All Chapters of Zepp: Chapter 211
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Cadillac
Zepp/Anggin Kenari
She should be scared . But she wasn't.If the man was a criminal then did horrid thing to her then newspaper will print the news and people talk about her . What if she found dead ? Death and hell ,or God will pity her . She didn't care .She got used to all that game .Only two things she feared of .Starving and loneliness.The man looked at her sideway and smiled as sweet as possible.His hands remain on the steering wheel but he hadn't started the engine yet . That car was still unmoved among other parking cars there.The woman thought, " This car is the best among all others" He put off his gloves, " Shall we have some drink ? You like wine ? Oh ,no ? I like it a lot . Ok ,maybe you prefer coffee or chocolate.Ah , how strange,we talk without knowing each other " The man handed her a luxurious business card.Dark blue with golden line in it .The woman took it and browsed it for a moment.Well ,Bank Manager.Living at an elite area ." Please keep it . Don't you bring a businesses car
Last Updated : 2023-08-29
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But Samy Knows It
Zepp/Anggin Kenari
Let time goes by.And each time you say it a nanosecond went by without any ripples . O, my , yesterday was like today only , sometimes ones heard their hearts inside mumble grumble," Oops.. that's long gone years , it seemed like only yesterday" How slow but full of force and sureness those grandparents educate their young through the things they absorbing from their parents, maybe not by books like at modern time but the virtues had been and will be here and there.Erlangga drew her fishing hook which was moving quite strong, " Aha ! It must be big fish this one .." Nerida watched him intensely and she was about to help when the fish was on the air and shaking almost like flying before he caught it with his free hand." Woohoo...l will do this after you do once more , ok , Er ? " " Sure , you learn first a bit ..shall we grill this one ? '' " Ya ...on the stone stove ..we make it later ...Oh ! I wish Samy is here .."In surprise, he turned his head sideway .Nerida busied he
Last Updated : 2023-08-30
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If Not Now.. When ?
Zepp/Anggin Kenari
He was raised in a corner of a big capital city .What the hell pushing inside in the heart of a father of a that made young boy with delicate skin and clear blue eyes wept almost every night as he hit him ,scolding him till he held back by biting his mouth which so very well shaped -and the angelic face ? Alcohol, apparently apparently alcohol...and why did he get drunk ?Denying the inevitable fact that he was chosen - didn't know by who , to be one of the poor citizen , that drink might erase his awareness of of the ugly reality .Not enough wages to fulfill the necessity.. moreover a pleasant life .." See ? I am tired of all this ! I am fed up with you all ! Fed up with myself and everything! " But what could you expect from a little kid , 3 , 7 or 16 years old boy ? Nothing, nothing, but a reaction fear of a little soul and wounded who could not define to what was going on and what is or will be happening within all his life..Bad dreams on happening in his little head those ni
Last Updated : 2023-08-31
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Forget It !
Zepp/Anggin Kenari
Alcohol effect your head by heat and thirst continuously, demanding you to understand but during that time nothing you can understand.You staring in emptiness around like a spooky living corpse ,sick or ridiculous.That's what happens when the satanic liquid flow in ones bloodstream.lt burn the head till he thought his life also problem burnt and turn to be dust and ashes , actually not ,both were piling up there ,feeling he had thrown it away .No ,no , both were still inside his head.The problem was not burnt , it's heated .The days gone by without clues , nor impression.What 's the difference on Monday, Friday and the other days? Work , relax time , ehaving fun ,were nomore a thing or burden anymoreWhen he got his wage to buy things , he would get the same stuff .The drinks . As that's the thing that could make forget about himself and everything else.Even only for the time being.Trapp ~___At the time Erlangga found words to say that embarrassed himself after , as he wante
Last Updated : 2023-09-01
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Wait ...
Zepp/Anggin Kenari
* It's clear day after the heavy rainfall which leaving the coldness on the air and wetness outside .l don't think l like this better than a sunny day. Does anyone know what life is ? I am so lonely when l sit on an old and stared at the road .l am waiting for someone eagerly who never exists. Or is it something, not somebody.A hollow expectation. .. something that can clear away the fear and emptiness inside . I had waited for long to get a job . I asked the old man to help me get it . He said he got some bankers colleagues who might be able to help me get it .The old man asked something in advance, my body .I forced myself to go through the disgust when l let him to do it .Sense of guilty and feeling so dirty.I waited from day to day ,week to week and month to month in anxiety. Nihil ...Does anyone condole me with this story ? Do you mock me ? Shuddering ? Cynical ? Satisfied ? Laugh ? Not giving a damn ? Or what d you think about God ? Does He curse me ? Or pity me ? * Nerid
Last Updated : 2023-09-02
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Marti...Samy ?
