I still feel his shivering hug when he embraced my shaking arms , holding me tighter .Gently he lifted me to the bed like a young father who carefully put his first baby ,scare of hurting me . Exhaustion made me fell asleep immediately in his loving arms .My bulging belly is getting bigger. Days gone by and lately l found out that he was getting sick easily .When he moved for work he was like an athlete but while he was accompanying me he was as gentle as an artist.So many night he spent without sleeping , so many cigarettes he inhaled ,and maybe there's something bitter he hid from everyone..till ...was he longing for the time when he went overseas to get the vini vidi vici? One murky day..l heard something terrible..."The Diary *______Terra mingled with Hex and Meridian , making them hooray since she brought big paper cups of fresh popcorn .Greene picked it automatically," Despite of global economy crisis which means more people getting poorer,and the rich getting richer , h

*That night I saw you on the balcony, holding your hands looking at the city through the dark night covered with city lights.Twinkling blue red and yellow lights seem far away. I won't bother you in the slightest even though I'm in a state of turmoil And need you , surely. I let the night wind make up the beautiful silent petals in your heart's journey... and the natural meditation takes your soul to the world of shadows.It takes your soul to the world of shadows. Your hair is wavy and the sacred light of the full moon drinks the the melting time in the jar.From the lake between the ripples of the water and trees."* The Diaries _______May drooped her head ,"I am hyper sensitive indeed ""Nothing wrong with that ..only one sentence disturbing , as you said "you don't get my point " "Actually when l reread your message l just wanna say again , sorry for my hard difficult personality who often exaggerating"" I must befriended with good dead thinkers and heros or , in contrast

Neither she happy for the saying " Men ' s weakness in the eyes" or not , beautiful girls like it as they can use their looks to get things they want nor he agree , well men with money will say sure ! Why ? As they can buy human not as a slave but half slave ...lts legal ..so they call.." Men buy bodies then women coveted their power ..wrong ? not at all .At lots of cases it's fact "" Strong man some times not exist . Especially if they can get away from women spoil ness ,then they have something beyond all that bondage ."" A woman can be stronger than man at times . You're not depending on anyone.Able to hide your feeling and act normally as if nothing happens.You succeeded to perform yourself that nothing invoke you ."" I am sad but l choose not to .As l know where to go,be myself and carry on.That is the real strength.It started with all the limitations and hardship "The following they were both a bit clumsy with one another. He was stirring his tea when she came along with s

Yes, it was simple meal .. luxury from nature where it served fish and rooty stuff as sweet potato or mushrooms, he assured himself and Zepp was glad more seeing her happy with all that.Yet he wouldn’t let her did all that for the cooking job , so when she was about to move ,he was out of his mind—not against her , but he was bewildered by her open talk , " Once an old woman was living here in a hut she made herself..."With a flash desire to hear more , Zepp gazed at the woman whose intelligence and solemnity confused and tempted him at the same time . He slightly feared for where his mind would travel beyond and, most importantly, whether he would be able in his efforts to refrain and did not intruded her .But he would do it , even he wondered was one should be wordless when hearings if want to be a great listener ? The woman in white looked lonely in the afternoon faint sunray. She went on, " She plant things in mess . Here and there and kept a rabbit as a friend , and

" I'm attempting to finalize this editorial by making a shocking statement that Zepp is not missing at all . He just uses his right to have some privacy" " Nerida, are you serious? ""I am on a making draft ..l know any media will love to have it..l can even make money by that ,"" Sure if you really do it "Sardonically she gazed at Meridian for a second then went on," l am like a churning water, hot and yummy for a coffee! and my brain has turned to mush. Too much has happened in the last few months. Too heavy. Too much. ""'Someone drop a lifeline, please, I'm frowning! I won't let myself drowning.. it's more unbearable .."Meridian waved her hand to a waitress ," Can I get some fresh water melon juice...just for supper opening "Nerida looked outside in weary , " A latte, " she saw Sammy was passing with a tray , and put a cup for her then filled it by hot water.Samy was bullied lately, " Hey that's your lover ...has come ,! " Late in the night, she wept before falling asl