I feel like I can't even work in peace, there's not a minute that the blonde doesn't cross my mind, I can't believe it... I feel like I miss her. Me missing someone? What is happening to me? I drive to the place where I have a meeting. I feel an emptiness in me that I can't figure out what it is, Kate always goes with me to all the meetings, not having her in this one is strange. I would have told her to come, but she's sick, I'll call her to find out how she's doing. At the end of the meeting I have already called her nine times and she does not answer. This is strange, she always answers my calls. Could it be that something serious happened to her? Maybe I should go see her. I don't know why I feel the need to want to see her. Leaving the place where the meeting was held, I notice that there is a store in front, and a plush monkey sticks out. I know Kate likes these things, so I cross the street and go to the store to buy the fucking monkey. And it has chocolates. Kate

I wake up when the sunlight hits my face, I look at my watch and see that it's quite early, perfect for going for a run, I change quickly and quietly so as not to wake Kate, I can't help but look down at his legs, I put all morbid thoughts out of my head, "Santiago calm down, it's just Kate" And with all the willpower in the world I don't continue to see. I leave the room and walk through the huge corridor where there are five rooms, downstairs there is another corridor that leads to the other rooms, I think there are ten in total. I get to the huge room, apparently no one has woken up, I look at the dining room and the kitchen, they are also empty, the yoga room, the billiards room, nobody, although I am sure my father has already woken up but he must be somewhere there outside. I go out to walk a few meters. The sound of the water coming from a small waterfall that falls from one natural pool to another relaxes me, I sit on a huge rock next to it, hyperventilating and take a sip

I wake up and blink several times to adjust to the sunlight coming through the window, I try to get up but a brief headache takes over me and it's uncomfortable, I sigh, I hate this pain, and at that precise moment images of last night, rejecting a woman for Kate, must not be true What the fuck happened to me? I get up and rap on the bathroom door with my knuckles to see if he's there but there's no answer. I open and there is no one, it is a miracle that he woke up before me. I take my watch that was on the night table and I observe that it will be almost noon, shit! justly. I hate waking up at this hour. Why didn't you deign to wake up earlier? Where the hell will it be? I quickly take a shower and get out with the towel around my waist, I make sure the door is locked and I put some clothes on my body, my stomach growls. I quickly go downstairs when a smell of food invades my nostrils, I reach the dining room and there is Henry next to Brittany. "Honey, where's Kate?" “my m

I don't know what's happening to me but I'm not like that, I've never felt what this woman is making me feel, I've never felt like killing someone because of how my partner looks, and that's the case, she's not my partner, and that bothers me, since it's not mine I can't do anything about it, I can't get into her life or decide for her, maybe it's the stress that causes me as a man and not being able to let off steam, I've never had the need to control my desires, if I make it mine, maybe it will pass, or maybe it will get worse and I can't risk it, we're better off like this, when this ends, everyone with their lives, this whim will pass me by. My mind is spinning on the matter, why is this happening to me with Kate? Not my kind of woman... Or maybe she is? I don't think so, she's very angry, but... she's intelligent, humble, a comedy in person, I've never laughed so much with a woman, she's simple and beautiful, she's... unique. It's been about an hour and my mind can't stop thinki

My alarm goes off, time to go a few miles and torture Kate, not even the blaring sound of the alarm wakes this woman up. "Kate!" Wake up! Let's go up! “He half stirs in bed and settles into another position while I change my pajamas for a black jumpsuit. "Kate, for God's sake! How lazy you are “ I can't help but laugh, Kate the boa, half opens his eyes and looks at me while I put on a red sweatshirt. "Kate, yeah!" “ It can't be, I approach her, if she doesn't wake up I'll go for cold water. “What? What's wrong? she asks sleepily. “You promised me to go running... Do you remember? "Now it's my turn to torture." I pull on his blanket, we are wasting time, time is precious to me. She glances at the clock on the nightstand and turns her incredulous gaze on me. "Santiago, it's 4 o'clock!" He tries to take his blanket again and I throw it further away; in fact, it is 4:23. "The promised is debt" I begin to put on my right tennis. Finally she gets up and starts looking for s