Zepp/Anggin Kenari
* Forgetting is the only way for him to do .Dead on the pavement, the unpaid bill , punched by a creditor, sworn by the building coolies,or street whores as he walked frantically, loathing, with the sweaty red face ,none care while he drooped alongside the slum cheap cafes was like normal for him .Nothing he could distinguish.Probably or certainly, that was what made the useless man become a nightmare for the young man at his childhood and teenage. When the old man died , no sadness or regret in his face . * " I supposed the man was the grandfather of Zepp ..before he could stand on his feet and became a successfully person ...so many unbelievable background people have .." " And that's effect Zepp's life and his dad.." " Sure ...how many noble people have dark past ..so many .." " Another possibility is ...Hex ' s father or Axel "" Do you think Hex and Zepp..and Axel hate each other...cause of rivalry among the bloodline.. kinda heredity issues ?"Silence follow the voice of
Last Updated : 2023-09-03
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Dear Samy ...
Zepp/Anggin Kenari
The wind at dawn went through the window.The painting behind the fog was still attached on his mind ." Is he your husband ?" Asked an old lady who sat in front of us when the train moved slowly. I smiled .Humbly l said ," Yes " Actually l wanted to say , " No , he's my foe ac tually " but surely the old lady wasn't Agatha Christie who understand about human soul just like she knew her own nose shape in the mirror.She' s just an ordinary old woman with usual journey,who liked talking about taboos and rules as wives in a married life .I signed heavily. At the very moment,l really need to be understood..but everyone seems to be can't get away from their own business..Talk to God ? I looked away to outside the window..Winter ~Erlangga shuddered, " This woman seemed in grievance and lonely ,even she had a trip with an old lady trying to talk to her " Nerida smiled as if she could feel what the woman felt ,somewhere ,sometime , " Trusting come after you feel and see your frien
Last Updated : 2023-09-04
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The Silver Fork
Zepp/Anggin Kenari
Ah ,woman, how l pitied you.. You're old and he might have made some pleasant statements, uplift your ego in knowing some people get down for that ,sure by erasing another woman existence.People are happy seeing other hurt ,uh ? Ones find their heaven when they say they love you . You aren't a fool ,woman ,but you seemed type of someone who just use your brain to make money and put it as your crown of your whole life .You're so happy when he told you that he left me for ever .A friend of his confirmed it and you believe it ! You just don't know that he lied to please you.You are a perfect fool now ...You felt you won .You don't know that l am the winner..Cause l owned and handled his heart . Or mind , l don't know.I can give him what you can't! Woman, l apologize as l stole him ..no ,no , he belongs to nobody so none still none eventually.I will get him into my world...Summer ~The man blew the almost fainted candle after reading the note page .Shutting his eyes without any
Last Updated : 2023-09-05
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The Far End
Zepp/Anggin Kenari
The loving embrace of a father to the child was always fresh in his mind , while for a mother he even unable to remember otherwise the old yellowish black and white photo graph he has last seen in the long time yesteryears in his memories.Now the woman in white told him things about scethcs of antrophology discovery as she drew what the ground digger found under a cave ," When they discovered their..a mother and a son interlocked skeletons.The mother is believed to have been trying to protect her child during a powerful earthquake that hit Qi province, somewhere in Asia , in about centuries ago l just made some scetcses of it and imagine how would they went through at the moments before they died " Zepp didn't take the scethcs she handed ,the woman in white even thought he would not take it at all for a reason but he took it at and fixed his eyes on it as he would not want to see anything else .What a fanciful scene ! Touchy and eerie at the same time.There's a note there , "
Last Updated : 2023-09-06
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Gush of Wind
Zepp/Anggin Kenari
Roster fighting surrounded by local people.Living things relief seeing other hurt and even dead while the winner survive and gaining applauses.To be winner can not be other than being sportive and went through a fair play. But some games are just on the contrary.If decent people can not play on stage, what is the difference among the ones who fight? If the choices are limited and win or lose is actually devoted to the breaker giant . ...is there any chance for other party..well..Alsava hummed softly, " Scientific notation make everything fair . Nothing wrong with everything bad ...no ? " The audience and the backstage players and the one at the underground..then what those roosters get ? What if they were human..Bleeding, wounded, then humiliated or pitied ..after having sufferance by the lost , then come the next pain .. The man was answering from the dark room , " What ever unpleasant facts of life ones face , just face them.Its amazing to know that each one go on living wi
Last Updated : 2023-09-07
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