As I continued to explain to him what I knew, of course I left out the part where I regressed. The sadness and pity are visible on his face; it’s as if he knew that the pain and agony he suffered weren’t truly comparable to mine.After my fight with Barry, I realized that I still lacked experience. I need to be strong enough so I won’t lose my rationality again.Strong enough to defeat my enemies one-sidedly without losing my rationality. Not just my rationality but also to conserve my stamina and reduce unnecessary stress and injuries.I need to become someone who is feared by my enemies and respected by my companions and subordinates.Others wouldn’t dare approach me and my friends out of fear. I need to be more brutal while preventing my rage from consuming me.I must pull out all the rotten fruits to become a beautiful and sturdy tree.I should leave my tragic past behind, prioritize my revenge, and protect my friends. I must do it; I must become strong.Hours have passed since Ba