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A Comrade Hi !
He got up to light it nearby the wooden open window and enjoyed his first inhaling there , staring at the smoke from it as he would do to a lover whom long time no see The smoke was dwindling outside there .I was still arranging up the papers and files when he sat almost so near to me as the narrowness of the rug , automatically l moved a bit . Frankly my defense instinct will increase if l met a person , an opposite sex,moreover if he's famous with his fascination and other attributes he got _l don't want to be influenced by anyone 's charm .I was about to open my mouth whilst he offered me a cold lemonade.Drank it directly just like the way l talked ." Ash , don't worry ,l picked 3 or 4 letters for this week .Twice a month..or once a month if you prefer it . He took one of the paper ,read it and put it on his knee .Lightly ,"lt's fine with me if you want this rubric appears once in a week but l can't guarantee they will be satisfied."I looked at him as he stared at the paper.
A Comrade How Are You, Young Lady ?
Avalon tapped his pen gently whilst listening to her , thinking ."He complained,almost sobbing.His head hid in my chest. He hugged me like a child who was afraid of being left by his mother, then he spoke between sobs full of self-remorse"Oh God, he sighed. ..".You are too gentle ..l am ashamed ..why am l like this?'' I stroked his head ,trying to calm the surge of anger inside him that soared like sparks in the black sky .ln the car he was driving and silent..and his face was serious and misty. I didn't bother him either.I understand what he feels.He was desperate, almost helpless." I was whiny last time, aren't l ?" He asked me at another day .I pitied him , worrying if the repeated condition consequently made him in total despair .He isn't like any other men ..."Avalon lifted his head when finally she asked hoarsely , "Will he find what he's been seeking and forgotten , doc ? " "Sincerely ,it needs time relatively .Anyway , l can say that you are amazing , able to be patie
A Comrade Not Bad ...
Rayland and Nefariz were figuring out the number of audience for the kid ' s theatre.More than 3 hundreds seats ...Not bad ... A boy in shiny cap and white casual t _shirt appeared first as a poor peasant .He lifted his voice .." Is it possible for poor people like me, who have no home and no guarantee of a future, to have a greater chance of having good and decent living facilities in heaven?I'll ask an angel or a genie, whoever willing to answer.Another inquiry is ..Will single people who always fail to unite with their loved ones to have a marriage partner or sincere lover in the world and dream of having beautiful or handsome can have one there as God 'd gift after the impoverishment trial here so He give one there? Ya ,in afterlife .. Well sure heaven for good people..and for the poor in priority,no ? Whatever ,the good thing is ,l know a hidden place in the middle of a small forest that is safe and peaceful, where I can meditate there and it is possible to meet heavenly b
A Comrade Ha !
Nefariz was a great storyteller.She could do the mimicry and changing voices that was so likeable to kids she cared at the youth club. Nefariz made the same name as the kid whom she told a story .. " Zaria! Zaria ! Come here ! Dear ,do you hear me ? " Calling her for third time ,but Wilan pretended not to hear the call . Instead,she sat on her bed in silence. She looked at the leaking mirror and saw herself in gloom and tears .A few days ago aunt Yamuna gave a cute elephant toy to Zora her younger sister while she gave nothing to her .For her it's quite an aching heart . She "loved Zora . Not me "Zaria thought sadly."Zaria ! " That's mom ' voice.Was she a rascal ? She still lazy to come but it's risky,as mom will be angry if she kept on ignoring the call.Zaria found them sitting around the dining table. She took a seat next to her mom. Aunt Yamuna put some slices of meat on her plate.She still silent when mom told her that auntie cooked specially for them that day .Lazily Zaria
A Comrade The Speech
His eyes were fixed on a tree for a long time then he thought for a moment and decided to approach the swing and then sat there ... his eyes kept looking at the hills that seemed to support the sky.There is a strange life there. he listened to the surrounding carefully but didn't hear anything, apart from the whispering wind sending cool air, a red fire-tailed bird perched on a branch.Someone is talking to another one who is standing indifferently. "You ,don't go now, I saved something for you. what to say, God is more powerful ''Three years ago he was still here.He thought that arranging words and feelings is like planting seeds, buried them first in the ground before cute shoots appear. His eyes light up seeing that natural development. One day they will become tall cypress ,rubber tree and teak tree.Time went by till he went there to bring the deaf loneliness who was erased by the heavenly song that he wanted to hear one more time there .Bowing down by that song , this i
A Comrade Sure Yes..
