There are books that mesmerize our souls.Heavy books that are not easy to understand. Some youngsters will be proud in holding them and said " l read books with world standard " yeah ,that books talk about world issues .But what is going on ? Millions idea about freedom , lifestyle, some of them are poisonous.Deadly .Chains of family bondage ,custom and and culture maybe nationality and beliefs have been in a weird and wild direction. It's foundation of where people stand for their life and value of choices .I paused , tired ,so tired ,l want him to remark ..Primrose " The Journal"_____Hivana shrugged her shoulders as a gesture of giving in but her whole body was expressing something else .She told the few members that " Maybe you all read and hear great things about Ashby .But me ,as someone inward here before you, l know things you don't know ..." None understood what she talks about and where all that leading to .Hivana didn't want to be look a person with negative mind or a

Primrose smiled seeing Ash leant on the wall , ordering two cups of coffee from some small tavern around the alleys . He was observing the atmosphere invisibly.They coule hear people talked inside the crowded houses ,some playing records and so so .A couple were talking on some abnormal stuff..as one of them named a person with an animal , Primrose assumed it was about rivalry,the third person in the relationship.Was the woman the second or the third, who knows." You only talk and talk without meaning but that's what you do or the dog do,the helpless disgusting animal " " My consideration is only the kids " "So don't put your kids as decision makers .Loving them does not mean you have to please them in everything then foolishly all depend on their likes and dislikes, bastard !"Primrose sipped the coffee, thinking, "The nearest way to sin is ego .The easiest way to lose control even might be pride.Each one has it.Babies start their life with cuteness then by that look they go

How could a music stage mesmerize hundred or thousand of audience .Games of thousands watts of electricity power , lighting the rock singer who was moving with smile and radiant face which seemed to be always there all night long ! She was playing her chiffon rippling outfit and greeted everyone in high spirit " Helooo how are youuuuuu....? Primrose was glued at the audience chair , watching Ash talked to a group of people, she wondered if they distinguished him as Ash or someone else as he still in disguise .At that time he was a man at his forties .She missed him at her side so she could say things to him about the stage effect on human brain and feeling and at the same time digging up his outlook about it.The singer was being applauded noisily.Whisles and murmurs everywhere.Half an hour passed, Still,Ash was not there beside her . Starting to feel uneasy , what happened? Anything could be occured to a famous person..if there were ones distinguising him ...caught him up and for o

Someone's sandals were dragged made Primrose 's staggering. A little girl .She was smiling timidly at her . Her round clear eyes immediately reminded her of something . Innocent and holy ,then white as symbols of purity .How good to be coming back to the childhood..! '' Hey , sweet little girl, come here dear " " I am looking for uncle Ash...he' s here just now , right , auntie" ? " Ya , he's here a minute ago but not now ,maybe he 's at the neighborhood. You like apple, aren't you ? Just take it " Her little hands took the fruit , smiling , " Thanks auntie .." She was so sweet." Excuse me ...l must go looking for my dad ...mother told me to " She nodded," l hope to see you again often later. " Sweetly she smiled and ran and waving after she kissed her forehead.The room was lonely again except the sound of winds and dry falling leaves .She thought, "There was something l forgot about the girl . Neither she knew my name nor do l knew hers .But we had a small talk as if h

Ash greeted a skinny elderly man after came in meeting them , " Here he is , the father of the little girl " He sat at a rickety clumsily chair which then moved to the bench nearer sitting to Ash , " Sit here please , Eddie , " Primrose heard the man lowered his voice as Ash bowed his back to hear hear him better." I do not want to be carried away by the flow of time. To be truly materialistic? No ." So , to let them talk freely,she was leaving them alone .Eddie hid his tears by looking away from his side and he knew that Ash might not like seeing him that way .He won't blame a man for crying,but he hadn't come to the point of telling him the whole issue related to his little daughter." My son lived in a barrack years ago to serve people who were fighting for a border territory.He was doing okay till one day everything gone wrong. We didn't get all of you have today , Mr Gevarra..." rubbing his running down tears , he murmured, " Forgive all my mistake.." Instead of giving Eddi