bullied constantly until you almost die, it's the point that you almost died that you have to remember, you can't be stuck in the same hole, Ric," said Zero."Yes, I also don't want Ro, if I have to fall again in their trick, when Renata said that she was Axton's cousin, I immediately thought, maybe she is also one of them, but after I thought and heard all of Renata's stories I don't think that's possible either," I said."I hope that when you become friends with Renata, you won't be bothered by Axton. After all, the strange thing is why do you have to be trapped in their family circle. I'm not saying that Renata is one of them, I'm just afraid that it's like Axton's family or Fredgie's intention was to make it easier for them to track you down, am I right?” Zero said.I was silent, I had never thought of this before, but there is some truth in what Zero said, as if it was indeed an oddity, suddenl

I nodded. We finally decided to visit ma Fajar's house, luckily I remembered where his house was. Along the way Axton's image reappeared in my mind, I remembered the look on her face when her parents slowly fell to the ground and died. I remember very well her panicked and frightened face because of that incident, sometimes I feel like I'm guilty for not saving her, but sometimes I also feel hate and resentful towards Axton. I don't know what's really in my heart, do I hate him or do I still love him? It's clear that all of this is really tormenting me.I'm tired if I have to keep going like this, indeed I'm not sad or feeling hit, but slowly this feeling is getting more and more heavy making my footsteps become heavy. Axton, if you're really around me, I hope you hear my heart's voice. Whatever happens, I'm sorry, we're both stuck in the wrong time and space. We are just a couple of teenagers who want to be free, if now is the time to go, then get out of my life, I want to live in pe

We then went up to the second floor to go to Doan's room. My legs are still weak and my body also feels sore."Sit here, why? What is it?" Doan said curiously, Zero and I looked at each other, we both still have that horror."Tony, Umm.. Me and Zero are planning to walk towards Fajar's house to ask about Fajar, Tony's house is closed, I have knocked repeatedly but still no answer, we finally decided to go back, time a few steps me and Zero left, suddenly there was a sound like the door was opened, when we really looked, the door to Fajar's house opened, I immediately ran inside, uh when I got inside, there was a stench that really made me dizzy Zero and Zero immediately came out again, there I already had a feeling that maybe something was wrong with Fajar, so I immediately ran to the neighbor in front of Fajar's house, when we returned to Fajar's house with his neighbor, we... I stopped my conversation, I can't describe the horror. My chest tightened again remembering all the blood t

"Thanks, Do," I said, I hugged Doan."Yes, Rick. We've never felt like you're bothering us, you're our best friend, there's no way we can leave you alone, especially in a situation like this," said Doan, he rubbed my back."Sometimes I'm just afraid that they will disturb the people closest to me like you or my family who don't know anything, if they really want me, just take me, no need to bother others, I'm ready to give myself up. ” I said, I had completely given up that night.“Gosh, Robert! Stop talking like that, you are ready, we are not ready!! If you keep talking like that, you don't appreciate what we've fought for together, you see Yan, he's desperately trying to protect you, suddenly now you're just talking like this, it's ridiculous, you know!!” Doan shouted, he seemed annoyed to hear what I just said.I was silent, I took a deep breath, I tried to calm myself down so I wouldn't get too caught up in this sadness and fear. Even though my heart still feels guilty, but I als