Hammond was not active at the youth club for a few months as he worked for a tourism magazine and even if his boss needed him again to work for more years he would not come back there as he just committed for a couple of months.He loved working at the social service and promised to come back there .And he did .He was the one who rejected his female boss calls and asked Lobelia to tell her he quit .The female boss stopped call him but not going up, she still stubbornly insisted , " If he changes his mind , let me know...the job is still open for him" Lobelia and Max were whistling as Hammond shook his head over and over again.." What's going on with her ? his boss wants him again to post the job ..so much ...did she ..sort of like you more than just ....? ?"He told them in mimicry , the first time he fulfilled her summon ," Hammond? Can you come to my office please ? "" O o....she just welcoming him , without saying anything about his qualifications , she just confided his last
A Comrade l Miss Dad
The youth club lifted a topic of how a person grow up in a household,related to the role of both parents. A young man in grey shiny suit performed his exposure."Human are human ,you see . I ' d like to share with you what l think about being great . It's about being humble ." I don't know how to say it without offending other feelings but indeed people are , generally speaking,rarely who are unegotistical . In many relationship, one party first step is , how to take advantage of others .Secondly ,attracted another party attention then acted as if serving themselves as attention giver , after that telling what they want.Thirdly,bad intention to fulfill or unfulfilled their promises .After some time,then all revealed ..when the mask was uncovered by time and process ...here they come the liars ,promise breakers and cheaters ..that is all ! I don't intent to recall the past ..he used to be the one who dwelt the deepest sweet memories but not now .My dad . None can love me as genuin
A Comrade No Wonder !
I don't believe if someone can own a typical style without learning from someone else previously . If you adore a calm attitude, you might have put famous figures on the wall of the bedroom.Model , actors,thinkers or others .Or you just memorize them at the back of your head _but you gonna become a lousy imitator if you only follow or copying the physical style.What is good to be learned is the spirit of the calmness. Anything that enable you to control yourself and situation . That is the pure source of confidence.That' s what I believe.But if you see Ash ,you will be bewildered and couldn't avoid your consideration that he is a person from the Moon. He , l tell you what ,has his own personal style.Which none own .Reading lots of books and abundance of goodwill _l feel that's the main source. In other words,the blending qualities flow kinda warmth within that make you feel happy to be around him.Look at how he works among the laborers _ then he he walks backwards a few ste
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The Job. Seekers
Getting a job always be the tiring and most important issue in a life of family in poor area . Marketing is the one that some business can do at the bitterest way . ...selling product door to door .It seems a terrible job .But its like drinking goat urine at the desert after days dehydrated.Means they still will try it even .. .Poor poor people.Some business use the job seekers by various ways . Multilevel marketing is one of them , where they must buy some products then resell it.Consument or producer or marketer ? Seems all in one . Hivana was one of the mentioned.She arrived at a place where she had to buy things then she should sell something else ! It's ridiculous.She was trapped a few times. The results was , no job neither money she got , on the contrary, she spent money , doing some work without getting any paid . The payment was promise . Percentage. But it's not even a cent pay .In hard life to survive ,wild idea in any way can come .From a thought to be prostitut
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The Donation
Maximilian put a cigarette without lighted it , but you can read what you wanted to quote but let me say ,"It is always too hard to be wise." Avalon read a few , seriously but in a funny way as he knew well , no matter how beautiful the words written by any thinkers , life is a personal experience and. hardship for everyone, "The soul is placed in the body like a rough diamond, and must be polished, or the luster of it will never appear.""Expect nothing and you'll always be surprised.""Fear of danger is ten thousand times more terrifying than danger itself.""I saw the Cloud, though I did not foresee the Storm." * " By the way," Rayland tapped the empty glass , " Ash wants me to donate some money for a few incomplete family ...l transfered half of it, l guess l need to collect the rest from other comrades "Instead of giving remarks for his statement, Hivana stepped in then continuing the good wise qoute , till it finished while the topic was still hang on the air .* If you do
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The Battlecry
He said he want simplicity in a girlBut also sophisticated woman at the same time.Is it possible the 2 qualities in one?She said she want firmness in manBut also want romantic chapIs it coming in one person?No..nothing none will satisfy ones that way.Well..this is the world.. Not Eden . There is treasure islandthat most people ignore or worshipBut almost never been dig up as wealth.It is the past,Bitter or sweet.Regrettable or unforgettableWhether you are re beggar or dukeIt is the pastYou go there at times walk or fly,Alone and sadBut the blessing come surprisinglyWhen someone approach want you to share the story Tell him her...Bitterness of it or sweetness in it Will be coming as your fine daysAs it's been share ..Each time I try to gain my fine feeling to you Why the picture always pitiful?Sitting almost at the bed cornerWearing the stripe t shirtLost and don't get anything you hope ..Nothing I can do for you now,I'm.sorry .As your hand still on the phon
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A Cunning Brain
Misty had a slight relief,even Primrose didn't tell her what she asked , she still sent her and the chief editor the continuation of the journal about Ashby figure .* I can see that. Moreover while Ash narrowed his eyes down, there's a mindful rage there . Gently he blew the cigar smoke ," But now they did t8 colonialization in to means . Vulgar and neat . Systematically. " This is very different from small-time bandits whose operations are breaking into other people's houses through roof ,windows, warehouses or the back, right?" Ash shook his head and tapped his forehead went on , 'With this' he said as he stepped on his boots rather loudly, maybe he was afraid I would be scared if he did it harder even though I knew he wanted to.'' With a cunning and military brain? I asked.He shook his head, " With cunning brain and humiliation" he said .His clear ,sharp and romantic eyes looked up at the ceiling.How l wished to hug him ! Sometimes the man seems desperate like a kid when he
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Ah .. !!
" Some say that what kills a man is not the sword but his own mind " " That's right. Our mind is what make human feel something and it's apparently subjective.Just for your knowledge, whether it's true or not I mean about my feeling, if even it's true ,it's fine as lwill take it as a measurement of my own value as a mother, especially in front of God .And that's a fact of life virtues must be put as number one for believers .That's the barometric of faith .How many people don't love their own mom ? Maybe including myself , my feeling towards her is solely formal as it's kinda obligation to love your mother but l don't really feel it to tell you the truth...so if l put it as karma , it can be " The chat note from a sick mother was shown by the nurse to Avalon, " This Mama is someone who has kinda self awareness that she has no proper love from her mother as she was young and single then at her life stage as a mother she think her daughter also doesn't love her " "'Look how nicel
- A Comrade
Crimes
A surprising moment of hearing from the vicinity about The Eddie for a journalist instinct to explore something.Ash was drilling a little spot of soil to put some stones and made a little stove as he got some piles of dry twigs for burning a fire .While Primrose got some thing to dig up as stuff to observe.lt's a note about a little conversation beetween a mother and her mature child ."Are you ok ..."" Hello, yes I'm good, what's up? "" It's only motherly greeting ,just to know if you're just fine ..A worry of a mother ,that the children would never feel l guess .One day you'll know if you be a mother ..A child may not feel what a mother feel Your new mother now is the rich family who like you a lot and treat so good, right ? I know it ,and you don't have to say anything, l just know it ...Sure , l'm just a poor and unpleasant person in your eyes It's fine , even it's hurt.." She helped Ash to put more twigs and took out the ashes , " Umm ...it's always bitter to know that a
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A Shoeshine Boy
Finally Ash reached Eddie's house after searching the right direction through little Bilang to another one .They said that house was ghostly .It's an old big house with some damages here and thereA wooden second floor was like an open porch with old tree in front of it . The tree had densed big thick dark green leaves and lots of jellylike long beard hairs around it . At night,with only little light come from low watts of electricity made it all dark .An elderly mother enjoyed to scare her little children off by loosing her long thick hair , widen her eyes and curving her mouth in a frown scary shape.Someone spoke , ''Work on things gradually like God ! He grows the babies till they ' re as big as their moms , while they were weak and getting old .The children now can get things without the mother ' s help . Graduation, little by little,till the entire process almost obliviously happen and things on reverse now .The mothers feel they were nomore needed . Memorizing the old d
- A Comrade
Big Brother
Garibaldy whistled when Misty showed him the new mail from Primrose ." In this work room certainly there are piles of documents,gold pen in the drawer ,some antiques and other precious stuff.Thieves , scoundrels, robbers who will break everything and took them illegally.." he paused for a while to light his long cigar ," That is exactly what those imperialists do their colonies"I nodded ,getting up to walk around the room before sitting back, swaying away the burden of feeling that occupied my chest which almost burst in a minute.Two things, Not sure which one is the stronger reason , admiring his analogy on the door and or the sight effect he made on me when he spoke in beetween his cigar smoking..the relax manner which actually hid a hurt inside...The Journal ~"'It' s true ...we just have to be patient..but is everything fine with her ? " " I don't know, she won't tell us though,unless it's really crucial " " I know .." " Someone posts ... aboutPositive thinking leads to a
- A Comrade
Eager but Cold Eyes
Misty saw automatic expression of worry in Garibaldy ' s face at knowing she didn't hear any news from Primrose. Only could be calming down himself after realizing that they should wait till tomorrow at least,if not today , to know what's happening to the radiant talented journalist.The wornout shoes …Before you step ahead, look down will the hoes are you wearing safe you from the gravely road ? " Tons of information,do you feel it makes people more intelligent? "" In what way ? Nowadays intelligence seem to be a domain of technology .Now l presume that "easy come easy go " become the cause of ...well , see , l saw someone wrote , this related to what we discuss now " Societal pressure and survival needs, made most people have to walk in shoes that did not fit their spirit. As a result, most people are not walking their soul path and therefore not fulfilling their purpose, their potential nor their dreams.As a consequence, there is an epidemic of depression, disengagement, disi
